Hoho , no cards were spared ! (including the jokers !) Built this tower with all 56 old cards :D But still not enough cards so ended up with the highest floor got 2 triangles den not very nice :l It's a good thing that the cards were old , so more friction , den can build tall tall . haha .
Went out to study alone today , @ downtown , alone . Ate burgerking for lunch . There's a quote that's damn nice there which says ;
You have the right decision to have what you want , exactly when you want it . Because on the menu of life , you're "Today's special" .
Real cool right ! Ahaha . Okay , that's lame . I'm bored ! RAWR .
D: Had pretty bad dreams last night again . Firstly i dreamt about cars that can talk, den woke up at 3am? Really short dream. Lol, can't really rmb much after the second dream which was awful. :(
Second dream was that i was stuck in this lift, and during that time my teeth rubbed against each other and i could feel like they're really fragile . When got out, walking home, i felt my teeth slowly crumbling away D: Like those biscuits crisp.
Damn. The feeling was horrible. I rushed to the toilet, looked in the mirror, seeing that almost all of my teeth have crumbled away i thought that was worst enough alr.
To add on, my gums were like falling off like the paint on the walls that fall off. Then my gums became really old looking. Must have been that orphan show coming back to hunt me. Damn -.-
Anyways, went to eat supper with jon and mel during midnight, till like 2plus in the morning. Saw hengquan, leechye, jiaxuan & desmond. suay ah -.- Hq keep "Hi aaron." Talked, ate, crapped, listened to jon's stories. Some were pretty interesting tho.
Called me dunno how many times, both voice also recognisable laah . Lols . Thanks for the goodluck after that prankcall anyway . To HQ; goodluck to you in failing your o levels too ;D ahah.
Ysd when to tampines after school before going home. Reached home at like 7plus 8 or so. Can't rmb. Was chatting on the phone then go inside lift got this woman quickly rush inside the lift with me. Looked at my school logo, then asked who's my principal.
At that point of time my mind was like blank for 1 sec. Then i'm like ermmmm, siglapsec. I thought she was gonna complain to my principal or something -.-
Then who knows, she told me she was an ex-siglapian in the 1970s. I'm like ohh, cool (: Then she's like walk out of the lift still talking, telling me her principal's name . Something something juddinn or something. Dunno la . Then i don't dare to press close door . Lmao.
After that random conversation, i reached home bathe etc. Ate dinner for 2hrs. Hit my record le. Plus only eat 5mouths -.-
Anw, today's paper was alright. After doing, i heard someone shouting my name, yuen lai is mr ves. Then he asked me how's the paper, i told him it was very easy lo. It's really easy what -.-
Tmr's paper 2 i hope it'll be tough, like as in SUPER TOUGH. :D So that it's easier to see who's really good in math right :l Paper 1 seriously can't make any difference between good and bad ones. So yeah. All the best to all .
Went into the hall, sit so infront -.- But quite cooling, alot of fans blowing. Lol.
Paper 1: Letter format is a mess, wrote formal letter style, hope it's alright. But the recipient i go put alumni of Siglap secondary school, den the address of the school._. die! Then the composition even BETTER, wrote wrong question number T.T went out of the hall, mr ves pass me this moist tissue thingy, thanks! (: Then he asked how was the paper.. I told him it wasn't good at all :l Do question 3 but write question number as 4. Then he ask why i so goondu. I also dunno!
Paper 2: Finished doing the paper half an hour before like that. Ms tan came to me and asked if i wrote the wrong question number. I said yess. Then she let me change :D:D!!!! Ask me next time don't so sotong alr x.x
Hahaha. weehooo. Won't fail liao =D Yayyy. Happyhappy. haha. Two thumbs up to mr ves! =DDDDDDDDD
Just wishing my un-beloved bloody brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
& of course, not forgotten huiqing over here =D haha. Thou i don't really know you. Lol! (:
Both of you sec 2 le! Which is erm..... 14? Yah i think so. Err, just saying, all the best for your exams! If you finish exams le then have a happy holiday bah ;D
&, goodluck to all who's taking their o lvls this year! O levels starts tmr officially. Gambateh! :D:D
Went out to study in the afternoon with Sharry and Huayu @ mac. About half of the people in mac were studying for Os. Lol. After that at night went to study with Melvin, den saw Adriel & gang over there. Then huayu say me 2nd round of studying. Ahah.
Ate mac for dinner last night again-.- I think this week out of 7 days, i eat mac for 4 or 5 days le. Sian. UNHEALTHY YOU KNOW. duh, i know. But bo bian, go mac don't eat mac, like very wad, sit down use up people's space nia.
We switched place to the other side of mac, then Mel told me he once thought loyangpoint mac got 2 storey one cause very small. i literally LMAO-ed at that point of time. hahahaa.
Did finish math paper 1, then doodled -.-
Found a photo of me when my hair was still short den :l Things change really fast don't they (:
Dunno what's wrong with my mom today, while i was still lying on my bed there was a short conversation with my mom.
Mom: "Why you everytime dinner never eat finish? Sian of outside food le isit?"
(still closing my eyes & resting.)
Me: "Yeah, kind of. Plus i always eat so long, food cold liao i dowan eat le:x"
Mom: "I should cook like twice a week hor?"
(I opened my eyes, staring at her as if she's gone mad or something.)
Me: "Yeahyeah(:"
Mom: "If not you always eat outside one also will sian."
Me: "=D"
Wooo. Dunno what's with her. FINALLY realise that man. Yipee. But of course, actions speak louder than words. We'll see about that. An hour more before i go out & study with Sharry (:
Yes, i went to school today:D Haha. Had science practical today. Was pretty do-able overall i guess, though i was a little shocked upon seeing the tables filled with circuits all over.
Ended at 9.30am, but was quarantined till like 1.30pm -.- 4 hours in the hall, started revising a lil bit of humans. Then elaine asked me math questions and went running off to dunno where. We play chika chika bang bang after that, forfeit was to answer a truth or dare a dare:D Had pretty much fun playing. Laughed alot. Haha.
2nd shift people came in, played a lil while more before switching to something else. Got bored, me and sharry drew our own deck of poker cards and started playing. Haha. Then before we even knew it, it's 1.30pm :D
Gastric all the way since last night till today noon. Pei sharry and weisiong go subway. They eat, i see them eat plus study humans again. Lol. Then went home, stomach okay le-.-
Went to bathe, after bathing, pain again.. Onlined, viwawa-ed, chatted, mafia-ed, slacked.
Just reached home, after half a day spent "studying" with jon and mel. Lol, notice the "" :D Studied a lil bit of chemistry practical stuffs, or browsing through the book rather and nothing much alr. Lols:x Pretty lazy to blog right now, so for more information, please refer to melvin's blog @ here.
Yesterday went out to study with Sharry at loyang point mac, saw JIANMING, donovan, jiayi, zainudin(dunno how to spell). Jianming's name is CAPS cause he complained why didn't i blogged about seeing him there. Lol. He came to out table, sit down, talk cock a bit, den go study. I was really happy to solve a math qn that don asked! Cause no one managed to solve it. Hahaa. Then went to e!hub's teasire and studied with Jonathan and Melvin. Went to have our dinner first @ Mr Chicken Rice. & because jon brought like 200$+ he paid more:x Hahaa.
Went back to teasire after that, the soda fizz drink not bad, just that drink le will keep want to go toilet. Lol. While studying, we talked, from jon's lover to disadvantages of being a girl then to sex related issues. Lmao. Found out something too, Melvin likes cleanliness? Just like Weisiong. Rofl, really bth that weisiong. This one dirty that one dirty. ahahh.
We studied till like 10plus before going up to lvl 5 and played big 2! :D Woots. Till like 11.40pm den go for the movie (500days with summer). Actually wanted to watch the somewhat horror show, sorority something one, but no more le-.- So went to watch that. The movie was so-so i guess, pretty funny at some parts. But overall, not very boring, but also not very entertaining. Maybe i don't really like that kind of movie la. lol.
After the movie, home sweet home.
& I realised that being a girl ain't that bad after all (:
I had two dreams last night, pretty cool eh. Haha!
The first one, was about my ancestors. Nothing weird about that i guess? But the weird thing was, i dreamt that my ancestors were TOADS. Yes, big, fat, ugly, TOADS. They were really huge in fact! Like the size of a bungalow (is that how you spell it?). Then when they came hopping to me, & it was like so scary (cause i was a normal size human in my dream & they were really big) that i quickly woke up as i find it reallyyy disgusting!
Then, i went back to sleep again, hoping that i won't have the same dream-.-
The second one, a more funny one i guess, was about my family. Nothing weird about this too. But the funny thing was, we're a super hero family :D Hoho. If only that was real. Haha! This dream is a lil bit blur in my head now, can't remember much, cause it has been hours since i woke up. :x I only remembered, i was running away from my "elder" brother. In my dreams la-.- (cause i don't have an elder brother.) Then, i ran around the block, up and down the stairs. Everywhere i ran, he seemed to be catching up. I was really scared, idk why. lol! Then i flew out from the HDB corridor, above greenview sec, my brother came chasing after me. Then i kept trying to fly higher but it feels as though i'm going downwards everytime. (I realised flying ain't that easy at all!)
Then i'm tired of flying so i woke up, & it was like 9am. Wayyyy too early for me to wake up. I was planning to wake at 10am-.- So i woke up & bathe, etc. Went out to meet sharry to go airport study with weisiong.
Well, i slacked pretty much. Lol:x But did managed to study quite a bit of humans, and recapped a lil about chemistry. So yeah, thats about it for today, too wordy alr-.-
Tmr going airport to study with sharry and weisiong :D Hopefully it'll be productive ! Two days ago went to study with Jonathan & Melvin. Thought that it was rather productive cause there was lots of interaction, den jon kept asking questions. Lol.
Going to sleep soon. Dowan tmr cannot wake up den no mood study . Yawns*
Woke up, den my mom rant at me. Say why didn't i took the $6 from my dad to pay for my chinese o lvl fee. Then i'm like, come on la, only $6 i use my own savings cannot meh. Then she was like, you stupid la, he give you money pay you dowan take, use own money. I'm like, wtf lor. I dowan take money from him also i stupid ah? Then you what? Very smart la.
I was like so dulan la. Use my own money to pay also wrong. Argh! !@#$%^&*
Emotions sometime cause us to become angry at a situation. Our mind causes us to become angry with others and release our despair.
Oh btw, i've learnt a new word ysd, just by checking jon's dictionary. Lol. The word's "DON JUAN". Cool huh? It means womanizer. To the guys out there . (:
Lalalala. Math was rather do-able. But dunno the answers correct anot. LOL. This coming thursday going out to study with Sharry and co. Cause there's no school i heard?
Started playing mafia in facebook :D Lots of guys are playing -.- I wonder why. Got so fun meh!? Lmao. Gonna be offline soon at 9pm. Brother wants to play his windslayer -.-
Bahh. Today's weather is so coolinggg . Haha . Woke up and went onlined today, till around 2plus went to sleep for an hour more before my brother came back . Then, i realised i skipped lunch . No wonder i'm so angry . Lol.
Woke up and bathed , then revised a bit of chem. Received Mr Ves's sms asking me to go back to school for tmr's mock paper at 2pm. (wonder how i did for paper 1 anyway .)
My mom came back , got noodles , so i ate them at like 5plus . Lol , what an early lunch i had :D
Later at night online a while more jiu go slp le . Tmr still waking up early to revise my math . Havent been touching it for days .
"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken...’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"
Can you imagine a primary school kid alr has to do such a tough question? Looking at my school's math exam paper, i feel that seriously, my school sucks -.-
Miss the ice creams there ! Feeling hungry again right now. Just finished my lunch like half an hour ago ? Haha. Anyways, today i was woken up by a malay wedding somewhere around my neighbourhood. They are so damn freaking loud ! Like hey!? It's a sunday, most of the people are sleeping till late in the afternoon! Dammit . They ruined my sleep ):
Skipped school for 2 days alr . Ves called . Told him i'll be studying at home from now alr. He say just provide a letter? Hmm.
Ysd had pizza for lunch :D Pepperoni & hawaiian flavour . Then at night went out with my family, eclud. my brother. Cause he wanna play cs at home. So we went to tampines one food court eat . There's this really nice chendol ! :
It cost like $2.50 per cup? Usually it's served in bowls la. But i noticed something funny there. Everyone was queue-ing up at the deserts' stall but no one's queue-ing at the drinks stall ! Lol. Everyone wants to grab a cup of chendol i guess. haha.
After that we went to tampines mall to look for laptops as my sis is planning to get one. She wanted to get a VAIO laptop. The price was $1499, if she wanna pay by instalments, it'd be $70.78 x 48months which is twice of the cost price ! Definitely not worth it . So she decided to come again when she got enough money. Who ask her to keep buy insurance till no money. Lols.
Took bus 3 home, played poker from 10plus till 1plus? I lose money ! But nevermind la . $1plus nia. :x haha. Going out to study later . *twist* :D
Had pizza for lunch ! Was a pretty late lunch cause ordered at 2.30 and it came around 3plus.
Currently listening to my blog songs . Like so emo sia :l Haha. Anyway , have been writing geog notes . Hopefully it'll be easier for revision next week so that my notes are not written "just for the sake of doing something when i'm not in school" .
Had physics mock paper today , which is the N level physics paper this year . Was pretty easy . Did it in half an hours' time . If only O levels was that easy :l Hah . In my dreams eh. Speaking of dreams! I had a terrible nightmare last night .
I dreamt that there's this guy who had a girlf , then the girlf died , then he and me went steady , and then for some reason he had her wallet . And then the girl suddenly poped out , with the face so so soooo scary . Then the weird thing is that this girl ghost , she can mutate into anything as a disguise or something ! ._. Then they went back tgt . And then i was being murdered by them , and was being squashed into a transparent box , with my body parts all twisted tgt . Omfg . The image is still in my head right now . The girl then mutate into a phone, then the guy hold the phone and pretend he was talking on the phone and then the two of them somehow went to look for more victims . Weird dream eh :S
It's roughly like that la , i'm bad at descriptive writing..so yeahs. Lol. The girl was seriously f-ing scary . And with my body parts twisted and all that ! Brrrr . It's scaring the hell out of me man. But oh wells, we can't control what dreams we're gonna have everyday ..
