Some damn asshole came and talked to me , ruining the rest of my day . Totally pissed off with him . RAWR . Nvm , better not talk about it before it spoils my mood again .
Went to Jon's house ysd for daidee cum mahjong =D Melvin getting better la sial -.- First round he won alr . Wth . Lol . When dunno what time , switched to playing mahjong . Jon and yewsiong taught Mel how to play . Not bad , fast learner:D
Haha . After that we played for like hours . but only 2 real rounds . As in dong & nan only , den stopped alr . Cause Yewsiong won 4 times in a row , i also won 4 times in a row , den like keep being the banker . Lol .
It was fun anyways , i want more of the playing after Os :D After all that mahjong-ing , Mel accompanied me to downtown to study my f&n . Studied for like 1hr plus only , den went to mac and eat cause i bth alr . Lol .
Eateateat , talktalktalk , laughlaughlaugh . Then saw brian and angela at mac also . We never fail to meet any siglapians when we go downtown :l Anws , after eating i walked melvin home , den walked home slowly myself . LOL . My turn alr:D
Gahh , went to school @ 10plus today for f&n remedial . Did papers , papers & more papers . Damn . Got some kind of buffet at the canteen den Miss dai , Mr ang , Mdm wu , all come tell us can go eat . Lol .
The guy who's hiring called me @ 12 plus , 6$/hr , gonna meet him tmr :/ Not sure if i want the job yet leys . Might be job hunting with Sharry .
I didn't really eat my lunch i realised , cause was kinda full from my bread . The hooo ah , really true blue singaporean . Rofl , Take water bottle go refill with the drinks there . Lmao , still full full ley ! Hahaa.
I went off at almost 2pm . Took bus 53 , so packed , ugh -.- Reached home slept on the sofa alr . Super tired , can't wait for Os to end man !
Rawrr. Tired alr. But will just have a short post .
It has been raining the wholeeeee day man ! But it was nice though . ahah :D
Went to loyang point "study fnn" with sharry and huayu . Not that they study fnn la , is me . Lol . Then they all talk about chinese phrases which was really funny , so i couldn't help but joined in .
There's alot of funny idioms that i've memorised today ! :D Then the huayu say i from study fnn become chinese . Lol. Cause huayu sitting in front of me , he tried to take my slippers off but failed , haha !@#$%^&*
Then sharry saw alr go kick him also . Lols . Anyways , at around 5plus we went for haircut ! There was not much of a difference though , only the length like shorter by a bit niahs -.-
Tmr most probably going mahjong @ jon's place , hopefully jon found the 4th person to play with us . Off to sleep !
Physics today , screw it . First time physics harder than chem . how can that possibly be lahs . zz -.-
After that went to mac study . Leechye & co. came , sat behind us . Pretty noisy , couldn't concentrate . Plus hengquan and clifton kept calling me aaron plus pasting stickers on people's shirt =.=
Then shifted place to somewhere near th bin , wow -.- Then also cannot focus , cause Sharry keep playing with Don . Ugh . Bad environment = studying efficiency low :/
Irwan and gang made salty milo . Ask me drink . I drank one sip , don't know what taste , drink again , and again . Lol , then they ask me not salty mehs . Lmao .
After i went back to get papers for hq , they made another cup , this time 8 packets of salt . Ew . It's damn f-ing salty . YUCKS .
Then after all that crap , we finally switched place again , peace at last . But by then , i don't wish to study anymore . Ate mac for lunch , stomach pain after wards . Screw it . Then afterwards headache . Dammit . !@#$%^&*
This time gimme fever , ass . No mood after that . Didn't really talk much . Thanks zongwei for sms-ing me while he was just in front of me . Lols , thought that it was pretty lame . Did laugh a bit though (:
Walked back to school along with jon and mel . Thanks jon for talking alot , arbo also quiet .
Reached school , took out my stuffs , wanting for another short revision , 5 mins later , need to go up alr -.-
Went into exam hall , head super pain , it feels like it's gonna explode anytime . rawr ! No mood to do anything , the geog paper so indirect , make me need to think so much .
Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing .
Recieved sms from yewsiong @ 10plus , asking if wanna study physics . I said okay , but i wanna slp more first. Lol , den asked jon along . Went to e!hub , stupid jon and yewsiong playing mafia @ some place outside arcade .
Studied at teasire again , not much of studying done though , discussed about how to go have fun after Os nia , steamboat party , jb outing , mahjong etc . Lol . Saw clara & huiqing there too .
After awhile , Melvin came . Then continue discussing about the steamboat thingy before they went to play pool . Melvin forgot he no IC or ezlink card , then cannot go in ._.
He was like , angry , which was pretty scary . Lol , then like very bad to ps him :l So yewsiong and jon went to play while i accompany him go makan (:
While he ate , we played poker , out of 5 rounds he won 3 ! Not bad at all eh ! Master daidee so fast . Haha .
1hr later , we went to find the 2 stupids who're hooking onto the comp playing ffs -.- Saw lisa , heng quan & clifton along the way . They keep calling me aaron siol ._.
Thanks Melvin for accompaning me go teasire first . :D Cause really bth the 2 jon and yewsiong lahs , play till so shiok hor ! Rawr !
When the 2 finally finished playing , we decided to go BK study . Thanks yewsiong for patting my head and wishing me goodluck for tmr before he went off -.-
Sat down , some time later , realise nadhirah was sitting just beside out table . Lol . After like 1 hr plus , Abhinav came to study with Nad ? Lol . Then me jon and mel walked home .
I hate long posts but i just can't help it , my life's boring (:
Overslept today ! D: So took a shower and cabbed to school today with sharry .
Venice didn't come out today ! :3 But so did governance nor healthcare :s Nvm , it's okay ! Still got bonding singapore to fall back on :D Today's chemistry paper was alright , just that got some careless =/
On the way to school today for chem paper , me and sharry took bus 109 , den i closed my eyes for a short nap , just when i opened my eyes , i realised that we've reached ! The sharry dunno doing what la ! Reach le also dunno . Lols , luckily i woke up in time to see where were we ._.
Anw, all the best to people taking dnt paper tmr ! jyjy .
I'm really really bored right now , don't feel like studying yet , don't feel like viwawa-ing . siann . No one to talk to either . SUPER BORED AHS . RAWR !
“Women are cuter animals but with bird brains”, so said all the grumpy husbands.
But when women have normal brains, men are in trouble. Read this:
Conversation (1)
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, “Relatives of yours?”
“Yep,” the wife replied, “in-laws.”
Conversation (2)
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words each woman uses a day : … 30,000 to a man’s 15,000.
The wife replied, “The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything because men are absent minded and not so intelligent.
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, “What?”
Conversation (3)
A man said to his wife one day, “I don’t know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
” The wife responded, “Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; and stupid so I would be attracted to you!
Conversation (4)
Husband and wife were in the midst of a violent quarrel, and hubby was losing his temper.
“Be careful,” he said to his wife. “You will bring out the beast in me.”
“So what?” his wife shot back. “Who is afraid of a mouse?”
Conversation (5)
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, “You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don’t have to wait as long to get our coffee.”
The husband said, ” You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.”
Wife replies, “No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should brew coffee.”
Husband replies, “I can’t believe that, show me.
“So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, and indeed it says….”HEBREWS”
I was happily in my dreams , and towards the good part of the dream , my mom had to shout , waking me up & i totally forgotten what i was dreaming in the first place -.- So i'm like thinking to myself , so early in the morning you all quarrel quarrel quarrel , people want to slp one sia , wtf lahs . RAWR !
So it all started thanks to my sis , for coming home "early in the morning" , and kinda like lied to them that she was @ her boyf's place last night after the movies . The quarrel stopped for awhile , but my mom insisted on calling her boyf . Oh wells , & so my dad called her boyf .
(Before they called , i tried to sms my sis and tell her about it , but sending error den i didn't notice . damn -.-)
Her boyf said that he wasn't with her last night , therefore , the quarrel continued -.-
My sis was then being lectured by my father , cause of my mother being the unreasonable one . My father actually didn't wanna probe , saying that she's old enough alr . But my mom was like , "ask her who she go out with , i want to call her friend and ask" . So i'm like ... wth? My sis's alr 19 ! Come on luh .
The lectured continued for like 10mins . I went out to the living room and slept on the sofa . Damn , they quarrel till outside -.- My mom said , got this boyf not bad alr , still want to go outside and "gao" (if you get what i mean) .
So it's like , wth lor , say until she like some prost. like that ... Then the quarrel continued , so i just plugged my ears with my earpiece and listen to songs .
Rawrs . It has been quite a day today . Went out studying with sharry & huayu , before going for movies with mel , dawson and jereld , then go for supper with jon and mel .
It's november alr , so many things i wanna do , watch , go , buy , play . But so little time , money & energy D: Tired tired tired , stress stress stress . Humans coming ! If fail humans how to go business courseeee . Think of it jiu sian alr .
Movie rating for Jennifer's body: 3.5/5 i guess . Wasn't much of a horror , so not scary enough to feel the tension >.< Anyways , me and mel went seperate ways with dawson and jereld right after the movie to find jon for supper @ one of centrals' kopitiam . Lol . Didn't know that one of my ex was there too until he smsed me just awhile ago ._.
Anyways, i'll be studying with sharry tmr ! Hopefully it'll be super effective for the upcoming exams on monday . Wish me luck !
Psychological Meaning: Dreaming of teeth falling out may represent insecurity. These dreams often occur at a time of transition between one phase of life and another. When we lost our milk teeth, we also gradually lost our childhood innocence. Loosing your teeth therefore show that today you have similar feelings of uncertainty and self-consciousness as you did in childhood. The dream could also highlight your worries about getting older or your sexual attractiveness.
Men Are Like
..Placemats.
They only show up when there's food on the table.
..Mascara.
They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
..Bike helmets.
They're good in emergencies but usually just look silly.
..Government bonds.
They take so long to mature.
..Copiers.
You need them in reproduction but that's about it.
..Lava lamps.
Fun to look at it but not all that bright.
..Bank accounts.
Without a lot of money they don't generate a lot of interest.
..High heels.
They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.
..Curling irons.
They're always hot and always in your hair.
..Mini skirts.
If your not careful they'll creep up your legs.
..Handguns.
Keep one around long enough and your gonna want to shoot it.
..Floor tiles.
Lay them right the first time and you can walk on them for a lifetime.
..Parking spots.
The good ones are taken, and the rest are too small.
..Bananas.
The older they get, the less firm they are.
A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner.
The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some beer with it instead of dinner?"
"No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied.
"Will you use it to gamble instead of buying food?" the man asked.
"No, I don't gamble," the homeless man said. "I need everything I can get just to stay alive."
"Will you spend this on greens fees at a golf course instead of food?" the man asked.
"Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless man. "I haven't played golf in 20 years!"
"Will you spend the money on a woman in the red light district instead of food?" the man asked.
"What disease would I get for ten lousy bucks?" exclaimed the homeless man.
"Well," said the man, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you home for a terrific dinner cooked by my wife."
The homeless man was astounded. "Won't your wife be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting."
The man replied, "That's okay. It's important for her to see what a man looks like after he has given up beer, gambling, golf, and sex."
Found a picture of me when my fringe was still quite short then :l
It has been quite some time since i last had a hair cut . Next hair cut would be after Os (:
Ps; my hair's quite messy cause i took it very early in the morning, bad hair day -.-
Hoho , no cards were spared ! (including the jokers !) Built this tower with all 56 old cards :D But still not enough cards so ended up with the highest floor got 2 triangles den not very nice :l It's a good thing that the cards were old , so more friction , den can build tall tall . haha .
Went out to study alone today , @ downtown , alone . Ate burgerking for lunch . There's a quote that's damn nice there which says ;
You have the right decision to have what you want , exactly when you want it . Because on the menu of life , you're "Today's special" .
Real cool right ! Ahaha . Okay , that's lame . I'm bored ! RAWR .
D: Had pretty bad dreams last night again . Firstly i dreamt about cars that can talk, den woke up at 3am? Really short dream. Lol, can't really rmb much after the second dream which was awful. :(
Second dream was that i was stuck in this lift, and during that time my teeth rubbed against each other and i could feel like they're really fragile . When got out, walking home, i felt my teeth slowly crumbling away D: Like those biscuits crisp.
Damn. The feeling was horrible. I rushed to the toilet, looked in the mirror, seeing that almost all of my teeth have crumbled away i thought that was worst enough alr.
To add on, my gums were like falling off like the paint on the walls that fall off. Then my gums became really old looking. Must have been that orphan show coming back to hunt me. Damn -.-
Anyways, went to eat supper with jon and mel during midnight, till like 2plus in the morning. Saw hengquan, leechye, jiaxuan & desmond. suay ah -.- Hq keep "Hi aaron." Talked, ate, crapped, listened to jon's stories. Some were pretty interesting tho.
Called me dunno how many times, both voice also recognisable laah . Lols . Thanks for the goodluck after that prankcall anyway . To HQ; goodluck to you in failing your o levels too ;D ahah.
