Babyyy, I'm sorry I made you feel neglected yesterday. ): I hope you can understand some times ): I doing project.. I will find for you but you have to let me. I'm sorry. I wish I could see you today. I wish )':
I know we might not be happy every day, but I hope you won't let it affect you through our days together. I really wish you will be happy with me everyday. I know it is possible but sometimes we let our feelings overtake us and make ourselves more sad. I hope it will happen lesser in future? :)
Happy 10th month my baby, I may not be the best girl in the world for you, but I'll always be trying. (L) Loving youuu forever & alwaysssss. :3 Please be happy okay? Sarang hae. <3
Hehehe babi came my house today, thanks for your laptop (L) A pity I cant press enter now so everything will be in a line :x Hahah. I always enjoy myself when Im with you, you should know that (: Enjoyed laughing at your funny way of talking, idk why its just so funny !! xD but i loikeeee. hehehe. baby can you come my house more oftennnn, pleaseeee? :) i love youuuuu forever & always baby, i promise you that :3
Sorry if I won't start the conversation first.
I won't want to spoil your mood for the rest of the day.
Or even just any other day anymore..
Am trying hard here, :/
Have fun. ♥
BABYYYYY~!
We haven't been quarreling the past 2 days, good job!
Keep it up okay! LOL. :P
Enjoyed a lot a lot during the holidays with you :D
Don't want school to start soooooooo bad ):
Can't wait to see you again~ BADMINTON! ^-^
Thanks for the joy baby, I love you MOST-EST. <3 :))))
Fcken stop doubting me.
I don't care if you don't trust me.
Don't fucken DOUBT & ASSUME.
I stay faithful FYI. I'm not the person you think I am okay.
Just why must you say I'm socialising with other guys E-VE-RY-TIME?
Seriously, I never. I tell you, I NEVER.
I swear my life on this okay.
Maybe you missed those times when I keep assuming you're chatting with other girls.
You like that is it? I don't think so, right?
So please, I don't wanna quarrel every time..
I really don't.. Sigh.
Went to AmkHub with Bibi today :D
Movie was cute! But the popcorn sucked :x
Enjoyed the foods XD Too bad no durians. Expensive :(
Buttttt, today was a still great day spent with Bibi nonetheless. ^-^
I'm sorryy..
Cause we might have quarreled a little near the end..
But I guess it was worth it after all? :p
That you have never trusted me even though you said you did. )':
Why did you lie..
You know it hurts more now that it comes out from you that you don't trust me at all.
Even if so WHY DID YOU LIE!?
I'd rather you tell me the truth.
My trust for you have gone down by a bit again today.
Do you realise it?
In the past, when you said you'd stop playing. You really did.
But now, yes you said, & I trust.
& therefore I get disappointed. Because you didn't mean what you say.
& now I found out that you don't mean it when you say you trusted me,
my trust for you dropped a little more down again.
However, my trust for you is still thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much.
Can you feel it? )':
I really love you. And love needs trust.
Because as a saying goes, there is no love without trust.
Do you love me? If you do, then why do you not trust anymore )':
Why did I find things to upset myself :'(
Am I just stupid or stupid?!?!!?! :(
Yes, I deleted facebook. But I trusted you not to add girls.
But you still did. :'(
Was there a need to change your pass?
Afraid I might delete chiobus again? :'(
Sigh. I trusted you..
Happy 8th month to you..
Must be happy since I can no longer control who you add in fb.
Happy for you...
Just why am I trying so hard for :'(
I deleted all my social networking sites..
Jut because you said you didn't like me using it.. :'(
I'm learning gunz now..
even though I hated playing shooting games..
But just because you like it.. :'(
I deleted every guy contact I have in my phone..
Just so you will trust me that I'm not a flirt.. :'(
Even if they text me, I'll tell them my boyf doesn't like it and asked for them to stop texting..
Just because I only wanted you.. :'(
Just.. why? :'(
#1. I'm going crazy by Se7en.
#2. Obsession by Stevie Hoang.
#3. Without You by Mariah Carey.
#4. Keep you much longer
#5. 好听
#6. Addicted by Stevie Hoang.
#7. 一个人勇敢
#8. One Step at a time by Jordin Sparks.
#9. 草戒指 by Yuming and Jane.
#10. 你没想像中爱我
Skipping 14 cause it's a family photo post. I don't really have one in years.
I went to the park today, it was supposed to look all sunny and bright, but no.
I walked on, with my umbrella open.
Sat by the usual place, before it started pouring.
But it wasn't long before the rain became a slight drizzle.
I thought the rain would stop, but no. It didn't :(
Stayed under the rain sitting by the rock for more than an hour.
Didn't wanna leave. But I was soaking wet even though I had my umbrella open :/
It felt good though, for the first time.
I actually let the rain wash down on me.
Then the rain got really really heavy.
It was so cold that I had to go, & my umbrella is like slanted to one side now seriously.
I walked around, soaking wet. Stayed under a shelter till I was dry a little.
The rain lasted for 2hours or longer.
Went to toilet to dry myself up, before walking home.
I don't know how or what I should be feeling.
I hope this is just a nightmare waiting for me to wake up from it.
It really ain't easy hiding the sadness.
But I'm trying my best :)
Back to the strong girl I used to be.
