Girls (sorted alphabetically) Adelene : S Alexandra : MXL Chinhwee : S Huimin : ML Jamie : S Jennifer : ML Jiajin : MXL Liana : S Meihui : S Shalote : S Sharry : ML Shimin : XS Shimin.Tan : ML Sihui : ML Stella : S Tonghwee : M Yeeling : ML Yiling : MXL Yinjia : ML Yinyin : ML Yizhen : MXL Yunqin : MM
Guys Ang.RX: M Bryan.Mok : S Clarence : XS Henry.C : XS Jonathan : L Patrick : XS Rayner : M Terence : XL Yongwang : M Mr.Khoo : M Mr.Yong : M
Okays people , our CO shirt design is done ! CLICK FOR LARGER VIEW.
It costs around 20$, But we wont collect full amount because there's still some CO fund left. I need your sizes by this week . Tag or sms me, (sms would be better) .
For girl's cutting , PE t-shirt size SS = Polo tee sizeL For guy's cutting , PE t-shirt size is the SAME as Polo tee size.
However the max size for girl's is PE shirt S size, Polo tee XL. So for those who are exceeding that size, you need to take the guy's cutting XS or bigger if you want.
NOTICE:
The pink you see over there is not accurate.
The outcome will be in HOTPINK.
If there's anything you DON'T understand, sms me or chat with me online. smallgirl_12345@hotmail.com ; 96580226 .
since i have nth to blog about, im gonna do some a kind of survey thingy someone sent..
1 . Were you name after anyone? Er, no? lol. 2 . Last time you cried was..? Hmm, ysd i tink. Watched drama. I'm EMOTIONAL . :x 3 . Like your handwritng? Well, yeah . But not when i scribble , It's horrifying :x 4 . Your favourite lunch meat ? Er, human meat . LOL, jk. Chicken la . 5 . Do you have kids? Im like , 15 ?! So what do you think . 6 . If you were another person, would you be friends with you? YES . I'm like so hella talkative at night . 7 . Do you use sarcasm alot? It depends on who im talking with . :x 8 . Do you still have your tonsils? Er, idk what the hella's that. 9 . Would you go bungee jumping? Maybe, i think . lol . 10 . What is your favourtie cereal? Hmm, honey stars ! 11 . Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? My school shoes have no laces to untie. XD 12 . Do you thin you are strong? Of course ! I'm Super Woman ! LOL . 13 . What's your favourite ice cream? Chocolate ! 14 . What is the first thing you notice about ppl the way they dress themselves? Ers, i don't really comment on what ppl wear . 15 . Red or pink? RED . 16 . Least favourite thing about yourself ? Hmm, always sleepy . LOL . 17 . Who do you miss the most ? Him , :\ 18 . Colour of pants and shoes you wearing ? Black pants , at home so not wearing shoes . 19 . Last thing you ate ? CHAR KWAY TEOW ! :D 20 . What are you listening to right now? The teeveeee . 21 . If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? White . Colourless . 22 . Favourite smell(s)? Smell of rain . 23 . Who was the last person you chat with on the phone? Can't rmb . 24 . Do you like the person who sent it to you? Yeap . She's my mei ! (: 25 . Favourite sport that you watch? Badminton (: Never got bored of it . 26 . Hair colour? Brown-black . 27 . Eye colour? Black , (: 28 . Do you wear contacts? Grey ! :D 29 . Favourite food ? Anything edible . 30 . Scary movies or happy endings? Scaryyyy . 31 . Last movie you watched ? The mirror , for only 15 mins -.- 32 . What colour shirt are you wearing? Pink . 33 . Summer or winter? Summer ! 34 . Hugs or kisses? Hugs ! 35 . Favourite dessert? Ice longgan ! 36. Most likely to respond? when im happy :D 37 . Least likely to respond? when im uber sleepy or pissed? 38 . What book are you readng now? None . Hopefully i can read Eclispe soon . 39 . What's on your mouse pad? A mouse ! :O 40 . What did you watch on t.v. last night? Drama Series . 41 . Favourite sound? Ding Dong . 42 . Rolling stones or beatles? Errrrrr . 43 . Furthest place you've been from here? Hell . 44 . Any special talents? Sleeping . LOL . Playing Yang Qin lo (: 45 . Where were you born? Singapore , KKH .
don't feel like blogging about camp. cause if im gonna blog about it, it's gonna be a very long one. plus now im super duper tired already.