Ysd when to tampines after school before going home. Reached home at like 7plus 8 or so. Can't rmb. Was chatting on the phone then go inside lift got this woman quickly rush inside the lift with me. Looked at my school logo, then asked who's my principal.
At that point of time my mind was like blank for 1 sec. Then i'm like ermmmm, siglapsec. I thought she was gonna complain to my principal or something -.-
Then who knows, she told me she was an ex-siglapian in the 1970s. I'm like ohh, cool (: Then she's like walk out of the lift still talking, telling me her principal's name . Something something juddinn or something. Dunno la . Then i don't dare to press close door . Lmao.
After that random conversation, i reached home bathe etc. Ate dinner for 2hrs. Hit my record le. Plus only eat 5mouths -.-
Anw, today's paper was alright. After doing, i heard someone shouting my name, yuen lai is mr ves. Then he asked me how's the paper, i told him it was very easy lo. It's really easy what -.-
Tmr's paper 2 i hope it'll be tough, like as in SUPER TOUGH. :D So that it's easier to see who's really good in math right :l Paper 1 seriously can't make any difference between good and bad ones. So yeah. All the best to all .
Went into the hall, sit so infront -.- But quite cooling, alot of fans blowing. Lol.
Paper 1: Letter format is a mess, wrote formal letter style, hope it's alright. But the recipient i go put alumni of Siglap secondary school, den the address of the school._. die! Then the composition even BETTER, wrote wrong question number T.T went out of the hall, mr ves pass me this moist tissue thingy, thanks! (: Then he asked how was the paper.. I told him it wasn't good at all :l Do question 3 but write question number as 4. Then he ask why i so goondu. I also dunno!
Paper 2: Finished doing the paper half an hour before like that. Ms tan came to me and asked if i wrote the wrong question number. I said yess. Then she let me change :D:D!!!! Ask me next time don't so sotong alr x.x
Hahaha. weehooo. Won't fail liao =D Yayyy. Happyhappy. haha. Two thumbs up to mr ves! =DDDDDDDDD
Just wishing my un-beloved bloody brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
& of course, not forgotten huiqing over here =D haha. Thou i don't really know you. Lol! (:
Both of you sec 2 le! Which is erm..... 14? Yah i think so. Err, just saying, all the best for your exams! If you finish exams le then have a happy holiday bah ;D
&, goodluck to all who's taking their o lvls this year! O levels starts tmr officially. Gambateh! :D:D
Went out to study in the afternoon with Sharry and Huayu @ mac. About half of the people in mac were studying for Os. Lol. After that at night went to study with Melvin, den saw Adriel & gang over there. Then huayu say me 2nd round of studying. Ahah.
Ate mac for dinner last night again-.- I think this week out of 7 days, i eat mac for 4 or 5 days le. Sian. UNHEALTHY YOU KNOW. duh, i know. But bo bian, go mac don't eat mac, like very wad, sit down use up people's space nia.
We switched place to the other side of mac, then Mel told me he once thought loyangpoint mac got 2 storey one cause very small. i literally LMAO-ed at that point of time. hahahaa.
Did finish math paper 1, then doodled -.-
Found a photo of me when my hair was still short den :l Things change really fast don't they (:
Dunno what's wrong with my mom today, while i was still lying on my bed there was a short conversation with my mom.
Mom: "Why you everytime dinner never eat finish? Sian of outside food le isit?"
(still closing my eyes & resting.)
Me: "Yeah, kind of. Plus i always eat so long, food cold liao i dowan eat le:x"
Mom: "I should cook like twice a week hor?"
(I opened my eyes, staring at her as if she's gone mad or something.)
Me: "Yeahyeah(:"
Mom: "If not you always eat outside one also will sian."
Me: "=D"
Wooo. Dunno what's with her. FINALLY realise that man. Yipee. But of course, actions speak louder than words. We'll see about that. An hour more before i go out & study with Sharry (:
Yes, i went to school today:D Haha. Had science practical today. Was pretty do-able overall i guess, though i was a little shocked upon seeing the tables filled with circuits all over.
Ended at 9.30am, but was quarantined till like 1.30pm -.- 4 hours in the hall, started revising a lil bit of humans. Then elaine asked me math questions and went running off to dunno where. We play chika chika bang bang after that, forfeit was to answer a truth or dare a dare:D Had pretty much fun playing. Laughed alot. Haha.
2nd shift people came in, played a lil while more before switching to something else. Got bored, me and sharry drew our own deck of poker cards and started playing. Haha. Then before we even knew it, it's 1.30pm :D
Gastric all the way since last night till today noon. Pei sharry and weisiong go subway. They eat, i see them eat plus study humans again. Lol. Then went home, stomach okay le-.-
Went to bathe, after bathing, pain again.. Onlined, viwawa-ed, chatted, mafia-ed, slacked.
Just reached home, after half a day spent "studying" with jon and mel. Lol, notice the "" :D Studied a lil bit of chemistry practical stuffs, or browsing through the book rather and nothing much alr. Lols:x Pretty lazy to blog right now, so for more information, please refer to melvin's blog @ here.
Yesterday went out to study with Sharry at loyang point mac, saw JIANMING, donovan, jiayi, zainudin(dunno how to spell). Jianming's name is CAPS cause he complained why didn't i blogged about seeing him there. Lol. He came to out table, sit down, talk cock a bit, den go study. I was really happy to solve a math qn that don asked! Cause no one managed to solve it. Hahaa. Then went to e!hub's teasire and studied with Jonathan and Melvin. Went to have our dinner first @ Mr Chicken Rice. & because jon brought like 200$+ he paid more:x Hahaa.
Went back to teasire after that, the soda fizz drink not bad, just that drink le will keep want to go toilet. Lol. While studying, we talked, from jon's lover to disadvantages of being a girl then to sex related issues. Lmao. Found out something too, Melvin likes cleanliness? Just like Weisiong. Rofl, really bth that weisiong. This one dirty that one dirty. ahahh.
We studied till like 10plus before going up to lvl 5 and played big 2! :D Woots. Till like 11.40pm den go for the movie (500days with summer). Actually wanted to watch the somewhat horror show, sorority something one, but no more le-.- So went to watch that. The movie was so-so i guess, pretty funny at some parts. But overall, not very boring, but also not very entertaining. Maybe i don't really like that kind of movie la. lol.
After the movie, home sweet home.
& I realised that being a girl ain't that bad after all (:
I had two dreams last night, pretty cool eh. Haha!
The first one, was about my ancestors. Nothing weird about that i guess? But the weird thing was, i dreamt that my ancestors were TOADS. Yes, big, fat, ugly, TOADS. They were really huge in fact! Like the size of a bungalow (is that how you spell it?). Then when they came hopping to me, & it was like so scary (cause i was a normal size human in my dream & they were really big) that i quickly woke up as i find it reallyyy disgusting!
Then, i went back to sleep again, hoping that i won't have the same dream-.-
The second one, a more funny one i guess, was about my family. Nothing weird about this too. But the funny thing was, we're a super hero family :D Hoho. If only that was real. Haha! This dream is a lil bit blur in my head now, can't remember much, cause it has been hours since i woke up. :x I only remembered, i was running away from my "elder" brother. In my dreams la-.- (cause i don't have an elder brother.) Then, i ran around the block, up and down the stairs. Everywhere i ran, he seemed to be catching up. I was really scared, idk why. lol! Then i flew out from the HDB corridor, above greenview sec, my brother came chasing after me. Then i kept trying to fly higher but it feels as though i'm going downwards everytime. (I realised flying ain't that easy at all!)
Then i'm tired of flying so i woke up, & it was like 9am. Wayyyy too early for me to wake up. I was planning to wake at 10am-.- So i woke up & bathe, etc. Went out to meet sharry to go airport study with weisiong.
Well, i slacked pretty much. Lol:x But did managed to study quite a bit of humans, and recapped a lil about chemistry. So yeah, thats about it for today, too wordy alr-.-
Tmr going airport to study with sharry and weisiong :D Hopefully it'll be productive ! Two days ago went to study with Jonathan & Melvin. Thought that it was rather productive cause there was lots of interaction, den jon kept asking questions. Lol.
Going to sleep soon. Dowan tmr cannot wake up den no mood study . Yawns*
Woke up, den my mom rant at me. Say why didn't i took the $6 from my dad to pay for my chinese o lvl fee. Then i'm like, come on la, only $6 i use my own savings cannot meh. Then she was like, you stupid la, he give you money pay you dowan take, use own money. I'm like, wtf lor. I dowan take money from him also i stupid ah? Then you what? Very smart la.
I was like so dulan la. Use my own money to pay also wrong. Argh! !@#$%^&*
Emotions sometime cause us to become angry at a situation. Our mind causes us to become angry with others and release our despair.
Oh btw, i've learnt a new word ysd, just by checking jon's dictionary. Lol. The word's "DON JUAN". Cool huh? It means womanizer. To the guys out there . (:
Lalalala. Math was rather do-able. But dunno the answers correct anot. LOL. This coming thursday going out to study with Sharry and co. Cause there's no school i heard?
Started playing mafia in facebook :D Lots of guys are playing -.- I wonder why. Got so fun meh!? Lmao. Gonna be offline soon at 9pm. Brother wants to play his windslayer -.-
Bahh. Today's weather is so coolinggg . Haha . Woke up and went onlined today, till around 2plus went to sleep for an hour more before my brother came back . Then, i realised i skipped lunch . No wonder i'm so angry . Lol.
Woke up and bathed , then revised a bit of chem. Received Mr Ves's sms asking me to go back to school for tmr's mock paper at 2pm. (wonder how i did for paper 1 anyway .)
My mom came back , got noodles , so i ate them at like 5plus . Lol , what an early lunch i had :D
Later at night online a while more jiu go slp le . Tmr still waking up early to revise my math . Havent been touching it for days .
"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken...’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"
Can you imagine a primary school kid alr has to do such a tough question? Looking at my school's math exam paper, i feel that seriously, my school sucks -.-
Miss the ice creams there ! Feeling hungry again right now. Just finished my lunch like half an hour ago ? Haha. Anyways, today i was woken up by a malay wedding somewhere around my neighbourhood. They are so damn freaking loud ! Like hey!? It's a sunday, most of the people are sleeping till late in the afternoon! Dammit . They ruined my sleep ):
Skipped school for 2 days alr . Ves called . Told him i'll be studying at home from now alr. He say just provide a letter? Hmm.
Ysd had pizza for lunch :D Pepperoni & hawaiian flavour . Then at night went out with my family, eclud. my brother. Cause he wanna play cs at home. So we went to tampines one food court eat . There's this really nice chendol ! :
It cost like $2.50 per cup? Usually it's served in bowls la. But i noticed something funny there. Everyone was queue-ing up at the deserts' stall but no one's queue-ing at the drinks stall ! Lol. Everyone wants to grab a cup of chendol i guess. haha.
After that we went to tampines mall to look for laptops as my sis is planning to get one. She wanted to get a VAIO laptop. The price was $1499, if she wanna pay by instalments, it'd be $70.78 x 48months which is twice of the cost price ! Definitely not worth it . So she decided to come again when she got enough money. Who ask her to keep buy insurance till no money. Lols.
Took bus 3 home, played poker from 10plus till 1plus? I lose money ! But nevermind la . $1plus nia. :x haha. Going out to study later . *twist* :D
Had pizza for lunch ! Was a pretty late lunch cause ordered at 2.30 and it came around 3plus.
Currently listening to my blog songs . Like so emo sia :l Haha. Anyway , have been writing geog notes . Hopefully it'll be easier for revision next week so that my notes are not written "just for the sake of doing something when i'm not in school" .
Had physics mock paper today , which is the N level physics paper this year . Was pretty easy . Did it in half an hours' time . If only O levels was that easy :l Hah . In my dreams eh. Speaking of dreams! I had a terrible nightmare last night .
I dreamt that there's this guy who had a girlf , then the girlf died , then he and me went steady , and then for some reason he had her wallet . And then the girl suddenly poped out , with the face so so soooo scary . Then the weird thing is that this girl ghost , she can mutate into anything as a disguise or something ! ._. Then they went back tgt . And then i was being murdered by them , and was being squashed into a transparent box , with my body parts all twisted tgt . Omfg . The image is still in my head right now . The girl then mutate into a phone, then the guy hold the phone and pretend he was talking on the phone and then the two of them somehow went to look for more victims . Weird dream eh :S
It's roughly like that la , i'm bad at descriptive writing..so yeahs. Lol. The girl was seriously f-ing scary . And with my body parts twisted and all that ! Brrrr . It's scaring the hell out of me man. But oh wells, we can't control what dreams we're gonna have everyday ..
"The human heart cannot love the whole world. And if you try to put the whole world into your heart, you will eventually lose touch with your own humanity."
Yay. My mum has approved to me studying at home from next week onwards :D So i'm not planning to go back to school alr after this friday (:
Today Ms Yong gave us like 4 practice papers to do :O The previous time she already gave us like 5 papers!? I wonder where does she get all these papers from la. Sian. All E math. I had enough revision of E math alrrr . Somehow or rather, i feel that i'm focusing way too much on E maths.