Babyyy, I'm sorry I made you feel neglected yesterday. ): I hope you can understand some times ): I doing project.. I will find for you but you have to let me. I'm sorry. I wish I could see you today. I wish )':
I know we might not be happy every day, but I hope you won't let it affect you through our days together. I really wish you will be happy with me everyday. I know it is possible but sometimes we let our feelings overtake us and make ourselves more sad. I hope it will happen lesser in future? :)
Happy 10th month my baby, I may not be the best girl in the world for you, but I'll always be trying. (L) Loving youuu forever & alwaysssss. :3 Please be happy okay? Sarang hae. <3
Hehehe babi came my house today, thanks for your laptop (L) A pity I cant press enter now so everything will be in a line :x Hahah. I always enjoy myself when Im with you, you should know that (: Enjoyed laughing at your funny way of talking, idk why its just so funny !! xD but i loikeeee. hehehe. baby can you come my house more oftennnn, pleaseeee? :) i love youuuuu forever & always baby, i promise you that :3
Sorry if I won't start the conversation first.
I won't want to spoil your mood for the rest of the day.
Or even just any other day anymore..
Am trying hard here, :/
Have fun. ♥
BABYYYYY~!
We haven't been quarreling the past 2 days, good job!
Keep it up okay! LOL. :P
Enjoyed a lot a lot during the holidays with you :D
Don't want school to start soooooooo bad ):
Can't wait to see you again~ BADMINTON! ^-^
Thanks for the joy baby, I love you MOST-EST. <3 :))))
Fcken stop doubting me.
I don't care if you don't trust me.
Don't fucken DOUBT & ASSUME.
I stay faithful FYI. I'm not the person you think I am okay.
Just why must you say I'm socialising with other guys E-VE-RY-TIME?
Seriously, I never. I tell you, I NEVER.
I swear my life on this okay.
Maybe you missed those times when I keep assuming you're chatting with other girls.
You like that is it? I don't think so, right?
So please, I don't wanna quarrel every time..
I really don't.. Sigh.
Went to AmkHub with Bibi today :D
Movie was cute! But the popcorn sucked :x
Enjoyed the foods XD Too bad no durians. Expensive :(
Buttttt, today was a still great day spent with Bibi nonetheless. ^-^
I'm sorryy..
Cause we might have quarreled a little near the end..
But I guess it was worth it after all? :p
That you have never trusted me even though you said you did. )':
Why did you lie..
You know it hurts more now that it comes out from you that you don't trust me at all.
Even if so WHY DID YOU LIE!?
I'd rather you tell me the truth.
My trust for you have gone down by a bit again today.
Do you realise it?
In the past, when you said you'd stop playing. You really did.
But now, yes you said, & I trust.
& therefore I get disappointed. Because you didn't mean what you say.
& now I found out that you don't mean it when you say you trusted me,
my trust for you dropped a little more down again.
However, my trust for you is still thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much.
Can you feel it? )':
I really love you. And love needs trust.
Because as a saying goes, there is no love without trust.
Do you love me? If you do, then why do you not trust anymore )':
Why did I find things to upset myself :'(
Am I just stupid or stupid?!?!!?! :(
Yes, I deleted facebook. But I trusted you not to add girls.
But you still did. :'(
Was there a need to change your pass?
Afraid I might delete chiobus again? :'(
Sigh. I trusted you..
Happy 8th month to you..
Must be happy since I can no longer control who you add in fb.
Happy for you...
Just why am I trying so hard for :'(
I deleted all my social networking sites..
Jut because you said you didn't like me using it.. :'(
I'm learning gunz now..
even though I hated playing shooting games..
But just because you like it.. :'(
I deleted every guy contact I have in my phone..
Just so you will trust me that I'm not a flirt.. :'(
Even if they text me, I'll tell them my boyf doesn't like it and asked for them to stop texting..
Just because I only wanted you.. :'(
Just.. why? :'(
#1. I'm going crazy by Se7en.
#2. Obsession by Stevie Hoang.
#3. Without You by Mariah Carey.
#4. Keep you much longer
#5. 好听
#6. Addicted by Stevie Hoang.
#7. 一个人勇敢
#8. One Step at a time by Jordin Sparks.
#9. 草戒指 by Yuming and Jane.
#10. 你没想像中爱我
Skipping 14 cause it's a family photo post. I don't really have one in years.
I went to the park today, it was supposed to look all sunny and bright, but no.
I walked on, with my umbrella open.
Sat by the usual place, before it started pouring.
But it wasn't long before the rain became a slight drizzle.
I thought the rain would stop, but no. It didn't :(
Stayed under the rain sitting by the rock for more than an hour.
Didn't wanna leave. But I was soaking wet even though I had my umbrella open :/
It felt good though, for the first time.
I actually let the rain wash down on me.
Then the rain got really really heavy.
It was so cold that I had to go, & my umbrella is like slanted to one side now seriously.
I walked around, soaking wet. Stayed under a shelter till I was dry a little.
The rain lasted for 2hours or longer.
Went to toilet to dry myself up, before walking home.
I don't know how or what I should be feeling.
I hope this is just a nightmare waiting for me to wake up from it.
It really ain't easy hiding the sadness.
But I'm trying my best :)
Back to the strong girl I used to be.