"The human heart cannot love the whole world. And if you try to put the whole world into your heart, you will eventually lose touch with your own humanity."
Yay. My mum has approved to me studying at home from next week onwards :D So i'm not planning to go back to school alr after this friday (:
Today Ms Yong gave us like 4 practice papers to do :O The previous time she already gave us like 5 papers!? I wonder where does she get all these papers from la. Sian. All E math. I had enough revision of E math alrrr . Somehow or rather, i feel that i'm focusing way too much on E maths.
Mr Ves didn't came to school today, had 3 boring periods in class . MORE math papers. Siannn . Jarel sat beside me, so he showed me his way out of point chinese compo. Lols. But i bet if he had known what was 信用卡, he caould have done it better .
Looking at my results now, i really wonder what can i do with that kind of grade ._. I'm aiming for at most 15 points. So thats like 17 points without cca. I hope i can like improve in my science and humans by one grade :S
It's been quite some time since i've ever wore any formal wear. Had grad day a few days ago, but still have to go back to school. It's like what the hell? Aren't we suppose to be like graduated already ? So shouldn't we stop schooling & start mugging at home yet?
All i can say is that our school, is kiasu cum cheapskate.
Anyways, i feel even shorter right now. I wish ms wee was here. LOL.
Today had school as usual, f&n then physics. During physics did the "turn head" wave in class, was hella funny.
Then during recess i had to pei Sharry to the toilet cause of some reasons. Then that damn toilet cleaner knew we're inside and locked us in! We knocked at the door but she didn't even bothered. At first i laughed, cause i thought the cleaner was somehow joking. Besides, it was my FIRST time being locked up in a toilet anw. Lol.
& therefore, we had to sms/call other people to get help.....BUT at the same time scared of being laughed at. Lmao. Sharry even slipped a paper underneath the door to kind of attract other people's attention. After 40mins inside that stinky and dirty room, Shahirah & co. finally came to our rescue. So TADA, we're out of that stinking toilet. Rofl.
Then when for humans, and played the National builder game. English lesson afterwards, got Mrs Jay really pissed cause 18 people didn't do homework. Woops. I'm one of them :x
End school, 2hrs do Math mock paper 1. Was pretty alright. 20mins left, Mr Ves collected my paper and started marking. Got 4 careless mistakes currently, out of 3/4 of the paper? Haha. Hope i'd get 65 and above. (:
The only 2 photos taken with my phone before it blacked out. In the process of making the candles stand. Me & Sharry with the candles :D Sharry 'n' Jennifer (: Aiya my eye gone. Haven't ok sharry take liao. Lol ; Stupid wind is piss-ng me off! Ugh. Take 1, used timer, too fast so i didn't go in. She looks good in this pic anw! thumbs up*; Take 2. Wonder why we're blurred? Cause the timer took so long to snap. So much so that i couldn't help it so i burst out laughing and made sharry laugh too. Lol. Take 3 & 4. Better a bit :D Heart-shaped; before and after lighting. :D While clearing up, saw this candle that still has the string left unburnt, i found it amusing so took a photo of it. LOL:x
I wonder how will i do for my O levels . I still think i won't be able to have all the motivation i need and end up hugging the buddha's leg like how i did for prelims again . :S -- *Praying for miracles to happen*
The subject i'm most afraid of failing is my humanities .. I need it to go into a business course ! Oh god pls, just lemme conquer the textbook aight! Like what Ves said, the textbook contents ain't gonna change at all , the 10 year series questions ain't gonna get any tougher , we're the ones who're gonna get smarter ! :D
Had graduation day today , with those big big gowns . We look like some junior wizard school like seriously . Lols , even the teachers were wearing them . When the teachers went up for their speech , some of them got emotional & of course cried . When Mr Ves said his speech, i almost cried but controlled my tears . Haha , mh cried till her whole eyes were red la . Miss chin's speech was also really touching . Though she didn't teach me before , i could tell she was a really nice teacher . Haha .
Don't know what's wrong with mixpod.com nowadays. Anyone knows how i can get back my mp3 player ? Sian half . I'm a lil hungry right now .
Anyways, going to play candles later @ night w/ Sharry! Whee. hahaa. It's been a long long time since me and my siblings last played w/ candles . Still rmb hanging out at nearby playgrounds lighting up candle by candle under the big & round moon and leaving the playground with the floor full of candles wax . Ahah. Those times are looong gone .
Enough of this wordy post . Just a short quote to end of my post.
"I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions."
Alright, school has started. No more fun and games i suppose.
& yes, once again, i'm being called a freak, in Mathematics.
Okay.....i'm good in Math, very good in fact, but so what!? My Chinese is quite good. My English is acceptable. My sciences are weak. & my humans are not so bad. Don't even talk about F&N.
There's only Math which i'm really good in. So what people? So what.
Anyways, recently there was this F1 show thingy right, i wasn't really interested so i didn't watched it, even on tv. Then ysd, one of my teachers made this comment. "Why the people want waste sooo much money on just the ticket to the F1 show? Just come to Siglap la! Then can see F9s everytime already. *Laughs" And of course, everyone burst out laughing. Even me.
Hah. I guess even our school teachers felt that our school has no hope eh. Tsk. Though I find it quite true, i also found it quite demoralising. But whatever~ Who ask me to be not smart enough to go to better schools in the first place. No point complaining eh (:
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight.
Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.
If only i remembered about my calculator.. If only. Ha.
Evony. The ads make it look like a cyber sex game but its not.
You have to pay for game coins (that explains the ads.)
There is an Evony ad that is a picture of a clevage and nothing else. It says play secretly now but the game has nothing to do with clevages (which seems to be their method of advertising: big clevage!) =.=
Okayy.. I guess this is slowly gonna be someone elses' blog rather than mine =.= Thereforeee, i've removed him to blog already. So even if my blog's dead, at least it's still my blog. Lol.
Hmm, today's a sunday. So i guess most probably 3/4 of the day i'll either be sleeping or mugging a lil.
F. I typed a whole lot and i accidentally clicked shift and up and there goes my paragraph =.= Lol-ed. Shall skip that part then.
Zen intro-ed me to a 15 year old guy, Justin Bieber. He really can sing well! Falling in love with him already. HAHA. Anyways, gonna credit Zen for teaching me for the past few days.. So yeah, that's about it. (p.s; he crap alot too.)
Gonna continue eating my lunch. I think it's the longest record i've ever had. 2hrs and still going~ Don't really have much appetite lately. Ciao~
Morning people! (: blogging b4 tution again.....hmm....today will be the same as yesterday i guess....tution-study-eat-study-study-study-eat-study-sleep.....yes, thats how boring my days are getting....honestly it really sucks....
when you cant solve the sums, it sucks! when you dont understand the questions, it sucks! when you cant seem to concentrate, it sucks!
But trust me, it sucks the most, when you are dumb, stupid & idiotic! shit, did i just describe myself? zzz, life sucks! exam sucks! freaking cucumber hard to score an A what's the world becoming to man? (what am i becoming to? i'm suppose to be an optimist? :/ ) just for an A, we risk the colour and thickness of our hair? tsktsk, however i am willing to do so! give me my As please! give me give me give me!
oh well, i'm turning nuts again but dont get too happy yet... i will be back, guaranteed! plus chop chop!
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i stare back at the uncertainty, maybe i wasn't truthful to myself after all.... what do i really want after doing so much? i really wonder......
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sign off- bright student with a bright future whose life has just been blured by a fog, but hey! it's clearing soon!
Spent my whole day mugging....homework is like never ending! i done many but i am still left with many. aiya, my time management and discipline and determination can go kiss the floor lar....zzz
learn to love what you hate. will you then excel in it! i love maths and chemistry! will i excel in it? guess so! ahhah!
Friday! hmmm...i like how slack fridays feel.....but exams are coming and nobody really goes out much to enjoy friday nights now :/
Always after the meaningless cracking of meaningless jokes at school, come home and cool down (Sort of), then can start to think about zheng jing shi. School only seems to be a time to talk cock sing song and study ABIT...lols!
We have a choice everyday, regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one thing we have, and that is our Attitude.
Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.
makes lots of sense huhs...
well...i guess thats all!
nth else in this world ever matters more to me than you....i hope u're better in the morning!
trying hard to think of a chim chim line to put here
but i just dun have a clue on what to put.
oh well. hahaha. dun force myself, no happy-ness will come out of it (mian qiang shi bu hui you xin fu)
Is it because my friend is shy with everyone except strangers that these strangers, and merest acquaintances, seem to us as our truest friends?
cool line huhs...kinda meaningfull?
haha! today is thursday and tmr will be the last day of the week! i always look forward to fridays bcos weekends wld be up next! (wells, who doesnt?) mmmm...glad u're better alr! thats great! (:
I was struggling through an emaths mock paper, i behave like a total idiot when i faced numerical terms. and i completely had no feel for the paper, i was instantly turn off when i saw the cover page. so yea, i struggled through it. so i guess that banana paper is seriously mocking at me =.=
anyway, had a talk with my friends regarding life after cchy. it's interesting. (: hahhah!
studdied alot, i'm going crazy soon
history poison
maths poison
F&N poison
physics poison
chemistry poison
so many posions, someone get me antidotes please!
ahaha!
P.S. i really should kick the habit of hogging on the computer for hours. (but me wanna talk to u :x )
Have you ever heard of marble like sounds tapping against the floor from upstairs? Or have you heard sounds of shifting furniture?
Have you ever wondered what that actually is?
You might have thought that maybe the kids upstairs are playing marbles, or perhaps someone was shifting the furniture. Or probably even, a pair of newly weds are having their "honeymoon" upstairs. :x
But then again, who on earth would shift furniture in the middle of the night, and which parents would actually let their kids stay up in the middle of the night to play marbles right??
Have you actually checked if there are actually kids upstairs? Are their floor carpeted? If so, there shouldn't be any sounds, right?
So... what makes these sounds?
I went to read forums and some said that it was because of contraction. It seems so that furniture contract in the night because it's cooling and therefore, it contracts and the furniture shifts.
For the marbles, it would be some sort of stuffs in the cement that's contracting, causing the marble-like sounds.
But, come to think of it. How true can this be? ._.
Wheeeee~ A.math paper today. &yeap, there's no reason for me to report to school:D Woot.
Mug a lil bit of chemistry ysd, with the help of a FREE tutor, i've understand stuffs which i've absolutely no idea what the hell it is before -.- Lucky ain't i. hahaha. Gonna continue mugging in awhile, but i don't really have the mood D: Later he's gonna keep asking me go study le.
I'm obsessed with the song you belong with me by taylor! so nicee eh :x hahaa. Anyways, i think i'm gonna have fever again. I feel like i'll blow my nose out any time right now -.- Keep sneezing lahs. Brrrrrr.
"Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become your character.
Watch your character, for they become your destiny."
Blogging time! haha, glad that the paper wasn't too difficult for u! (:
Humans' nature are so terrifying. wadever man, life is getting boring. people just dun blog as much as they do. sians. i am bored now! nvm my life will get better. (:
to get something, you got to lose other things. Isnt that what's everything about?
Sometimes to suceed and excel in one thing, you got to lose the other one. but strange and funny, in the past i choose to held on to both and thus not exceling in both. but now, the present i have make up my mind to sacrifice one inorder to suceed in the other. no regrets now. i believe in future, i will be able to hold both in each of my hand and juggle both effortlessly.
some one posted a question to me just now,
"what if you were to die tomorrow, are you prepared?"
hmm, i answered,
"ok lor, i will regret not having sex"
okays, tt was the humour part, but true enough, obviously i am not prepared! i still got so many things to do! my ambition and everything, got to live my dreams first right!
Today is one BORING day in school! I shouldnt have come =.=.....only 1/4 of my class came to sch....its like "lets all pon tgt day" so....i spent the time in class sleeping once again, since there was no one to talk to (my clique all ponned too =.=)
well after months of hiding....my tatoo on my left thigh has finnally been exposed!....so i'm grounded by my parents.....till dunno when....quarrelled all the way from 10pm-2am...lols i was so dead tired by then....hmmm but one thing is that i've never regreted putting the tattoo, it was my choice.
P.S i have been having weird dreams these days. super weird ones, for example, green apples in a durian? btw, the green apple is super tasty, unlike usual ones.
Shit.Today's Math paper 2 is damn tough cannnn. =.= I bet lots of people couldn't complete the paper in time cause i just managed to do everything i know in the 2.5hrs. Questions like vectors, similarity, forming an equation etc were taking a hell lot of my time to solve lahs -.- Hopefully with the help of paper 1 it'd still be an A.
Anyway, tmr's chinese paper. I guess i'm gonna flunk cause i haven't touch chinese for the past few months. Zzzz. I'm sooooo gonna screw my prelims D:
Woke up, got fuck-ed up by lots of stuffs. Then dunno who's number is 91569547 & 91662477 called me saying they're Mathew's friend (they sounded like ahbengs though, so i didn't know) and said that they wanted to help Mathew. They even asked me not to help my friend from yishun.
What the fuck even happened in the first place!?!? I was f-ing pissed off and confused at that moment as i heard that there was a fight.
The 2 unknowns asked for Mathew's number cause they said they lost his number. Like how the hell can you lose your friend's number just like that? I got suspicious by the time but still i gave them Mathew's number. Then Mathew called them & they said it was a wrong number. So who the hell is that Mathew lahs O.o
Okay.....I better cool down. I'm having my prelims and I'm not letting this bring me down. Be lucky it's math, and it was an easy paper. If not i'm gonna f-ing find that person even if it's the last thing i'd do.
Sorry if i'm using alot of F words here but i just can't control my emotions right now. Just look at this fck-ed up world of mine. ARGH.
