Im Jennifur 19 years young, lovely attached.
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Hey, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Tryna decide, tryna decide if i
Really wanna go out tonight i
Im not used to going out without you
Im not sure i remember how to.

Gonna be late, gonna be late but,
All my girls gon have to wait cause
I don't know if i like my outfit
I've tried everything in my closet.

(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missin you.
Im gonna step out this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
And there i lay
With nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

Gotta be strong, gotta be strong but I'm
Really hurting now that your gone. I
Thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldn't get past the door and,

Now i dont know, now i dont know if I,
Ever really gonna let you go.
And I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missin you.
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
And there i lay
With nothing but your t-shirt on (I'm all by myself with)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (oh~)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (cause i miss you, cause i miss you)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (said I missed you baby)

Tryna decide, tryna decide if i
Really wanna go out tonight i
Couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Cause~

Chorus
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missin you. (when i'm missing you)
Imma step out this lingerie,
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes. (oh, ooo)
And there i lay ..

(heyhey)
Nothing feels right when i'm not with you
I'm sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool,
Tryna dress up when i'm missin you. (cause i miss you)
Imma step out this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes, (promise if you do)
And there i lay (imma be in bed)
With nothing but your t-shirt on
Said i got nothing but your t-shirt on (cause i wanna be close to you)
With nothing but you t-shirt on (I remember when you liked to see me with)
With nothing but your t-shirt on
Nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, lemme tell ya now
Nothing but your t-shirt on


Someone sent me this email , quite touching . Worth reading .

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　
女：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　　
男：好，等我五分钟。 　　
女：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁啊。
男：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　
女：好啦，快一点喔。
下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血
我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高。
十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴。
十五分钟过了，他总算到了。
女：怎么这么慢？ 　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 　
女：什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？
我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 　　
男：对不起。
这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，
所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭。
我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。
　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起。
有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去。
他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。
　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。
在他说第59次对不起时，
我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，
就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。
他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。

虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 　　
女：你最近怎么了？ 　　
男：没有啊。 　　
女：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　
男：没有啊。 　　
女：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　
男：...对不起。 　　
女：我不要听你说对不起。 　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。

从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给.
有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了.
有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？

一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，
我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 　　
女：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　
同学：他休学了。 　　
女：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　
同学：他已经一个月没来了。 　　
女：...喔..谢谢。
一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。
我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？
他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。

他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，
正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　
阿立：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　
女：什么？ 　　
阿立：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　
女：真的？他怎么了？ 　　
阿立：没有啦，他在**医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　
女：我马上去。 　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，
我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。
　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　
女：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　
女：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 。　　
男：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　
女：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 　　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他
我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。
　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，
但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，
还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。
　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，
里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。
　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，
但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，
但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？

第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　



After tidying for like 2 hours, *POOF!* My room become spick and span le :D




I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to knooow

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy


Winning Means Giving It All

As I approached the final mile of the race I realized there were only three opponents left. Obstacles standing between my goal and me.....the finish line.

As I reached the first opponent, I closed my eyes and heard this message: "You only fail if you fail to try." I peddled with all my might and took his place. One down, two to go.

As I neared number two I once again closed my eyes. Knowing this one would be harder, I searched for strength. Not only was I more tired than before, but this opponent was the second strongest. Suddenly I heard the voice from within: "You only see the obstacle when you take your mind off the goal." I visualized the finish line and continued to push my body to it's limit and took position number two.

My last opponent, my last obstacle was in first place for a reason. He symbolized every goal that I hoped to achieve. Knowing this would be the toughest moment of the race, I again closed my eyes. This time I waited for the message. But it didn't come. As the fear rose from inside I realized it was up to me, not this voice, to win the race. With that in mind, I opened my eyes and it hit me.

On the back of my opponent's shirt was the message. It read, "If you can read this........I'm winning!!!"

Then with every ounce of energy in my body and soul, I peddled and fought the toughest battle of my life. As I crossed the finish line, I realized that first place means nothing if you haven't given 150%. There is always someone out there who is a little faster or a little stronger, but the real champion is the one who reaches the finish line with nothing more to give.

Copyright © Jay K. Duplessie --- Colorado

A short inspiring story i found on the net,
thought it was quite inspiring so i posted it in my blog .

Here's an email i received come time ago, it's about what happens in an everyday life between a female and a male, quite interesting but not really true hor !









































Do girls really take so much time just to prepare?
Hmm, i don't think so . Okay maybe just for some, lols .
If I'm ever late, there'll be a reason . Maybe cause i woke up late :x
Haha , anyways , i dunno what to blog about le .
Nothing much happened today , so yeah , boring post today .

The End .


It's still too soon to call it love
But I know it's more than just a crush
We're getting closer everyday
And when you look at me that way
All I can say...

Chorus
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one to make my dreams come true
If I, if I open up my heart to you.

I got a feeling this could be
Something I thought I'd never see
You're on my mind, night after night
Something keeps telling me
It's alright
So give me a sign, so...

Chorus
If I open up my heart to you,
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open up my heart to you.

You could be everything
That I've needed
But I can't take that chance
Till I know that you're with me
Till I know what you are feeling
Till I know just where you stand

Till I, I, till I, know just where you stand, till I
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open my heart to you

Will you be the one there?
To help me get through
If I, if I open up my heart to you.


Aww i can't find Crush by David Archuleta, but this will do :D

Early morning go out with family to E!hub, den go downtown walk walk .
Ate brunch, then went walking around wild wild wet there .
Saw some small boys peeing at the side of the drain lor.
EWW HUH . What an obscene . The toilets are just like nearby ?!?!
After that we went to beach ! :D
Woohoo , its windy and sunny at the same time so okok la .
After that i flew a kite , had to run and run before it fly up in the sky .
Phew, dam tiring one can !

After i've had my fun, it was like 3plus le , my family tired . ):
but i still wanted to stay out . so me and my jie went out.
& yes, my family went home -.-

Had "late lunch/2nd round" with my ahjie at Bento Box (Jurong Point)
Far huhs ! i ordered chawanmushi :) But....
It wasn't that great. Quite standard la. hmmm.
& also an ice lemon tea. Erm, it's too sour and sweet. LOL :X

Then i ordered pasta with ham and mushroom too ! Quite substandard though..
& yes, you may say that if i go to a restaurant specialising in bento boxes,
Of course the other food selling there wont be that nice la.
But ar, we must be all rounded right? XD Hahaha.

Then my jie ordered seafood ramen :) I guess it's edible la huh.
Cause i dont really like seafood though, so yeah ....
Plus the seafood isnt that fresh & the mussels felt like those frozen type =.=

Ohoh, and when i was ordering my food right,
I asked the counter lady: "What do you recommend?"
Counter lady asked: "you want rice or noodle?"
I was like thinking in my mind "-.-, you ask me like that, how do i answer?"
I mean, i expect you to tell me the range of food what.
Easier for me to make my decision also luhs.
So in the end, i just looked at the menu and randomly picked a dish =.=
& that's the chawanmushi i ordered @ $4.50 .

Woooo, den we had dessert at Anderson's!
Hot waffle w/ belgium chocolate chip , YUMMMMYYY !
But it was $9.90 T.T dam expensive can D:
Then it was like 6+ going 7 when we finished having our dessert .
Went shopping , my sis bought alot laaaa . I didnt buy that much :x

Then when going home that time , Bought cheese and tiramisu cake at starbucks ! :D
I had it during my bdae , long time no eat le . Mmmmmm .

