Im Jennifur 19 years young, lovely attached.
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Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
exams are starting in 2 days.
hope everyone did study for their EOY.
we needa pass our english especially.
i've improved quite alot in my ca2 (:
maybe its because only a few topics were being tested.
haha. im glad that i've got an A2 for my prelims :D
im gonna try really hard for this EOY.
hope that most importantly my english will pass.
my english is always 50-60 and not more than that.
so its like hanging on the edge.
hai. really stressed this days. dont ask why.
i enjoy spending time with my friends.
at home, i rarely talk. when i said rarely,
i meant one one sentence per day.
others were like just nodding, and i dont even wanna stare at my family.
just hope i'll be stress-free after exams.
the news is now in newspapers le.
dont know if her parents will find out anot.
wish her all the best.
alot ppl waiting for tmr.
to watch the drama that might happen?
hai. sad for her..
if its me, i really ont know what to do.
its like so obvious.
girl ar girl, who ask you want lidat in public.
you should have better yeah.
anyways, exams are coming.
don't let this matter spoil your study mood.
tkcares.
this news seems to have spread throughout the web.
even gaming forums are chatting about it.
everyone was shocked to know.
it's unimaginable.

some people say they're despo,
some people think they're shameless.
well i dont know..
just hope they won;t get into any big trouble.
guess thats all for now.
Hey ya all!
it's been a long time since i blogged huh.
well just blogging here to wish all the nhco-ians all the best!
tmr's the concert day (:
they can do it. i know they can.
chris gave jon. three free tixs so he asked me to come along :D
ahah. i wonder who's the other one that's going.
i guess it should be patrick.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT.
he's finally 13. but still seems immature to me though.
hahaha. i tink that girls are really more matured de guys.
at their age la. lols.
when they get older the guys then will know how to tink.
anyways, gotta slp early!
might be going study with jon before the concert.

ALL THE BEST AGAIN TO NHCO-IANS! (:
cant get to sleep
tired but just cant close my eyes.
later this afternoon still need go out study.
just hope that i dont fall aslp while studying can le.
hahahaha.(: ccas standing down le.
so have more time to study instead of going for ccas.
pretty proud that i've made 26 cca points :D
congrats to me. got 2nd for this in class.
waha. cheryl got the most - 28.
anyways, i tink i better go get some slp.
dont wanna be like panda ! =D
Trend In School
many people are now reading twilight.
idk why also. i finsihed reading like last week(:
thanks to jessica ;D haha.
she lent me her book that she borrowed from th library.
she had to reserve for 2 weeks before having th bk.
it seems that many people are wanting to read it.
i think its because the movie is coming out soon.
on 21nov! i'm so gonna watch it !!

there's still the 2nd, 3rd and 4th book.
which is new moon, eclispe and breaking dawn.
i cant wait to finish reading all of the books,
the book is a definitely must read ((:

Studies
been having studies groups and feel that it didnt help much.
lols. there's alot of questions that i still dont understand.
especially in chemistry, i really cmi luh!!!!!
nvm, its alrdy 12:24am as im writing this post.
cause continue from just now.
tmr going study again ((: hoho.
needa slp early now. bye!
End Of Year Exams
They are coming to attack us soon!
Everyone's brain is gonna burst :D
Super duper stressed but still can't seem to focus in my studies.
Tried to study but i don't think it works.
Today i study... Next day forget everything le! ):
If i had one wish now, i would wanna have the best memory!
But i know it's impossible D:

School's A Boredom
Many many things happening. Can't seem to be fully updated.xD
Unexpected things are poping out one by one.
Watching them all fell into that, makes me wanna laugh.
Weird things have been happening. But no comments.
It's their way of life, i can't change anything.
You, as the reader, might not understand what im saying here..
But if you were me, you would definitely know why.