Morning! lols i'm here to blog again before my tuition starts...Yesterday's dream was the BEST i ever had for the month. maybe for the year i guess. leaves me smiling like an idiot even after waking from it! haha :D
& YES, of course i know it's a dream! therefore, i won't harbour much hope for it to come true. haha. (well, maybe just a slight hope that she might make it come true :x )
I realise...
Half of life is obligations.
You don't want to go to your husband's company Christmas party, but you do. You don't want to sell candy so your kid can use the money to buy a better handphone, but you do it. You attend your third cousin's wedding.... you pick up the dry cleaning from the laundry...
well...all the mundane stuffs that u're obliged to do =.=
that's life - - it's obligations.
do you know what they say about kids? that you can't imagine having them until you do and then you can't imagine life without them.
Definition of sex
Sex is a sensation caused by temptation when a man put he's location into a woman's destination.
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* now do you understand my explanation or do you want to see a demostration? lols!
And i think my english super tok kong! ahhas. =]
tuition is super fun and exhausting! =]
lets hope i will be more happy in the next few days! =]
even thou you never deliver what you promise, i will still choose to believe you =]
chioong for Ns now!
post-N-activity! i have been planning alot! haha, too early! i know. LOL =]
Warm dark red liquid started to ooze out from the deep incised cut.
a moment later, i felt the pulsing, and bright red ones started to spurt out.
great, that sharp cold creation slice open both my vein and artery.
and so i applied first aid knowledge as fast as i could and stopped the bleeding in no time.
i am so grateful that i joined NPCC and not any other cca.
okay, so i cut myself while cutting cabbages. hahah. like so crap right? my mind was preoccupied by some other stuffs,(mostly abt her lols! ) that's when i cut my middle finger from the left hand. initially, i though it was nothing big, since i always manage to injure myself somehow. but when i see blotches of blood in the kitchen sink. i sense something was wrong. i must have cut something wrong this time round. true enough, i saw a piece of my flesh with skin dangling from my middle finger and blood is trickling down like as if it was free! of course, it's not, it's precious! lols...
Today afternoon went out to bball after tuition a lot of people smiled at me. 1st was this old western (cute) couple drinking Starbucks,2nd was this elderly guy i saw while waiting for the trafic light to turn green ,3rd was Sales assistants... and more. Today's like a Give-this-guy-a-smile day (guy referring to me). The funny thing is I felt happy. So what if we never knew each other?
So what if we never knew each other. many a times, u thought u knew a particular person, and u are so naive to held on to every single promises u two make together, so tightly. u thought your priorities were the same, well, that's what you think only. when that person met new people, all these changes. not a single vestiges of the past is left. nope, none of it. & u, u are left sitting at the corner with your ever so faithful shadow and yourself, sulking and moping around. thinking what the hell have u done wrong, when the cruel fact is that, circumstances changes, priorities changes, and yes, ultimately, people changes. Honestly...i think i'm just like that....i'm not ready for a change, i need friends around me...i need you beside me..
Anyway, to people out there who LOVES to slit their wrists. GO GET A LIFE for heaven sake. u cant die by doing so, idiot. got so much blood go donate to blood bank or sth larhs. sickening idiots. really damn freaking idiotic. they claim that by slitting their wrist, it can numb the pain they felt in their heart or some crap that is similar. dont be stupid larhs. pick any tom, dick or harry on the streets, they will tell you this does not help for heaven sake. are you all airheads? i bet so. want cut den go ahead and cut, why the papaya to take photos of your ugly wrist and put it in public sites? trying to gain more sympathy by doing so? dont be an idiot. anybody with some amount of juice in their brain know you guys are idiots. really, sickening idiots. =.=
Morning world!...yups i'm up early to blog since i've got nth to do....well...tution in another 30mins time. mmm....i thought abt it and i realise, the way to go is not to take things too seriously...really i should really start to lead a care-free life....whats the point in being so serious and always worrying, life's too short to do that! If there's a problem and we can solve it by taking action, what for worry? If there's a problem and you cant do anything to change it or anything to solve it, then again what for worry when its out of your control? I shouldn't really keep seeing too much into things, it makes me worry and think too much...too stressfull already (later grow more white hair)....so people! enjoy by Living Life To The Fullest! and ofcourse NEVER EVER REGRET the choices you made and the actions you did! (:
"Sometimes, the more you yearn for something, the more you are unable to get what you desire. However, when you've finally give up and take things by your stride, it just return to your arms, like it has always been yours.."
P.S. THERE ARE THREE RINGS TO MARRIAGE. namely, the engagement rings, wedding rings & sufferings. nice one? i thought so.
Gridiron Gang -- quite an inspiring show! It's mainly talking about this group of teenagers in a juvenile detention center, formed a football team with the help of the supervisor and former football player Sean Porter. This group of teens previously lack of discipline, self-esteem and have many enemies but later proposes to prepare a football team to play in one league. Sean Porter is supported by his superiors and his successful experience changes the lives of many young kids.
If you guys wanna watch it can be found in youtube, just search for gridiron gang ;D Or maybe i'll post it on my blog :D
It has been raining quite a lot today, so didn't went out.. Will be mugging later at night! (:
N levels for this month are over! but still cant slack...sci and maths paper all next month...so gonna be mugging all the way till then! mmm... english paper was easy today! i found the questions rather direct and the answers could all be easily found in the passage without much difficulty. haha! well...overall i feel today is rather fully well spent! went here and went there together, did this and did that together, haha walked alot, but it was fun! lols! i'm happy! (:
Caught a movie this evening at cathay, it was quite a funny show, however too many christ stuffs so i didn't really uds the whole moral of the story. But, i still enjoyed it though :D
Went to study @ white sands library with sharry today. We were supposed to order something, if not we aren't allowed to stay in the cafe. There was this guy, who speak really poor english, didn't buy anything & had a so-called big quarrel with the staff there. In the end, he kinda lost the "fight" and his friend suggest that they go somewhere else instead. Moral of the story: Don't quarrel if you know you don't have enough support for your stand, & bad english -.- Just leave quietly & save your face. End of story.
A few hrs later, weisiong joined us. We saw lots of schoolmates; Caroline, and quite alot of my guy classmates. I was a bit shocked though, as in, they visit the library too? o.o Lol:x
Anyways, i got bored of doing math. So i slacked. Oh yeah, the drink we ordered, Ice chocolate? I think it should be more of "chocolate drink. Cause most of the time all i could drink was chocolate. Lmfao.
I'm going to my cousin's house tmr, cause it's my grandma's death anni. So yeap, doubt i'll be online :)
"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. "
hellos! i'm wei qin here... ok, this is my first time i've ever posted and the first blog i have....ok , maybe it aint my blog but i'm kinda like the writer and she's the publisher? share-share i guess....i'm in the NA stream and yes tmr is SS paper...tsk, studying for SS is such a BORE....to me at least :/ people study for so many reasons...because their forced to? cos to ensure a good job in future? i should really start to chiong for N levels as i havent been doing so...about time to start huhs,(i know kinda late to start) i need to get a gd score! then i can go sec5...cos i spent 4 years just to take that fucking exam! SIGH. 4x365....do the maths....thats alot of days....
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the amount of things u can do in four years! HA.HA.HA
"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you."
Sorry that it's such a wordy post cause i couldn't upload the photos! D:
Woke at 10plus as i was rather excited to go for ice skating with my sis along with her boyf. Didn't charge my phone, so it was running out of batt, sorry if i didn't reply any of my messages!
Walked to bus stop, saw Adriel, didn't say hi :x Took bus to inter, den switch to mrt. & our journey to kallang starts! :D When we sat in the Mrt, a few mins later, Adriel & gang walked by. The people i rmb seeing was Seeyu, Et, Hooo, Vanessa, Xinyi, Hancong, Huayu, Noel, Brian, Reiner and of course, Adriel. My sis say, skarly they also go ice-skating. But i thought that this was too much of a coincidence.
Later in the afternoon, which is like damn hot! We reached Kallang & took bus 11. To my surprise, the whole gang were standing outside the MRT station. Rofl. Then i was like, "whoa, they're really going ice-skating!" Cause why would anyone go kallang if not for ice skating, right?
So yeahs, we went for our lunch at koufu, & when we were queueing up for the tickets. There comes the gang! Then they were like, "yuan lai ru ci~" I was like just waved and faster went in, cause like a bit ps idk why. haha! So yeah, we got our skates and began skating! :)
My sis's boyf skate like a robot. Okay... I didn't say that! My sis did. Haha. But because of his height, he's damn fast okay! So yeap. When i saw ET (the 190cm boy) skate, i thought it was kinda funny. Because of his tall height, he had a lower centre of gravity, thus enabling him to fall more easily as compared to people like me :x
Hahaa, anyways, found out a few good skaters in my school: Brian, Vanessa, Reiner. They can really skate! Okay, i'm not saying the rest not good lahs! :) Seeyu, hancong, adriel and huayu were not bad either. This time huayu wore long pants, making sure that he doesnt leave the ring with loads of bruises:x
I fell twice today :( Not injuries though. Okay maybe just a blister on my ankle. Idk why, but the skates seems to keep rubbing on my skin! And it hurts like a million ouch. D: But i'll get over it. I hope there's no scar .__.
Because of the blister, my sis had to pull me around the ring, so i just had to stand still :x After that she got tired, so her boyf pulled me (it felt weird though -.-) Then both of them pulled me:D I had great fun (cause i ain't doing all the work.) haha! ops:x Then we three fell tgt. First my sis (with her hands and legs above), followed by me (in a sitting position wherevy my legs are in a M shape.), then her boyf (on his knees) LOL. I laughed hard at that moment:x
It was seriously funny. Alright, enough of the laughs. There's also this small little girl, she's really cute when she skates. There's no words to express it, cause when you see her skate and feels like she's gonna fall anytime but she didn't, you'll really think she's terribly cuteee!
When the time's up, we went to arcade. They played basketball (adult den children one), then i joined in when they played this game where there's alot of small balls and you had to throw at the screen. When the game's over, we keyed our names, & who knows....... we got the highest score! woot. xD
Went to bought some chocolate & muffins at some chocolate shop, den walkwalk, & finally HOMESWEETHOME!
(Ps; i still have unglam photos of Hooo & Huayu.) =D
Blackberry seems to be a threat to Apple somehow eh?
Six candles by FM Static ♥
You're amazing but you're taking too much time I've only got six candles left And I'm trying to keep this off my mind It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel They try to fill my head with questions They all doubt you but I know you're real
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
And I'm so thankful for every breath I take There's not a moment that goes by I waste wiping tears out of my crying face Don't look so sad, you've missed the point I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
If I could ever see the way you understand me When no one else can see it I know you surround me
I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me Not walking but running, not talking, yelling
And they might never understand why I do what I do But I can only speak my mind And what I feel is true I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes All that I am, I will be standing, there, there
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on (Repeat x2)
Wheee~ Holidays le, though i know it's not right for leisure time, but i just can't seem to mug. Probably because its Math for the first paper so i'm feeling kinda relaxed.___.
Oh yah, my current phone has no caller id, so when you people call, rmb to tell me who you are, cause i'm not that super to rmb all of your voices. :x
It's been a long long looong time since i last blogged right. :x Haha. I'm in the midst of having my prelims currently, so definitely won't be blogging much. Anyways, just a very important update.
I've lost my phone a few days ago, want my new number get it from me directly or in msn yep.
Happy Birthday Chen Chow Chin! :D
Three things that i'm gonna talk about in this post. A batam trip that i'm gonna miss, ice skating and of course mugging.
Oh well, my mum was supposedly going to sponsor me to Batam for shopping tgt with my sis, her bf and another couple. (But my mum's not sponsoring my sis la.) However..... I need a partner to go with. Okay, maybe more of a companion. So my sis asked if i wanna ask my boyf along -.- Then my mother was like, "She still so young, cannot bring boyf hor". Then i'm like lol. When i told my sis that none of my girl-friends could make it, she said to me secretly say if i wanna bring boyf she can hide it from my mum. I'm like okay.... but no thanks:D Haha. Oh well, there goes my Batam trip T.T Oh wait.. or should i say shopping trip? ._.
Secondly, it's ice skating!! Woot. My sis is sponsoring me to go ice skating next week. Wait.. I seem to have a lot of sponsors from my family members nowadays eh? Haha. Thats a good thing though :x Hoho. My sis ysd went ice skating just to practice a little bit so that next week when me, her and her boyf go, at least she more experienced alr xD
Mugging. Hopefully i won't die on throat ulcer thats if. I have this sickening, irritating, disgusting ulcer on the right side of my tongue that hurts ALOT everytime i move my tongue. This ulcer just like poped out of nowhere!? I have it 3 days ago, it's supposed to be better alr, but i ordered KFC delivery for lunch and ate BBQ chicken wing rice for dinner which is practically tasteless cause i'm having fever now-.-, and sooo....... yeap, my ulcer's somehow back on my tongue! =.= Oh yeh, back to mugging. I haven't really start though. Hope i'll do really well for all my subjects, even though I know it's not possible for me. But i'm gonna try! :D So people, wish me luck!
ZhuYilin is going back to china alr. I last minute den rmb! Shit. So didn't go send her off. The next time she'll be back will be somewhere before or after Chinese New Year. Then we'll play mahjong tgt. LOL.
I just realised that my tummy is somehow getting bigger!? Omgomg. I better do something about it. I hope. LOL. I just realised that I've been slacking alot, compared to the first half of the year. And my math results are slipping! I just realised that I haven't ate any chocolate thing at all D: I just realised that there are so many movies that i sooo wanna watch! Orphan, UP, G.I.Joe, The proposal & many more more more D: I just realised that I've been sleeping quite late recently. Ysd was the latest, around 3am. Was up playing poker (laabee; or whatever thay call it) with my mom and sis till we forgotten the time. LOL.
Anyways, i guess lots of people have alr started mugging. That really scares me. Cause i haven't even started yet. O.O But that alone is not giving me the motivation to study! Crap. I can only study if someone forces me to. As in, go out study with me. Friends, ask me out to mug pls! D:
Went to school, first period chinese. Got practice exam, but went to comp lab 3 with caroline to do f&n coursework. =x teacher so dumb, let us go when we havent even complete. It's supposed to be an exam, done IN SCHOOL. haha.