As you can see, we did little shopping . Lols.
& This is the first time that i ate so much in my life !
I feel like my stomach's gonna burst lor :x hahaha .
But had much fun going round eating . LOL !
Now go play Word Challenge le, :D

The End .


It's been a while since you've been gone
And nothings ever been the same
Only in dreams will I feel your embrace your Smiling face again
And i dont know if i'll, get through another night
Alone, theres no one who make me feel the way you do

When will my longing for you end?
When will the sun rise up again?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over.
When will this pain ever subside?
When will i be strong enough to fight?
It's time to realize that your gone,
And theres nothing I can do.

Sometimes I close my eyes to see,
The ways things use to be .
It's all for me to let it all go this way to end the story here.
But I will always hold on, to what we used to have inside .
Cause I, I know eventually my life will carry on .

When will my longing for you end?
When will the sun rise up again?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over.
When will this pain ever subside?
When will I be strong enough to fight?
It's time to realize that your gone,
And theres nothing I can do.

When ever a light is barely coming through .
The glammour of hope desipates when I think of you .
Tell me where do I go .
Tell me when will I know .

When will my longing for you end ?
When will the sun rise up again ?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over .
When will this pain ever subside ?
When will I be strong enough to fight ?
It's time to realize that your gone ,
And theres nothing I can do .

When will my longing for you end ?
When will the sun rise up again ?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over .
When will this pain ever subside ?
When will I be strong enough to fight ?
It's time to realize that your gone ,
And theres nothing I can do .


& yes its Nikki Flores againnnn ! :D
woots , her songs are really damn nice ,
only some a bit sucky :x well i shall not say about those not nice ones .

anyways , im currently addicted to facebook man !
ahahah :x there's this game called the "word challenge" .
damn difficult to play , needa practice more before can get high scores.
then there's this RI guy , who scored 50k over sia !
he's totally inhuman .
compared my 6k and his 50k score , wtf sia ! :O

i realise im getting addicted to many things nowadays ! Nooooo ~

current status: SLEEPY
yes, im damn sleepy for now . like DAMN sleepy k.
but nvm , still have energy left for blogging :D
today stayed at home the whole day le !
but nvm , tmr im gonna enjoy myself yeahhh ((:


Hey hey

There's a girl livin' in this town
She's got her head up in the sky
But her feet are on the ground
There's a girl livin on my street
She knows outside her little world
Somehow ends are gonna meet

And when the road gets kinda rough
She keeps one thing in mind
The longest journey always starts with one step at a time .

And this girl's seen a lot of pain
But this girl's gonna smile again
She knows that a flower grows, every time it rains
And this girl's got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow's ain't what it seems
She might not solve a mystery tonight
But this girl's gonna be alright

There's a girl walkin' in these shoes
And she knows that everything she's got is all she's got to lose
There's a dream right behind these eyes
And she finds a reason to be strong
With every tear she dries
Tryin' hard to fight the way things are
So she leaves her world behind
When the sound of doubt is turned up so loud
She turns the music up inside

And this girl's seen a lot of pain
But this girl's gonna smile again (:
She knows that a flower grows every time it rains
(Every time it rains)
And this girl's got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow's ain't what it seems
She might not solve a mystery tonight
(No no no no)
But this girl's gonna be alright .

Alright, oh no no, hmmm ~

She knows there's so much she's never seen
But time will allow her to find out what it means

Noooooo~ Nooo~~

And this girl's seen a lot of pain
But this girl's gonna smile again
(Gonna smile again)
She knows that a flower grows every time it rains
(Every time it rains)
And this girl's got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow's ain't what it seems
(No no no no)
She might not solve a mystery tonight
But this girl's gonna be alright

ohhh~
Alright, alright
But this girl's gonna be alright
She's gonna be alright
ohhh~ But this girl's.........


Currently MAD about Nikki Floressss ! :D
Her songs are damn fabulouso !
For people who like mariah carey or alicia keys ,
You will sure like her songs too ! (:

Today slept till like 1pm, woke up bathed, brush teeth, eat.
Go granny's hse and "have fun" .
But in the end, went there to slp. lols.

I play with my cousins until i no air liao la .
Keep pinch my faceeee . PAIN cannnnnn !
The worst thing is, one of them pinch, the other one saw,
ALSO WANT PINCH ! T.T
My face become like primates's butt liao can.
dam headache ~~

after that went to watch tv, there's this show, dunno call what .
have aliens with brainy heads . lmao . damn comedy sia . laughed alot .
den now still at granny's hse blogging .
will be here till next morning, so yeah D:
& i've realised one thing,

beings aunts can be a real difficult task toooo ~

I Still Believe In Love - Jenny Hyun

It was a clear summer day
when I saw the tears on your face
I knew that our time was up on us

Our moment of end was so fast
but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away~

Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust (:

Just another lesson to be learned
(gotta move on and not lose faith)
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

I'm holding the warmth of your lips
it feels like the time we first kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us

but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways

Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust

Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

I still believe in love~

Just another lesson to be learned
(gotta move on and not lose faith)
just another obstacle to take
(live my life before it gets too late)
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for~
(life's worth living for~)
I still believe in ...... love~

I still believe in love~


Wheeee~
Just found this super nice song .
ahah , its really damn nice la !
okay maybe just to me. hah !
anyways , today i think i slept for 2hrs . :D
now still damn awake . so yeah ,
will be up till midnight (:

sadly , didnt went out today ):
supposed to be watching movie like now .
but in the end trip was cancelled , SHAG MAN.
but nvm , Monday ;D

I've done the CO blog !
http://siglapco.blogspot.com
But still haven't found a suitable song for it.
so yeah , if anyone wants to post or anything ,
get the password and user from me yeah (:
its super easy to rmb one :D

Just now watched channel 8.
Why did the man put a cloth on the bed?
Don't really get it though , hah.

oh well , i'll blog till here ~
To Clarence: RIP-ed !