Mr Ves didn't came to school today, had 3 boring periods in class . MORE math papers. Siannn . Jarel sat beside me, so he showed me his way out of point chinese compo. Lols. But i bet if he had known what was 信用卡, he caould have done it better .
Looking at my results now, i really wonder what can i do with that kind of grade ._. I'm aiming for at most 15 points. So thats like 17 points without cca. I hope i can like improve in my science and humans by one grade :S
It's been quite some time since i've ever wore any formal wear. Had grad day a few days ago, but still have to go back to school. It's like what the hell? Aren't we suppose to be like graduated already ? So shouldn't we stop schooling & start mugging at home yet?
All i can say is that our school, is kiasu cum cheapskate.
Anyways, i feel even shorter right now. I wish ms wee was here. LOL.
Today had school as usual, f&n then physics. During physics did the "turn head" wave in class, was hella funny.
Then during recess i had to pei Sharry to the toilet cause of some reasons. Then that damn toilet cleaner knew we're inside and locked us in! We knocked at the door but she didn't even bothered. At first i laughed, cause i thought the cleaner was somehow joking. Besides, it was my FIRST time being locked up in a toilet anw. Lol.
& therefore, we had to sms/call other people to get help.....BUT at the same time scared of being laughed at. Lmao. Sharry even slipped a paper underneath the door to kind of attract other people's attention. After 40mins inside that stinky and dirty room, Shahirah & co. finally came to our rescue. So TADA, we're out of that stinking toilet. Rofl.
Then when for humans, and played the National builder game. English lesson afterwards, got Mrs Jay really pissed cause 18 people didn't do homework. Woops. I'm one of them :x
End school, 2hrs do Math mock paper 1. Was pretty alright. 20mins left, Mr Ves collected my paper and started marking. Got 4 careless mistakes currently, out of 3/4 of the paper? Haha. Hope i'd get 65 and above. (:
The only 2 photos taken with my phone before it blacked out. In the process of making the candles stand. Me & Sharry with the candles :D Sharry 'n' Jennifer (: Aiya my eye gone. Haven't ok sharry take liao. Lol ; Stupid wind is piss-ng me off! Ugh. Take 1, used timer, too fast so i didn't go in. She looks good in this pic anw! thumbs up*; Take 2. Wonder why we're blurred? Cause the timer took so long to snap. So much so that i couldn't help it so i burst out laughing and made sharry laugh too. Lol. Take 3 & 4. Better a bit :D Heart-shaped; before and after lighting. :D While clearing up, saw this candle that still has the string left unburnt, i found it amusing so took a photo of it. LOL:x
I wonder how will i do for my O levels . I still think i won't be able to have all the motivation i need and end up hugging the buddha's leg like how i did for prelims again . :S -- *Praying for miracles to happen*
The subject i'm most afraid of failing is my humanities .. I need it to go into a business course ! Oh god pls, just lemme conquer the textbook aight! Like what Ves said, the textbook contents ain't gonna change at all , the 10 year series questions ain't gonna get any tougher , we're the ones who're gonna get smarter ! :D
Had graduation day today , with those big big gowns . We look like some junior wizard school like seriously . Lols , even the teachers were wearing them . When the teachers went up for their speech , some of them got emotional & of course cried . When Mr Ves said his speech, i almost cried but controlled my tears . Haha , mh cried till her whole eyes were red la . Miss chin's speech was also really touching . Though she didn't teach me before , i could tell she was a really nice teacher . Haha .
Don't know what's wrong with mixpod.com nowadays. Anyone knows how i can get back my mp3 player ? Sian half . I'm a lil hungry right now .
Anyways, going to play candles later @ night w/ Sharry! Whee. hahaa. It's been a long long time since me and my siblings last played w/ candles . Still rmb hanging out at nearby playgrounds lighting up candle by candle under the big & round moon and leaving the playground with the floor full of candles wax . Ahah. Those times are looong gone .
Enough of this wordy post . Just a short quote to end of my post.
"I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions."
Alright, school has started. No more fun and games i suppose.
& yes, once again, i'm being called a freak, in Mathematics.
Okay.....i'm good in Math, very good in fact, but so what!? My Chinese is quite good. My English is acceptable. My sciences are weak. & my humans are not so bad. Don't even talk about F&N.
There's only Math which i'm really good in. So what people? So what.
Anyways, recently there was this F1 show thingy right, i wasn't really interested so i didn't watched it, even on tv. Then ysd, one of my teachers made this comment. "Why the people want waste sooo much money on just the ticket to the F1 show? Just come to Siglap la! Then can see F9s everytime already. *Laughs" And of course, everyone burst out laughing. Even me.
Hah. I guess even our school teachers felt that our school has no hope eh. Tsk. Though I find it quite true, i also found it quite demoralising. But whatever~ Who ask me to be not smart enough to go to better schools in the first place. No point complaining eh (:
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight.
Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.
If only i remembered about my calculator.. If only. Ha.
Evony. The ads make it look like a cyber sex game but its not.
You have to pay for game coins (that explains the ads.)
There is an Evony ad that is a picture of a clevage and nothing else. It says play secretly now but the game has nothing to do with clevages (which seems to be their method of advertising: big clevage!) =.=
Okayy.. I guess this is slowly gonna be someone elses' blog rather than mine =.= Thereforeee, i've removed him to blog already. So even if my blog's dead, at least it's still my blog. Lol.
Hmm, today's a sunday. So i guess most probably 3/4 of the day i'll either be sleeping or mugging a lil.
F. I typed a whole lot and i accidentally clicked shift and up and there goes my paragraph =.= Lol-ed. Shall skip that part then.
Zen intro-ed me to a 15 year old guy, Justin Bieber. He really can sing well! Falling in love with him already. HAHA. Anyways, gonna credit Zen for teaching me for the past few days.. So yeah, that's about it. (p.s; he crap alot too.)
Gonna continue eating my lunch. I think it's the longest record i've ever had. 2hrs and still going~ Don't really have much appetite lately. Ciao~
Morning people! (: blogging b4 tution again.....hmm....today will be the same as yesterday i guess....tution-study-eat-study-study-study-eat-study-sleep.....yes, thats how boring my days are getting....honestly it really sucks....
when you cant solve the sums, it sucks! when you dont understand the questions, it sucks! when you cant seem to concentrate, it sucks!
But trust me, it sucks the most, when you are dumb, stupid & idiotic! shit, did i just describe myself? zzz, life sucks! exam sucks! freaking cucumber hard to score an A what's the world becoming to man? (what am i becoming to? i'm suppose to be an optimist? :/ ) just for an A, we risk the colour and thickness of our hair? tsktsk, however i am willing to do so! give me my As please! give me give me give me!
oh well, i'm turning nuts again but dont get too happy yet... i will be back, guaranteed! plus chop chop!
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i stare back at the uncertainty, maybe i wasn't truthful to myself after all.... what do i really want after doing so much? i really wonder......
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sign off- bright student with a bright future whose life has just been blured by a fog, but hey! it's clearing soon!
Spent my whole day mugging....homework is like never ending! i done many but i am still left with many. aiya, my time management and discipline and determination can go kiss the floor lar....zzz
learn to love what you hate. will you then excel in it! i love maths and chemistry! will i excel in it? guess so! ahhah!
Friday! hmmm...i like how slack fridays feel.....but exams are coming and nobody really goes out much to enjoy friday nights now :/
Always after the meaningless cracking of meaningless jokes at school, come home and cool down (Sort of), then can start to think about zheng jing shi. School only seems to be a time to talk cock sing song and study ABIT...lols!
We have a choice everyday, regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one thing we have, and that is our Attitude.
Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.
makes lots of sense huhs...
well...i guess thats all!
nth else in this world ever matters more to me than you....i hope u're better in the morning!
trying hard to think of a chim chim line to put here
but i just dun have a clue on what to put.
oh well. hahaha. dun force myself, no happy-ness will come out of it (mian qiang shi bu hui you xin fu)
Is it because my friend is shy with everyone except strangers that these strangers, and merest acquaintances, seem to us as our truest friends?
cool line huhs...kinda meaningfull?
haha! today is thursday and tmr will be the last day of the week! i always look forward to fridays bcos weekends wld be up next! (wells, who doesnt?) mmmm...glad u're better alr! thats great! (:
I was struggling through an emaths mock paper, i behave like a total idiot when i faced numerical terms. and i completely had no feel for the paper, i was instantly turn off when i saw the cover page. so yea, i struggled through it. so i guess that banana paper is seriously mocking at me =.=
anyway, had a talk with my friends regarding life after cchy. it's interesting. (: hahhah!
studdied alot, i'm going crazy soon
history poison
maths poison
F&N poison
physics poison
chemistry poison
so many posions, someone get me antidotes please!
ahaha!
P.S. i really should kick the habit of hogging on the computer for hours. (but me wanna talk to u :x )
Have you ever heard of marble like sounds tapping against the floor from upstairs? Or have you heard sounds of shifting furniture?
Have you ever wondered what that actually is?
You might have thought that maybe the kids upstairs are playing marbles, or perhaps someone was shifting the furniture. Or probably even, a pair of newly weds are having their "honeymoon" upstairs. :x
But then again, who on earth would shift furniture in the middle of the night, and which parents would actually let their kids stay up in the middle of the night to play marbles right??
Have you actually checked if there are actually kids upstairs? Are their floor carpeted? If so, there shouldn't be any sounds, right?
So... what makes these sounds?
I went to read forums and some said that it was because of contraction. It seems so that furniture contract in the night because it's cooling and therefore, it contracts and the furniture shifts.
For the marbles, it would be some sort of stuffs in the cement that's contracting, causing the marble-like sounds.
But, come to think of it. How true can this be? ._.
Wheeeee~ A.math paper today. &yeap, there's no reason for me to report to school:D Woot.
Mug a lil bit of chemistry ysd, with the help of a FREE tutor, i've understand stuffs which i've absolutely no idea what the hell it is before -.- Lucky ain't i. hahaha. Gonna continue mugging in awhile, but i don't really have the mood D: Later he's gonna keep asking me go study le.
I'm obsessed with the song you belong with me by taylor! so nicee eh :x hahaa. Anyways, i think i'm gonna have fever again. I feel like i'll blow my nose out any time right now -.- Keep sneezing lahs. Brrrrrr.
"Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become your character.
Watch your character, for they become your destiny."
Blogging time! haha, glad that the paper wasn't too difficult for u! (:
Humans' nature are so terrifying. wadever man, life is getting boring. people just dun blog as much as they do. sians. i am bored now! nvm my life will get better. (:
to get something, you got to lose other things. Isnt that what's everything about?
Sometimes to suceed and excel in one thing, you got to lose the other one. but strange and funny, in the past i choose to held on to both and thus not exceling in both. but now, the present i have make up my mind to sacrifice one inorder to suceed in the other. no regrets now. i believe in future, i will be able to hold both in each of my hand and juggle both effortlessly.
some one posted a question to me just now,
"what if you were to die tomorrow, are you prepared?"
hmm, i answered,
"ok lor, i will regret not having sex"
okays, tt was the humour part, but true enough, obviously i am not prepared! i still got so many things to do! my ambition and everything, got to live my dreams first right!
Today is one BORING day in school! I shouldnt have come =.=.....only 1/4 of my class came to sch....its like "lets all pon tgt day" so....i spent the time in class sleeping once again, since there was no one to talk to (my clique all ponned too =.=)
well after months of hiding....my tatoo on my left thigh has finnally been exposed!....so i'm grounded by my parents.....till dunno when....quarrelled all the way from 10pm-2am...lols i was so dead tired by then....hmmm but one thing is that i've never regreted putting the tattoo, it was my choice.
P.S i have been having weird dreams these days. super weird ones, for example, green apples in a durian? btw, the green apple is super tasty, unlike usual ones.
Shit.Today's Math paper 2 is damn tough cannnn. =.= I bet lots of people couldn't complete the paper in time cause i just managed to do everything i know in the 2.5hrs. Questions like vectors, similarity, forming an equation etc were taking a hell lot of my time to solve lahs -.- Hopefully with the help of paper 1 it'd still be an A.
Anyway, tmr's chinese paper. I guess i'm gonna flunk cause i haven't touch chinese for the past few months. Zzzz. I'm sooooo gonna screw my prelims D:
Woke up, got fuck-ed up by lots of stuffs. Then dunno who's number is 91569547 & 91662477 called me saying they're Mathew's friend (they sounded like ahbengs though, so i didn't know) and said that they wanted to help Mathew. They even asked me not to help my friend from yishun.
What the fuck even happened in the first place!?!? I was f-ing pissed off and confused at that moment as i heard that there was a fight.
The 2 unknowns asked for Mathew's number cause they said they lost his number. Like how the hell can you lose your friend's number just like that? I got suspicious by the time but still i gave them Mathew's number. Then Mathew called them & they said it was a wrong number. So who the hell is that Mathew lahs O.o
Okay.....I better cool down. I'm having my prelims and I'm not letting this bring me down. Be lucky it's math, and it was an easy paper. If not i'm gonna f-ing find that person even if it's the last thing i'd do.
Sorry if i'm using alot of F words here but i just can't control my emotions right now. Just look at this fck-ed up world of mine. ARGH.