Upcoming tests
Anyways, there's chemistry class test tmr!
& also SPA (Science Practical Assessment) at 3.30pm (:
I love having spa! lols.
I'm gonna pass my sciences no matter what!!!
lalala.. off to study!
wheeees. now all i gotta do is study study & more study.
:D

My Mother's Powerful Thunder Snore.
woke up at 10+ am today. dammm sleepy.
all thanks to my super duper mother ! xD
she snore louder than thunder luhs.
waapiang. her snore 4+am wake me up.
den i shake her, she become diam diam..
lie back down she start snoring agains.
dam pek cek sia. den shake her again.
she never snore le faster sleep. lols hor.

Those Homeworks..
after i woke up slacked at home the whole morning.
around 2+ went out walk walk with my girlf, (:
den went to have lunch at 3+.
reached home at 4+ slpt till 5+.. forget online.
told them i'll be online by 4pm but in the end never.
homework all do halfway dont feel like doing.
not just dont feel like, dont know how do also.

Music's The Love ♥
found many many nice songs.
it all started when this unknown guy from msn,
chatted me while i was listening to leona lewis's song.
he was a big fan of hers, so am i :D
and we started chatting.
the whole conversation was about songs and artists.
lol. he sent me some songs too. it was superb.
we both were r&b song lovers.
i tink almost everyone is . haha.
r&b songs rocks!
singers like mariah carey, leona lewis, rihanna, jonas brothers;
all rocks to the core :D

idk since when did i became such a r&b maniac.
but oh well, better start with those homeworks! (:
today actually wan go do homework de,
but den change to tmr. its already saturday people!
school starts in like one more day ?!?!
fast can. :\ i have do my homework! as usual.
wahaha. currently listening to 如果我们能在一起 by 梁静茹!
its super nice k. must listen !! :D

如果我们能在一起 - 梁静茹

夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沈入海底
投入灼热的光影

对话都结束了
胸口的悸动还没停
今天我更喜欢你

好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的 我的好心情
心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了
你鼻尖微湿的汗滴
蒸发了我的体温

好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比 以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的 我的好心情
心电感应
让所有的心愿不怕来不及

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比 以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀
就连太平洋也静静在聆听

just finish eating dinner. dam full.
why other ppl de parents got give them $$ when they never go out.
but my parents so niao one. 1$ also dowan give. ):
now slacking at home. bored till wan die le laaa.
no mood to do homework. lazy uh me. xD
i'll go back to playing my friendster de game den!
might blog again later :D
boooooooo. its friday agains.
one week has gone so fast, so fast. :\
i havent done my coursework, english hw which is alrdy DUED.
and besides, i still have many many homeworks undone.
omg omg omg. haha. ima slacker man.
always leaving things to the last min. and not doing any of it.
ahah. well anyway, skipped nh practice today..
didnt really feel like going. STRESS UP MAN.
so many things to do, so little time.
i wish time could stop and let me finish the things i need to finish! ):
its been quite some time since i last blog.
forgotten that i have a blog until someone ask if i got blog.
lols. well, some updates about whats happening.

Siglap Chinese Orchestra
there's gonna be a camp during november i tink.
cant rmb the date. it'll be for 3 days.
there'll be fun & games AS WELL AS practice!
cause on the last day of the camp, we'll set off to an old folk's home.
& of course, it is to perform there la.

Results for CA2
i fail a maths, & yeah, i've always failed a maths.
but only pass one class test la. lols.
i fail a maths until very jialat. F9 - (7.3/100) =.=
haha. but the good thing is that i pass the others.
if only i've taken POA. then lidat pass all liao. lmao.
idk why i chose a maths also, im not gonna take engineering courses anyway.
..but nvm, im gonna try and do my best for EOY !
i dont wanna retain back ):

New Horizons Chinese Orchestra
now that cheyian is back, i dont have to be in charge of the scores anymore :D
haha. but the sad thing is, chris told me....
that we need to play 4 songs for the performance.
sian. look at the date now, its already 4th sept !
i can play zhan wang, im struggling with dao lu, i cant play qiu xu!
& still have one song the scores still not out yet.
sian. some more exams still coming le. where got time?!?!!
they must be crazy. should have plan earlier what.
after the performance im gonna back out from NH le.
serious no time, gotta study for O's.
but that's if i ever get promoted la. sian.