1. The person that tag/pass me this is?
Clarence Phunnnn .
Q2. Your relationship with him is ?
He's my cca junior (:
Q3. Your five impression of him ?
Super talkativeeee & good in english !
Q4. The most memorable he have done for you is?
Er , i don't think there's any .
Q5. The most memorable thing he have said to you ?
I have STM !
Q6. If he become your lover you will ?
=.= Don't think so .
Q7. If he become your lover , thing he need to improve on ?
There's no IF !
Q8. If he becomes your enemy , you will ?
Don't think we ever will , cca friends last !
Q9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
Hmm, idk .
Q10. The most desired thing you wanna do for her/him is ?
Stop saying "horny" in this survey. like evey qn i can see "horny" -.-
Q11. Your overall impression on her/him is ?
hmm , chubby . LOL !
Q12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
Lols , dk , dc .
Q13. The characters i love about myself are ?
eh , idk !
Q14. On the contrary , what are the characters i hate about myself ?
hate the fact that i dont know anything D:
Q15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
hmm , me .
Q16. For people that love , care and concern for you , you say something to them ?
Thanks a MILLION , BILLION , ZILLION !
Q17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you want to know they think of you , they are ?
1.Yeeling
2.Jiajin
3.Pearlene
4.Yinjia
5.Tonghwee
6.MOK
7.Sharry
8.Jonathan
9.Huimin
10.Kaiwen
Q18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
No one.
Q19. No. 9 is a male or female ?
Female.
Q20. If no.7 & no. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
Lmao ! ehs, they don't even talk to each other in school .
Q21. What is no.2 studying about ?
Pure sci class !
Q22. When is the last time you speak to no.3 ?
ysd (:
Q23. What kind of music band no.8 like?
Idk :x
Q24. Does no.1 have any siblings ?
Yeap ! younger sis elder bro :D
Q25. Will you woo no.3 ?
Erm , i'm straight .
Q26. How about no.7?
I said , i'm STRAIGHT .
Q27. Is no.4 single ?
yeap(:
Q28. What is the surname of no.5 ?
idk , lols.
Q29. What is the hobby of no.10 ?
Not sure.
Q30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well ?
Think so.(:
Q31. Where is no.2 studying at ?
Stupid Secondary School. (My school)
Q32. Talk something casually about no.1 ?
he's a jker !
Q33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6 ?
Nah , my junior has though . xD
Q34. Where does no.9 lives at ?
Near elias mall .
Q35. What colour does no.4 like ?
Not sure.
Q36. Are no.5 and no.1 good friends ?
they don't know each other.
Q37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
hahahahaha . YES . lol !
Q38. What is no.6 doing now ?
GZ prac .


Tralalala . I'm so bored .
Just changed skin , simplistic my fave :D
don't really like the previous one my sis made for me . =x
& from now there won't be an songs playing on my blog .
i'll upload songs in my posts .
so you'll have to click play yourself huh ! enjoy ~


Realize by Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you.

Chorus:
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize,
This all can pass you by.
Didn't I tell you?

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

Chorus:
If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but

It's not always the same
No it's never the same~
If you don't feel it too..
If you meet me half way,
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you..

Chorus:
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder.

Just realize what I just realized~
If you just realize what I just realized~


Missed out on each other now,
Missed out on each other now~~

Realize, realize, realize~
okay, i've somehow gotten everyone's size.
Now just to confirm;

MM: 1
ML: 8
MXL: 4
XS: 4
S: 8
M: 6
L: 1
XL: 1
Total: 33

Girls
(sorted alphabetically)
Adelene : S
Alexandra : MXL
Chinhwee : S
Huimin : ML
Jamie : S
Jennifer : ML
Jiajin : MXL
Liana : S
Meihui : S
Shalote : S
Sharry : ML
Shimin : XS
Shimin.Tan : ML
Sihui : ML
Stella : S
Tonghwee : M
Yeeling : ML
Yiling : MXL
Yinjia : ML
Yinyin : ML
Yizhen : MXL
Yunqin : MM

Guys
Ang.RX: M
Bryan.Mok : S
Clarence : XS
Henry.C : XS
Jonathan : L
Patrick : XS
Rayner : M
Terence : XL
Yongwang : M
Mr.Khoo : M
Mr.Yong : M


If you want any changes tell me (:






However the max size for girl's is PE shirt S size, Polo tee XL.
So for those who are exceeding that size,
you need to take the guy's cutting XS or bigger if you want.

If there's anything you DON'T understand,
sms me or chat with me online.
smallgirl_12345@hotmail.com ; 96580226 .
since i have nth to blog about,
im gonna do some a kind of survey thingy someone sent..

1 . Were you name after anyone?
Er, no? lol.
2 . Last time you cried was..?
Hmm, ysd i tink. Watched drama. I'm EMOTIONAL . :x
3 . Like your handwritng?
Well, yeah . But not when i scribble , It's horrifying :x
4 . Your favourite lunch meat ?
Er, human meat . LOL, jk. Chicken la .
5 . Do you have kids?
Im like , 15 ?! So what do you think .
6 . If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
YES . I'm like so hella talkative at night .
7 . Do you use sarcasm alot?
It depends on who im talking with . :x
8 . Do you still have your tonsils?
Er, idk what the hella's that.
9 . Would you go bungee jumping?
Maybe, i think . lol .
10 . What is your favourtie cereal?
Hmm, honey stars !
11 . Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
My school shoes have no laces to untie. XD
12 . Do you thin you are strong?
Of course ! I'm Super Woman ! LOL .
13 . What's your favourite ice cream?
Chocolate !
14 . What is the first thing you notice about ppl the way they dress themselves?
Ers, i don't really comment on what ppl wear .
15 . Red or pink?
RED .
16 . Least favourite thing about yourself ?
Hmm, always sleepy . LOL .
17 . Who do you miss the most ?
Him , :\
18 . Colour of pants and shoes you wearing ?
Black pants , at home so not wearing shoes .
19 . Last thing you ate ?
CHAR KWAY TEOW ! :D
20 . What are you listening to right now?
The teeveeee .
21 . If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
White . Colourless .
22 . Favourite smell(s)?
Smell of rain .
23 . Who was the last person you chat with on the phone?
Can't rmb .
24 . Do you like the person who sent it to you?
Yeap . She's my mei ! (:
25 . Favourite sport that you watch?
Badminton (: Never got bored of it .
26 . Hair colour?
Brown-black .
27 . Eye colour?
Black , (:
28 . Do you wear contacts?
Grey ! :D
29 . Favourite food ?
Anything edible .
30 . Scary movies or happy endings?
Scaryyyy .
31 . Last movie you watched ?
The mirror , for only 15 mins -.-
32 . What colour shirt are you wearing?
Pink .
33 . Summer or winter?
Summer !
34 . Hugs or kisses?
Hugs !
35 . Favourite dessert?
Ice longgan !
36. Most likely to respond?
when im happy :D
37 . Least likely to respond?
when im uber sleepy or pissed?
38 . What book are you readng now?
None . Hopefully i can read Eclispe soon .
39 . What's on your mouse pad?
A mouse ! :O
40 . What did you watch on t.v. last night?
Drama Series .
41 . Favourite sound?
Ding Dong .
42 . Rolling stones or beatles?
Errrrrr .
43 . Furthest place you've been from here?
Hell .
44 . Any special talents?
Sleeping . LOL . Playing Yang Qin lo (:
45 . Where were you born?
Singapore , KKH .

End .
don't feel like blogging about camp.
cause if im gonna blog about it,
it's gonna be a very long one.
plus now im super duper tired already.

