2 hours plus of cycling with babi ysd can really kill me. LOL.
Sometimes there are just some things that even words can't describe.. ):
Sorry if I won't start the conversation first.
I won't want to spoil your mood for the rest of the day.
Or even just any other day anymore..
Am trying hard here, :/
Have fun. ♥
I miss you... Sigh.
Those tears just come out way too easily.
I haven't even be en thinking about anything and I cried.
All I wanted was someone to talk to.
Would it kill you to cheer me up a little?
Would it?
Sigh.
We haven't been quarreling the past 2 days, good job!
Keep it up okay! LOL. :P
Enjoyed a lot a lot during the holidays with you :D
Don't want school to start soooooooo bad ):
Can't wait to see you again~ BADMINTON! ^-^
Thanks for the joy baby, I love you MOST-EST. <3 :))))
Fcken stop doubting me.
I don't care if you don't trust me.
Don't fucken DOUBT & ASSUME.
I stay faithful FYI. I'm not the person you think I am okay.
Just why must you say I'm socialising with other guys E-VE-RY-TIME?
Seriously, I never. I tell you, I NEVER.
I swear my life on this okay.
Maybe you missed those times when I keep assuming you're chatting with other girls.
You like that is it? I don't think so, right?
So please, I don't wanna quarrel every time..
I really don't.. Sigh.
You don't like my company.
Period.
Movie was cute! But the popcorn sucked :x
Enjoyed the foods XD Too bad no durians. Expensive :(
Buttttt, today was a still great day spent with Bibi nonetheless. ^-^
I'm sorryy..
Cause we might have quarreled a little near the end..
But I guess it was worth it after all? :p
I love youuuuu <3
Why did you lie..
You know it hurts more now that it comes out from you that you don't trust me at all.
Even if so WHY DID YOU LIE!?
I'd rather you tell me the truth.
My trust for you have gone down by a bit again today.
Do you realise it?
In the past, when you said you'd stop playing. You really did.
But now, yes you said, & I trust.
& therefore I get disappointed. Because you didn't mean what you say.
& now I found out that you don't mean it when you say you trusted me,
my trust for you dropped a little more down again.
However, my trust for you is still thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much.
Can you feel it? )':
I really love you. And love needs trust.
Because as a saying goes, there is no love without trust.
Do you love me? If you do, then why do you not trust anymore )':
I love you baby. I really do. :'(
你怎么可以说话不算数？ )':
Am I just stupid or stupid?!?!!?! :(
Yes, I deleted facebook. But I trusted you not to add girls.
But you still did. :'(
Was there a need to change your pass?
Afraid I might delete chiobus again? :'(
Sigh. I trusted you..
Happy 8th month to you..
Must be happy since I can no longer control who you add in fb.
Happy for you...
Just why am I trying so hard for :'(
I deleted all my social networking sites..
Jut because you said you didn't like me using it.. :'(
I'm learning gunz now..
even though I hated playing shooting games..
But just because you like it.. :'(
I deleted every guy contact I have in my phone..
Just so you will trust me that I'm not a flirt.. :'(
Even if they text me, I'll tell them my boyf doesn't like it and asked for them to stop texting..
Just because I only wanted you.. :'(
Just.. why? :'(
#2. Obsession by Stevie Hoang.
#3. Without You by Mariah Carey.
#4. Keep you much longer
#5. 好听
#6. Addicted by Stevie Hoang.
#7. 一个人勇敢
#8. One Step at a time by Jordin Sparks.
#9. 草戒指 by Yuming and Jane.
#10. 你没想像中爱我
Skipping 14 cause it's a family photo post. I don't really have one in years.
I went to the park today, it was supposed to look all sunny and bright, but no.
I walked on, with my umbrella open.
Sat by the usual place, before it started pouring.
But it wasn't long before the rain became a slight drizzle.
I thought the rain would stop, but no. It didn't :(
Stayed under the rain sitting by the rock for more than an hour.
Didn't wanna leave. But I was soaking wet even though I had my umbrella open :/
It felt good though, for the first time.
I actually let the rain wash down on me.
Then the rain got really really heavy.
It was so cold that I had to go, & my umbrella is like slanted to one side now seriously.
I walked around, soaking wet. Stayed under a shelter till I was dry a little.
The rain lasted for 2hours or longer.
Went to toilet to dry myself up, before walking home.
I don't know how or what I should be feeling.
I hope this is just a nightmare waiting for me to wake up from it.
It really ain't easy hiding the sadness.