Nothing much happened during a math, then had recess, and then SS and finally english.
Released from school, went to seoul garden directly with sharry, weisiong, jiajin and hancong. We paid a total of like $60plus going $70. Then eat eat eat, me sharry and weisiong cabbed back to school for remedials.
Completed my coursework! Written my name, signed. Woots! hahah. But only managed to finished it at like 6+pm. So when i reached home it was alr like 7pm. Bathed, slept awhile, onlined.
Once again, i can't help but came online! Shit. I need to complete my coursework like by today!? I bet Mr Ong's really disappointed with me. Hoho. But i just can't help it. There's too many distractions in life!
I've read this somewhere online & i think that it's pretty true!
Some facts about pretty faced boys:
.Pretty faced boys are indeed charming with their pretty faces. .They're brainless, so it's a minus point. .They're heartless, just like an empty vase. .They're ambition-less, they live a day as it is. .They're penniless, the live off women(like gigolos). .They're good for nothing. They hang around like hooligans. (Maybe they really are.) .They think they're so good when they're not. .They're a total waste. Those pretty faces should be stuck at some good brains.
Throughout the pass two weeks, had practice exams. Didn't do very well for math even though i passed, compared to those who failed, i wasn't happy with my results. The shocking thing about this was that, there are people getting like 20+ marks? over 80 to be exact. Thats definitely a very very bad fail.. I guess we all ain't prepared well enough yet, so mug even harder for prelims bah:D
Mrs Jay have been absent for this whole week, AGAIN. Ugh. I've been thinking about next tuesday's oral, with Mrs Jay's absence, I wonder if my class can make it through as Mrs Ng said my class de oral skills quite bad._. I'm a little bit scared that i'll get out of point though:x
Today we were asked to write out what we were stressed about on a piece of paper, crush it, and throw to the other side of the classroom. Cheryl's & Nadee's was being read out. Cheryl's one was as long as an essay, and it was rather contradicting. I think that's probably the reason why she couldn't scored well in compos. Lol:x While Nadee's one mentioned that she had lost 4KG when she's already so skinny! Omgod. She's now 36kg & 157cm tall. wth? :O
Next week's humans practice exam is SS, i dont think i be able to make it. Lol. Though pwq says that stm can be cured. But it's not cured yet! That's all i can say:x Tmr will be cooking pizza, my final dish. I hope nothing turns out wrong!
&&Happy advanced 16th birthday to Weiqin! ^-^
Going out with Sharry & co. on sat, i guess it'll be fun! Adios~ C:
So many people's birthday falls on the month of August right! This is the month where my pocket has a really big hole -.- Sian. Anyone have any ideas what i should get for those who haven't had their birthdays this month yet? ._.
Although it's only a day, i felt like i haven't been online for a very long time lahs. Yesterday didn't went for the discovery centre trip. I bet you guys had loads of "fun" there eh. hahaa. Anyways, i went to tampines with my mum cause i lost my ezlink card. Good thing it was in the lost & found list at tampines inter luh. If not need to waste money to make another one when it's already my last year in secondary school =.= Then we went to KFC for lunch.
After that went to Jon's house to revise as usual. Studied till 4.15pm before we started mahjong-ing but we san que yi (as in lacking of one more person), so Yewsiong(Jon's neighbour) called one of his juniors or something to play with us. The guy Yewsiong asked to come was called Melvin, & coincidentally, he stays in the same block as me! :O So we now have 2 person from siglapsec, 2 from greenviewsec. & me and that Melvin same block, Yewsiong and Jon same block. Lol!
Haha, so we mahjong-ed. Wa that Melvin is one MAHJONG PRO LAHS. Though he's only sec 3. Lmao. Jon as usual, lose till drop pants. BUT THIS TIME WORSER. One round also never win until. haha! I got win got lose, should be win overall la:x Went to eat dinner after that at e!hub. Walking halfway, the Yewsiong say to Melvin, "If you notice, there is one ai dong gua over here." Then i'm like ><"! Haha XD Whats worst is that, Melvin replied saying, "Got ai dong gua here meh?" I'm like more ><"!!!! I got so short mehs! Lol. D: Then they all laugh laugh laugh. Ughhh =.=!
Went to eat KFC as Yewsiong works in KFC so got a discount voucher or something. We ordered family meal of four. Talk talk talk, eat eat eat. Jon ate the most la! Lol:x We each paid like 5$ only :D:D Eat okay alr saw this big poster thing or something, on the movie "Where got ghost?". Decided to watch it when it's released! But still not confirm lahs:l Walked back to Jon's house, bathed there as i felt quite sticky alr. Then we did math questions on ace-learning tgt. The Yewsiong's math sure is good, he can calculate like damn fast! Then we studied till like 9.45pm? & played 1 or 2 rounds of poker before going home.(:
Actually Jon's supposed to tompang me home with his bike one, but his bicycle's tire bo air alr! Haha! So he walked me home. And we started talking about alcohol & stuffs. lol? XD Anyways, by the time i reach home, it should be 10pm. Reached home, the electricity sot sot like that. Then very hot. Cannot sleep. So wait until my daddy fix it before i go slp.
At 10.30pm, it's finally fixed. So I laid down on my bed, from 10.30pm. Tossed and turned for dunno how many million time, then at 11pm i bth alr, so i sat up & felt like vomiting. My stomach felt damn uncomfortable at that moment-.- So I decided that i don't wanna vomit it out, and went to sit on the toilet bowl:x LOL. & yeah, i had diarrhea i guess. Cause i sat on the toilet bowl for half an hour with a lot of watery waste. LMAO. I hope you're not reading this when you're eating or anything. Haha! Then today morning wake up, had diarrhea again! So didn't went for tht oral session.
WASTED.
Anyways, i'm having a hugeeee headache now! :( (If you noticed, i had KFC for the whole of ysd. lol! & i think thats what caused my diarrhea cause i told Jon & he said his stomach pain from ysd till today too. haha! Thanks a million kfc XP)
On tuesday, Al-idris brought a vibrator to school?? Ahahaa. Cause during english lesson, he was my oral reading partner (i wanted to write oral partner, but it sounds damn wrong), so he sat just next to me. He suddenly show me some small & cute thingy, and asked me to press some button called durex. Though i know what the brand stands for-.-, i didn't knew what that was in the first place. So i pressed on the button. The vibration was so strong luhs! Omgod. At that point of time, then i realised that it was a vibrator. Rofl.
He then showed it Jinho & co. who sits behind us. After that the Idris keep put the vibrator on my leg lahs-.- Damn itchy la, so i keep siam-ing. Then he ask me itchy ah? Like duh. lol. During recess/after school, I was queueing at the burger stall, but didn't know that i just happen to cut into Jinho's line 1 second before he get into the queue. Lol. Then he stand behind me ask, so how did you feel when Idris use the vibrator on you? I'm like, HE DIDN'T USE IT ON ME LAHS. ONLY ON MY LEG CAN. XD Like lol lor. Then Jinho say wad, dont bluff, i'm sure you feel ahem when he use that on you. I'm like WTH! rofl.
I told Sharry about that, she don't even know whats a vibrator la! Hahaa. So puree hor? haha :D Anyways, I pon PE on that day :x While walking downstairs, Jarel tapped my back and say "Eh be my girlfriend"-.- I'm like what the. The the Alif follow say, "Be my girlfriend kay" Of course i know he was jking lah, But I'm still like NOOO. Then he just say "okay from now on jennifer's my girlf, okay, set. whoohooo!" I'm like Nooo~~ Then give the wth expression=.= Then Jarel today ask again. Lmao -.- -.- -.- I mean, whats with everyone!? Suddenly all go crazy ah??
Today, Mr Ves sang us a song, in a happy & sad tune. As in, he sang it twice lah. The first time, we all had to close our eyes, and like to the emo song. But the second time, he sang it in a more cheerful manner & adding in actions that made us all laugh. Haha. Mr Ves has a great voice eh (: I nominated him for the most outstanding teacher award as i seriously think he deserves it =D
He told us briefly about what was being mentioned in the meeting ysd. Everyone was being discussed on=.= Then Mr Ves say he was angry at my decision on dropping Add maths when my maths is so good & only regretted dropping it now cause i wanna drop f&n. Hahaa. That time my maths still wasnt so good mah, so i thought i CMI alr :l
Did i mention before, my 4th math test, i got B4(32/50)? Terrible eh? My grades are really like the stock market? or something like that. Keep going up and down just like what Ms Yong said :x Hoho, hopefully during O lvl exams, it would be going up (: And science test, i got 24/30 & thats an improvement from the previous which i got 17/30! Stupid donovan. Before start say want challenge me. Actually i can win him de luh! I forget write the Propene nia cannn. Then he down there yaya say we got same marks! Nvm luh, still got next test! XD
Today when taking practice exam halfway, PWQ called me. Luckily i got put silent mode ahs! Then i kup, twice. Smsed him that im still having exams. Lol. After that he told me he come Pasir Ris find me. I'm like WHAT!? Lol. Then i dunno what to do lahs. Sharry keep laughing at me! Lmao. Then when going home, saw him at the void deck, i stand there very long, he no turn back & see, so i just went up and bathed first. Rofl. After that go down meet him. Walk around my neighbourhood cause i didnt bring anything down either.
I'm damn tireddd right now. Haven't went for my nap, cause I'M SO HUNGARY RIGHT NOW. RAWR. Got so many homework laaas. How to complete. Yay, tmr meet yilin again:D Have fun to those who are going to the discovery centre tmr! (:
Wa my post so wordy, i feel more sleepy after reading it myself. Lalala
Last sunday went to Elias CC with jon to support Andy for his performance. When i went down to the CD shelter to get my stuffs, saw Andy practising. Andy was like: "eh, it's been so long since i've seen you alr." & im like, "err ya, i came cause Jon said there was a performance, so i came over to support=)." Andy: "Wa, so good ah" Me: "Of course:D" (I quickly left the CD shelter then as it was kinda awkward:x)
Saw xianghao there, smsed to confirm. Lol, he was performing wushu stuffs. After Andy's performance, went to jon's house. While waiting for bus, xianghao was at the opposite bus stop, then when he take bus he waved to me, so i waved back. Lmao. The funny thing is, we've never met before, but we were from the same primary school lahs.
When reach Jon's house, we waited for Yilin to come. Since she didn't know where to alight, me and Jon waited at the corridor and looked down, it was damn windy! =D Then we see someone who dressed like some aunty or quite old one, we thought, hmm, can't be yilin bah. But who knows, IT WAS HER. Then me and Jon laugh like mad la XD
Anyways, we studied for like 2 hrs only? Halfway through, Yilin was bored, so we went for a puff. At 2.55pm, Jon's neighbour brought the table to his house & we can start the mahjong session! & yilin was like damn happy can. Lol! So we started our mahjong session but that ah Jon kept losing :x Hahaa. I'm proud to say i won 1$! LMAO. But we never play real money la, it's just the token. ahahh.
At around 5.30-6pm we packed up, Jon & his neighbour bully me lahs -.- Say me ai dong gua D: Cause i short. But okay what! I think. Lmao. Then i cock eye, as where is yilin when she's just sitting on the sofa in front of me =.= Then everyone laugh again. Lol.
Yilin wanted to eat mac, so i pei her go downtown makan. She ordered a hell lot & didn't even realise it and ended complaining she's very full. Rofl. After eating she went back home while i went back to Jon's house to mug.
Jon wanted to study science but i psycho him until he study math. lol! :D When his neighbour came again, he kept watching tv. Then hor! That Jon ah, say i not tall enough, if not can block him from the TV-.- Cause he sitting right in front of me mah. Lol. We all did math at night. It was fun as all of our math were good:D Oh yah! The practice exam was do-able, but qns like number patterns, probability and sketching of graphs is way too tough for me. I suck at those lah D:
At night, around 9.45pm we played poker to end off our play-mug session. Jon never even win until one round, it seriously ain't your lucky day yo! Ahaha.
On monday, while going home with sharry, on the bus stop found 5$! Finders keeper, losers weepers:D On friday gonna mahjong with Jon, Yilin and his neighbour again. We'll be having our weekly session from now i guess! Haha. We play hard, & study hard too!
About my tagboard, Nicholas has already apologise(: So it's over already. Thanks to those who've helped, appreciated:D So don't have to say him alr k! Hope that everyone would have already start mugging by now yeh (: All the best for the coming practice exams, prelims & not forgetting of course, the final O levels!
Firstly, me & my boyf's fourth month was just 2 days ago. Didn't really managed to hang out tgt as i was quite busy during both weekdays/ends..
Next week, is gonna be another long week. Practice exams. Is there even such a term? tsk. My school is really absurd huh -.- Might as well call it prelims I. Then the prelims II would be at the end of aug or start of sept i guess. So many exams. Want to kill us even before our O lvls start =.=
Met ZHU YI LIN already! Heh:D She looked slimerrr. From her back, i couldn't even recognise it was her can -.- The same thing was that she still talks the same, and of course smoke, but more than ever. The sad part about meeting her was that; SHE & JON, BULLY ME LA :( Howhow!! I stand between them then they pretend cannot see me CAUSE i'm too short D: They both at least 170 lahs. Not fair. I WANT MORE HEIGHT PLEASSSSE.
The oral workshop today was interesting:D Even though i was really tired, i didn't want to sleep cause i didn't wanna miss out anything! The speaker was really friendly and stuffs. Good thing i'm not one of those who kena the mike in their faces. haha!
Got to go meet jon early in the morning tmr, for NHCO performance, den go his house study, den meet zhuyilin again and play mahjong. woot! :D:D
Hoho , no cards were spared ! (including the jokers !) Built this tower with all 56 old cards :D But still not enough cards so ended up with the highest floor got 2 triangles den not very nice :l It's a good thing that the cards were old , so more friction , den can build tall tall . haha .