Morning! lols i'm here to blog again before my tuition starts...Yesterday's dream was the BEST i ever had for the month. maybe for the year i guess. leaves me smiling like an idiot even after waking from it! haha :D
& YES, of course i know it's a dream! therefore, i won't harbour much hope for it to come true. haha. (well, maybe just a slight hope that she might make it come true :x )
I realise...
Half of life is obligations.
You don't want to go to your husband's company Christmas party, but you do. You don't want to sell candy so your kid can use the money to buy a better handphone, but you do it. You attend your third cousin's wedding.... you pick up the dry cleaning from the laundry...
well...all the mundane stuffs that u're obliged to do =.=
that's life - - it's obligations.
do you know what they say about kids? that you can't imagine having them until you do and then you can't imagine life without them.
Definition of sex
Sex is a sensation caused by temptation when a man put he's location into a woman's destination.
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* now do you understand my explanation or do you want to see a demostration? lols!
And i think my english super tok kong! ahhas. =]
tuition is super fun and exhausting! =]
lets hope i will be more happy in the next few days! =]
even thou you never deliver what you promise, i will still choose to believe you =]
chioong for Ns now!
post-N-activity! i have been planning alot! haha, too early! i know. LOL =]
Warm dark red liquid started to ooze out from the deep incised cut.
a moment later, i felt the pulsing, and bright red ones started to spurt out.
great, that sharp cold creation slice open both my vein and artery.
and so i applied first aid knowledge as fast as i could and stopped the bleeding in no time.
i am so grateful that i joined NPCC and not any other cca.
okay, so i cut myself while cutting cabbages. hahah. like so crap right? my mind was preoccupied by some other stuffs,(mostly abt her lols! ) that's when i cut my middle finger from the left hand. initially, i though it was nothing big, since i always manage to injure myself somehow. but when i see blotches of blood in the kitchen sink. i sense something was wrong. i must have cut something wrong this time round. true enough, i saw a piece of my flesh with skin dangling from my middle finger and blood is trickling down like as if it was free! of course, it's not, it's precious! lols...
Today afternoon went out to bball after tuition a lot of people smiled at me. 1st was this old western (cute) couple drinking Starbucks,2nd was this elderly guy i saw while waiting for the trafic light to turn green ,3rd was Sales assistants... and more. Today's like a Give-this-guy-a-smile day (guy referring to me). The funny thing is I felt happy. So what if we never knew each other?
So what if we never knew each other. many a times, u thought u knew a particular person, and u are so naive to held on to every single promises u two make together, so tightly. u thought your priorities were the same, well, that's what you think only. when that person met new people, all these changes. not a single vestiges of the past is left. nope, none of it. & u, u are left sitting at the corner with your ever so faithful shadow and yourself, sulking and moping around. thinking what the hell have u done wrong, when the cruel fact is that, circumstances changes, priorities changes, and yes, ultimately, people changes. Honestly...i think i'm just like that....i'm not ready for a change, i need friends around me...i need you beside me..
Anyway, to people out there who LOVES to slit their wrists. GO GET A LIFE for heaven sake. u cant die by doing so, idiot. got so much blood go donate to blood bank or sth larhs. sickening idiots. really damn freaking idiotic. they claim that by slitting their wrist, it can numb the pain they felt in their heart or some crap that is similar. dont be stupid larhs. pick any tom, dick or harry on the streets, they will tell you this does not help for heaven sake. are you all airheads? i bet so. want cut den go ahead and cut, why the papaya to take photos of your ugly wrist and put it in public sites? trying to gain more sympathy by doing so? dont be an idiot. anybody with some amount of juice in their brain know you guys are idiots. really, sickening idiots. =.=
Morning world!...yups i'm up early to blog since i've got nth to do....well...tution in another 30mins time. mmm....i thought abt it and i realise, the way to go is not to take things too seriously...really i should really start to lead a care-free life....whats the point in being so serious and always worrying, life's too short to do that! If there's a problem and we can solve it by taking action, what for worry? If there's a problem and you cant do anything to change it or anything to solve it, then again what for worry when its out of your control? I shouldn't really keep seeing too much into things, it makes me worry and think too much...too stressfull already (later grow more white hair)....so people! enjoy by Living Life To The Fullest! and ofcourse NEVER EVER REGRET the choices you made and the actions you did! (:
"Sometimes, the more you yearn for something, the more you are unable to get what you desire. However, when you've finally give up and take things by your stride, it just return to your arms, like it has always been yours.."
P.S. THERE ARE THREE RINGS TO MARRIAGE. namely, the engagement rings, wedding rings & sufferings. nice one? i thought so.
Gridiron Gang -- quite an inspiring show! It's mainly talking about this group of teenagers in a juvenile detention center, formed a football team with the help of the supervisor and former football player Sean Porter. This group of teens previously lack of discipline, self-esteem and have many enemies but later proposes to prepare a football team to play in one league. Sean Porter is supported by his superiors and his successful experience changes the lives of many young kids.
If you guys wanna watch it can be found in youtube, just search for gridiron gang ;D Or maybe i'll post it on my blog :D
It has been raining quite a lot today, so didn't went out.. Will be mugging later at night! (:
N levels for this month are over! but still cant slack...sci and maths paper all next month...so gonna be mugging all the way till then! mmm... english paper was easy today! i found the questions rather direct and the answers could all be easily found in the passage without much difficulty. haha! well...overall i feel today is rather fully well spent! went here and went there together, did this and did that together, haha walked alot, but it was fun! lols! i'm happy! (:
Caught a movie this evening at cathay, it was quite a funny show, however too many christ stuffs so i didn't really uds the whole moral of the story. But, i still enjoyed it though :D
Went to study @ white sands library with sharry today. We were supposed to order something, if not we aren't allowed to stay in the cafe. There was this guy, who speak really poor english, didn't buy anything & had a so-called big quarrel with the staff there. In the end, he kinda lost the "fight" and his friend suggest that they go somewhere else instead. Moral of the story: Don't quarrel if you know you don't have enough support for your stand, & bad english -.- Just leave quietly & save your face. End of story.
A few hrs later, weisiong joined us. We saw lots of schoolmates; Caroline, and quite alot of my guy classmates. I was a bit shocked though, as in, they visit the library too? o.o Lol:x
Anyways, i got bored of doing math. So i slacked. Oh yeah, the drink we ordered, Ice chocolate? I think it should be more of "chocolate drink. Cause most of the time all i could drink was chocolate. Lmfao.
I'm going to my cousin's house tmr, cause it's my grandma's death anni. So yeap, doubt i'll be online :)
"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. "
hellos! i'm wei qin here... ok, this is my first time i've ever posted and the first blog i have....ok , maybe it aint my blog but i'm kinda like the writer and she's the publisher? share-share i guess....i'm in the NA stream and yes tmr is SS paper...tsk, studying for SS is such a BORE....to me at least :/ people study for so many reasons...because their forced to? cos to ensure a good job in future? i should really start to chiong for N levels as i havent been doing so...about time to start huhs,(i know kinda late to start) i need to get a gd score! then i can go sec5...cos i spent 4 years just to take that fucking exam! SIGH. 4x365....do the maths....thats alot of days....
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the amount of things u can do in four years! HA.HA.HA
"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you."
Sorry that it's such a wordy post cause i couldn't upload the photos! D:
Woke at 10plus as i was rather excited to go for ice skating with my sis along with her boyf. Didn't charge my phone, so it was running out of batt, sorry if i didn't reply any of my messages!
Walked to bus stop, saw Adriel, didn't say hi :x Took bus to inter, den switch to mrt. & our journey to kallang starts! :D When we sat in the Mrt, a few mins later, Adriel & gang walked by. The people i rmb seeing was Seeyu, Et, Hooo, Vanessa, Xinyi, Hancong, Huayu, Noel, Brian, Reiner and of course, Adriel. My sis say, skarly they also go ice-skating. But i thought that this was too much of a coincidence.
Later in the afternoon, which is like damn hot! We reached Kallang & took bus 11. To my surprise, the whole gang were standing outside the MRT station. Rofl. Then i was like, "whoa, they're really going ice-skating!" Cause why would anyone go kallang if not for ice skating, right?
So yeahs, we went for our lunch at koufu, & when we were queueing up for the tickets. There comes the gang! Then they were like, "yuan lai ru ci~" I was like just waved and faster went in, cause like a bit ps idk why. haha! So yeah, we got our skates and began skating! :)
My sis's boyf skate like a robot. Okay... I didn't say that! My sis did. Haha. But because of his height, he's damn fast okay! So yeap. When i saw ET (the 190cm boy) skate, i thought it was kinda funny. Because of his tall height, he had a lower centre of gravity, thus enabling him to fall more easily as compared to people like me :x
Hahaa, anyways, found out a few good skaters in my school: Brian, Vanessa, Reiner. They can really skate! Okay, i'm not saying the rest not good lahs! :) Seeyu, hancong, adriel and huayu were not bad either. This time huayu wore long pants, making sure that he doesnt leave the ring with loads of bruises:x
I fell twice today :( Not injuries though. Okay maybe just a blister on my ankle. Idk why, but the skates seems to keep rubbing on my skin! And it hurts like a million ouch. D: But i'll get over it. I hope there's no scar .__.
Because of the blister, my sis had to pull me around the ring, so i just had to stand still :x After that she got tired, so her boyf pulled me (it felt weird though -.-) Then both of them pulled me:D I had great fun (cause i ain't doing all the work.) haha! ops:x Then we three fell tgt. First my sis (with her hands and legs above), followed by me (in a sitting position wherevy my legs are in a M shape.), then her boyf (on his knees) LOL. I laughed hard at that moment:x
It was seriously funny. Alright, enough of the laughs. There's also this small little girl, she's really cute when she skates. There's no words to express it, cause when you see her skate and feels like she's gonna fall anytime but she didn't, you'll really think she's terribly cuteee!
When the time's up, we went to arcade. They played basketball (adult den children one), then i joined in when they played this game where there's alot of small balls and you had to throw at the screen. When the game's over, we keyed our names, & who knows....... we got the highest score! woot. xD
Went to bought some chocolate & muffins at some chocolate shop, den walkwalk, & finally HOMESWEETHOME!
(Ps; i still have unglam photos of Hooo & Huayu.) =D
Blackberry seems to be a threat to Apple somehow eh?
Six candles by FM Static ♥
You're amazing but you're taking too much time I've only got six candles left And I'm trying to keep this off my mind It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel They try to fill my head with questions They all doubt you but I know you're real
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
And I'm so thankful for every breath I take There's not a moment that goes by I waste wiping tears out of my crying face Don't look so sad, you've missed the point I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
If I could ever see the way you understand me When no one else can see it I know you surround me
I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me Not walking but running, not talking, yelling
And they might never understand why I do what I do But I can only speak my mind And what I feel is true I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes All that I am, I will be standing, there, there
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on (Repeat x2)
Wheee~ Holidays le, though i know it's not right for leisure time, but i just can't seem to mug. Probably because its Math for the first paper so i'm feeling kinda relaxed.___.
Oh yah, my current phone has no caller id, so when you people call, rmb to tell me who you are, cause i'm not that super to rmb all of your voices. :x
It's been a long long looong time since i last blogged right. :x Haha. I'm in the midst of having my prelims currently, so definitely won't be blogging much. Anyways, just a very important update.
I've lost my phone a few days ago, want my new number get it from me directly or in msn yep.
Happy Birthday Chen Chow Chin! :D
Three things that i'm gonna talk about in this post. A batam trip that i'm gonna miss, ice skating and of course mugging.
Oh well, my mum was supposedly going to sponsor me to Batam for shopping tgt with my sis, her bf and another couple. (But my mum's not sponsoring my sis la.) However..... I need a partner to go with. Okay, maybe more of a companion. So my sis asked if i wanna ask my boyf along -.- Then my mother was like, "She still so young, cannot bring boyf hor". Then i'm like lol. When i told my sis that none of my girl-friends could make it, she said to me secretly say if i wanna bring boyf she can hide it from my mum. I'm like okay.... but no thanks:D Haha. Oh well, there goes my Batam trip T.T Oh wait.. or should i say shopping trip? ._.
Secondly, it's ice skating!! Woot. My sis is sponsoring me to go ice skating next week. Wait.. I seem to have a lot of sponsors from my family members nowadays eh? Haha. Thats a good thing though :x Hoho. My sis ysd went ice skating just to practice a little bit so that next week when me, her and her boyf go, at least she more experienced alr xD
Mugging. Hopefully i won't die on throat ulcer thats if. I have this sickening, irritating, disgusting ulcer on the right side of my tongue that hurts ALOT everytime i move my tongue. This ulcer just like poped out of nowhere!? I have it 3 days ago, it's supposed to be better alr, but i ordered KFC delivery for lunch and ate BBQ chicken wing rice for dinner which is practically tasteless cause i'm having fever now-.-, and sooo....... yeap, my ulcer's somehow back on my tongue! =.= Oh yeh, back to mugging. I haven't really start though. Hope i'll do really well for all my subjects, even though I know it's not possible for me. But i'm gonna try! :D So people, wish me luck!
