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No, I can't hold back any longer.
It hurts way too much.

Everytime you insult, you lie, you be sarcastic.
Just why are you speaking to me like this?
I don't feel like your girlfriend.
I don't feel that I deserve all these harsh words either.
I hate this.
I hate the things you say to make me feel this bad.
I hate everything that comes out when you're mad because I know those are the things that you truly meant.
I hate all these heartbreaks you gave me.
Didn't you promise to make me feel happy?
Didn't you said you wanna be the one to change me?
Didn't you?
Didn't you..? :'(

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Today I was sad..
Sad that the couple tee we had, was nothing more than a shirt to you. :(

Today I was sad..
Sad that you've stop doing the little things you did before that made me smile.
One of it was the hugs. :(

Today I was sad..
Sad that you thought you meant nothing to me..
Why would I play hide and seek with you that day then? I could've just let you go..
But no, you mean a whole lot to me. & that's why you're worth the chase. :(

Today I was sad..
Sad that when i thought about that time when you hide from me, you asked me to leave.
And now with me doing the same, you don't even care.
Is this wanting me? Cause I really can't feel it :(

Today I was sad..
Sad for the fact that you're hiding from me again..
You said I liked to MIA in your facebook status.
Since when did I? Did you even bothered asking what I was doing..
Nope :(

Today I was sad..
Sad that when I said you wanted nothing to do with me,
and said I won't be available on my phone anymore, you just replied;
"K then." :'(
You promised not to..
You said you'll use okay..
And by replying k it meant that you really do mean it..

I guess this is probably what you wanted..

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Wanted to do project since bibi's over in M'sia.
But ended up sleeping half my day away ):
How I wish school won't start that early so I have more time to do my projectssss.

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Happy happy happy <3

Seoul garden + pool + movie with bibi today! :D
Seoul garden: Meat meat and more meat! LOL! (Y) But eat till damn full and bibi was feeling sick that time so it wasn't that good. Plus he keep bully me. ):
Pool: Bibi won every round but i had pretty much fun practising xD Bibi wait till I become more experienced okay! :DD
Movie: Gulliver's travel!! Funnayeeee. Hahahah, glad we were lucky enough to have the center row out of the 3/4 full theater. xD Wanted to go cycle at first but sadly they're closing at 7pm ): Boohoo.

Sighhhh, I really don't want school to start. Have too much time with bibi now I scared when school reopens I won't be able to get used to it & it'll all go back to how it used to be D:

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#1: Salvage my relationship :/
#2: Chiong projects.
#3: Spend time whenever possible with love (L)
#4: Do some shopping if got $$
#5: Make sure I don't neglect my boyf. :3
#6: Have a clique outing soon.
#7: Have a Happy New Year (:

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Bibi,

What happened? What happened to us? ): Can we be like before again? I'm sorry bout today. Bad bad day. I'm sorry sorry sorry. I know even if I say a million times of sorry it still won't be enough. I wish I could do something bout it. Shouldn't have sat at the staircase for hours today. I'm sorry. Shouldn't have been so bored and change that fck attitude of mine. I'm sorry. Always taking you for granted ): I'm sorry. Wish we didn't have to be apart, so we could make up even if we quarreled. I'm sorry. I wanted us to be like other happy couples. I mean it. I'm sorry. For always finding fault in you. I'm sorry.. Everything I do or say seems to be wrong now. Maybe I should just shut the fuck up.

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Maybe it’s not about the cute pictures to show off to the whole world how cute you guys are. Buying matching outfits so everyone knows that you’re officially taken. Receiving those good morning and good night texts so they know that you’re thinking about them. Making out in front of everyone because you don’t think your hormones can save it for later. Walking each other to class so they stay on your mind throughout the whole period. Offering your jacket to her so that the scent sticks with her even when you’s not there. Correct me if I’m wrong, but maybe it’s not about any of that.

Maybe it’s about learning to love someone just as much as you love yourself. Getting to know someone better so you can discover who you are along the way. Accepting their flaws so you realize that no one is perfect. Sacrificing for them so you won’t be accustomed to being selfish. Giving each other faith to make their dreams into a reality. Filling in that empty gap so they can finally feel like a whole.