Holidays
time really passes quickly when you're havin fun.
its already THURSDAY. so fast.
i didnt hand in the english hw though.
forgotten :x oops. haha.
maths haven started yet, so is a maths.
i feel like my brain is exploding !!!!
argh. i wanna be 18 soon. life's miserable for me now ):
NHCO
everything's going fine.
glad that now everyone know that im incharge of the attendance.
hope that they will be auto abit.
come sms me instead of me asking them.
haha. well, the practice is going on well.
but the new score, 道路, seems very hard for me.
im worried that i dont have enough time to prac.
as i have to study and prac at the same time.
hais. well, thks to huimin now i have to perform.
but i doubt i can make it. D:
hm, not everyone's contact i have.
so i'll just have to go asking for them on wed then.
& thanks alot to jasmine (:

PHONE
i'm currently using back my old number,
which is 984753**, M1 line.
using an old model. well, i should be happy alrdy.
at least there's still a phone left for me to use.

SCHOOL
everything still remains the same.
not much happening nowadays.
just that i havent completed my coursework.
& im really scared i'll flunked my F&N.
should i drop this subject next year ? hmmmm.
next year i would really drop one subject.
so that im able to have extra lessons for other weaker subjects.
i haven't been studying much ):
i guess i really need a tutor!
Sch was boring as usual.
had a short assembly from 3n3, 3n2, 3e2 and 3e3.
the short skit from 3n2 sucks la.
its like telling other people that bullying is fun.
just like what mr ves says.
then that daniel guy, who didnt use his brains.
took a sheet of paper written "LOSER",
and point it to the discipline master.
serve him right as he's gonna have detention everyday after sku for 2hrs.
anyways, it was raining quite heavily today.
sleepy for the whole day.

after sch went hm straight & bathe.
den meet jon and bryan in cab.
we went to CS den watch tv down dere.
waited for the rest so long they still haven come.
den i turned back randomly.
& saw one whole row of people standing down there looking at us.
it was mr chiang and the rest of the CO commitees.
what the. lols. they down there stand so long den i realise.
(well, at least i was the first to notice) lol.
den we went to Jack's place to have our dinner.
and had a short "meeting" over there.

after that i went straight to elias cc.
its only like 5+pm. den waited for jon to be there.
then finally pay finish the $ i owe him.
den walk to the bench there, saw bryan.
sat there for awhile, jon came cycling back.
say its raining so not meeting henry(mr chiang) le.
around 6pm chris finally came together with DOMONIC.
kinda shocked, as i thought he quitted alrdy.
well anyways, its good that he came back to see.

had practice for 2hrs. before that chatted awhile.
adelene and huimin is backing out from the performance.
dam sad. i dont know if i can cope, with my studies and NH.
well, i've passed all my subjects. except eng and a maths haven take back,
was happy with my results. but at the same time,
disappointed that they both are deproving from their studies.

hai, well let's just let each day come and go.
anything can wait.
Feelings are many but words are few,
Clouds are dark but sky is blue,
Love is a paper, Life is like glue,
Everything is false only friendship like me is true.

this is what someone send me just to ask me to cheerup.
haha, thks to that person anyway (: much appreciated.
feel like i've had billions of family problems nowadays.
hai. i yearned for a better life, but im doing nothing about it.
my mother keep asking daddy for money.
den daddy would go after jie for money.
jie den dunno what to do. yes, she have lots of money.
but she's saving up for her future.
den i also sian half already. i owe many ppl money. :x
owe my sis 10$, my bro 20$, yanni 10$ & ms lim 58$. D:
hai, will try to return them asap.