*yawns*

okay anyway, i had fun during the camp. (:
many ppl like the amzing race !
good job tong hwee :D
and rayner keep having leg cramps.
dam farny sia .
the night we watch the mirror,
dai laoshi ask me jj and sharry out.
dammit man. i wanna watch one luhs.
after that didnt manage to finish watching.
only like watch first 15mins nia. -.-
but overall the camp was okay la :D
EXCEPT, for the food wise.
the food from store one is like what the hell.
not nice to eat lor. eat until i now,
having a bad sore throat.
some online friends then tell me drink salt water.
drink le throat pain sial, but getting better now.
so yeah, thats all bout the camp.
dowan write so much le.

i blog for so long sia, now is already 12midnight.
look at how long i can post just such a short one.
but its because i keep doing other things la :x
i shall stop here now,

so long~

Whatever advice you give today will have more importance for its recipient than you might think it would, so be careful about how adamant you are that they follow it. They already feel like you have all the answers and know exactly what they should do -- their attachment to you is growing, and pretty much whatever you say goes. If this makes you feel uncomfortable, then say so. Make it clear that you think they are capable of making the right decisions.

well, the only i know is that,
i haven't been giving out any advice lately.
so yeah, friendster horoscope is clearly lying.
lols. xD and erm i was suppose to be packing for camp this wed.
but im a bit lazy right now.
so i thought i could do the packing later on as well.

from 1st, i think i'm gonna start doing my hw already.
so yeah, won't be chatting much anyways.
twilight the movie is coming out on 18 dec!
im sooo gonna watch it. :D

oh well, this few days like damn boring.
i've been like beating up my winnie the pooh. D:
now like flat flat already. lols :x
i tink i'm emotionally unstable somehow. lmao.

damnnnnnnn sad la. argh.
better watch more dramas to make me distracted :D
but i watch until got eyebags already luh -.-

DAMMIT. i needa go out more more moreeee.
yay, just changed my blog song..
super sad huh :\
sigh. camp is coming in 2 more days.
so fast so fast~ D:
these few days so cold.
after camp sure sick one.
been slping late these few days.
also dunno during camp can tahan anot.
i just cant seem to slp at night. ):

okay idk what to write le.
stopping here. bye~

Right now, it's a good idea for you to stick close to home and focus on one or two people who matter the most to you. Things around your home, like warmth and safety, are very appealing and satisfying for you. Also, there is a huge possibility for new levels of depth in your personal relationships. A recent drama, while frustrating, has made you a lot closer with someone, and this fledgling relationship could benefit from some more attention today.

is that so? that doesnt seem to happen to me.
sigh. everyday stay at home also sian.
i think im gonna suffer from depression sooner or later.
lols, just jking. but seiously..
im bored at home. might be going out tmr finally.
currently feeling somehow bored.
in fact, which day am i not bored? lols.
anyway, i'll blog again during midnight or somewhere there.
so... yeah.

one happy thing is, my DS is finally fixed!
yay man. after so long. finally ar.
gosh, maybe that's one thing to occupy me for some time.
at least, ahah. oh well, i'll go back to slping then.

cya~
ahhh, eyes damn swollen.
how how. gosh. ):
today went out eat with sis and mum,
had a pretty good time i tink.
after so many months.. this is like the first time im going out with them.
trying to put down sad memories,
move on girl! study hard for your future,
then say hello to happiness :D
& right now, i really have no mood for homeworks.
they're like a pile in my house, never touched.

damn, i dunno around 12:30 i was talking to a friend online.
suddenly think about dunno what ..
i suddenly teared. :'( awww.
gosh, more eyebags. damn.
i just suddenly feel so so so so sad.
but nvm, someone cheer me up . thks aye.

after that im right here blogging, eyes dam swollen.
dunno what to do. sian.

i'll post again.
i got to know this Madtv, thanks to aaron.
it made me laugh the whole night.
also, ks intro me some of miss swan's video on youtube,
she's dam dumb! god.
& she can really irritate ppl damn well sia. (can learn from her)
oops. ahah. but the videos kept me entertained though.
(:

oh well. it's like midnight already.
and im still down here blogging.
have a bad stomach ache since evening.
it went better for awhile. but its coming back again!
awww. pain pain pain.
if there's ever a next life, i wanna be born a male man!
being a girl sucks, have this have that.
its terrible horrible vegetable! T.T

camp is like next wed!
oh god oh god oh god!
so fast cannn. better slp more while i have the chance now.
im gonna miss my comfy bed when im in the camp. xD
hope i have a fun time (not a tiring one).

ahahah. till then. :D


hmm, as usual, im lost for words while blogging.
my life is getting more boring day by day :O
now eating the dunno what takoyaki, dunno how to spell.
lols. been watching drama this few days.
kinda boring, staying at home all day..
luckily still have cca, so can go out walk walk a bit.

learn a bit of sign language :x dam cool.
im boreddd. D: maybe going ice skate soon :D
yayyy. very long never ice skate liao .
next time go sure fall down alot of times one :x

i wanna watch twilighttt!
should be coming out in dec?
hmmm, i forgotten th date somehow :\

i wanna go fly kiteeee!


Okay a short post for today.
Hadnt really got the time to blog this past few days.
(actually is got la, but i totally forgotten tht i've actually got a blog)

Oh well, hmmm. let's talk about cca?
CO camp is like 8 more freaking days to go!
time really passes so fast.
a pity we didnt havve enough time to make a co shirt.
or else it could have been our camp tshirt!
sadded. ahahah.
&&! the new score, "Song of Cicada" ;
is quite challenging on the tempo.
Poooooor conductor. :x
but overall i think it was quite easy.
Just that the beats wasnt so accurate and stuffs.

Hmmmm, i dont really know what else to blog about.
i don't think you as the reader would also wanna read my boring life.
lols. i'll blog soon again~
(i hope)


wish everyone goodluck for tomorrow.
my everyone = people who taking o lvl's chinese.
oh well, im a bit nervous though.
it's been quite sometime since i write any chinese compos.
teacher give de homework, i from starting of the year..
never even hand in one ._.
i'll just try my best for tmr bah.

gonna go offline now.
goodnights everyone, sweetest dreams to all.


One day while I was shopping with my mother, we were walking past a store with a big front window. In this window there was a little boy, just standing there looking back at me. He had a black eye and bruised cheek. And the look in his eyes was so sad. They were filled with so much pain and sadness that just looking into them brought tears to my eyes. And I turned away.

Some years later, while walking past the store again, I saw that same little boy. He had grown some but it was apparant that it was the same boy. He still had bruised cheeks and his nose was taped up from being broken. In his eyes I could still see all his pain, his lonliness, his sadness. Once again it brought tears to my eyes, and once again I turned away.

In my teenage years, I walked past the store again. And again the boy was there. He had grown into a tall young man. No bruises on his face this time. But his eyes had changed. They hadn't lost their sadness or their pain or lonliness, but they had taken on a hard edge. Looking into his eyes this time scared me. This time I not only turned away but I walked faster than I had before because I couldn't bear to see this boy's eyes anymore.

Since I've grown up, I haven't gone back to that store. Maybe because I'm afraid to see the man that boy has become. I was going to go once, but I decided I didn't need that in my life at this point. I mean what is he to me anyway? I don't need it. My life is happy.

Yesterday, I was in my house and I just happened to walk by a mirror. The strangest thing happened. That boy from the window, he was a man now, and he was in that mirror staring back at me. His eyes don't have that hard look to them anymore and he actually looked happy now.

When I think back to the little boy in the window, staring into his eyes, into my eyes, I can't believe I was ever that sad. And I can't believe that his eyes, my eyes, scared me so bad that I couldn't bear to look.

It shows me that anyone's life can change for the better. If that little sad boy, who turned into a hard angry teenage boy, can change into the happy man I saw yesterday... then anyone can change for the better, given the right circumstances.


yesterday went out to meet the committee.
discussed about the cca shirt thing then went off.
went out with adelene & huimin (:
first go plaza sing, boughts stuffs.
den went to compass point. ate mos burger.
dam full luh~ after that walk walk.
going home tht time finding bus stop.
find till leg very suan luhs. xD
dam funny. chatted alot in the bus.
summarised the whole thing. lazy type :x

thats all for now.
going back to study my chinese~ bye.
It was Friday, February 19, 1999. I was sitting in my car dazed, confused and very much in turmoil, because I had just buried my beloved two year old son, Jarod Charles, 15 minutes ago.