Went out to study alone today , @ downtown , alone . Ate burgerking for lunch . There's a quote that's damn nice there which says ;
You have the right decision to have what you want , exactly when you want it . Because on the menu of life , you're "Today's special" .
Real cool right ! Ahaha . Okay , that's lame . I'm bored ! RAWR .
D: Had pretty bad dreams last night again . Firstly i dreamt about cars that can talk, den woke up at 3am? Really short dream. Lol, can't really rmb much after the second dream which was awful. :(
Second dream was that i was stuck in this lift, and during that time my teeth rubbed against each other and i could feel like they're really fragile . When got out, walking home, i felt my teeth slowly crumbling away D: Like those biscuits crisp.
Damn. The feeling was horrible. I rushed to the toilet, looked in the mirror, seeing that almost all of my teeth have crumbled away i thought that was worst enough alr.
To add on, my gums were like falling off like the paint on the walls that fall off. Then my gums became really old looking. Must have been that orphan show coming back to hunt me. Damn -.-
Anyways, went to eat supper with jon and mel during midnight, till like 2plus in the morning. Saw hengquan, leechye, jiaxuan & desmond. suay ah -.- Hq keep "Hi aaron." Talked, ate, crapped, listened to jon's stories. Some were pretty interesting tho.
Called me dunno how many times, both voice also recognisable laah . Lols . Thanks for the goodluck after that prankcall anyway . To HQ; goodluck to you in failing your o levels too ;D ahah.
Ysd when to tampines after school before going home. Reached home at like 7plus 8 or so. Can't rmb. Was chatting on the phone then go inside lift got this woman quickly rush inside the lift with me. Looked at my school logo, then asked who's my principal.
At that point of time my mind was like blank for 1 sec. Then i'm like ermmmm, siglapsec. I thought she was gonna complain to my principal or something -.-
Then who knows, she told me she was an ex-siglapian in the 1970s. I'm like ohh, cool (: Then she's like walk out of the lift still talking, telling me her principal's name . Something something juddinn or something. Dunno la . Then i don't dare to press close door . Lmao.
After that random conversation, i reached home bathe etc. Ate dinner for 2hrs. Hit my record le. Plus only eat 5mouths -.-
Anw, today's paper was alright. After doing, i heard someone shouting my name, yuen lai is mr ves. Then he asked me how's the paper, i told him it was very easy lo. It's really easy what -.-
Tmr's paper 2 i hope it'll be tough, like as in SUPER TOUGH. :D So that it's easier to see who's really good in math right :l Paper 1 seriously can't make any difference between good and bad ones. So yeah. All the best to all .
Went into the hall, sit so infront -.- But quite cooling, alot of fans blowing. Lol.
Paper 1: Letter format is a mess, wrote formal letter style, hope it's alright. But the recipient i go put alumni of Siglap secondary school, den the address of the school._. die! Then the composition even BETTER, wrote wrong question number T.T went out of the hall, mr ves pass me this moist tissue thingy, thanks! (: Then he asked how was the paper.. I told him it wasn't good at all :l Do question 3 but write question number as 4. Then he ask why i so goondu. I also dunno!
Paper 2: Finished doing the paper half an hour before like that. Ms tan came to me and asked if i wrote the wrong question number. I said yess. Then she let me change :D:D!!!! Ask me next time don't so sotong alr x.x
Hahaha. weehooo. Won't fail liao =D Yayyy. Happyhappy. haha. Two thumbs up to mr ves! =DDDDDDDDD
Just wishing my un-beloved bloody brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
& of course, not forgotten huiqing over here =D haha. Thou i don't really know you. Lol! (:
Both of you sec 2 le! Which is erm..... 14? Yah i think so. Err, just saying, all the best for your exams! If you finish exams le then have a happy holiday bah ;D
&, goodluck to all who's taking their o lvls this year! O levels starts tmr officially. Gambateh! :D:D
Went out to study in the afternoon with Sharry and Huayu @ mac. About half of the people in mac were studying for Os. Lol. After that at night went to study with Melvin, den saw Adriel & gang over there. Then huayu say me 2nd round of studying. Ahah.
Ate mac for dinner last night again-.- I think this week out of 7 days, i eat mac for 4 or 5 days le. Sian. UNHEALTHY YOU KNOW. duh, i know. But bo bian, go mac don't eat mac, like very wad, sit down use up people's space nia.
We switched place to the other side of mac, then Mel told me he once thought loyangpoint mac got 2 storey one cause very small. i literally LMAO-ed at that point of time. hahahaa.
Did finish math paper 1, then doodled -.-
Found a photo of me when my hair was still short den :l Things change really fast don't they (:
Dunno what's wrong with my mom today, while i was still lying on my bed there was a short conversation with my mom.
Mom: "Why you everytime dinner never eat finish? Sian of outside food le isit?"
(still closing my eyes & resting.)
Me: "Yeah, kind of. Plus i always eat so long, food cold liao i dowan eat le:x"
Mom: "I should cook like twice a week hor?"
(I opened my eyes, staring at her as if she's gone mad or something.)
Me: "Yeahyeah(:"
Mom: "If not you always eat outside one also will sian."
Me: "=D"
Wooo. Dunno what's with her. FINALLY realise that man. Yipee. But of course, actions speak louder than words. We'll see about that. An hour more before i go out & study with Sharry (:
Yes, i went to school today:D Haha. Had science practical today. Was pretty do-able overall i guess, though i was a little shocked upon seeing the tables filled with circuits all over.
Ended at 9.30am, but was quarantined till like 1.30pm -.- 4 hours in the hall, started revising a lil bit of humans. Then elaine asked me math questions and went running off to dunno where. We play chika chika bang bang after that, forfeit was to answer a truth or dare a dare:D Had pretty much fun playing. Laughed alot. Haha.
2nd shift people came in, played a lil while more before switching to something else. Got bored, me and sharry drew our own deck of poker cards and started playing. Haha. Then before we even knew it, it's 1.30pm :D
Gastric all the way since last night till today noon. Pei sharry and weisiong go subway. They eat, i see them eat plus study humans again. Lol. Then went home, stomach okay le-.-
Went to bathe, after bathing, pain again.. Onlined, viwawa-ed, chatted, mafia-ed, slacked.
Just reached home, after half a day spent "studying" with jon and mel. Lol, notice the "" :D Studied a lil bit of chemistry practical stuffs, or browsing through the book rather and nothing much alr. Lols:x Pretty lazy to blog right now, so for more information, please refer to melvin's blog @ here.
Yesterday went out to study with Sharry at loyang point mac, saw JIANMING, donovan, jiayi, zainudin(dunno how to spell). Jianming's name is CAPS cause he complained why didn't i blogged about seeing him there. Lol. He came to out table, sit down, talk cock a bit, den go study. I was really happy to solve a math qn that don asked! Cause no one managed to solve it. Hahaa. Then went to e!hub's teasire and studied with Jonathan and Melvin. Went to have our dinner first @ Mr Chicken Rice. & because jon brought like 200$+ he paid more:x Hahaa.
Went back to teasire after that, the soda fizz drink not bad, just that drink le will keep want to go toilet. Lol. While studying, we talked, from jon's lover to disadvantages of being a girl then to sex related issues. Lmao. Found out something too, Melvin likes cleanliness? Just like Weisiong. Rofl, really bth that weisiong. This one dirty that one dirty. ahahh.
We studied till like 10plus before going up to lvl 5 and played big 2! :D Woots. Till like 11.40pm den go for the movie (500days with summer). Actually wanted to watch the somewhat horror show, sorority something one, but no more le-.- So went to watch that. The movie was so-so i guess, pretty funny at some parts. But overall, not very boring, but also not very entertaining. Maybe i don't really like that kind of movie la. lol.
After the movie, home sweet home.
& I realised that being a girl ain't that bad after all (:
I had two dreams last night, pretty cool eh. Haha!
The first one, was about my ancestors. Nothing weird about that i guess? But the weird thing was, i dreamt that my ancestors were TOADS. Yes, big, fat, ugly, TOADS. They were really huge in fact! Like the size of a bungalow (is that how you spell it?). Then when they came hopping to me, & it was like so scary (cause i was a normal size human in my dream & they were really big) that i quickly woke up as i find it reallyyy disgusting!
Then, i went back to sleep again, hoping that i won't have the same dream-.-
The second one, a more funny one i guess, was about my family. Nothing weird about this too. But the funny thing was, we're a super hero family :D Hoho. If only that was real. Haha! This dream is a lil bit blur in my head now, can't remember much, cause it has been hours since i woke up. :x I only remembered, i was running away from my "elder" brother. In my dreams la-.- (cause i don't have an elder brother.) Then, i ran around the block, up and down the stairs. Everywhere i ran, he seemed to be catching up. I was really scared, idk why. lol! Then i flew out from the HDB corridor, above greenview sec, my brother came chasing after me. Then i kept trying to fly higher but it feels as though i'm going downwards everytime. (I realised flying ain't that easy at all!)
Then i'm tired of flying so i woke up, & it was like 9am. Wayyyy too early for me to wake up. I was planning to wake at 10am-.- So i woke up & bathe, etc. Went out to meet sharry to go airport study with weisiong.
Well, i slacked pretty much. Lol:x But did managed to study quite a bit of humans, and recapped a lil about chemistry. So yeah, thats about it for today, too wordy alr-.-
Tmr going airport to study with sharry and weisiong :D Hopefully it'll be productive ! Two days ago went to study with Jonathan & Melvin. Thought that it was rather productive cause there was lots of interaction, den jon kept asking questions. Lol.
Going to sleep soon. Dowan tmr cannot wake up den no mood study . Yawns*
Woke up, den my mom rant at me. Say why didn't i took the $6 from my dad to pay for my chinese o lvl fee. Then i'm like, come on la, only $6 i use my own savings cannot meh. Then she was like, you stupid la, he give you money pay you dowan take, use own money. I'm like, wtf lor. I dowan take money from him also i stupid ah? Then you what? Very smart la.
I was like so dulan la. Use my own money to pay also wrong. Argh! !@#$%^&*
Emotions sometime cause us to become angry at a situation. Our mind causes us to become angry with others and release our despair.
Oh btw, i've learnt a new word ysd, just by checking jon's dictionary. Lol. The word's "DON JUAN". Cool huh? It means womanizer. To the guys out there . (:
Lalalala. Math was rather do-able. But dunno the answers correct anot. LOL. This coming thursday going out to study with Sharry and co. Cause there's no school i heard?
Started playing mafia in facebook :D Lots of guys are playing -.- I wonder why. Got so fun meh!? Lmao. Gonna be offline soon at 9pm. Brother wants to play his windslayer -.-
Bahh. Today's weather is so coolinggg . Haha . Woke up and went onlined today, till around 2plus went to sleep for an hour more before my brother came back . Then, i realised i skipped lunch . No wonder i'm so angry . Lol.
Woke up and bathed , then revised a bit of chem. Received Mr Ves's sms asking me to go back to school for tmr's mock paper at 2pm. (wonder how i did for paper 1 anyway .)
My mom came back , got noodles , so i ate them at like 5plus . Lol , what an early lunch i had :D
Later at night online a while more jiu go slp le . Tmr still waking up early to revise my math . Havent been touching it for days .
"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken...’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"
Can you imagine a primary school kid alr has to do such a tough question? Looking at my school's math exam paper, i feel that seriously, my school sucks -.-
Miss the ice creams there ! Feeling hungry again right now. Just finished my lunch like half an hour ago ? Haha. Anyways, today i was woken up by a malay wedding somewhere around my neighbourhood. They are so damn freaking loud ! Like hey!? It's a sunday, most of the people are sleeping till late in the afternoon! Dammit . They ruined my sleep ):
Skipped school for 2 days alr . Ves called . Told him i'll be studying at home from now alr. He say just provide a letter? Hmm.
Ysd had pizza for lunch :D Pepperoni & hawaiian flavour . Then at night went out with my family, eclud. my brother. Cause he wanna play cs at home. So we went to tampines one food court eat . There's this really nice chendol ! :
It cost like $2.50 per cup? Usually it's served in bowls la. But i noticed something funny there. Everyone was queue-ing up at the deserts' stall but no one's queue-ing at the drinks stall ! Lol. Everyone wants to grab a cup of chendol i guess. haha.
After that we went to tampines mall to look for laptops as my sis is planning to get one. She wanted to get a VAIO laptop. The price was $1499, if she wanna pay by instalments, it'd be $70.78 x 48months which is twice of the cost price ! Definitely not worth it . So she decided to come again when she got enough money. Who ask her to keep buy insurance till no money. Lols.
Took bus 3 home, played poker from 10plus till 1plus? I lose money ! But nevermind la . $1plus nia. :x haha. Going out to study later . *twist* :D
Had pizza for lunch ! Was a pretty late lunch cause ordered at 2.30 and it came around 3plus.
Currently listening to my blog songs . Like so emo sia :l Haha. Anyway , have been writing geog notes . Hopefully it'll be easier for revision next week so that my notes are not written "just for the sake of doing something when i'm not in school" .
Had physics mock paper today , which is the N level physics paper this year . Was pretty easy . Did it in half an hours' time . If only O levels was that easy :l Hah . In my dreams eh. Speaking of dreams! I had a terrible nightmare last night .
I dreamt that there's this guy who had a girlf , then the girlf died , then he and me went steady , and then for some reason he had her wallet . And then the girl suddenly poped out , with the face so so soooo scary . Then the weird thing is that this girl ghost , she can mutate into anything as a disguise or something ! ._. Then they went back tgt . And then i was being murdered by them , and was being squashed into a transparent box , with my body parts all twisted tgt . Omfg . The image is still in my head right now . The girl then mutate into a phone, then the guy hold the phone and pretend he was talking on the phone and then the two of them somehow went to look for more victims . Weird dream eh :S
It's roughly like that la , i'm bad at descriptive writing..so yeahs. Lol. The girl was seriously f-ing scary . And with my body parts twisted and all that ! Brrrr . It's scaring the hell out of me man. But oh wells, we can't control what dreams we're gonna have everyday ..