*yawns*
okay anyway, i had fun during the camp. (: many ppl like the amzing race ! good job tong hwee :D and rayner keep having leg cramps. dam farny sia . the night we watch the mirror, dai laoshi ask me jj and sharry out. dammit man. i wanna watch one luhs. after that didnt manage to finish watching. only like watch first 15mins nia. -.- but overall the camp was okay la :D EXCEPT, for the food wise. the food from store one is like what the hell. not nice to eat lor. eat until i now, having a bad sore throat. some online friends then tell me drink salt water. drink le throat pain sial, but getting better now. so yeah, thats all bout the camp. dowan write so much le.
i blog for so long sia, now is already 12midnight. look at how long i can post just such a short one. but its because i keep doing other things la :x i shall stop here now,
Whatever advice you give today will have more importance for its recipient than you might think it would, so be careful about how adamant you are that they follow it. They already feel like you have all the answers and know exactly what they should do -- their attachment to you is growing, and pretty much whatever you say goes. If this makes you feel uncomfortable, then say so. Make it clear that you think they are capable of making the right decisions.
well, the only i know is that,
i haven't been giving out any advice lately.
so yeah, friendster horoscope is clearly lying.
lols. xD and erm i was suppose to be packing for camp this wed.
but im a bit lazy right now.
so i thought i could do the packing later on as well.
from 1st, i think i'm gonna start doing my hw already.
so yeah, won't be chatting much anyways.
twilight the movie is coming out on 18 dec!
im sooo gonna watch it. :D
oh well, this few days like damn boring.
i've been like beating up my winnie the pooh. D:
now like flat flat already. lols :x
i tink i'm emotionally unstable somehow. lmao.
damnnnnnnn sad la. argh.
better watch more dramas to make me distracted :D
but i watch until got eyebags already luh -.-
yay, just changed my blog song.. super sad huh :\ sigh. camp is coming in 2 more days. so fast so fast~ D: these few days so cold. after camp sure sick one. been slping late these few days. also dunno during camp can tahan anot. i just cant seem to slp at night. ):
Right now, it's a good idea for you to stick close to home and focus on one or two people who matter the most to you. Things around your home, like warmth and safety, are very appealing and satisfying for you. Also, there is a huge possibility for new levels of depth in your personal relationships. A recent drama, while frustrating, has made you a lot closer with someone, and this fledgling relationship could benefit from some more attention today.
is that so? that doesnt seem to happen to me. sigh. everyday stay at home also sian. i think im gonna suffer from depression sooner or later. lols, just jking. but seiously.. im bored at home. might be going out tmr finally. currently feeling somehow bored. in fact, which day am i not bored? lols. anyway, i'll blog again during midnight or somewhere there. so... yeah.
one happy thing is, my DS is finally fixed! yay man. after so long. finally ar. gosh, maybe that's one thing to occupy me for some time. at least, ahah. oh well, i'll go back to slping then.
ahhh, eyes damn swollen. how how. gosh. ): today went out eat with sis and mum, had a pretty good time i tink. after so many months.. this is like the first time im going out with them. trying to put down sad memories, move on girl! study hard for your future, then say hello to happiness :D & right now, i really have no mood for homeworks. they're like a pile in my house, never touched.
damn, i dunno around 12:30 i was talking to a friend online. suddenly think about dunno what .. i suddenly teared. :'( awww. gosh, more eyebags. damn. i just suddenly feel so so so so sad. but nvm, someone cheer me up . thks aye.
after that im right here blogging, eyes dam swollen. dunno what to do. sian.
i got to know this Madtv, thanks to aaron. it made me laugh the whole night. also, ks intro me some of miss swan's video on youtube, she's dam dumb! god. & she can really irritate ppl damn well sia. (can learn from her) oops. ahah. but the videos kept me entertained though. (:
oh well. it's like midnight already. and im still down here blogging. have a bad stomach ache since evening. it went better for awhile. but its coming back again! awww. pain pain pain. if there's ever a next life, i wanna be born a male man! being a girl sucks, have this have that. its terrible horrible vegetable! T.T
camp is like next wed! oh god oh god oh god! so fast cannn. better slp more while i have the chance now. im gonna miss my comfy bed when im in the camp. xD hope i have a fun time (not a tiring one).
hmm, as usual, im lost for words while blogging. my life is getting more boring day by day :O now eating the dunno what takoyaki, dunno how to spell. lols. been watching drama this few days. kinda boring, staying at home all day.. luckily still have cca, so can go out walk walk a bit.
learn a bit of sign language :x dam cool. im boreddd. D: maybe going ice skate soon :D yayyy. very long never ice skate liao . next time go sure fall down alot of times one :x
i wanna watch twilighttt! should be coming out in dec? hmmm, i forgotten th date somehow :\
Okay a short post for today. Hadnt really got the time to blog this past few days. (actually is got la, but i totally forgotten tht i've actually got a blog)
Oh well, hmmm. let's talk about cca? CO camp is like 8 more freaking days to go! time really passes so fast. a pity we didnt havve enough time to make a co shirt. or else it could have been our camp tshirt! sadded. ahahah. &&! the new score, "Song of Cicada" ; is quite challenging on the tempo. Poooooor conductor. :x but overall i think it was quite easy. Just that the beats wasnt so accurate and stuffs.
Hmmmm, i dont really know what else to blog about. i don't think you as the reader would also wanna read my boring life. lols. i'll blog soon again~ (i hope)
wish everyone goodluck for tomorrow. my everyone = people who taking o lvl's chinese. oh well, im a bit nervous though. it's been quite sometime since i write any chinese compos. teacher give de homework, i from starting of the year.. never even hand in one ._. i'll just try my best for tmr bah.
gonna go offline now. goodnights everyone, sweetest dreams to all.