I had left in my car to get away and was completely numb to all around me. As I sat at the stop sign, I was so completely unaware that I started to proceed out of turn. The fellow across from me honked madly, gave me the "finger" and mouthed a few obscenities that I did not fail to miss.

I sat there so completely stunned and then I became so filled with spontaneous anger that I was shaking. I thought to myself, what a low life scum bag jerk to "flip me off" after I just buried my son. I peeled away and was simmering on the point of boil.

I drove back to the graveyard, have giving it enough time for the rest of the mourners to be gone, to have private time with my son. As I sat there, I became more upset that that man's single act was crowding my mind when I just wanted to weep and talk to my little boy before my flight that night.

As I thought, I came to realize something that made me fill with shame instantly. WHO AM I TO BE ANGRY AT THAT MAN?? HOW WAS HE SUPPOSE TO KNOW?? In fact, I asked myself if I could still count on both hands or if it was time to start on my toes, how many times I had done that exact thing.

Then came the reality of it. And here is my point. It is about random acts of kindness, not random acts of unaware cruelty.

Like I said, how was he to know I had just buried my baby. But the sad thing is, how I am to know that the kid I cursed a punk about 2 months ago for nearly sideswiping me wasn't on the brink of suicide and my gesture pushed him to the edge?

Or how about that little old man that I cursed until I even had to blush because he was not paying attention and missed the whole red light?? Or how about that lady that took MY PARKING spot at the mall?? How am I to know that the little old man wasn't deep in memory of a loved one past....or how about the lady simply just didn't see my blinker because she was worrying about getting her shopping done to get home to take care of her kids???

Ok, maybe I'm being overly dramatic, but really, its true...we know no one until we've walked in their shoes.


So the next time you feel anger, frustration, etc towards a stranger,
think before you act.
Try to be overtly nice. For if they are truly in the wrong, perhaps your kind gesture will set them on a kinder, more aware approach.

Life is very short. Live each minute like it is your last.



I'm born in the year of rooster! :D
i know now is the crucial period for thos who are taking their O levels.
& many of you are facing the same distraction; COMPUTER.

Yes. that evil technology savvy machine that's causing you your studying time.

Try this:

1) Reward system; i study for 1 hour, then i'm allowed 15mins on the computer. OR i study this chapter. after this chapter, i'll play for 1/2 hour.

2) Punishment system; if i cannot concentrate on my studies for 1 hour, no computer break.

3) Psychological system; the computer is evil. i cannot touch it. if i touch it, i will not do well. it is evil it is evil it is evil *chants*

4) Friends-help system; study together and encourage each other not to use the computer. like "eh, remind me to not touch the comp ah. if i touch, your fault hor ._. "

5) Desperate system; disconnect the computer from the internet, lock your computer, throw it away (i'm kidding). stop all communication to your computer in any way. such as seeing your computer, feeling it, etc.

i'm sure it should help :D oh, and if you decide to throw your computer out, let me know. i'll catch it :D haha.
ps; i'm refering to laptops as well uh!

just a pretty short post today.
went to chinese remedial. i was dam!@#$%^& early.
buddens tht dai laoshi havent come yet.
WASTE MY TIME. den me & jj go CO first.
after that sharry sms us to go chinese remedial.
we go up le. i just sit down, dai laoshi go out.
WTF?! after that tinghui walk out.
den sharry say all go tgt la.
den okay lor. everyone went out.
my everyone = co members la. even jj!
she also pontang with us :x hahaha.
then we all faster run. phew. & that stupid han cong!
anyhow tell teacher we go toilet when we already tell him we go co.
lols sia. den we all run to CO. she never come find us ley.
den after practice, me, jon & jj chose the SYF costume thingy.
also dunno why she call we three only ._.
thought is everyone choose tgt.

after that they measure okay le, the 4 of us,
me, jj, yl, sharry; gonna get scolding from dai laoshi.
but me yl and sharry faster run out.
ben lai should be nothing will happen de.
buddens, jiajin still in the room.
den we three dowan her to get scolded alone.
so we went back & TIO MEH (hokkien = kena scolding) from her.
hahaha. sharry kept laughing, make me wanna laugh also.
den clarence patrick adelene huimin they all,
sit at the side machiam listening to our lecture lidat.

after that. me, pat, clarence, jon, adelene & huimin,
sat down discuss the CO shirt thingy.
walan eh, clarence ar! you alot of opinions ley!
RMB! you need to think of EVERYONE.
not just yourself!!! haiyo. den he keep quarreling.
after that me, adelene, huimin go eat.
talk talk talk, design the shirt,
den walk walk walk, continue talk.
LOL. then take bus home, me and adelene talk talk.
aiya, lazy type le.

nth much happened after this.
whatever happened, are all sad things ):
dont wish to blog about it.
So long poeple, bye!
One day a father and his rich family took his son to a trip to the country with the firm purpose to show him how poor people can be. They spent a day and a night in the farm of a very poor family.

When they got back from their trip the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"

"Very good Dad!"

"Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked.

"Yeah!"

"And what did you learn?"
The son answered, "I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden, they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden, they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have a whole horizon."

When the little boy was finishing, his father was speechless. His son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are!"

Isn't it true that it all depends on the way you look at things? If you have love, friends, family, health, good humor and a positive attitude towards life-you've got everything!

You can't buy any of these things, but still you can have all the material possessions you can imagine, provisions for the future, etc., but if you are poor of spirit, you have nothing!


Everyday, i would hear people complaining about how 'poor' they are, having nothing at all; when they have friends beside them to take care of them, are very healthy, etc. Count your blessings, people would say. Take time to think through everything that has happened in your life. Do you think you're still 'poor'? Poor in spirit, perhaps. But not poor in materialistic possession. To be able to have a family sit with you for a meal is something you should rejoice over for there are many others who are not so fortunate, like me. When you are healthy, rejoice over that for there are many others suffering and fighting for their dear lives out there. Your perspective is really all that matters.

Even e poorest man, with e right attitude, is e richest :D
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.


There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.


i'm sure we've all been through a situation whereby you thought someone would do it and that someone thought you would do it. it's irritating, no doubt. but it's human nature. next time, dont just wait for someone to do the job for you when you are supposed to do it and is able to do it. Fulfil what you have to do.