"The human heart cannot love the whole world. And if you try to put the whole world into your heart, you will eventually lose touch with your own humanity."
Yay. My mum has approved to me studying at home from next week onwards :D So i'm not planning to go back to school alr after this friday (:
Today Ms Yong gave us like 4 practice papers to do :O The previous time she already gave us like 5 papers!? I wonder where does she get all these papers from la. Sian. All E math. I had enough revision of E math alrrr . Somehow or rather, i feel that i'm focusing way too much on E maths.
Mr Ves didn't came to school today, had 3 boring periods in class . MORE math papers. Siannn . Jarel sat beside me, so he showed me his way out of point chinese compo. Lols. But i bet if he had known what was 信用卡, he caould have done it better .
Looking at my results now, i really wonder what can i do with that kind of grade ._. I'm aiming for at most 15 points. So thats like 17 points without cca. I hope i can like improve in my science and humans by one grade :S
It's been quite some time since i've ever wore any formal wear. Had grad day a few days ago, but still have to go back to school. It's like what the hell? Aren't we suppose to be like graduated already ? So shouldn't we stop schooling & start mugging at home yet?
All i can say is that our school, is kiasu cum cheapskate.
Anyways, i feel even shorter right now. I wish ms wee was here. LOL.
Today had school as usual, f&n then physics. During physics did the "turn head" wave in class, was hella funny.
Then during recess i had to pei Sharry to the toilet cause of some reasons. Then that damn toilet cleaner knew we're inside and locked us in! We knocked at the door but she didn't even bothered. At first i laughed, cause i thought the cleaner was somehow joking. Besides, it was my FIRST time being locked up in a toilet anw. Lol.
& therefore, we had to sms/call other people to get help.....BUT at the same time scared of being laughed at. Lmao. Sharry even slipped a paper underneath the door to kind of attract other people's attention. After 40mins inside that stinky and dirty room, Shahirah & co. finally came to our rescue. So TADA, we're out of that stinking toilet. Rofl.
Then when for humans, and played the National builder game. English lesson afterwards, got Mrs Jay really pissed cause 18 people didn't do homework. Woops. I'm one of them :x
End school, 2hrs do Math mock paper 1. Was pretty alright. 20mins left, Mr Ves collected my paper and started marking. Got 4 careless mistakes currently, out of 3/4 of the paper? Haha. Hope i'd get 65 and above. (:
The only 2 photos taken with my phone before it blacked out. In the process of making the candles stand. Me & Sharry with the candles :D Sharry 'n' Jennifer (: Aiya my eye gone. Haven't ok sharry take liao. Lol ; Stupid wind is piss-ng me off! Ugh. Take 1, used timer, too fast so i didn't go in. She looks good in this pic anw! thumbs up*; Take 2. Wonder why we're blurred? Cause the timer took so long to snap. So much so that i couldn't help it so i burst out laughing and made sharry laugh too. Lol. Take 3 & 4. Better a bit :D Heart-shaped; before and after lighting. :D While clearing up, saw this candle that still has the string left unburnt, i found it amusing so took a photo of it. LOL:x
I wonder how will i do for my O levels . I still think i won't be able to have all the motivation i need and end up hugging the buddha's leg like how i did for prelims again . :S -- *Praying for miracles to happen*
The subject i'm most afraid of failing is my humanities .. I need it to go into a business course ! Oh god pls, just lemme conquer the textbook aight! Like what Ves said, the textbook contents ain't gonna change at all , the 10 year series questions ain't gonna get any tougher , we're the ones who're gonna get smarter ! :D
Had graduation day today , with those big big gowns . We look like some junior wizard school like seriously . Lols , even the teachers were wearing them . When the teachers went up for their speech , some of them got emotional & of course cried . When Mr Ves said his speech, i almost cried but controlled my tears . Haha , mh cried till her whole eyes were red la . Miss chin's speech was also really touching . Though she didn't teach me before , i could tell she was a really nice teacher . Haha .
Don't know what's wrong with mixpod.com nowadays. Anyone knows how i can get back my mp3 player ? Sian half . I'm a lil hungry right now .
Anyways, going to play candles later @ night w/ Sharry! Whee. hahaa. It's been a long long time since me and my siblings last played w/ candles . Still rmb hanging out at nearby playgrounds lighting up candle by candle under the big & round moon and leaving the playground with the floor full of candles wax . Ahah. Those times are looong gone .
Enough of this wordy post . Just a short quote to end of my post.
"I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions."
Alright, school has started. No more fun and games i suppose.
& yes, once again, i'm being called a freak, in Mathematics.
Okay.....i'm good in Math, very good in fact, but so what!? My Chinese is quite good. My English is acceptable. My sciences are weak. & my humans are not so bad. Don't even talk about F&N.
There's only Math which i'm really good in. So what people? So what.
Anyways, recently there was this F1 show thingy right, i wasn't really interested so i didn't watched it, even on tv. Then ysd, one of my teachers made this comment. "Why the people want waste sooo much money on just the ticket to the F1 show? Just come to Siglap la! Then can see F9s everytime already. *Laughs" And of course, everyone burst out laughing. Even me.
Hah. I guess even our school teachers felt that our school has no hope eh. Tsk. Though I find it quite true, i also found it quite demoralising. But whatever~ Who ask me to be not smart enough to go to better schools in the first place. No point complaining eh (:
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight.
Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.
If only i remembered about my calculator.. If only. Ha.
Evony. The ads make it look like a cyber sex game but its not.
You have to pay for game coins (that explains the ads.)
There is an Evony ad that is a picture of a clevage and nothing else. It says play secretly now but the game has nothing to do with clevages (which seems to be their method of advertising: big clevage!) =.=
Okayy.. I guess this is slowly gonna be someone elses' blog rather than mine =.= Thereforeee, i've removed him to blog already. So even if my blog's dead, at least it's still my blog. Lol.
Hmm, today's a sunday. So i guess most probably 3/4 of the day i'll either be sleeping or mugging a lil.
F. I typed a whole lot and i accidentally clicked shift and up and there goes my paragraph =.= Lol-ed. Shall skip that part then.
Zen intro-ed me to a 15 year old guy, Justin Bieber. He really can sing well! Falling in love with him already. HAHA. Anyways, gonna credit Zen for teaching me for the past few days.. So yeah, that's about it. (p.s; he crap alot too.)
Gonna continue eating my lunch. I think it's the longest record i've ever had. 2hrs and still going~ Don't really have much appetite lately. Ciao~
Morning people! (: blogging b4 tution again.....hmm....today will be the same as yesterday i guess....tution-study-eat-study-study-study-eat-study-sleep.....yes, thats how boring my days are getting....honestly it really sucks....
when you cant solve the sums, it sucks! when you dont understand the questions, it sucks! when you cant seem to concentrate, it sucks!
But trust me, it sucks the most, when you are dumb, stupid & idiotic! shit, did i just describe myself? zzz, life sucks! exam sucks! freaking cucumber hard to score an A what's the world becoming to man? (what am i becoming to? i'm suppose to be an optimist? :/ ) just for an A, we risk the colour and thickness of our hair? tsktsk, however i am willing to do so! give me my As please! give me give me give me!
oh well, i'm turning nuts again but dont get too happy yet... i will be back, guaranteed! plus chop chop!
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i stare back at the uncertainty, maybe i wasn't truthful to myself after all.... what do i really want after doing so much? i really wonder......
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sign off- bright student with a bright future whose life has just been blured by a fog, but hey! it's clearing soon!
Spent my whole day mugging....homework is like never ending! i done many but i am still left with many. aiya, my time management and discipline and determination can go kiss the floor lar....zzz
learn to love what you hate. will you then excel in it! i love maths and chemistry! will i excel in it? guess so! ahhah!
Friday! hmmm...i like how slack fridays feel.....but exams are coming and nobody really goes out much to enjoy friday nights now :/
Always after the meaningless cracking of meaningless jokes at school, come home and cool down (Sort of), then can start to think about zheng jing shi. School only seems to be a time to talk cock sing song and study ABIT...lols!
We have a choice everyday, regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one thing we have, and that is our Attitude.
Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.
makes lots of sense huhs...
well...i guess thats all!
nth else in this world ever matters more to me than you....i hope u're better in the morning!
trying hard to think of a chim chim line to put here
but i just dun have a clue on what to put.
oh well. hahaha. dun force myself, no happy-ness will come out of it (mian qiang shi bu hui you xin fu)
Is it because my friend is shy with everyone except strangers that these strangers, and merest acquaintances, seem to us as our truest friends?
cool line huhs...kinda meaningfull?
haha! today is thursday and tmr will be the last day of the week! i always look forward to fridays bcos weekends wld be up next! (wells, who doesnt?) mmmm...glad u're better alr! thats great! (:
I was struggling through an emaths mock paper, i behave like a total idiot when i faced numerical terms. and i completely had no feel for the paper, i was instantly turn off when i saw the cover page. so yea, i struggled through it. so i guess that banana paper is seriously mocking at me =.=
anyway, had a talk with my friends regarding life after cchy. it's interesting. (: hahhah!
studdied alot, i'm going crazy soon
history poison
maths poison
F&N poison
physics poison
chemistry poison
so many posions, someone get me antidotes please!
ahaha!
P.S. i really should kick the habit of hogging on the computer for hours. (but me wanna talk to u :x )
Have you ever heard of marble like sounds tapping against the floor from upstairs? Or have you heard sounds of shifting furniture?
Have you ever wondered what that actually is?
You might have thought that maybe the kids upstairs are playing marbles, or perhaps someone was shifting the furniture. Or probably even, a pair of newly weds are having their "honeymoon" upstairs. :x
But then again, who on earth would shift furniture in the middle of the night, and which parents would actually let their kids stay up in the middle of the night to play marbles right??
Have you actually checked if there are actually kids upstairs? Are their floor carpeted? If so, there shouldn't be any sounds, right?
So... what makes these sounds?
I went to read forums and some said that it was because of contraction. It seems so that furniture contract in the night because it's cooling and therefore, it contracts and the furniture shifts.
For the marbles, it would be some sort of stuffs in the cement that's contracting, causing the marble-like sounds.
But, come to think of it. How true can this be? ._.
Wheeeee~ A.math paper today. &yeap, there's no reason for me to report to school:D Woot.
Mug a lil bit of chemistry ysd, with the help of a FREE tutor, i've understand stuffs which i've absolutely no idea what the hell it is before -.- Lucky ain't i. hahaha. Gonna continue mugging in awhile, but i don't really have the mood D: Later he's gonna keep asking me go study le.
I'm obsessed with the song you belong with me by taylor! so nicee eh :x hahaa. Anyways, i think i'm gonna have fever again. I feel like i'll blow my nose out any time right now -.- Keep sneezing lahs. Brrrrrr.
"Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become your character.
Watch your character, for they become your destiny."
Blogging time! haha, glad that the paper wasn't too difficult for u! (:
Humans' nature are so terrifying. wadever man, life is getting boring. people just dun blog as much as they do. sians. i am bored now! nvm my life will get better. (:
to get something, you got to lose other things. Isnt that what's everything about?
Sometimes to suceed and excel in one thing, you got to lose the other one. but strange and funny, in the past i choose to held on to both and thus not exceling in both. but now, the present i have make up my mind to sacrifice one inorder to suceed in the other. no regrets now. i believe in future, i will be able to hold both in each of my hand and juggle both effortlessly.
some one posted a question to me just now,
"what if you were to die tomorrow, are you prepared?"
hmm, i answered,
"ok lor, i will regret not having sex"
okays, tt was the humour part, but true enough, obviously i am not prepared! i still got so many things to do! my ambition and everything, got to live my dreams first right!
Today is one BORING day in school! I shouldnt have come =.=.....only 1/4 of my class came to sch....its like "lets all pon tgt day" so....i spent the time in class sleeping once again, since there was no one to talk to (my clique all ponned too =.=)
well after months of hiding....my tatoo on my left thigh has finnally been exposed!....so i'm grounded by my parents.....till dunno when....quarrelled all the way from 10pm-2am...lols i was so dead tired by then....hmmm but one thing is that i've never regreted putting the tattoo, it was my choice.
P.S i have been having weird dreams these days. super weird ones, for example, green apples in a durian? btw, the green apple is super tasty, unlike usual ones.
Shit.Today's Math paper 2 is damn tough cannnn. =.= I bet lots of people couldn't complete the paper in time cause i just managed to do everything i know in the 2.5hrs. Questions like vectors, similarity, forming an equation etc were taking a hell lot of my time to solve lahs -.- Hopefully with the help of paper 1 it'd still be an A.
Anyway, tmr's chinese paper. I guess i'm gonna flunk cause i haven't touch chinese for the past few months. Zzzz. I'm sooooo gonna screw my prelims D:
Woke up, got fuck-ed up by lots of stuffs. Then dunno who's number is 91569547 & 91662477 called me saying they're Mathew's friend (they sounded like ahbengs though, so i didn't know) and said that they wanted to help Mathew. They even asked me not to help my friend from yishun.
What the fuck even happened in the first place!?!? I was f-ing pissed off and confused at that moment as i heard that there was a fight.
The 2 unknowns asked for Mathew's number cause they said they lost his number. Like how the hell can you lose your friend's number just like that? I got suspicious by the time but still i gave them Mathew's number. Then Mathew called them & they said it was a wrong number. So who the hell is that Mathew lahs O.o
Okay.....I better cool down. I'm having my prelims and I'm not letting this bring me down. Be lucky it's math, and it was an easy paper. If not i'm gonna f-ing find that person even if it's the last thing i'd do.
Sorry if i'm using alot of F words here but i just can't control my emotions right now. Just look at this fck-ed up world of mine. ARGH.
Morning! lols i'm here to blog again before my tuition starts...Yesterday's dream was the BEST i ever had for the month. maybe for the year i guess. leaves me smiling like an idiot even after waking from it! haha :D
& YES, of course i know it's a dream! therefore, i won't harbour much hope for it to come true. haha. (well, maybe just a slight hope that she might make it come true :x )
I realise...