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Well, I wanted to put a picture of my boyfriend but realise I don't have any ):
So I'm just gonna put the 2nd biggest thing that impact me the most.


TEEHEEEE! ^^V
But it made me have such fat thighs, boohoo ):

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IRON MANNNNN! Idk why, I just thought he's cool and everything. \m/
But nothing beats my boyf, he's the best of the best :)

& just a little blogging which I haven't been doing for pretty long.
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Last night went over to my ex-cca's barbecue (Y)
Had wings, hot dogs, otahs, satays & garlic bread :D
The best thing was that it's free. LOL! Awesome. (Y)
Thanks baby for accompanying me there, had fun teasing you xD
But somehow things didn't turn well in the end. :/
I know the reason why now, but I can't turn back time. How I wish..

I love you baby, there's always a next time, how bout tmr? (L) :x

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Thought I'd just dedicate a post to you since I'm pretty bored right nao.

Hmmm, that day when you sent the sms, I think it was just the day before ysd?, I was pretty shocked.
I mean, you don't seem to be that kind of person who'd type those kind of stuffs la.
To us, you're a pretty good friend, just that you talk a lot. More than average. Lols.
Yes, it might be a good thing at times. But not everytime.
When we have to listen during lectures, I hope you'd do the same.
Cause if you don't, you're just distracting people around you, I hope you get what I mean.
It's not that lectures are useless, it's just whether you choose to think it's useless or not.
If you wanna talk, go ahead, but not that loud. Or at least, I hope you're discussing about what the lecturer is teaching.
Sorry if me or others might have said to you things that are too straightforward.
But I just thought that this kind of thing you have to know ma.
If not it'll not only drag your grades down, but all of ours.
& even if we form study group, it won't be efficient if there's no one who understands and can teach.
You know yourself that you're a fast learner & you teach well.
So the more you must listen so can teach us ma!
Not everyone is like you, for example me, I'm a good learner, just not a good teacher.

So yeah, we'll try to understand that it's been your habit for talking more than average last time, but you have to put yourself in our shoes too. We aren't. Hope you're feeling better already by the way. Don't think too much into it anymoreeee. We still got our term test to worry for :(

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Cheer up babyy. I'm always here if you need a listening ear. You just have got to open your mouth and talk to me. Or at the least, text me. Let me know how you're feeling. I'm always here. I don't wanna be invisible. I want you to know that if there's anything wrong, I'm here for you. Speak up. Yes, things might not turn out the way we want, but if you don't speak up, nothing will change. & that's even worst. Just let me know when you need me, & I will be. I just need you to tell me.& I'll be there to listen. Saranghae (L)

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My boyf is awesome today.
I like how you say what is a boyf for today when I lost my wallet. Thanks baby ♥
But that's not all a boyf is for, i love you muchie (:
I like how the way you get angry at me for not eating. Though it's not exactly a very nice thing to like but I still like it. :p
& lastly, I like how you don't look at girls that much anymore. (Y)

For some reason, you just make my day every time I'm with you.
I love how you kiss my forehead, my nose and my cheeks.
I love the way how you act like a kid.
I love the way you speak in a funny voice.
But definitely not that monstrous voice of yours last night. xD

There're times where you're so cute, & I just can't stop laughing at you.
There're times where you're so irritating, when you keep on squeezing me leg! x|
But then again, it's itchy! LOL XP
There're times where you're so lovable, it makes me wanna be with you forever.
But there're also times where you're so ARGH, epecially when you plug in your earpiece & listen to your songs. ):

There's just so many reasons why I love you.
I could spend hours writing them everyday.
But if you just ask me face to face, my mind goes blank all of a sudden & idk why. :x
I just love you bi, that's all you need to know. Saranghae. (L)

Opps, I said to sleep at 1am & I'm still down here blogging for you. Uh-ohhhh. I shall go sleep nao. Kthxbai~!

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