But I'm trying my best :)
Back to the strong girl I used to be.
You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend,
and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend.
You look for love. You find love. You lose love.
You realize all long that you’ve been loved.
You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry.
You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that.
You then learn from that and are glad that you did.
You have your ups. You have your downs.
You see good movies. You see bad movies.
You wonder if your life is just one big movie.
You look at others and wish you were them.
You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you.
You love life. You hate life.
Dear bibi ,
To tell you the truth , I would love to take more photos with you but I shy to ask :$ LOL .
I'm not joking okay . Hahaha .
I'm pretty envious of couples who take millions of photos together & stil look so good in each and every picture taken .
Though I'm not usually photogenic all the time and I don't really take photos that often >.<
Still , I wanna keep these memories with you no matter the picture turns out nice or no nice ^-^
& thanks for the manicure , :p Hehehe .
First time a guy painted my nails for me . HAHA ! <3
Andand, sad part coming ,
I'm sorry if I hurt you unknowingly at times ,
but that does not give you the reason to hurt me back twice the amount yeah .. :x
Please forgive me no matter what as I know I will forgive you even if you hurt me till my heart break into a million pieces .
Yeah , that's how much I will tolerate for you ♥
& even though I might be sad or angry at you , I will still tell you I love you because love never stops .
Neither does love has any past tense to it , because it's now or never ♥
Lastly, I wanna tell you that ...
You're the sweetest and cutest thing ever baby , Sarang Hae :3
OLDER POST / NEWER POST
We rented the bike for 3 hours but the time was still pretty tight D:
Reached changi beach but didnt have much time to play anw,
so we just rested somewhere before cycling back to pasir ris park.
Well, even though I got dizzy & almost blacked out, :x
I've enjoyed laughing along the way cause my baby is too cute. (:
Anyways after cyclingg, it was time for some aircon and fooooood.
Teeheee. We then walked slowly to the park, love to hear babi singg (L)
The moon was really bright ysd night too!
Which proves to say that weather forecast is not accurate at all :)
Whatever shit this is no mood to post liao.
Bye.
Sometimes there are just some things that even words can't describe.. ):
Sorry if I won't start the conversation first.
I won't want to spoil your mood for the rest of the day.
Or even just any other day anymore..
Am trying hard here, :/
Have fun. ♥
I miss you... Sigh.
Those tears just come out way too easily.
I haven't even be en thinking about anything and I cried.
All I wanted was someone to talk to.
Would it kill you to cheer me up a little?
Would it?
Sigh.
Labels: Random
Happy you, happy me (L)
BABYYYYY~!We haven't been quarreling the past 2 days, good job!
Keep it up okay! LOL. :P
Enjoyed a lot a lot during the holidays with you :D
Don't want school to start soooooooo bad ):
Can't wait to see you again~ BADMINTON! ^-^
Thanks for the joy baby, I love you MOST-EST. <3 :))))
Labels: Baby ♥
Fcken stop doubting me.
I don't care if you don't trust me.
Don't fucken DOUBT & ASSUME.
I stay faithful FYI. I'm not the person you think I am okay.
Just why must you say I'm socialising with other guys E-VE-RY-TIME?
Seriously, I never. I tell you, I NEVER.
I swear my life on this okay.
Maybe you missed those times when I keep assuming you're chatting with other girls.
You like that is it? I don't think so, right?
So please, I don't wanna quarrel every time..
I really don't.. Sigh.
You don't like my company.
Period.
STARBURN!
Went to AmkHub with Bibi today :DMovie was cute! But the popcorn sucked :x
Enjoyed the foods XD Too bad no durians. Expensive :(
Buttttt, today was a still great day spent with Bibi nonetheless. ^-^
I'm sorryy..
Cause we might have quarreled a little near the end..
But I guess it was worth it after all? :p
I love youuuuu <3
Labels: Baby ♥
I finally know now..
That you have never trusted me even though you said you did. )':Why did you lie..
You know it hurts more now that it comes out from you that you don't trust me at all.
Even if so WHY DID YOU LIE!?
I'd rather you tell me the truth.
My trust for you have gone down by a bit again today.
Do you realise it?
In the past, when you said you'd stop playing. You really did.
But now, yes you said, & I trust.
& therefore I get disappointed. Because you didn't mean what you say.
& now I found out that you don't mean it when you say you trusted me,
my trust for you dropped a little more down again.
However, my trust for you is still thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much.
Can you feel it? )':
I really love you. And love needs trust.