Some damn asshole came and talked to me , ruining the rest of my day . Totally pissed off with him . RAWR . Nvm , better not talk about it before it spoils my mood again .
Went to Jon's house ysd for daidee cum mahjong =D Melvin getting better la sial -.- First round he won alr . Wth . Lol . When dunno what time , switched to playing mahjong . Jon and yewsiong taught Mel how to play . Not bad , fast learner:D
Haha . After that we played for like hours . but only 2 real rounds . As in dong & nan only , den stopped alr . Cause Yewsiong won 4 times in a row , i also won 4 times in a row , den like keep being the banker . Lol .
It was fun anyways , i want more of the playing after Os :D After all that mahjong-ing , Mel accompanied me to downtown to study my f&n . Studied for like 1hr plus only , den went to mac and eat cause i bth alr . Lol .
Eateateat , talktalktalk , laughlaughlaugh . Then saw brian and angela at mac also . We never fail to meet any siglapians when we go downtown :l Anws , after eating i walked melvin home , den walked home slowly myself . LOL . My turn alr:D
Gahh , went to school @ 10plus today for f&n remedial . Did papers , papers & more papers . Damn . Got some kind of buffet at the canteen den Miss dai , Mr ang , Mdm wu , all come tell us can go eat . Lol .
The guy who's hiring called me @ 12 plus , 6$/hr , gonna meet him tmr :/ Not sure if i want the job yet leys . Might be job hunting with Sharry .
I didn't really eat my lunch i realised , cause was kinda full from my bread . The hooo ah , really true blue singaporean . Rofl , Take water bottle go refill with the drinks there . Lmao , still full full ley ! Hahaa.
I went off at almost 2pm . Took bus 53 , so packed , ugh -.- Reached home slept on the sofa alr . Super tired , can't wait for Os to end man !
Rawrr. Tired alr. But will just have a short post .
It has been raining the wholeeeee day man ! But it was nice though . ahah :D
Went to loyang point "study fnn" with sharry and huayu . Not that they study fnn la , is me . Lol . Then they all talk about chinese phrases which was really funny , so i couldn't help but joined in .
There's alot of funny idioms that i've memorised today ! :D Then the huayu say i from study fnn become chinese . Lol. Cause huayu sitting in front of me , he tried to take my slippers off but failed , haha !@#$%^&*
Then sharry saw alr go kick him also . Lols . Anyways , at around 5plus we went for haircut ! There was not much of a difference though , only the length like shorter by a bit niahs -.-
Tmr most probably going mahjong @ jon's place , hopefully jon found the 4th person to play with us . Off to sleep !
Physics today , screw it . First time physics harder than chem . how can that possibly be lahs . zz -.-
After that went to mac study . Leechye & co. came , sat behind us . Pretty noisy , couldn't concentrate . Plus hengquan and clifton kept calling me aaron plus pasting stickers on people's shirt =.=
Then shifted place to somewhere near th bin , wow -.- Then also cannot focus , cause Sharry keep playing with Don . Ugh . Bad environment = studying efficiency low :/
Irwan and gang made salty milo . Ask me drink . I drank one sip , don't know what taste , drink again , and again . Lol , then they ask me not salty mehs . Lmao .
After i went back to get papers for hq , they made another cup , this time 8 packets of salt . Ew . It's damn f-ing salty . YUCKS .
Then after all that crap , we finally switched place again , peace at last . But by then , i don't wish to study anymore . Ate mac for lunch , stomach pain after wards . Screw it . Then afterwards headache . Dammit . !@#$%^&*
This time gimme fever , ass . No mood after that . Didn't really talk much . Thanks zongwei for sms-ing me while he was just in front of me . Lols , thought that it was pretty lame . Did laugh a bit though (:
Walked back to school along with jon and mel . Thanks jon for talking alot , arbo also quiet .
Reached school , took out my stuffs , wanting for another short revision , 5 mins later , need to go up alr -.-
Went into exam hall , head super pain , it feels like it's gonna explode anytime . rawr ! No mood to do anything , the geog paper so indirect , make me need to think so much .
Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing .
Recieved sms from yewsiong @ 10plus , asking if wanna study physics . I said okay , but i wanna slp more first. Lol , den asked jon along . Went to e!hub , stupid jon and yewsiong playing mafia @ some place outside arcade .
Studied at teasire again , not much of studying done though , discussed about how to go have fun after Os nia , steamboat party , jb outing , mahjong etc . Lol . Saw clara & huiqing there too .
After awhile , Melvin came . Then continue discussing about the steamboat thingy before they went to play pool . Melvin forgot he no IC or ezlink card , then cannot go in ._.
He was like , angry , which was pretty scary . Lol , then like very bad to ps him :l So yewsiong and jon went to play while i accompany him go makan (:
While he ate , we played poker , out of 5 rounds he won 3 ! Not bad at all eh ! Master daidee so fast . Haha .
1hr later , we went to find the 2 stupids who're hooking onto the comp playing ffs -.- Saw lisa , heng quan & clifton along the way . They keep calling me aaron siol ._.
Thanks Melvin for accompaning me go teasire first . :D Cause really bth the 2 jon and yewsiong lahs , play till so shiok hor ! Rawr !
When the 2 finally finished playing , we decided to go BK study . Thanks yewsiong for patting my head and wishing me goodluck for tmr before he went off -.-
Sat down , some time later , realise nadhirah was sitting just beside out table . Lol . After like 1 hr plus , Abhinav came to study with Nad ? Lol . Then me jon and mel walked home .
I hate long posts but i just can't help it , my life's boring (:
Overslept today ! D: So took a shower and cabbed to school today with sharry .
Venice didn't come out today ! :3 But so did governance nor healthcare :s Nvm , it's okay ! Still got bonding singapore to fall back on :D Today's chemistry paper was alright , just that got some careless =/
On the way to school today for chem paper , me and sharry took bus 109 , den i closed my eyes for a short nap , just when i opened my eyes , i realised that we've reached ! The sharry dunno doing what la ! Reach le also dunno . Lols , luckily i woke up in time to see where were we ._.
Anw, all the best to people taking dnt paper tmr ! jyjy .
I'm really really bored right now , don't feel like studying yet , don't feel like viwawa-ing . siann . No one to talk to either . SUPER BORED AHS . RAWR !
“Women are cuter animals but with bird brains”, so said all the grumpy husbands.
But when women have normal brains, men are in trouble. Read this:
Conversation (1)
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, “Relatives of yours?”
“Yep,” the wife replied, “in-laws.”
Conversation (2)
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words each woman uses a day : … 30,000 to a man’s 15,000.
The wife replied, “The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything because men are absent minded and not so intelligent.
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, “What?”
Conversation (3)
A man said to his wife one day, “I don’t know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
” The wife responded, “Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; and stupid so I would be attracted to you!
Conversation (4)
Husband and wife were in the midst of a violent quarrel, and hubby was losing his temper.
“Be careful,” he said to his wife. “You will bring out the beast in me.”
“So what?” his wife shot back. “Who is afraid of a mouse?”
Conversation (5)
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, “You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don’t have to wait as long to get our coffee.”
The husband said, ” You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.”
Wife replies, “No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should brew coffee.”
Husband replies, “I can’t believe that, show me.
“So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, and indeed it says….”HEBREWS”
I was happily in my dreams , and towards the good part of the dream , my mom had to shout , waking me up & i totally forgotten what i was dreaming in the first place -.- So i'm like thinking to myself , so early in the morning you all quarrel quarrel quarrel , people want to slp one sia , wtf lahs . RAWR !
So it all started thanks to my sis , for coming home "early in the morning" , and kinda like lied to them that she was @ her boyf's place last night after the movies . The quarrel stopped for awhile , but my mom insisted on calling her boyf . Oh wells , & so my dad called her boyf .
(Before they called , i tried to sms my sis and tell her about it , but sending error den i didn't notice . damn -.-)
Her boyf said that he wasn't with her last night , therefore , the quarrel continued -.-
My sis was then being lectured by my father , cause of my mother being the unreasonable one . My father actually didn't wanna probe , saying that she's old enough alr . But my mom was like , "ask her who she go out with , i want to call her friend and ask" . So i'm like ... wth? My sis's alr 19 ! Come on luh .
The lectured continued for like 10mins . I went out to the living room and slept on the sofa . Damn , they quarrel till outside -.- My mom said , got this boyf not bad alr , still want to go outside and "gao" (if you get what i mean) .
So it's like , wth lor , say until she like some prost. like that ... Then the quarrel continued , so i just plugged my ears with my earpiece and listen to songs .
Rawrs . It has been quite a day today . Went out studying with sharry & huayu , before going for movies with mel , dawson and jereld , then go for supper with jon and mel .
It's november alr , so many things i wanna do , watch , go , buy , play . But so little time , money & energy D: Tired tired tired , stress stress stress . Humans coming ! If fail humans how to go business courseeee . Think of it jiu sian alr .
Movie rating for Jennifer's body: 3.5/5 i guess . Wasn't much of a horror , so not scary enough to feel the tension >.< Anyways , me and mel went seperate ways with dawson and jereld right after the movie to find jon for supper @ one of centrals' kopitiam . Lol . Didn't know that one of my ex was there too until he smsed me just awhile ago ._.
Anyways, i'll be studying with sharry tmr ! Hopefully it'll be super effective for the upcoming exams on monday . Wish me luck !
Psychological Meaning: Dreaming of teeth falling out may represent insecurity. These dreams often occur at a time of transition between one phase of life and another. When we lost our milk teeth, we also gradually lost our childhood innocence. Loosing your teeth therefore show that today you have similar feelings of uncertainty and self-consciousness as you did in childhood. The dream could also highlight your worries about getting older or your sexual attractiveness.
Men Are Like
..Placemats.
They only show up when there's food on the table.
..Mascara.
They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
..Bike helmets.
They're good in emergencies but usually just look silly.
..Government bonds.
They take so long to mature.
..Copiers.
You need them in reproduction but that's about it.
..Lava lamps.
Fun to look at it but not all that bright.
..Bank accounts.
Without a lot of money they don't generate a lot of interest.
..High heels.
They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.
..Curling irons.
They're always hot and always in your hair.
..Mini skirts.
If your not careful they'll creep up your legs.
..Handguns.
Keep one around long enough and your gonna want to shoot it.
..Floor tiles.
Lay them right the first time and you can walk on them for a lifetime.
..Parking spots.
The good ones are taken, and the rest are too small.
..Bananas.
The older they get, the less firm they are.
A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner.
The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some beer with it instead of dinner?"
"No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied.
"Will you use it to gamble instead of buying food?" the man asked.
"No, I don't gamble," the homeless man said. "I need everything I can get just to stay alive."
"Will you spend this on greens fees at a golf course instead of food?" the man asked.
"Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless man. "I haven't played golf in 20 years!"
"Will you spend the money on a woman in the red light district instead of food?" the man asked.
"What disease would I get for ten lousy bucks?" exclaimed the homeless man.
"Well," said the man, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you home for a terrific dinner cooked by my wife."
The homeless man was astounded. "Won't your wife be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting."
The man replied, "That's okay. It's important for her to see what a man looks like after he has given up beer, gambling, golf, and sex."
Found a picture of me when my fringe was still quite short then :l
It has been quite some time since i last had a hair cut . Next hair cut would be after Os (:
Ps; my hair's quite messy cause i took it very early in the morning, bad hair day -.-
Hoho , no cards were spared ! (including the jokers !) Built this tower with all 56 old cards :D But still not enough cards so ended up with the highest floor got 2 triangles den not very nice :l It's a good thing that the cards were old , so more friction , den can build tall tall . haha .
Went out to study alone today , @ downtown , alone . Ate burgerking for lunch . There's a quote that's damn nice there which says ;
You have the right decision to have what you want , exactly when you want it . Because on the menu of life , you're "Today's special" .
Real cool right ! Ahaha . Okay , that's lame . I'm bored ! RAWR .
D: Had pretty bad dreams last night again . Firstly i dreamt about cars that can talk, den woke up at 3am? Really short dream. Lol, can't really rmb much after the second dream which was awful. :(
Second dream was that i was stuck in this lift, and during that time my teeth rubbed against each other and i could feel like they're really fragile . When got out, walking home, i felt my teeth slowly crumbling away D: Like those biscuits crisp.
Damn. The feeling was horrible. I rushed to the toilet, looked in the mirror, seeing that almost all of my teeth have crumbled away i thought that was worst enough alr.
To add on, my gums were like falling off like the paint on the walls that fall off. Then my gums became really old looking. Must have been that orphan show coming back to hunt me. Damn -.-
Anyways, went to eat supper with jon and mel during midnight, till like 2plus in the morning. Saw hengquan, leechye, jiaxuan & desmond. suay ah -.- Hq keep "Hi aaron." Talked, ate, crapped, listened to jon's stories. Some were pretty interesting tho.
Called me dunno how many times, both voice also recognisable laah . Lols . Thanks for the goodluck after that prankcall anyway . To HQ; goodluck to you in failing your o levels too ;D ahah.
Ysd when to tampines after school before going home. Reached home at like 7plus 8 or so. Can't rmb. Was chatting on the phone then go inside lift got this woman quickly rush inside the lift with me. Looked at my school logo, then asked who's my principal.