& today's my brother's birthday. Just wanna wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
he's 13 this year. which is sec 1 but he's still a bit childish though.
he enjoys watching OKTO aka kids central =.=
he stills don't wear underwear. (okay i know thats a bit too private.) but he's SEC 1 already la! lols :x
& my mother.. dont know why, gave him a teddybear.
i got him a shirt, which is white with golden wordings.
it looks nice, but kind of shitty on him :\
oh well, had a moody day.
nothing much happen, as usual.

might be going out tmr, bye!
when i woke up it was raining.
everytime it rains, i noe the day wont be good :\
went online, at around 11am.
only me and my mother was home.
then waited till around 1 or 2pm,
ate lunch. my mother then go white sands.
left me alone in the house ):
dam bored. sleep awhile, dont feel like sleeping.
went to mini mart, buy snacks.
got some stupid guy whistle when i walk to mm -.-
perverts seem to be everywhere nowadays.

after that went home.
enjoyed my snack.
its four plus.
feeling pretty down.
went to bathe, eat biscuits, choco, sweets.
slept awhile, chatted.

and now blogging.
im bored. bored. and more bored.
hai. i think i better dont get involved in any r/s now.
dam 扫兴. will get sad, lonely, angry.
idk, all kinds of emotions.

now im gonna just focus on my homework.
Bye~
Summary for the 3-Day Study Camp
its not as bad as how i thought it would be.
had quite a fun time there.
ms wee was funny, mr leong.. kinda still the same.
and hor, that mr chiang.. can really keep secrets huh -.-
realised that i had alot of revising to do in my chem.
i dont even know the basics before i attend this camp.
well, at least now i know le :D

hohoho, as for maths i finally know how to find the
sinA/a = sinB/b = sinC/c thing le.
last time always never listen in class.
den dunno how to do. good thing there's the camp (:
but throughout the camp only do trigo ley.
so sian..

english. hms, they were preparing us for expository writing?
dunno how to spell la. lmao.
so they had this debate, we were to write down our views.
amongst the classmates, 6 students were chosen for
the class debate on the 2nd day of the camp.
the 6 were engteck, idris, abinav, haidar, lisa and lastly... me :\
my english isnt very good. or should i say not at all...
me, engteck and idris is in the proposition team;
and the other three is in the opposition team.
im the 1st speaker, followed by engteck and idris.
lisa was the 1st speaker too, followed by haidar and abinav.

while saying out my stuffs, i was kinda shaking abit.
nervous. but i manage to talk for 2 and a half min. (:
then lisa rebutted, which i dont really know what.
she said only like one and a half min. thats... short :\
then engteck had many things to say, he talked for like 3mins.
haidar then rebutted, the points wasnt so good though..
the floor-speakers came in and say out their views.
abinav and idris then rebutted to the floor speakers.
then we're done with the debate.

the 3rd day, ms priya then chose one out of the six ppl.
that chosen one needs to present a speech in front of the 3e classes.
she go choose me sia :\ i was like wth.. =.=
i mean, engteck did pretty well & so did haidar.
i was expecting it to be one of them lor.
or maybe idris cause he was pretty funny. xD
so i then told her, that i didnt wanna do the speech.
she kept persuading me. say it can help me improve my english too.
but i insisted that i didnt wanna say the speech.
then she said okay.. & said that her 2nd choice was et.
i knew it:D engteck spoke well. just that..
his points werent so good. i told him.. but he didnt listen.
then he had to write out an essay for his speech.
i helped him a little cause i kinda feel bad.

so yeah.. the other two speakers from the other classes;
vanessa & shao cong. which mrs jay kept pronouncing as "siao cong"
lols. was not bad. they did pretty well.
engteck got 3rd. i think its because he had too many awkward tones.
its funny..:\ vanessa spoke the most stable one lor.
thats why i think she got 1st (:
then shao cong, say the speech, so long.
2 and a half page. then keep dropping things -.-
but his points was good. so he got 2nd.

so this actually proves that girls actually speaks better :x

as for the class debate, my team won! :D
yay. we each got a 10$ popular voucher -.-
lols. nvm. its still a prize :\

haha. anyways, back to blogging on what happened today.
today was the physical promotion day.
the day where everyone know where they'll go to.
we got back our report books.
my grades werent those kind of straight As la.
but still not as bad as i thought.
When everything has been combined tgt,
eoy marks, midyear marks, ca marks.

English: 54, C6
Higher Chinese: 65, B3 (die le)
Add.Maths: 37,F9 (dead)
E. Maths: 65, B3
Science(Chem, Phy): 59, C5
Humans(Geog,SS): 56, C5
Food & Nutrition: 71, A2
CME: A

L1R4 Aggregate: 18
L1R5 Aggregate: 24
Class: 13/39
Level: 35/118
Total: 407/700 (58.1%)
Conduct: VERYGOOD
Promoted to S4 Express

Comments: Well-disciplined, trustworthy and resposible girl. Able
to work well with others and assumes responsibility well. Excels in self-supervision and self-improvement. Avoids motional involvement and does not overreact in any situation. Able to provide others and is committed to do her best. Has a flair for the performing arts and engages passionately in her areaas of interest.

like wow. the comments were all not true. xD
teacher describe till too good le la. that doesnt sound like me -.-
but it has been a very long time since i failed only 1 subject.
normally fail at least 2 one :x & its because of english :\
my vocab and grammar wasnt good at all.
i think is teacher help to pull me up one la :D
anyways, thats all for the results.
then we had the prize presentation.

meng hwee: top in basic chinese
cheryl: top in art
elynn: top in class
farhan shah: top in poa
alex: top in combine science
jarel: top in d&t
jianming: top in f&n

congrats to these people in my class! :D
after the prize presentation..
it was time for physical promotion!
we each went to our sec 4 class (:
the classroom looks smaller though.
the environment dam good to sleep sia.
dont know how they study one.
the classroom is dam neat, unlike our previous :x
hahaha. bless the 3e2 next year :D

my class no one retain !!
which is a good thing. yayy.
and we won the best class award for this year! :D
the prize was 500$ ahahhah.
sad for the 3e3 ppl. since sec 1 they won us,
but this time its our turn (:
mr evs say want to book chalet at changi,
den at night go for night walk at OCH.
lmao. that place.. kinda freaky.
went once. with my ex.
in the afternoon also very dark luh.
the stairway is dam dark.
maybe that time i go is ghost festival period la :\

at night then i post again bah (:
off to cook dinner with my mother now.
period!
bad mood again today :\
sorry, if i've not said what you wanted to hear.
won't be blogging much nowadays.
only if i have something to say then will blog bah.

boohoo, byee.
Just some MVs that are quite old already. lol.
but still superb to me! :D

Stay With Me - 蔡旻佑


我想要说 - 蔡旻佑


沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E


猜不透 - 丁噹


enough of music, now for the real blogging.
today was very very tiring. ):
we had only 3 subjects for the day:
English, Maths, Chemistry, from 8am-5pm -.-
we had 3 breaks, which is 2 and a half hours all tgt.