Half of life is obligations.
You don't want to go to your husband's company Christmas party, but you do. You don't want to sell candy so your kid can use the money to buy a better handphone, but you do it. You attend your third cousin's wedding.... you pick up the dry cleaning from the laundry...
well...all the mundane stuffs that u're obliged to do =.=
that's life - - it's obligations.
do you know what they say about kids? that you can't imagine having them until you do and then you can't imagine life without them.
Definition of sex
Sex is a sensation caused by temptation when a man put he's location into a woman's destination.
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* now do you understand my explanation or do you want to see a demostration? lols!
And i think my english super tok kong! ahhas. =]
tuition is super fun and exhausting! =]
lets hope i will be more happy in the next few days! =]
even thou you never deliver what you promise, i will still choose to believe you =]
chioong for Ns now!
post-N-activity! i have been planning alot! haha, too early! i know. LOL =]
Warm dark red liquid started to ooze out from the deep incised cut.
a moment later, i felt the pulsing, and bright red ones started to spurt out.
great, that sharp cold creation slice open both my vein and artery.
and so i applied first aid knowledge as fast as i could and stopped the bleeding in no time.
i am so grateful that i joined NPCC and not any other cca.
okay, so i cut myself while cutting cabbages. hahah. like so crap right? my mind was preoccupied by some other stuffs,(mostly abt her lols! ) that's when i cut my middle finger from the left hand. initially, i though it was nothing big, since i always manage to injure myself somehow. but when i see blotches of blood in the kitchen sink. i sense something was wrong. i must have cut something wrong this time round. true enough, i saw a piece of my flesh with skin dangling from my middle finger and blood is trickling down like as if it was free! of course, it's not, it's precious! lols...
Today afternoon went out to bball after tuition a lot of people smiled at me. 1st was this old western (cute) couple drinking Starbucks,2nd was this elderly guy i saw while waiting for the trafic light to turn green ,3rd was Sales assistants... and more. Today's like a Give-this-guy-a-smile day (guy referring to me). The funny thing is I felt happy. So what if we never knew each other?
So what if we never knew each other. many a times, u thought u knew a particular person, and u are so naive to held on to every single promises u two make together, so tightly. u thought your priorities were the same, well, that's what you think only. when that person met new people, all these changes. not a single vestiges of the past is left. nope, none of it. & u, u are left sitting at the corner with your ever so faithful shadow and yourself, sulking and moping around. thinking what the hell have u done wrong, when the cruel fact is that, circumstances changes, priorities changes, and yes, ultimately, people changes. Honestly...i think i'm just like that....i'm not ready for a change, i need friends around me...i need you beside me..
Anyway, to people out there who LOVES to slit their wrists. GO GET A LIFE for heaven sake. u cant die by doing so, idiot. got so much blood go donate to blood bank or sth larhs. sickening idiots. really damn freaking idiotic. they claim that by slitting their wrist, it can numb the pain they felt in their heart or some crap that is similar. dont be stupid larhs. pick any tom, dick or harry on the streets, they will tell you this does not help for heaven sake. are you all airheads? i bet so. want cut den go ahead and cut, why the papaya to take photos of your ugly wrist and put it in public sites? trying to gain more sympathy by doing so? dont be an idiot. anybody with some amount of juice in their brain know you guys are idiots. really, sickening idiots. =.=
Morning world!...yups i'm up early to blog since i've got nth to do....well...tution in another 30mins time. mmm....i thought abt it and i realise, the way to go is not to take things too seriously...really i should really start to lead a care-free life....whats the point in being so serious and always worrying, life's too short to do that! If there's a problem and we can solve it by taking action, what for worry? If there's a problem and you cant do anything to change it or anything to solve it, then again what for worry when its out of your control? I shouldn't really keep seeing too much into things, it makes me worry and think too much...too stressfull already (later grow more white hair)....so people! enjoy by Living Life To The Fullest! and ofcourse NEVER EVER REGRET the choices you made and the actions you did! (:
"Sometimes, the more you yearn for something, the more you are unable to get what you desire. However, when you've finally give up and take things by your stride, it just return to your arms, like it has always been yours.."
P.S. THERE ARE THREE RINGS TO MARRIAGE. namely, the engagement rings, wedding rings & sufferings. nice one? i thought so.
Gridiron Gang -- quite an inspiring show! It's mainly talking about this group of teenagers in a juvenile detention center, formed a football team with the help of the supervisor and former football player Sean Porter. This group of teens previously lack of discipline, self-esteem and have many enemies but later proposes to prepare a football team to play in one league. Sean Porter is supported by his superiors and his successful experience changes the lives of many young kids.
If you guys wanna watch it can be found in youtube, just search for gridiron gang ;D Or maybe i'll post it on my blog :D
It has been raining quite a lot today, so didn't went out.. Will be mugging later at night! (:
N levels for this month are over! but still cant slack...sci and maths paper all next month...so gonna be mugging all the way till then! mmm... english paper was easy today! i found the questions rather direct and the answers could all be easily found in the passage without much difficulty. haha! well...overall i feel today is rather fully well spent! went here and went there together, did this and did that together, haha walked alot, but it was fun! lols! i'm happy! (:
Caught a movie this evening at cathay, it was quite a funny show, however too many christ stuffs so i didn't really uds the whole moral of the story. But, i still enjoyed it though :D
Went to study @ white sands library with sharry today. We were supposed to order something, if not we aren't allowed to stay in the cafe. There was this guy, who speak really poor english, didn't buy anything & had a so-called big quarrel with the staff there. In the end, he kinda lost the "fight" and his friend suggest that they go somewhere else instead. Moral of the story: Don't quarrel if you know you don't have enough support for your stand, & bad english -.- Just leave quietly & save your face. End of story.
A few hrs later, weisiong joined us. We saw lots of schoolmates; Caroline, and quite alot of my guy classmates. I was a bit shocked though, as in, they visit the library too? o.o Lol:x
Anyways, i got bored of doing math. So i slacked. Oh yeah, the drink we ordered, Ice chocolate? I think it should be more of "chocolate drink. Cause most of the time all i could drink was chocolate. Lmfao.
I'm going to my cousin's house tmr, cause it's my grandma's death anni. So yeap, doubt i'll be online :)
"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. "
hellos! i'm wei qin here... ok, this is my first time i've ever posted and the first blog i have....ok , maybe it aint my blog but i'm kinda like the writer and she's the publisher? share-share i guess....i'm in the NA stream and yes tmr is SS paper...tsk, studying for SS is such a BORE....to me at least :/ people study for so many reasons...because their forced to? cos to ensure a good job in future? i should really start to chiong for N levels as i havent been doing so...about time to start huhs,(i know kinda late to start) i need to get a gd score! then i can go sec5...cos i spent 4 years just to take that fucking exam! SIGH. 4x365....do the maths....thats alot of days....
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the amount of things u can do in four years! HA.HA.HA
"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you."
Sorry that it's such a wordy post cause i couldn't upload the photos! D:
Woke at 10plus as i was rather excited to go for ice skating with my sis along with her boyf. Didn't charge my phone, so it was running out of batt, sorry if i didn't reply any of my messages!
Walked to bus stop, saw Adriel, didn't say hi :x Took bus to inter, den switch to mrt. & our journey to kallang starts! :D When we sat in the Mrt, a few mins later, Adriel & gang walked by. The people i rmb seeing was Seeyu, Et, Hooo, Vanessa, Xinyi, Hancong, Huayu, Noel, Brian, Reiner and of course, Adriel. My sis say, skarly they also go ice-skating. But i thought that this was too much of a coincidence.
Later in the afternoon, which is like damn hot! We reached Kallang & took bus 11. To my surprise, the whole gang were standing outside the MRT station. Rofl. Then i was like, "whoa, they're really going ice-skating!" Cause why would anyone go kallang if not for ice skating, right?
So yeahs, we went for our lunch at koufu, & when we were queueing up for the tickets. There comes the gang! Then they were like, "yuan lai ru ci~" I was like just waved and faster went in, cause like a bit ps idk why. haha! So yeah, we got our skates and began skating! :)
My sis's boyf skate like a robot. Okay... I didn't say that! My sis did. Haha. But because of his height, he's damn fast okay! So yeap. When i saw ET (the 190cm boy) skate, i thought it was kinda funny. Because of his tall height, he had a lower centre of gravity, thus enabling him to fall more easily as compared to people like me :x
Hahaa, anyways, found out a few good skaters in my school: Brian, Vanessa, Reiner. They can really skate! Okay, i'm not saying the rest not good lahs! :) Seeyu, hancong, adriel and huayu were not bad either. This time huayu wore long pants, making sure that he doesnt leave the ring with loads of bruises:x
I fell twice today :( Not injuries though. Okay maybe just a blister on my ankle. Idk why, but the skates seems to keep rubbing on my skin! And it hurts like a million ouch. D: But i'll get over it. I hope there's no scar .__.
Because of the blister, my sis had to pull me around the ring, so i just had to stand still :x After that she got tired, so her boyf pulled me (it felt weird though -.-) Then both of them pulled me:D I had great fun (cause i ain't doing all the work.) haha! ops:x Then we three fell tgt. First my sis (with her hands and legs above), followed by me (in a sitting position wherevy my legs are in a M shape.), then her boyf (on his knees) LOL. I laughed hard at that moment:x
It was seriously funny. Alright, enough of the laughs. There's also this small little girl, she's really cute when she skates. There's no words to express it, cause when you see her skate and feels like she's gonna fall anytime but she didn't, you'll really think she's terribly cuteee!
When the time's up, we went to arcade. They played basketball (adult den children one), then i joined in when they played this game where there's alot of small balls and you had to throw at the screen. When the game's over, we keyed our names, & who knows....... we got the highest score! woot. xD
Went to bought some chocolate & muffins at some chocolate shop, den walkwalk, & finally HOMESWEETHOME!
(Ps; i still have unglam photos of Hooo & Huayu.) =D
Blackberry seems to be a threat to Apple somehow eh?
Six candles by FM Static ♥
You're amazing but you're taking too much time I've only got six candles left And I'm trying to keep this off my mind It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel They try to fill my head with questions They all doubt you but I know you're real
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
And I'm so thankful for every breath I take There's not a moment that goes by I waste wiping tears out of my crying face Don't look so sad, you've missed the point I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you
If it takes time then I'll be patient Know that I will still believe I'll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you'll carry me
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on
If I could ever see the way you understand me When no one else can see it I know you surround me
I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me Not walking but running, not talking, yelling
And they might never understand why I do what I do But I can only speak my mind And what I feel is true I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes All that I am, I will be standing, there, there
Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles And when I'm tired, and wearing thin Give me the strength to carry on Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on (Repeat x2)
Wheee~ Holidays le, though i know it's not right for leisure time, but i just can't seem to mug. Probably because its Math for the first paper so i'm feeling kinda relaxed.___.
Oh yah, my current phone has no caller id, so when you people call, rmb to tell me who you are, cause i'm not that super to rmb all of your voices. :x
It's been a long long looong time since i last blogged right. :x Haha. I'm in the midst of having my prelims currently, so definitely won't be blogging much. Anyways, just a very important update.
I've lost my phone a few days ago, want my new number get it from me directly or in msn yep.
Happy Birthday Chen Chow Chin! :D
Three things that i'm gonna talk about in this post. A batam trip that i'm gonna miss, ice skating and of course mugging.
Oh well, my mum was supposedly going to sponsor me to Batam for shopping tgt with my sis, her bf and another couple. (But my mum's not sponsoring my sis la.) However..... I need a partner to go with. Okay, maybe more of a companion. So my sis asked if i wanna ask my boyf along -.- Then my mother was like, "She still so young, cannot bring boyf hor". Then i'm like lol. When i told my sis that none of my girl-friends could make it, she said to me secretly say if i wanna bring boyf she can hide it from my mum. I'm like okay.... but no thanks:D Haha. Oh well, there goes my Batam trip T.T Oh wait.. or should i say shopping trip? ._.
Secondly, it's ice skating!! Woot. My sis is sponsoring me to go ice skating next week. Wait.. I seem to have a lot of sponsors from my family members nowadays eh? Haha. Thats a good thing though :x Hoho. My sis ysd went ice skating just to practice a little bit so that next week when me, her and her boyf go, at least she more experienced alr xD
Mugging. Hopefully i won't die on throat ulcer thats if. I have this sickening, irritating, disgusting ulcer on the right side of my tongue that hurts ALOT everytime i move my tongue. This ulcer just like poped out of nowhere!? I have it 3 days ago, it's supposed to be better alr, but i ordered KFC delivery for lunch and ate BBQ chicken wing rice for dinner which is practically tasteless cause i'm having fever now-.-, and sooo....... yeap, my ulcer's somehow back on my tongue! =.= Oh yeh, back to mugging. I haven't really start though. Hope i'll do really well for all my subjects, even though I know it's not possible for me. But i'm gonna try! :D So people, wish me luck!
ZhuYilin is going back to china alr. I last minute den rmb! Shit. So didn't go send her off. The next time she'll be back will be somewhere before or after Chinese New Year. Then we'll play mahjong tgt. LOL.
I just realised that my tummy is somehow getting bigger!? Omgomg. I better do something about it. I hope. LOL. I just realised that I've been slacking alot, compared to the first half of the year. And my math results are slipping! I just realised that I haven't ate any chocolate thing at all D: I just realised that there are so many movies that i sooo wanna watch! Orphan, UP, G.I.Joe, The proposal & many more more more D: I just realised that I've been sleeping quite late recently. Ysd was the latest, around 3am. Was up playing poker (laabee; or whatever thay call it) with my mom and sis till we forgotten the time. LOL.
Anyways, i guess lots of people have alr started mugging. That really scares me. Cause i haven't even started yet. O.O But that alone is not giving me the motivation to study! Crap. I can only study if someone forces me to. As in, go out study with me. Friends, ask me out to mug pls! D:
Went to school, first period chinese. Got practice exam, but went to comp lab 3 with caroline to do f&n coursework. =x teacher so dumb, let us go when we havent even complete. It's supposed to be an exam, done IN SCHOOL. haha.