At that point of time my mind was like blank for 1 sec. Then i'm like ermmmm, siglapsec. I thought she was gonna complain to my principal or something -.-
Then who knows, she told me she was an ex-siglapian in the 1970s. I'm like ohh, cool (: Then she's like walk out of the lift still talking, telling me her principal's name . Something something juddinn or something. Dunno la . Then i don't dare to press close door . Lmao.
After that random conversation, i reached home bathe etc. Ate dinner for 2hrs. Hit my record le. Plus only eat 5mouths -.-
Anw, today's paper was alright. After doing, i heard someone shouting my name, yuen lai is mr ves. Then he asked me how's the paper, i told him it was very easy lo. It's really easy what -.-
Tmr's paper 2 i hope it'll be tough, like as in SUPER TOUGH. :D So that it's easier to see who's really good in math right :l Paper 1 seriously can't make any difference between good and bad ones. So yeah. All the best to all .
Went into the hall, sit so infront -.- But quite cooling, alot of fans blowing. Lol.
Paper 1: Letter format is a mess, wrote formal letter style, hope it's alright. But the recipient i go put alumni of Siglap secondary school, den the address of the school._. die! Then the composition even BETTER, wrote wrong question number T.T went out of the hall, mr ves pass me this moist tissue thingy, thanks! (: Then he asked how was the paper.. I told him it wasn't good at all :l Do question 3 but write question number as 4. Then he ask why i so goondu. I also dunno!
Paper 2: Finished doing the paper half an hour before like that. Ms tan came to me and asked if i wrote the wrong question number. I said yess. Then she let me change :D:D!!!! Ask me next time don't so sotong alr x.x
Hahaha. weehooo. Won't fail liao =D Yayyy. Happyhappy. haha. Two thumbs up to mr ves! =DDDDDDDDD
Just wishing my un-beloved bloody brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
& of course, not forgotten huiqing over here =D haha. Thou i don't really know you. Lol! (:
Both of you sec 2 le! Which is erm..... 14? Yah i think so. Err, just saying, all the best for your exams! If you finish exams le then have a happy holiday bah ;D
&, goodluck to all who's taking their o lvls this year! O levels starts tmr officially. Gambateh! :D:D
Went out to study in the afternoon with Sharry and Huayu @ mac. About half of the people in mac were studying for Os. Lol. After that at night went to study with Melvin, den saw Adriel & gang over there. Then huayu say me 2nd round of studying. Ahah.
Ate mac for dinner last night again-.- I think this week out of 7 days, i eat mac for 4 or 5 days le. Sian. UNHEALTHY YOU KNOW. duh, i know. But bo bian, go mac don't eat mac, like very wad, sit down use up people's space nia.
We switched place to the other side of mac, then Mel told me he once thought loyangpoint mac got 2 storey one cause very small. i literally LMAO-ed at that point of time. hahahaa.
Did finish math paper 1, then doodled -.-
Found a photo of me when my hair was still short den :l Things change really fast don't they (:
Dunno what's wrong with my mom today, while i was still lying on my bed there was a short conversation with my mom.
Mom: "Why you everytime dinner never eat finish? Sian of outside food le isit?"
(still closing my eyes & resting.)
Me: "Yeah, kind of. Plus i always eat so long, food cold liao i dowan eat le:x"
Mom: "I should cook like twice a week hor?"
(I opened my eyes, staring at her as if she's gone mad or something.)
Me: "Yeahyeah(:"
Mom: "If not you always eat outside one also will sian."
Me: "=D"
Wooo. Dunno what's with her. FINALLY realise that man. Yipee. But of course, actions speak louder than words. We'll see about that. An hour more before i go out & study with Sharry (:
Yes, i went to school today:D Haha. Had science practical today. Was pretty do-able overall i guess, though i was a little shocked upon seeing the tables filled with circuits all over.
Ended at 9.30am, but was quarantined till like 1.30pm -.- 4 hours in the hall, started revising a lil bit of humans. Then elaine asked me math questions and went running off to dunno where. We play chika chika bang bang after that, forfeit was to answer a truth or dare a dare:D Had pretty much fun playing. Laughed alot. Haha.
2nd shift people came in, played a lil while more before switching to something else. Got bored, me and sharry drew our own deck of poker cards and started playing. Haha. Then before we even knew it, it's 1.30pm :D
Gastric all the way since last night till today noon. Pei sharry and weisiong go subway. They eat, i see them eat plus study humans again. Lol. Then went home, stomach okay le-.-
Went to bathe, after bathing, pain again.. Onlined, viwawa-ed, chatted, mafia-ed, slacked.
Just reached home, after half a day spent "studying" with jon and mel. Lol, notice the "" :D Studied a lil bit of chemistry practical stuffs, or browsing through the book rather and nothing much alr. Lols:x Pretty lazy to blog right now, so for more information, please refer to melvin's blog @ here.
Yesterday went out to study with Sharry at loyang point mac, saw JIANMING, donovan, jiayi, zainudin(dunno how to spell). Jianming's name is CAPS cause he complained why didn't i blogged about seeing him there. Lol. He came to out table, sit down, talk cock a bit, den go study. I was really happy to solve a math qn that don asked! Cause no one managed to solve it. Hahaa. Then went to e!hub's teasire and studied with Jonathan and Melvin. Went to have our dinner first @ Mr Chicken Rice. & because jon brought like 200$+ he paid more:x Hahaa.
Went back to teasire after that, the soda fizz drink not bad, just that drink le will keep want to go toilet. Lol. While studying, we talked, from jon's lover to disadvantages of being a girl then to sex related issues. Lmao. Found out something too, Melvin likes cleanliness? Just like Weisiong. Rofl, really bth that weisiong. This one dirty that one dirty. ahahh.
We studied till like 10plus before going up to lvl 5 and played big 2! :D Woots. Till like 11.40pm den go for the movie (500days with summer). Actually wanted to watch the somewhat horror show, sorority something one, but no more le-.- So went to watch that. The movie was so-so i guess, pretty funny at some parts. But overall, not very boring, but also not very entertaining. Maybe i don't really like that kind of movie la. lol.
After the movie, home sweet home.
& I realised that being a girl ain't that bad after all (:
I had two dreams last night, pretty cool eh. Haha!
The first one, was about my ancestors. Nothing weird about that i guess? But the weird thing was, i dreamt that my ancestors were TOADS. Yes, big, fat, ugly, TOADS. They were really huge in fact! Like the size of a bungalow (is that how you spell it?). Then when they came hopping to me, & it was like so scary (cause i was a normal size human in my dream & they were really big) that i quickly woke up as i find it reallyyy disgusting!
Then, i went back to sleep again, hoping that i won't have the same dream-.-
The second one, a more funny one i guess, was about my family. Nothing weird about this too. But the funny thing was, we're a super hero family :D Hoho. If only that was real. Haha! This dream is a lil bit blur in my head now, can't remember much, cause it has been hours since i woke up. :x I only remembered, i was running away from my "elder" brother. In my dreams la-.- (cause i don't have an elder brother.) Then, i ran around the block, up and down the stairs. Everywhere i ran, he seemed to be catching up. I was really scared, idk why. lol! Then i flew out from the HDB corridor, above greenview sec, my brother came chasing after me. Then i kept trying to fly higher but it feels as though i'm going downwards everytime. (I realised flying ain't that easy at all!)
Then i'm tired of flying so i woke up, & it was like 9am. Wayyyy too early for me to wake up. I was planning to wake at 10am-.- So i woke up & bathe, etc. Went out to meet sharry to go airport study with weisiong.
Well, i slacked pretty much. Lol:x But did managed to study quite a bit of humans, and recapped a lil about chemistry. So yeah, thats about it for today, too wordy alr-.-
Tmr going airport to study with sharry and weisiong :D Hopefully it'll be productive ! Two days ago went to study with Jonathan & Melvin. Thought that it was rather productive cause there was lots of interaction, den jon kept asking questions. Lol.
Going to sleep soon. Dowan tmr cannot wake up den no mood study . Yawns*
Woke up, den my mom rant at me. Say why didn't i took the $6 from my dad to pay for my chinese o lvl fee. Then i'm like, come on la, only $6 i use my own savings cannot meh. Then she was like, you stupid la, he give you money pay you dowan take, use own money. I'm like, wtf lor. I dowan take money from him also i stupid ah? Then you what? Very smart la.
I was like so dulan la. Use my own money to pay also wrong. Argh! !@#$%^&*
Emotions sometime cause us to become angry at a situation. Our mind causes us to become angry with others and release our despair.
Oh btw, i've learnt a new word ysd, just by checking jon's dictionary. Lol. The word's "DON JUAN". Cool huh? It means womanizer. To the guys out there . (:
Lalalala. Math was rather do-able. But dunno the answers correct anot. LOL. This coming thursday going out to study with Sharry and co. Cause there's no school i heard?
Started playing mafia in facebook :D Lots of guys are playing -.- I wonder why. Got so fun meh!? Lmao. Gonna be offline soon at 9pm. Brother wants to play his windslayer -.-
Bahh. Today's weather is so coolinggg . Haha . Woke up and went onlined today, till around 2plus went to sleep for an hour more before my brother came back . Then, i realised i skipped lunch . No wonder i'm so angry . Lol.
Woke up and bathed , then revised a bit of chem. Received Mr Ves's sms asking me to go back to school for tmr's mock paper at 2pm. (wonder how i did for paper 1 anyway .)
My mom came back , got noodles , so i ate them at like 5plus . Lol , what an early lunch i had :D
Later at night online a while more jiu go slp le . Tmr still waking up early to revise my math . Havent been touching it for days .
"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken...’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"
Can you imagine a primary school kid alr has to do such a tough question? Looking at my school's math exam paper, i feel that seriously, my school sucks -.-
Miss the ice creams there ! Feeling hungry again right now. Just finished my lunch like half an hour ago ? Haha. Anyways, today i was woken up by a malay wedding somewhere around my neighbourhood. They are so damn freaking loud ! Like hey!? It's a sunday, most of the people are sleeping till late in the afternoon! Dammit . They ruined my sleep ):
Skipped school for 2 days alr . Ves called . Told him i'll be studying at home from now alr. He say just provide a letter? Hmm.
Ysd had pizza for lunch :D Pepperoni & hawaiian flavour . Then at night went out with my family, eclud. my brother. Cause he wanna play cs at home. So we went to tampines one food court eat . There's this really nice chendol ! :
It cost like $2.50 per cup? Usually it's served in bowls la. But i noticed something funny there. Everyone was queue-ing up at the deserts' stall but no one's queue-ing at the drinks stall ! Lol. Everyone wants to grab a cup of chendol i guess. haha.
After that we went to tampines mall to look for laptops as my sis is planning to get one. She wanted to get a VAIO laptop. The price was $1499, if she wanna pay by instalments, it'd be $70.78 x 48months which is twice of the cost price ! Definitely not worth it . So she decided to come again when she got enough money. Who ask her to keep buy insurance till no money. Lols.
Took bus 3 home, played poker from 10plus till 1plus? I lose money ! But nevermind la . $1plus nia. :x haha. Going out to study later . *twist* :D
Had pizza for lunch ! Was a pretty late lunch cause ordered at 2.30 and it came around 3plus.
Currently listening to my blog songs . Like so emo sia :l Haha. Anyway , have been writing geog notes . Hopefully it'll be easier for revision next week so that my notes are not written "just for the sake of doing something when i'm not in school" .
Had physics mock paper today , which is the N level physics paper this year . Was pretty easy . Did it in half an hours' time . If only O levels was that easy :l Hah . In my dreams eh. Speaking of dreams! I had a terrible nightmare last night .
I dreamt that there's this guy who had a girlf , then the girlf died , then he and me went steady , and then for some reason he had her wallet . And then the girl suddenly poped out , with the face so so soooo scary . Then the weird thing is that this girl ghost , she can mutate into anything as a disguise or something ! ._. Then they went back tgt . And then i was being murdered by them , and was being squashed into a transparent box , with my body parts all twisted tgt . Omfg . The image is still in my head right now . The girl then mutate into a phone, then the guy hold the phone and pretend he was talking on the phone and then the two of them somehow went to look for more victims . Weird dream eh :S
It's roughly like that la , i'm bad at descriptive writing..so yeahs. Lol. The girl was seriously f-ing scary . And with my body parts twisted and all that ! Brrrr . It's scaring the hell out of me man. But oh wells, we can't control what dreams we're gonna have everyday ..
"The human heart cannot love the whole world. And if you try to put the whole world into your heart, you will eventually lose touch with your own humanity."
Yay. My mum has approved to me studying at home from next week onwards :D So i'm not planning to go back to school alr after this friday (:
Today Ms Yong gave us like 4 practice papers to do :O The previous time she already gave us like 5 papers!? I wonder where does she get all these papers from la. Sian. All E math. I had enough revision of E math alrrr . Somehow or rather, i feel that i'm focusing way too much on E maths.
Mr Ves didn't came to school today, had 3 boring periods in class . MORE math papers. Siannn . Jarel sat beside me, so he showed me his way out of point chinese compo. Lols. But i bet if he had known what was 信用卡, he caould have done it better .