Here's a joke (from my good friend of mine) to end my post -
A Doctor said to the Patient: You will die within 2 hours.
Do you wish to see anyone before you die?
The patient said: Yes....................... a good doctor.

hey all,
its been a long time since i've last posted yeah.
lets updated you guys about it.

MY PHONE.
i've just lost my phone which is like 2 days ago, which is a friday.
im so dumb ): why did i leave my hp on the bench.
just made a police report.
argh. sad for me. but oh well, what's gone is gone.
if it's meant to be mine, it will be back to me. God bless.

NHCO.
feeling more and more comfortable with the people there now.
hope that i'll have a chance to know everyone.
& i went for the walt disney PAYCO performance today.
i felt that it was great, except for one thing, the seats.
we were sitting at the corner so we couldnt get much of a view at it.
but oh well, music is meant for the ears to enjoy anyway (:
they had many performance, it all went so well..
if only nhco would be someting like them one day.
but it seems a bit difficult. people in nh,
i feel that they dont really put their heart and soul to play.
maybe for some, but not all.
i think its just that they should have a camp or something..
bond them together. make them bonded.
so during practices they would be more into it.

SCHOOL.
everything's going well in school.
the happy thing is all the tests i've gotten back, i passed :D
Emaths, MT, Geog, SS, Physics.
haha, now waiting for Eng, Amaths, F&N and Chem.
every thursday i would go to Jessica's hse to study with YJ(:
her hse is like gorgeous. how i wish i was like her.
practically would have all i want.
but life's like that, thing's just dont go your way.

--------------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.


--------------------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal.Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.Too sensitive and easily hurt. Horny.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
But rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
New and realize that you are a perfect match.


-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and
Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
And sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
Feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you
Repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
New love in 8 days.


------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
Work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
Memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
For information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
Make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
Others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
Traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
Repost this in 5 mins, a Cutie that's caught your eye
Will introduce themselves and you will realize that
You are very much alike in the next 2 day s.


-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
Highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
Dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
Imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
Literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
Being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
Next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
You do not speak to much in the next 4 days.


------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an
Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
And more than likely have an a very attractive
Partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
That you have a massive record collection. You
Have a great choice in films, and may one day
Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
You've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
Will meet someone that may possibly become
One of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.


----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
Be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
Consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
Feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
And forms impressions carefully. Caring and
Loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
Sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
Through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
In studying. Loves to be with friends Always broods
About the past an d the old friends. Waits for
Friends. Ne ver looks for friends. Not aggressive
Unless provo ked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
But takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days


------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every
thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'.
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming'
or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.


------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins, someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.


---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat.. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will
not meet the love of your life for 10 years.


---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.


---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly . Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. ]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im feeling very shitty today. D:
problems are everywhere!!!! how how??
dont know what to do alrdy la .

dont feel like going to school....
tmr got geog test, f&n test & physics test.
ALL IN ONE DAY. sian..
made alot of ppl not happy today :x
sorry, even though i know they wont be here reading this.
but oh well, who cares.

my blog is getting kind of dead.
nothing interesting happen-ed.
so no point updating.
will update whenever possible~

Today went to temasek poly,
congrats to alif, idris, and haidar who got 1st place :D
they'll sure get into the finals.
for the girls, 4 x 400m is also in the finals alrdy =.=
wth. lmao. mie, dorothy, nadhirah and faryal will be running 4 x 400m...
tmr still got NHCO. sian. so i wont be smsing anyone from 7-10pm.

Anways, Just some things NOT to do during ghost festival.
Its starts at midnight sharp TONIGHT. (:
#1.Dont anyhow pick up things from the floor outside.
#2.Dont anyhow scold ppl who you DO NOT KNOW when you're out.
#3.If there's ppl burning paper money dont walk over it.
#4.Its not safe to go swimming or cruising.
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