English was boring, as usual.
ms priya was boring. i mean not her..
her lessons. she had to rush through everything,
which i dont even get a damn thing.
and we have to do the debate by tmr.
everything's like so rush. and that isnt good.

well, but we had some "fun" during chem though.
for once, almost everyone understands chemistry.
we were split into 4 groups of ten people.
my group, got the worst teacher, Mr Leong.
but who cares. my group are the ones who pass chem.(:
there were 3 other teachers, mr lek, miss wee & mr chiang.
pathetic eh? four teachers teaching in a class.

miss wee was dam cute, small small short short one.
i think she's only 130+cm tall. but quite old le la :x
mr lek, was the so called "girly" one.
but he teach not bad ley. from what i observe (:
as for mr chiang, everyone thinks he teaches good la.
so i tink he's not bad too.

and then we had maths, which was quite.. boring?
just do finish the worksheet. nothing do le.
then mr ves talk to us stuffs on cyber wellness.
tell us not to eet strangers we know online,
not to cyber bully, or whatever..
but we don't really listen, do we?
all this talks, like no use also. hah.

then we went to the library for the one hr break.
watched movie, Night @ the Museum.
which is kinda out of date already.
but still interesting (:
but watch till half need to go back class le.
sian, then went to have english again.

when it was 5.30pm, mr ves talked to us.
he told us to look on the bright side no matter what.(:
then our class sing the short phrase:
"always look on the bright side of life"
den mr ves whistle the next part. lols.
mr ves really whistles very well :D
he den mentioned about what a bad week he had..
but still, wears a smile on his face to school.
his pda phone hanged for more than 10 times per day,
so he had to use his brother's phone..
his roller blade is spoilt, as the wheels can't roll anymore,
and his motorbike has gone crazy. ahah.
and he still can be so happy everyday,
telling us many great great stories :D

after he finished his story, the VP talks to us..
say dunno what PLAN. lols.
ask us plans got what kind of plans,
etc goals, timetable, organise ourselves..
blahblahblah. den she continued with all her crap.
when suddenly heng quan knock on my chair -.-
starting is leechye keep tapping me, say hi.
den is this hengquan..
keep knocking on my chair when the VP talk.
den i use the pen i holding go poke his hand.
oops. ahah. it was kinda accidentally. but sorry anw.
then that !@#$%^& alif keep playing with my hair -.-
its like dam irritating, but nvm la.
i be 好人. see he still small kid let him play.
lols. after that VP talk hao le jiu go home :D

walked home like 6.30 soon le.
very very tired. on the bus saw many familiar faces.
all primary school people. (: long time no see.
doubt they rmb me. :\
anw, thats all for today's post.
type very long le. veh tired.
will post again tmr! bye.
super sad, moody too.
there's this damn feeling inside me.
so mixed up with lots of emotions.
i dunno why am i so sad.
i feel confused. so confused.
for the first time in my life.
i dont know what the hell am i thinking.
!@#$%^&!!!!! argh.
from a stranger, to a bestie.
and now, i really dont know.
my brain's gonna bao zha sooner or later.
console console console mee. ):
hmm, today is BORING :\
In fact everyday is boring for me..
Holidays coming le T.T
tmr till wednesday still got the dunno what study camp ):
will be studying in school from 8am - 5pm.
but at least there'll be 3 breaks in between.

then today, online msn..
talked to this random malay guy, named sham.
suddenly talk talk talk...
the three words "i hate you" pop out.
and there wrote Jennifer says: i hate you.
i was like wtf. i didnt type anything at all! ._.
like some thing just typed it out..
oh well, i want to watch painted skin T.T
looks so nice. horrifying o.o
tmr got schoool. sian-ed.

actually i know. i know what you're feeling..
i was really, shocked. i didnt know what to reply. so..
i said back to you what you said to me.
sorry if that wasnt what you expected..
i just didnt know how to react.
ahah. dumb me. :\

i said nothing happened, but of course..
surely there's something :\
hai, i forgive easily, but dont forget even if i never say it.
just by one word, okay maybe more of a phrase..
it kinda, made me feel real sad.
dam sad, almost made me tear.
dont feel like replying much anymore.
sorry if my replies were just one or two words,
i've got nothing to say.
when im sad, i can be real sad.
sad till no one can console me. :\
too emotional le bah.

i dont know how long more can i keep this inside me.


today mr ves told us that there'll be one person,
who'll be in the danger zone of retaining in our class.
of course i know who that is, its meng hwee.
i saw mr ves talking to him one to one today.
meng hwee look kinda disappointed.
hope he doesnt get too upset though.
he's good in nothing, but chinese.
chinese still get top in his class.
lols. though he's not higher mt.
but he sure can do better then me in chinese if he wants.
this few days, dunno why..
all the bad stuffs seems to be getting on me.
hai. feeling damn down.
i need consolation please ):


that phrase "DON'T REPLY" is harsh :\


boohoooo, im really sick today.
what an unlucky day it is for me :\
my taste bud is gooone D: i eat anything, its all BLAND.
today stayed at home the whole day, nth much happen though.
today's post is gonna be quite boring.

Some videos i watched today:




The Mean Kitty Song. Cute.


I guess thats all. now having my dinner.
dont really feel like eating.
fever rising, headache getting worser.
but i feel that im getting better.
i dont know why too, :\
Boohoo. I'm getting sick alreadys ):
hai. never tkcare of myself & this is what happens.

anyways, today just got back all of our results.
sadly, i failed a maths, and english compre.
but glad to say that, its the only 2 i failed :D

Surprising i pass CHEMISTRY. :O
yes, i pass that damn subject.
i did better for chem den my physics. ):
i used to score straight As for my physics.
buddens end of year, quite tough :\
alot of people kinda failed. &besides i didnt study for it..

for a maths, yeah, i failed. as usual. 44.4% :\
hahaha. but i got the highest among the girls.
shock huh. unbelievable. ms yong say my results like stock market.
very scary. rise and fall, rise and fall. lols.
but she say my foundation not bad. :D
e maths, more than what i've expected, b3. (:

for humans, got 26/50 for geog & 24/50 for ss.
buddens teacher never mark 2 questions for ss! :D
after that i earned 8 more marks!! yayyyy.
so thats like 32/50 now. wheee! ^^

f&n, got 34.5/50.
quite okay. acceptable la.
i just need that 0.5 mark to give me an A2.
why?!?!?! sadddd.

well i guess thats about it for my results.
NOW, about China products.
whats wrong with china nowadays.
making products that cause so much trouble?

WOW THIS LOOKS SO NICE!

MADE IN CHINA! SO CHEAP! :D

EFFECTS AFTER WEARING.

OMGWTF!?

CHINA PRODUCTS ARE DANGEROUS!


but those people also no brainer la.
ownself can feel pain still wear for what?
faster take off la. still wear till your feet lidat.

today we had a talk on STI,HIV,AIDS.
hahaha. i tink you people should have known what isit.
the talk was dam disgusting la.
show girls pussy and guys penis. wth -.-
but is how it looks when it's infected la.
dam gross can. then the funny thing is,
they still demonstrate how to wear a condom.
wtf luh =.= hahaha. i tink guys should really learn this.
lmao. if not when they grow up, still dunno how. xD

anyways, need to have some mass revision during dec break..
must start to study le. dont play play ar.
stomach super pain now.
think i blog until here bah.
boohoo, falling sick ):

*ahhhhhh chooo* excuse me, :\

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment.
Suddenly, the man realized that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.

Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
'Please wake me at 5:00 AM ' He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight.
Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,
when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.
The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.'
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.


WIFE VS. HUSBAND

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.

An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?'

'Yep,' the wife replied , 'in-laws'


WOMEN'S REVENGE

'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.

As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked.
'No,' she replied, ' but my husband refused to come shopping with me,

and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)

I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.

W O R D S

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...

"30,000 to a man's 15,000."

The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'

CREATION

A man said t o his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.'

The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain.

God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;

God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT

A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, 'You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee.'
The husband said, ' You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.'
Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.'
Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.'