Looking at my results now, i really wonder what can i do with that kind of grade ._. I'm aiming for at most 15 points. So thats like 17 points without cca. I hope i can like improve in my science and humans by one grade :S
It's been quite some time since i've ever wore any formal wear. Had grad day a few days ago, but still have to go back to school. It's like what the hell? Aren't we suppose to be like graduated already ? So shouldn't we stop schooling & start mugging at home yet?
All i can say is that our school, is kiasu cum cheapskate.
Anyways, i feel even shorter right now. I wish ms wee was here. LOL.
Today had school as usual, f&n then physics. During physics did the "turn head" wave in class, was hella funny.
Then during recess i had to pei Sharry to the toilet cause of some reasons. Then that damn toilet cleaner knew we're inside and locked us in! We knocked at the door but she didn't even bothered. At first i laughed, cause i thought the cleaner was somehow joking. Besides, it was my FIRST time being locked up in a toilet anw. Lol.
& therefore, we had to sms/call other people to get help.....BUT at the same time scared of being laughed at. Lmao. Sharry even slipped a paper underneath the door to kind of attract other people's attention. After 40mins inside that stinky and dirty room, Shahirah & co. finally came to our rescue. So TADA, we're out of that stinking toilet. Rofl.
Then when for humans, and played the National builder game. English lesson afterwards, got Mrs Jay really pissed cause 18 people didn't do homework. Woops. I'm one of them :x
End school, 2hrs do Math mock paper 1. Was pretty alright. 20mins left, Mr Ves collected my paper and started marking. Got 4 careless mistakes currently, out of 3/4 of the paper? Haha. Hope i'd get 65 and above. (:
The only 2 photos taken with my phone before it blacked out. In the process of making the candles stand. Me & Sharry with the candles :D Sharry 'n' Jennifer (: Aiya my eye gone. Haven't ok sharry take liao. Lol ; Stupid wind is piss-ng me off! Ugh. Take 1, used timer, too fast so i didn't go in. She looks good in this pic anw! thumbs up*; Take 2. Wonder why we're blurred? Cause the timer took so long to snap. So much so that i couldn't help it so i burst out laughing and made sharry laugh too. Lol. Take 3 & 4. Better a bit :D Heart-shaped; before and after lighting. :D While clearing up, saw this candle that still has the string left unburnt, i found it amusing so took a photo of it. LOL:x
I wonder how will i do for my O levels . I still think i won't be able to have all the motivation i need and end up hugging the buddha's leg like how i did for prelims again . :S -- *Praying for miracles to happen*
The subject i'm most afraid of failing is my humanities .. I need it to go into a business course ! Oh god pls, just lemme conquer the textbook aight! Like what Ves said, the textbook contents ain't gonna change at all , the 10 year series questions ain't gonna get any tougher , we're the ones who're gonna get smarter ! :D
Had graduation day today , with those big big gowns . We look like some junior wizard school like seriously . Lols , even the teachers were wearing them . When the teachers went up for their speech , some of them got emotional & of course cried . When Mr Ves said his speech, i almost cried but controlled my tears . Haha , mh cried till her whole eyes were red la . Miss chin's speech was also really touching . Though she didn't teach me before , i could tell she was a really nice teacher . Haha .
Don't know what's wrong with mixpod.com nowadays. Anyone knows how i can get back my mp3 player ? Sian half . I'm a lil hungry right now .
Anyways, going to play candles later @ night w/ Sharry! Whee. hahaa. It's been a long long time since me and my siblings last played w/ candles . Still rmb hanging out at nearby playgrounds lighting up candle by candle under the big & round moon and leaving the playground with the floor full of candles wax . Ahah. Those times are looong gone .
Enough of this wordy post . Just a short quote to end of my post.
"I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions."
Alright, school has started. No more fun and games i suppose.
& yes, once again, i'm being called a freak, in Mathematics.
Okay.....i'm good in Math, very good in fact, but so what!? My Chinese is quite good. My English is acceptable. My sciences are weak. & my humans are not so bad. Don't even talk about F&N.
There's only Math which i'm really good in. So what people? So what.
Anyways, recently there was this F1 show thingy right, i wasn't really interested so i didn't watched it, even on tv. Then ysd, one of my teachers made this comment. "Why the people want waste sooo much money on just the ticket to the F1 show? Just come to Siglap la! Then can see F9s everytime already. *Laughs" And of course, everyone burst out laughing. Even me.
Hah. I guess even our school teachers felt that our school has no hope eh. Tsk. Though I find it quite true, i also found it quite demoralising. But whatever~ Who ask me to be not smart enough to go to better schools in the first place. No point complaining eh (:
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight.
Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.
If only i remembered about my calculator.. If only. Ha.
Evony. The ads make it look like a cyber sex game but its not.
You have to pay for game coins (that explains the ads.)
There is an Evony ad that is a picture of a clevage and nothing else. It says play secretly now but the game has nothing to do with clevages (which seems to be their method of advertising: big clevage!) =.=
Okayy.. I guess this is slowly gonna be someone elses' blog rather than mine =.= Thereforeee, i've removed him to blog already. So even if my blog's dead, at least it's still my blog. Lol.
Hmm, today's a sunday. So i guess most probably 3/4 of the day i'll either be sleeping or mugging a lil.
F. I typed a whole lot and i accidentally clicked shift and up and there goes my paragraph =.= Lol-ed. Shall skip that part then.
Zen intro-ed me to a 15 year old guy, Justin Bieber. He really can sing well! Falling in love with him already. HAHA. Anyways, gonna credit Zen for teaching me for the past few days.. So yeah, that's about it. (p.s; he crap alot too.)
Gonna continue eating my lunch. I think it's the longest record i've ever had. 2hrs and still going~ Don't really have much appetite lately. Ciao~
Morning people! (: blogging b4 tution again.....hmm....today will be the same as yesterday i guess....tution-study-eat-study-study-study-eat-study-sleep.....yes, thats how boring my days are getting....honestly it really sucks....
when you cant solve the sums, it sucks! when you dont understand the questions, it sucks! when you cant seem to concentrate, it sucks!
But trust me, it sucks the most, when you are dumb, stupid & idiotic! shit, did i just describe myself? zzz, life sucks! exam sucks! freaking cucumber hard to score an A what's the world becoming to man? (what am i becoming to? i'm suppose to be an optimist? :/ ) just for an A, we risk the colour and thickness of our hair? tsktsk, however i am willing to do so! give me my As please! give me give me give me!
oh well, i'm turning nuts again but dont get too happy yet... i will be back, guaranteed! plus chop chop!
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i stare back at the uncertainty, maybe i wasn't truthful to myself after all.... what do i really want after doing so much? i really wonder......
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sign off- bright student with a bright future whose life has just been blured by a fog, but hey! it's clearing soon!
Spent my whole day mugging....homework is like never ending! i done many but i am still left with many. aiya, my time management and discipline and determination can go kiss the floor lar....zzz
learn to love what you hate. will you then excel in it! i love maths and chemistry! will i excel in it? guess so! ahhah!
Friday! hmmm...i like how slack fridays feel.....but exams are coming and nobody really goes out much to enjoy friday nights now :/
Always after the meaningless cracking of meaningless jokes at school, come home and cool down (Sort of), then can start to think about zheng jing shi. School only seems to be a time to talk cock sing song and study ABIT...lols!
We have a choice everyday, regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one thing we have, and that is our Attitude.
Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.
makes lots of sense huhs...
well...i guess thats all!
nth else in this world ever matters more to me than you....i hope u're better in the morning!
trying hard to think of a chim chim line to put here
but i just dun have a clue on what to put.
oh well. hahaha. dun force myself, no happy-ness will come out of it (mian qiang shi bu hui you xin fu)
Is it because my friend is shy with everyone except strangers that these strangers, and merest acquaintances, seem to us as our truest friends?
cool line huhs...kinda meaningfull?
haha! today is thursday and tmr will be the last day of the week! i always look forward to fridays bcos weekends wld be up next! (wells, who doesnt?) mmmm...glad u're better alr! thats great! (:
I was struggling through an emaths mock paper, i behave like a total idiot when i faced numerical terms. and i completely had no feel for the paper, i was instantly turn off when i saw the cover page. so yea, i struggled through it. so i guess that banana paper is seriously mocking at me =.=
anyway, had a talk with my friends regarding life after cchy. it's interesting. (: hahhah!
studdied alot, i'm going crazy soon
history poison
maths poison
F&N poison
physics poison
chemistry poison
so many posions, someone get me antidotes please!
ahaha!
P.S. i really should kick the habit of hogging on the computer for hours. (but me wanna talk to u :x )
Have you ever heard of marble like sounds tapping against the floor from upstairs? Or have you heard sounds of shifting furniture?
Have you ever wondered what that actually is?
You might have thought that maybe the kids upstairs are playing marbles, or perhaps someone was shifting the furniture. Or probably even, a pair of newly weds are having their "honeymoon" upstairs. :x
But then again, who on earth would shift furniture in the middle of the night, and which parents would actually let their kids stay up in the middle of the night to play marbles right??
Have you actually checked if there are actually kids upstairs? Are their floor carpeted? If so, there shouldn't be any sounds, right?
So... what makes these sounds?
I went to read forums and some said that it was because of contraction. It seems so that furniture contract in the night because it's cooling and therefore, it contracts and the furniture shifts.
For the marbles, it would be some sort of stuffs in the cement that's contracting, causing the marble-like sounds.
But, come to think of it. How true can this be? ._.
Wheeeee~ A.math paper today. &yeap, there's no reason for me to report to school:D Woot.
Mug a lil bit of chemistry ysd, with the help of a FREE tutor, i've understand stuffs which i've absolutely no idea what the hell it is before -.- Lucky ain't i. hahaha. Gonna continue mugging in awhile, but i don't really have the mood D: Later he's gonna keep asking me go study le.
I'm obsessed with the song you belong with me by taylor! so nicee eh :x hahaa. Anyways, i think i'm gonna have fever again. I feel like i'll blow my nose out any time right now -.- Keep sneezing lahs. Brrrrrr.
"Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become your character.
Watch your character, for they become your destiny."
Blogging time! haha, glad that the paper wasn't too difficult for u! (:
Humans' nature are so terrifying. wadever man, life is getting boring. people just dun blog as much as they do. sians. i am bored now! nvm my life will get better. (:
to get something, you got to lose other things. Isnt that what's everything about?
Sometimes to suceed and excel in one thing, you got to lose the other one. but strange and funny, in the past i choose to held on to both and thus not exceling in both. but now, the present i have make up my mind to sacrifice one inorder to suceed in the other. no regrets now. i believe in future, i will be able to hold both in each of my hand and juggle both effortlessly.
some one posted a question to me just now,
"what if you were to die tomorrow, are you prepared?"
hmm, i answered,
"ok lor, i will regret not having sex"
okays, tt was the humour part, but true enough, obviously i am not prepared! i still got so many things to do! my ambition and everything, got to live my dreams first right!
Today is one BORING day in school! I shouldnt have come =.=.....only 1/4 of my class came to sch....its like "lets all pon tgt day" so....i spent the time in class sleeping once again, since there was no one to talk to (my clique all ponned too =.=)
well after months of hiding....my tatoo on my left thigh has finnally been exposed!....so i'm grounded by my parents.....till dunno when....quarrelled all the way from 10pm-2am...lols i was so dead tired by then....hmmm but one thing is that i've never regreted putting the tattoo, it was my choice.
P.S i have been having weird dreams these days. super weird ones, for example, green apples in a durian? btw, the green apple is super tasty, unlike usual ones.
Shit.Today's Math paper 2 is damn tough cannnn. =.= I bet lots of people couldn't complete the paper in time cause i just managed to do everything i know in the 2.5hrs. Questions like vectors, similarity, forming an equation etc were taking a hell lot of my time to solve lahs -.- Hopefully with the help of paper 1 it'd still be an A.
Anyway, tmr's chinese paper. I guess i'm gonna flunk cause i haven't touch chinese for the past few months. Zzzz. I'm sooooo gonna screw my prelims D:
Woke up, got fuck-ed up by lots of stuffs. Then dunno who's number is 91569547 & 91662477 called me saying they're Mathew's friend (they sounded like ahbengs though, so i didn't know) and said that they wanted to help Mathew. They even asked me not to help my friend from yishun.
What the fuck even happened in the first place!?!? I was f-ing pissed off and confused at that moment as i heard that there was a fight.
The 2 unknowns asked for Mathew's number cause they said they lost his number. Like how the hell can you lose your friend's number just like that? I got suspicious by the time but still i gave them Mathew's number. Then Mathew called them & they said it was a wrong number. So who the hell is that Mathew lahs O.o
Okay.....I better cool down. I'm having my prelims and I'm not letting this bring me down. Be lucky it's math, and it was an easy paper. If not i'm gonna f-ing find that person even if it's the last thing i'd do.
Sorry if i'm using alot of F words here but i just can't control my emotions right now. Just look at this fck-ed up world of mine. ARGH.