Because as a saying goes, there is no love without trust.
Do you love me? If you do, then why do you not trust anymore )':
I love you baby. I really do. :'(
Labels: Baby ♥
你怎么可以说话不算数？ )':
Heartbroken
Why did I find things to upset myself :'(Am I just stupid or stupid?!?!!?! :(
Yes, I deleted facebook. But I trusted you not to add girls.
But you still did. :'(
Was there a need to change your pass?
Afraid I might delete chiobus again? :'(
Sigh. I trusted you..
Happy 8th month to you..
Must be happy since I can no longer control who you add in fb.
Happy for you...
Just why am I trying so hard for :'(
I deleted all my social networking sites..
Jut because you said you didn't like me using it.. :'(
I'm learning gunz now..
even though I hated playing shooting games..
But just because you like it.. :'(
I deleted every guy contact I have in my phone..
Just so you will trust me that I'm not a flirt.. :'(
Even if they text me, I'll tell them my boyf doesn't like it and asked for them to stop texting..
Just because I only wanted you.. :'(
Just.. why? :'(
原来你什么都不要
I feel like spamming old sad songs on my blog now. Damn :(
Labels: Youtube
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
#1. I'm going crazy by Se7en.#2. Obsession by Stevie Hoang.
#3. Without You by Mariah Carey.
#4. Keep you much longer
#5. 好听
#6. Addicted by Stevie Hoang.
#7. 一个人勇敢
#8. One Step at a time by Jordin Sparks.
#9. 草戒指 by Yuming and Jane.
#10. 你没想像中爱我
Skipping 14 cause it's a family photo post. I don't really have one in years.
Labels: 30 days challenge
Sorry for the stupid things.
I went to the park today, it was supposed to look all sunny and bright, but no.
I walked on, with my umbrella open.
Sat by the usual place, before it started pouring.
But it wasn't long before the rain became a slight drizzle.
I thought the rain would stop, but no. It didn't :(
Stayed under the rain sitting by the rock for more than an hour.
Didn't wanna leave. But I was soaking wet even though I had my umbrella open :/
It felt good though, for the first time.
I actually let the rain wash down on me.
Then the rain got really really heavy.
It was so cold that I had to go, & my umbrella is like slanted to one side now seriously.
I walked around, soaking wet. Stayed under a shelter till I was dry a little.
The rain lasted for 2hours or longer.
Went to toilet to dry myself up, before walking home.
I don't know how or what I should be feeling.
I hope this is just a nightmare waiting for me to wake up from it.
It really ain't easy hiding the sadness.
But I'm trying my best :)
Back to the strong girl I used to be.
Labels: Youtube
Life changes every minute of every day.
You lose friends. You gain friends.You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend,
and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend.
You look for love. You find love. You lose love.
You realize all long that you’ve been loved.
You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry.
You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that.
You then learn from that and are glad that you did.
You have your ups. You have your downs.
You see good movies. You see bad movies.
You wonder if your life is just one big movie.
You look at others and wish you were them.
You then realize who they are and are glad that you’re you.
You love life. You hate life.
In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s thrown at you.
Labels: Random
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Skipping Day 12 because it's asking about tumblr ;DDear bibi ,
To tell you the truth , I would love to take more photos with you but I shy to ask :$ LOL .
I'm not joking okay . Hahaha .
I'm pretty envious of couples who take millions of photos together & stil look so good in each and every picture taken .
Though I'm not usually photogenic all the time and I don't really take photos that often >.<
Still , I wanna keep these memories with you no matter the picture turns out nice or no nice ^-^
& thanks for the manicure , :p Hehehe .
First time a guy painted my nails for me . HAHA ! <3
Andand, sad part coming ,
I'm sorry if I hurt you unknowingly at times ,
but that does not give you the reason to hurt me back twice the amount yeah .. :x
Please forgive me no matter what as I know I will forgive you even if you hurt me till my heart break into a million pieces .
Yeah , that's how much I will tolerate for you ♥
& even though I might be sad or angry at you , I will still tell you I love you because love never stops .
Neither does love has any past tense to it , because it's now or never ♥
Lastly, I wanna tell you that ...
You're the sweetest and cutest thing ever baby , Sarang Hae :3
XOXO.
Labels: 30 days challenge, Baby ♥
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Taken during 7th March eating steamboat @ Von's place :)
I know I wear a fake smile, but i can't seem to smile right without a nice set of teeth :(
Ps; I now know how small I really look .
Labels: 30 days challenge, Crazies ♥