So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament
and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says..........'HEBREWS'


God may have created man before woman,
but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.


haha, that was an email i received from chris.
thought it was pretty funny. so posted it :D

forget to post about my granny's bdae !
hm, she's 78 this year already.
thats sounds quite but not very old though.
she's still very healthy :D

me, my bro dad, sis & her bf went to take mrt.
thn till one stop, dont know where.
got 2 old women. stand in front of me.
then i was like so ps, sitting down there.
den i quickly let them sit.
my bro saw me let the old women sit he also let the old women sit.
lmao.im like so kind hearted la cans. hahaha.

then we all gathered at the cityhall mrt station.
they were like one big gang or something.
occupied a big space at the mrt stairs -.-
i think there was more than 25 ppl there. lol.
then i was wearing a tube and shorts, with cardi.
when my relatives saw me, all say i change alot,
till almost cannot recognise me le..
im like, huh? got meh? still the same la-.-
i think is because they very long nvr see me le.

then we went to some restaurant thats suppose to be for weddings one.
and ate there. the food was fabuloso! (:

the food that we ate:
1. Sharkfins
2. Crabs (Butter, Black Pepper & Chilli)
3. Prawns (麦片虾)
4. Soup (Lotus pork rib & peanuts)
5. Mango Pudding (Last item)
6. Paper Wrap Chicken (纸包鸡)
7. Some kind of tofu which i didnt eat.
8. Fish. DAM NICE ONE :D
9. Thai-style Sotong (i didnt eat)

i can't remember the rest. not so appealing to me:x
and then their service was like wth.
but that doesnt matter to me anyways.
cause i only want to eat the food, not them. lols.

after that we sang the birthday song :D
both chinese and english version. yay!
lmao. haha. and we had mango cake. yumyum :P
then me and my family went back home le (:
i had my fill. i was dam full that day. hoho.
it has been a very long time since i've eaten such good food. :\
well anyways, thats all for today's post.

Bye.

freakkingg eeww.
why some guys like so... urgh.
hah. dont even wanna think about it.
i just encountered something today.
its like so unbelievable.
but whatever, i shouldnt give a damn.

anyways, just came home from loyang point.
walao ehs. so many fking ******** over there can.
make me see le also want puke already.
just went over to someone's blog.
WAS DAM SHOCKED LA HOR @#%^&%(!
hahaha. but whatever it is. i shall not say.
to keep their privacy.

read the newspaper man.
there's another case of teens stuff.
this time is super french kiss in school ground!
hah. unimaginable. in school compound also so hiong.
hahahaha. teens nowadays ar..
all havoc already:D
weehoo. hahaha. adults have no control anymore.

now damn bored. im trying to think of things to write.
but i dunno what the hella to write here!
as you can see, im writing rubbish.
argh. anyways, for mother paper 1,
i got an A :D hope that i'll have A in paper 2 and oral and listening.
so that all adds u also still get A :D
hoho. gotta buck up in my chinese.
though exams are over, but there's still O LVL CHINESE!
sian half can. but nvm la.
chinese do my best can already.
fail jiu fail luh, nvr get A also nvm.
at least i know i've tried.
anyway nect year also can take again.
just that a bit waste money nia la.

if anyone's online now, PEI ME CHAT !! :D
wheeees~
i feel so stress-free now. hahahaha.
no longer need to worry about what exam tmr having(:
now the thing is ccas are resuming ):
awwww. when its time for us to take a break,
we gotta go back for our ccas again.
only one word to say; SIAN-ED.

next tuesday going to get back our exam papers le.
damn scared can D: what if i fail english?!
i dont even dare to think about it man.
now slacking at home, just woke up from my beauty slp.
haha. going out with YJ and co. tmr i guess.
it's her treat :D

im like broke, broke and broke.
& holidays are like coming?!
but i guess i'll be working for CIP hours anyway(:
hohoho. gotta work hard to help me minus marks in O lvl.
anyways, i already got A1 for my cca what :x
hah. well, its still good to work for CIP hours.
hope i can find a job during holidays too.
earn myself some pocket money ^-^

sayonara~
face the facts, you dont like me, dont bother saying the word love.
i really dont know what to do with you.
first you said this, and then you said that.
no point saying the word "sorry" after that.
i've really told you what i feel inside me.
i dont deserve all this, neither do you.

i just wanted you to be more understanding.
to be able to know what time isit!
you dont need to slp, people like me, needs it.
hais, crying actually does help abit.
stress-releasing i guess. but it's tiring. :\
you were never there when i needed you.
but you want me to be there when you need me.
what is this? hai. its like sooo unfair.
don't wanna care about this shit anymore.

feeling damn crappy this few days.
exams went past fast. quite happy with it though(:
tmr's the last addmath paper, stress-ed though.
good for those who've ended their exams.
and goodluck to those who haven't.
I really feel sick already.

Boohoo, Bye.
hohoho! only left F&N, AMATHS1&2 :D
yay yay yay! im sooo happy.
holidays are coming ((:
im like so dam tired.
today de maths paper 2, do finish still left 1/2 hr.
den mr ves come wake me up. T.T
very tired can. I EVEN DREAMED :D
hahahaha. dam nice to slp at my place there. (:
anyways, now revising F&N......
hope i can rmb everything ! ^-^
aww man ):
i think chemistry gonna fail.
why geog de questions always luan qi ba zao one.
luckily i got revise GR, and rivers.
the coast hor, die already :x
plus the GM food. forget evrything le!
ahhhhh. hahaha. aiya. nvm la.
just hope can pass for the whole thing can le.

:D
AHHHH. weekends at home sleep and watch tv.
didnt even revise until a single thing!
omgomgomg. tmr is chemistry.
thats my weakest subject T.T
eh, no la. a maths my weakest :x
hahaha. my maths getting weaker and weaker already!
sian, nvr practice. now still using comp.
lmao. aiya, im slacking way tooo much ):
hoho. can't believe i'm still awake at this time of the day :B
today is my granny's bdae :D wish her a very happy birthday!
sad to say, she's my only grand parent left..
but she's still strong and kicking oh! haha (:
wonder what should i wear.. dress? or just normal tee.
it's been a long time since i visited her..

anyway, yesterday had ss and e maths paper 1.
e maths was somehow okay la. hope i would pass.(:
ss, didnt have time T.T for the first time in my life,
i could write so much for a subject like ss.
hahaha. i must've looked too much down on myself.
hope that i'd would score better in my geog and e maths p2!
so that i would have a better grade :DD
just posting here to wish everyone;

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EOY, OR O LVLS, OR WHATEVER LA =D
Monday
we had our first exam, CME.
there were questions like:

who lead the cabinet
1. Prime minister
2. MOE
3. MOH
4. Member of Parliament

what do they do on zhong yuan jie?
1. pray to the ghosts
2. feed the ghosts
3. remember the dead
4. (forget)

its like wt**** la. is this really related to CME?
lols. i dont think it should be included into our moral values.
besides, our CME teacher, MISS sabrina SOH,
didnt even teach us a damn thing la.
if i ever fail my CME exams, it will be this year's paper.

Tuesday
We had our chinese and english paper 1.
Chinese the topics were like super chicken feet.
buddens need to think ver hard for the points you wanna write.
as for english, GONE CASE ALREADY. sian.
i think i'll retain this year all thanks to my english paper.
hahahahaha. :\
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