Morning! lols i'm here to blog again before my tuition starts...Yesterday's dream was the BEST i ever had for the month. maybe for the year i guess. leaves me smiling like an idiot even after waking from it! haha :D
& YES, of course i know it's a dream! therefore, i won't harbour much hope for it to come true. haha. (well, maybe just a slight hope that she might make it come true :x )
I realise...
Half of life is obligations.
You don't want to go to your husband's company Christmas party, but you do. You don't want to sell candy so your kid can use the money to buy a better handphone, but you do it. You attend your third cousin's wedding.... you pick up the dry cleaning from the laundry...
well...all the mundane stuffs that u're obliged to do =.=
that's life - - it's obligations.
do you know what they say about kids? that you can't imagine having them until you do and then you can't imagine life without them.
Definition of sex
Sex is a sensation caused by temptation when a man put he's location into a woman's destination.
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* now do you understand my explanation or do you want to see a demostration? lols!
And i think my english super tok kong! ahhas. =]
tuition is super fun and exhausting! =]
lets hope i will be more happy in the next few days! =]
even thou you never deliver what you promise, i will still choose to believe you =]
chioong for Ns now!
post-N-activity! i have been planning alot! haha, too early! i know. LOL =]
Warm dark red liquid started to ooze out from the deep incised cut.
a moment later, i felt the pulsing, and bright red ones started to spurt out.
great, that sharp cold creation slice open both my vein and artery.
and so i applied first aid knowledge as fast as i could and stopped the bleeding in no time.
i am so grateful that i joined NPCC and not any other cca.
okay, so i cut myself while cutting cabbages. hahah. like so crap right? my mind was preoccupied by some other stuffs,(mostly abt her lols! ) that's when i cut my middle finger from the left hand. initially, i though it was nothing big, since i always manage to injure myself somehow. but when i see blotches of blood in the kitchen sink. i sense something was wrong. i must have cut something wrong this time round. true enough, i saw a piece of my flesh with skin dangling from my middle finger and blood is trickling down like as if it was free! of course, it's not, it's precious! lols...
Today afternoon went out to bball after tuition a lot of people smiled at me. 1st was this old western (cute) couple drinking Starbucks,2nd was this elderly guy i saw while waiting for the trafic light to turn green ,3rd was Sales assistants... and more. Today's like a Give-this-guy-a-smile day (guy referring to me). The funny thing is I felt happy. So what if we never knew each other?
So what if we never knew each other. many a times, u thought u knew a particular person, and u are so naive to held on to every single promises u two make together, so tightly. u thought your priorities were the same, well, that's what you think only. when that person met new people, all these changes. not a single vestiges of the past is left. nope, none of it. & u, u are left sitting at the corner with your ever so faithful shadow and yourself, sulking and moping around. thinking what the hell have u done wrong, when the cruel fact is that, circumstances changes, priorities changes, and yes, ultimately, people changes. Honestly...i think i'm just like that....i'm not ready for a change, i need friends around me...i need you beside me..
Anyway, to people out there who LOVES to slit their wrists. GO GET A LIFE for heaven sake. u cant die by doing so, idiot. got so much blood go donate to blood bank or sth larhs. sickening idiots. really damn freaking idiotic. they claim that by slitting their wrist, it can numb the pain they felt in their heart or some crap that is similar. dont be stupid larhs. pick any tom, dick or harry on the streets, they will tell you this does not help for heaven sake. are you all airheads? i bet so. want cut den go ahead and cut, why the papaya to take photos of your ugly wrist and put it in public sites? trying to gain more sympathy by doing so? dont be an idiot. anybody with some amount of juice in their brain know you guys are idiots. really, sickening idiots. =.=
Morning world!...yups i'm up early to blog since i've got nth to do....well...tution in another 30mins time. mmm....i thought abt it and i realise, the way to go is not to take things too seriously...really i should really start to lead a care-free life....whats the point in being so serious and always worrying, life's too short to do that! If there's a problem and we can solve it by taking action, what for worry? If there's a problem and you cant do anything to change it or anything to solve it, then again what for worry when its out of your control? I shouldn't really keep seeing too much into things, it makes me worry and think too much...too stressfull already (later grow more white hair)....so people! enjoy by Living Life To The Fullest! and ofcourse NEVER EVER REGRET the choices you made and the actions you did! (:
"Sometimes, the more you yearn for something, the more you are unable to get what you desire. However, when you've finally give up and take things by your stride, it just return to your arms, like it has always been yours.."
P.S. THERE ARE THREE RINGS TO MARRIAGE. namely, the engagement rings, wedding rings & sufferings. nice one? i thought so.
Gridiron Gang -- quite an inspiring show! It's mainly talking about this group of teenagers in a juvenile detention center, formed a football team with the help of the supervisor and former football player Sean Porter. This group of teens previously lack of discipline, self-esteem and have many enemies but later proposes to prepare a football team to play in one league. Sean Porter is supported by his superiors and his successful experience changes the lives of many young kids.
If you guys wanna watch it can be found in youtube, just search for gridiron gang ;D Or maybe i'll post it on my blog :D
It has been raining quite a lot today, so didn't went out.. Will be mugging later at night! (:
N levels for this month are over! but still cant slack...sci and maths paper all next month...so gonna be mugging all the way till then! mmm... english paper was easy today! i found the questions rather direct and the answers could all be easily found in the passage without much difficulty. haha! well...overall i feel today is rather fully well spent! went here and went there together, did this and did that together, haha walked alot, but it was fun! lols! i'm happy! (:
Caught a movie this evening at cathay, it was quite a funny show, however too many christ stuffs so i didn't really uds the whole moral of the story. But, i still enjoyed it though :D
Went to study @ white sands library with sharry today. We were supposed to order something, if not we aren't allowed to stay in the cafe. There was this guy, who speak really poor english, didn't buy anything & had a so-called big quarrel with the staff there. In the end, he kinda lost the "fight" and his friend suggest that they go somewhere else instead. Moral of the story: Don't quarrel if you know you don't have enough support for your stand, & bad english -.- Just leave quietly & save your face. End of story.
A few hrs later, weisiong joined us. We saw lots of schoolmates; Caroline, and quite alot of my guy classmates. I was a bit shocked though, as in, they visit the library too? o.o Lol:x
Anyways, i got bored of doing math. So i slacked. Oh yeah, the drink we ordered, Ice chocolate? I think it should be more of "chocolate drink. Cause most of the time all i could drink was chocolate. Lmfao.
I'm going to my cousin's house tmr, cause it's my grandma's death anni. So yeap, doubt i'll be online :)
"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. "
hellos! i'm wei qin here... ok, this is my first time i've ever posted and the first blog i have....ok , maybe it aint my blog but i'm kinda like the writer and she's the publisher? share-share i guess....i'm in the NA stream and yes tmr is SS paper...tsk, studying for SS is such a BORE....to me at least :/ people study for so many reasons...because their forced to? cos to ensure a good job in future? i should really start to chiong for N levels as i havent been doing so...about time to start huhs,(i know kinda late to start) i need to get a gd score! then i can go sec5...cos i spent 4 years just to take that fucking exam! SIGH. 4x365....do the maths....thats alot of days....
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the amount of things u can do in four years! HA.HA.HA
"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you."
Sorry that it's such a wordy post cause i couldn't upload the photos! D:
Woke at 10plus as i was rather excited to go for ice skating with my sis along with her boyf. Didn't charge my phone, so it was running out of batt, sorry if i didn't reply any of my messages!
Walked to bus stop, saw Adriel, didn't say hi :x Took bus to inter, den switch to mrt. & our journey to kallang starts! :D When we sat in the Mrt, a few mins later, Adriel & gang walked by. The people i rmb seeing was Seeyu, Et, Hooo, Vanessa, Xinyi, Hancong, Huayu, Noel, Brian, Reiner and of course, Adriel. My sis say, skarly they also go ice-skating. But i thought that this was too much of a coincidence.
Later in the afternoon, which is like damn hot! We reached Kallang & took bus 11. To my surprise, the whole gang were standing outside the MRT station. Rofl. Then i was like, "whoa, they're really going ice-skating!" Cause why would anyone go kallang if not for ice skating, right?
So yeahs, we went for our lunch at koufu, & when we were queueing up for the tickets. There comes the gang! Then they were like, "yuan lai ru ci~" I was like just waved and faster went in, cause like a bit ps idk why. haha! So yeah, we got our skates and began skating! :)
My sis's boyf skate like a robot. Okay... I didn't say that! My sis did. Haha. But because of his height, he's damn fast okay! So yeap. When i saw ET (the 190cm boy) skate, i thought it was kinda funny. Because of his tall height, he had a lower centre of gravity, thus enabling him to fall more easily as compared to people like me :x
Hahaa, anyways, found out a few good skaters in my school: Brian, Vanessa, Reiner. They can really skate! Okay, i'm not saying the rest not good lahs! :) Seeyu, hancong, adriel and huayu were not bad either. This time huayu wore long pants, making sure that he doesnt leave the ring with loads of bruises:x
I fell twice today :( Not injuries though. Okay maybe just a blister on my ankle. Idk why, but the skates seems to keep rubbing on my skin! And it hurts like a million ouch. D: But i'll get over it. I hope there's no scar .__.
Because of the blister, my sis had to pull me around the ring, so i just had to stand still :x After that she got tired, so her boyf pulled me (it felt weird though -.-) Then both of them pulled me:D I had great fun (cause i ain't doing all the work.) haha! ops:x Then we three fell tgt. First my sis (with her hands and legs above), followed by me (in a sitting position wherevy my legs are in a M shape.), then her boyf (on his knees) LOL. I laughed hard at that moment:x
It was seriously funny. Alright, enough of the laughs. There's also this small little girl, she's really cute when she skates. There's no words to express it, cause when you see her skate and feels like she's gonna fall anytime but she didn't, you'll really think she's terribly cuteee!
When the time's up, we went to arcade. They played basketball (adult den children one), then i joined in when they played this game where there's alot of small balls and you had to throw at the screen. When the game's over, we keyed our names, & who knows....... we got the highest score! woot. xD
Went to bought some chocolate & muffins at some chocolate shop, den walkwalk, & finally HOMESWEETHOME!
(Ps; i still have unglam photos of Hooo & Huayu.) =D
Blackberry seems to be a threat to Apple somehow eh?
Six candles by FM Static ♥
You're amazing but you're taking too much time I've only got six candles left And I'm trying to keep this off my mind It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel They try to fill my head with questions They all doubt you but I know you're real
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
And I'm so thankful for every breath I take There's not a moment that goes by I waste wiping tears out of my crying face Don't look so sad, you've missed the point I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
If I could ever see the way you understand me When no one else can see it I know you surround me
I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me Not walking but running, not talking, yelling
And they might never understand why I do what I do But I can only speak my mind And what I feel is true I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes All that I am, I will be standing, there, there
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on (Repeat x2)
Wheee~ Holidays le, though i know it's not right for leisure time, but i just can't seem to mug. Probably because its Math for the first paper so i'm feeling kinda relaxed.___.
Oh yah, my current phone has no caller id, so when you people call, rmb to tell me who you are, cause i'm not that super to rmb all of your voices. :x
It's been a long long looong time since i last blogged right. :x Haha. I'm in the midst of having my prelims currently, so definitely won't be blogging much. Anyways, just a very important update.
I've lost my phone a few days ago, want my new number get it from me directly or in msn yep.
Happy Birthday Chen Chow Chin! :D
Three things that i'm gonna talk about in this post. A batam trip that i'm gonna miss, ice skating and of course mugging.
Oh well, my mum was supposedly going to sponsor me to Batam for shopping tgt with my sis, her bf and another couple. (But my mum's not sponsoring my sis la.) However..... I need a partner to go with. Okay, maybe more of a companion. So my sis asked if i wanna ask my boyf along -.- Then my mother was like, "She still so young, cannot bring boyf hor". Then i'm like lol. When i told my sis that none of my girl-friends could make it, she said to me secretly say if i wanna bring boyf she can hide it from my mum. I'm like okay.... but no thanks:D Haha. Oh well, there goes my Batam trip T.T Oh wait.. or should i say shopping trip? ._.
Secondly, it's ice skating!! Woot. My sis is sponsoring me to go ice skating next week. Wait.. I seem to have a lot of sponsors from my family members nowadays eh? Haha. Thats a good thing though :x Hoho. My sis ysd went ice skating just to practice a little bit so that next week when me, her and her boyf go, at least she more experienced alr xD
Mugging. Hopefully i won't die on throat ulcer thats if. I have this sickening, irritating, disgusting ulcer on the right side of my tongue that hurts ALOT everytime i move my tongue. This ulcer just like poped out of nowhere!? I have it 3 days ago, it's supposed to be better alr, but i ordered KFC delivery for lunch and ate BBQ chicken wing rice for dinner which is practically tasteless cause i'm having fever now-.-, and sooo....... yeap, my ulcer's somehow back on my tongue! =.= Oh yeh, back to mugging. I haven't really start though. Hope i'll do really well for all my subjects, even though I know it's not possible for me. But i'm gonna try! :D So people, wish me luck!
Overslept today ! D: So took a shower and cabbed to school today with sharry . 