Nothing much happened during a math, then had recess, and then SS and finally english.
Released from school, went to seoul garden directly with sharry, weisiong, jiajin and hancong. We paid a total of like $60plus going $70. Then eat eat eat, me sharry and weisiong cabbed back to school for remedials.
Completed my coursework! Written my name, signed. Woots! hahah. But only managed to finished it at like 6+pm. So when i reached home it was alr like 7pm. Bathed, slept awhile, onlined.
Once again, i can't help but came online! Shit. I need to complete my coursework like by today!? I bet Mr Ong's really disappointed with me. Hoho. But i just can't help it. There's too many distractions in life!
I've read this somewhere online & i think that it's pretty true!
Some facts about pretty faced boys:
.Pretty faced boys are indeed charming with their pretty faces. .They're brainless, so it's a minus point. .They're heartless, just like an empty vase. .They're ambition-less, they live a day as it is. .They're penniless, the live off women(like gigolos). .They're good for nothing. They hang around like hooligans. (Maybe they really are.) .They think they're so good when they're not. .They're a total waste. Those pretty faces should be stuck at some good brains.
Throughout the pass two weeks, had practice exams. Didn't do very well for math even though i passed, compared to those who failed, i wasn't happy with my results. The shocking thing about this was that, there are people getting like 20+ marks? over 80 to be exact. Thats definitely a very very bad fail.. I guess we all ain't prepared well enough yet, so mug even harder for prelims bah:D
Mrs Jay have been absent for this whole week, AGAIN. Ugh. I've been thinking about next tuesday's oral, with Mrs Jay's absence, I wonder if my class can make it through as Mrs Ng said my class de oral skills quite bad._. I'm a little bit scared that i'll get out of point though:x
Today we were asked to write out what we were stressed about on a piece of paper, crush it, and throw to the other side of the classroom. Cheryl's & Nadee's was being read out. Cheryl's one was as long as an essay, and it was rather contradicting. I think that's probably the reason why she couldn't scored well in compos. Lol:x While Nadee's one mentioned that she had lost 4KG when she's already so skinny! Omgod. She's now 36kg & 157cm tall. wth? :O
Next week's humans practice exam is SS, i dont think i be able to make it. Lol. Though pwq says that stm can be cured. But it's not cured yet! That's all i can say:x Tmr will be cooking pizza, my final dish. I hope nothing turns out wrong!
&&Happy advanced 16th birthday to Weiqin! ^-^
Going out with Sharry & co. on sat, i guess it'll be fun! Adios~ C:
So many people's birthday falls on the month of August right! This is the month where my pocket has a really big hole -.- Sian. Anyone have any ideas what i should get for those who haven't had their birthdays this month yet? ._.
Although it's only a day, i felt like i haven't been online for a very long time lahs. Yesterday didn't went for the discovery centre trip. I bet you guys had loads of "fun" there eh. hahaa. Anyways, i went to tampines with my mum cause i lost my ezlink card. Good thing it was in the lost & found list at tampines inter luh. If not need to waste money to make another one when it's already my last year in secondary school =.= Then we went to KFC for lunch.
After that went to Jon's house to revise as usual. Studied till 4.15pm before we started mahjong-ing but we san que yi (as in lacking of one more person), so Yewsiong(Jon's neighbour) called one of his juniors or something to play with us. The guy Yewsiong asked to come was called Melvin, & coincidentally, he stays in the same block as me! :O So we now have 2 person from siglapsec, 2 from greenviewsec. & me and that Melvin same block, Yewsiong and Jon same block. Lol!
Haha, so we mahjong-ed. Wa that Melvin is one MAHJONG PRO LAHS. Though he's only sec 3. Lmao. Jon as usual, lose till drop pants. BUT THIS TIME WORSER. One round also never win until. haha! I got win got lose, should be win overall la:x Went to eat dinner after that at e!hub. Walking halfway, the Yewsiong say to Melvin, "If you notice, there is one ai dong gua over here." Then i'm like ><"! Haha XD Whats worst is that, Melvin replied saying, "Got ai dong gua here meh?" I'm like more ><"!!!! I got so short mehs! Lol. D: Then they all laugh laugh laugh. Ughhh =.=!
Went to eat KFC as Yewsiong works in KFC so got a discount voucher or something. We ordered family meal of four. Talk talk talk, eat eat eat. Jon ate the most la! Lol:x We each paid like 5$ only :D:D Eat okay alr saw this big poster thing or something, on the movie "Where got ghost?". Decided to watch it when it's released! But still not confirm lahs:l Walked back to Jon's house, bathed there as i felt quite sticky alr. Then we did math questions on ace-learning tgt. The Yewsiong's math sure is good, he can calculate like damn fast! Then we studied till like 9.45pm? & played 1 or 2 rounds of poker before going home.(:
Actually Jon's supposed to tompang me home with his bike one, but his bicycle's tire bo air alr! Haha! So he walked me home. And we started talking about alcohol & stuffs. lol? XD Anyways, by the time i reach home, it should be 10pm. Reached home, the electricity sot sot like that. Then very hot. Cannot sleep. So wait until my daddy fix it before i go slp.
At 10.30pm, it's finally fixed. So I laid down on my bed, from 10.30pm. Tossed and turned for dunno how many million time, then at 11pm i bth alr, so i sat up & felt like vomiting. My stomach felt damn uncomfortable at that moment-.- So I decided that i don't wanna vomit it out, and went to sit on the toilet bowl:x LOL. & yeah, i had diarrhea i guess. Cause i sat on the toilet bowl for half an hour with a lot of watery waste. LMAO. I hope you're not reading this when you're eating or anything. Haha! Then today morning wake up, had diarrhea again! So didn't went for tht oral session.
WASTED.
Anyways, i'm having a hugeeee headache now! :( (If you noticed, i had KFC for the whole of ysd. lol! & i think thats what caused my diarrhea cause i told Jon & he said his stomach pain from ysd till today too. haha! Thanks a million kfc XP)
On tuesday, Al-idris brought a vibrator to school?? Ahahaa. Cause during english lesson, he was my oral reading partner (i wanted to write oral partner, but it sounds damn wrong), so he sat just next to me. He suddenly show me some small & cute thingy, and asked me to press some button called durex. Though i know what the brand stands for-.-, i didn't knew what that was in the first place. So i pressed on the button. The vibration was so strong luhs! Omgod. At that point of time, then i realised that it was a vibrator. Rofl.
He then showed it Jinho & co. who sits behind us. After that the Idris keep put the vibrator on my leg lahs-.- Damn itchy la, so i keep siam-ing. Then he ask me itchy ah? Like duh. lol. During recess/after school, I was queueing at the burger stall, but didn't know that i just happen to cut into Jinho's line 1 second before he get into the queue. Lol. Then he stand behind me ask, so how did you feel when Idris use the vibrator on you? I'm like, HE DIDN'T USE IT ON ME LAHS. ONLY ON MY LEG CAN. XD Like lol lor. Then Jinho say wad, dont bluff, i'm sure you feel ahem when he use that on you. I'm like WTH! rofl.
I told Sharry about that, she don't even know whats a vibrator la! Hahaa. So puree hor? haha :D Anyways, I pon PE on that day :x While walking downstairs, Jarel tapped my back and say "Eh be my girlfriend"-.- I'm like what the. The the Alif follow say, "Be my girlfriend kay" Of course i know he was jking lah, But I'm still like NOOO. Then he just say "okay from now on jennifer's my girlf, okay, set. whoohooo!" I'm like Nooo~~ Then give the wth expression=.= Then Jarel today ask again. Lmao -.- -.- -.- I mean, whats with everyone!? Suddenly all go crazy ah??
Today, Mr Ves sang us a song, in a happy & sad tune. As in, he sang it twice lah. The first time, we all had to close our eyes, and like to the emo song. But the second time, he sang it in a more cheerful manner & adding in actions that made us all laugh. Haha. Mr Ves has a great voice eh (: I nominated him for the most outstanding teacher award as i seriously think he deserves it =D
He told us briefly about what was being mentioned in the meeting ysd. Everyone was being discussed on=.= Then Mr Ves say he was angry at my decision on dropping Add maths when my maths is so good & only regretted dropping it now cause i wanna drop f&n. Hahaa. That time my maths still wasnt so good mah, so i thought i CMI alr :l
Did i mention before, my 4th math test, i got B4(32/50)? Terrible eh? My grades are really like the stock market? or something like that. Keep going up and down just like what Ms Yong said :x Hoho, hopefully during O lvl exams, it would be going up (: And science test, i got 24/30 & thats an improvement from the previous which i got 17/30! Stupid donovan. Before start say want challenge me. Actually i can win him de luh! I forget write the Propene nia cannn. Then he down there yaya say we got same marks! Nvm luh, still got next test! XD
Today when taking practice exam halfway, PWQ called me. Luckily i got put silent mode ahs! Then i kup, twice. Smsed him that im still having exams. Lol. After that he told me he come Pasir Ris find me. I'm like WHAT!? Lol. Then i dunno what to do lahs. Sharry keep laughing at me! Lmao. Then when going home, saw him at the void deck, i stand there very long, he no turn back & see, so i just went up and bathed first. Rofl. After that go down meet him. Walk around my neighbourhood cause i didnt bring anything down either.
I'm damn tireddd right now. Haven't went for my nap, cause I'M SO HUNGARY RIGHT NOW. RAWR. Got so many homework laaas. How to complete. Yay, tmr meet yilin again:D Have fun to those who are going to the discovery centre tmr! (:
Wa my post so wordy, i feel more sleepy after reading it myself. Lalala
Last sunday went to Elias CC with jon to support Andy for his performance. When i went down to the CD shelter to get my stuffs, saw Andy practising. Andy was like: "eh, it's been so long since i've seen you alr." & im like, "err ya, i came cause Jon said there was a performance, so i came over to support=)." Andy: "Wa, so good ah" Me: "Of course:D" (I quickly left the CD shelter then as it was kinda awkward:x)
Saw xianghao there, smsed to confirm. Lol, he was performing wushu stuffs. After Andy's performance, went to jon's house. While waiting for bus, xianghao was at the opposite bus stop, then when he take bus he waved to me, so i waved back. Lmao. The funny thing is, we've never met before, but we were from the same primary school lahs.
When reach Jon's house, we waited for Yilin to come. Since she didn't know where to alight, me and Jon waited at the corridor and looked down, it was damn windy! =D Then we see someone who dressed like some aunty or quite old one, we thought, hmm, can't be yilin bah. But who knows, IT WAS HER. Then me and Jon laugh like mad la XD
Anyways, we studied for like 2 hrs only? Halfway through, Yilin was bored, so we went for a puff. At 2.55pm, Jon's neighbour brought the table to his house & we can start the mahjong session! & yilin was like damn happy can. Lol! So we started our mahjong session but that ah Jon kept losing :x Hahaa. I'm proud to say i won 1$! LMAO. But we never play real money la, it's just the token. ahahh.
At around 5.30-6pm we packed up, Jon & his neighbour bully me lahs -.- Say me ai dong gua D: Cause i short. But okay what! I think. Lmao. Then i cock eye, as where is yilin when she's just sitting on the sofa in front of me =.= Then everyone laugh again. Lol.
Yilin wanted to eat mac, so i pei her go downtown makan. She ordered a hell lot & didn't even realise it and ended complaining she's very full. Rofl. After eating she went back home while i went back to Jon's house to mug.
Jon wanted to study science but i psycho him until he study math. lol! :D When his neighbour came again, he kept watching tv. Then hor! That Jon ah, say i not tall enough, if not can block him from the TV-.- Cause he sitting right in front of me mah. Lol. We all did math at night. It was fun as all of our math were good:D Oh yah! The practice exam was do-able, but qns like number patterns, probability and sketching of graphs is way too tough for me. I suck at those lah D:
At night, around 9.45pm we played poker to end off our play-mug session. Jon never even win until one round, it seriously ain't your lucky day yo! Ahaha.
On monday, while going home with sharry, on the bus stop found 5$! Finders keeper, losers weepers:D On friday gonna mahjong with Jon, Yilin and his neighbour again. We'll be having our weekly session from now i guess! Haha. We play hard, & study hard too!
About my tagboard, Nicholas has already apologise(: So it's over already. Thanks to those who've helped, appreciated:D So don't have to say him alr k! Hope that everyone would have already start mugging by now yeh (: All the best for the coming practice exams, prelims & not forgetting of course, the final O levels!
Firstly, me & my boyf's fourth month was just 2 days ago. Didn't really managed to hang out tgt as i was quite busy during both weekdays/ends..
Next week, is gonna be another long week. Practice exams. Is there even such a term? tsk. My school is really absurd huh -.- Might as well call it prelims I. Then the prelims II would be at the end of aug or start of sept i guess. So many exams. Want to kill us even before our O lvls start =.=
Met ZHU YI LIN already! Heh:D She looked slimerrr. From her back, i couldn't even recognise it was her can -.- The same thing was that she still talks the same, and of course smoke, but more than ever. The sad part about meeting her was that; SHE & JON, BULLY ME LA :( Howhow!! I stand between them then they pretend cannot see me CAUSE i'm too short D: They both at least 170 lahs. Not fair. I WANT MORE HEIGHT PLEASSSSE.
The oral workshop today was interesting:D Even though i was really tired, i didn't want to sleep cause i didn't wanna miss out anything! The speaker was really friendly and stuffs. Good thing i'm not one of those who kena the mike in their faces. haha!
Got to go meet jon early in the morning tmr, for NHCO performance, den go his house study, den meet zhuyilin again and play mahjong. woot! :D:D
Throughout the pass two weeks, had practice exams. Didn't do very well for math even though i passed, compared to those who failed, i wasn't happy with my results. The shocking thing about this was that, there are people getting like 20+ marks? over 80 to be exact. Thats definitely a very very bad fail.. I guess we all ain't prepared well enough yet, so mug even harder for prelims bah:D