One day while I was shopping with my mother, we were walking past a store with a big front window. In this window there was a little boy, just standing there looking back at me. He had a black eye and bruised cheek. And the look in his eyes was so sad. They were filled with so much pain and sadness that just looking into them brought tears to my eyes. And I turned away.
Some years later, while walking past the store again, I saw that same little boy. He had grown some but it was apparant that it was the same boy. He still had bruised cheeks and his nose was taped up from being broken. In his eyes I could still see all his pain, his lonliness, his sadness. Once again it brought tears to my eyes, and once again I turned away.
In my teenage years, I walked past the store again. And again the boy was there. He had grown into a tall young man. No bruises on his face this time. But his eyes had changed. They hadn't lost their sadness or their pain or lonliness, but they had taken on a hard edge. Looking into his eyes this time scared me. This time I not only turned away but I walked faster than I had before because I couldn't bear to see this boy's eyes anymore.
Since I've grown up, I haven't gone back to that store. Maybe because I'm afraid to see the man that boy has become. I was going to go once, but I decided I didn't need that in my life at this point. I mean what is he to me anyway? I don't need it. My life is happy.
Yesterday, I was in my house and I just happened to walk by a mirror. The strangest thing happened. That boy from the window, he was a man now, and he was in that mirror staring back at me. His eyes don't have that hard look to them anymore and he actually looked happy now.
When I think back to the little boy in the window, staring into his eyes, into my eyes, I can't believe I was ever that sad. And I can't believe that his eyes, my eyes, scared me so bad that I couldn't bear to look.
It shows me that anyone's life can change for the better. If that little sad boy, who turned into a hard angry teenage boy, can change into the happy man I saw yesterday... then anyone can change for the better, given the right circumstances.
yesterday went out to meet the committee. discussed about the cca shirt thing then went off. went out with adelene & huimin (: first go plaza sing, boughts stuffs. den went to compass point. ate mos burger. dam full luh~ after that walk walk. going home tht time finding bus stop. find till leg very suan luhs. xD dam funny. chatted alot in the bus. summarised the whole thing. lazy type :x
thats all for now. going back to study my chinese~ bye.
It was Friday, February 19, 1999. I was sitting in my car dazed, confused and very much in turmoil, because I had just buried my beloved two year old son, Jarod Charles, 15 minutes ago.
I had left in my car to get away and was completely numb to all around me. As I sat at the stop sign, I was so completely unaware that I started to proceed out of turn. The fellow across from me honked madly, gave me the "finger" and mouthed a few obscenities that I did not fail to miss.
I sat there so completely stunned and then I became so filled with spontaneous anger that I was shaking. I thought to myself, what a low life scum bag jerk to "flip me off" after I just buried my son. I peeled away and was simmering on the point of boil.
I drove back to the graveyard, have giving it enough time for the rest of the mourners to be gone, to have private time with my son. As I sat there, I became more upset that that man's single act was crowding my mind when I just wanted to weep and talk to my little boy before my flight that night.
As I thought, I came to realize something that made me fill with shame instantly. WHO AM I TO BE ANGRY AT THAT MAN?? HOW WAS HE SUPPOSE TO KNOW?? In fact, I asked myself if I could still count on both hands or if it was time to start on my toes, how many times I had done that exact thing.
Then came the reality of it. And here is my point. It is about random acts of kindness, not random acts of unaware cruelty.
Like I said, how was he to know I had just buried my baby. But the sad thing is, how I am to know that the kid I cursed a punk about 2 months ago for nearly sideswiping me wasn't on the brink of suicide and my gesture pushed him to the edge?
Or how about that little old man that I cursed until I even had to blush because he was not paying attention and missed the whole red light?? Or how about that lady that took MY PARKING spot at the mall?? How am I to know that the little old man wasn't deep in memory of a loved one past....or how about the lady simply just didn't see my blinker because she was worrying about getting her shopping done to get home to take care of her kids???
Ok, maybe I'm being overly dramatic, but really, its true...we know no one until we've walked in their shoes.
So the next time you feel anger, frustration, etc towards a stranger, think before you act. Try to be overtly nice. For if they are truly in the wrong, perhaps your kind gesture will set them on a kinder, more aware approach.
Life is very short. Live each minute like it is your last.
i know now is the crucial period for thos who are taking their O levels. & many of you are facing the same distraction; COMPUTER.
Yes. that evil technology savvy machine that's causing you your studying time.
Try this:
1) Reward system; i study for 1 hour, then i'm allowed 15mins on the computer. OR i study this chapter. after this chapter, i'll play for 1/2 hour.
2) Punishment system; if i cannot concentrate on my studies for 1 hour, no computer break.
3) Psychological system; the computer is evil. i cannot touch it. if i touch it, i will not do well. it is evil it is evil it is evil *chants*
4) Friends-help system; study together and encourage each other not to use the computer. like "eh, remind me to not touch the comp ah. if i touch, your fault hor ._. "
5) Desperate system; disconnect the computer from the internet, lock your computer, throw it away (i'm kidding). stop all communication to your computer in any way. such as seeing your computer, feeling it, etc.
i'm sure it should help :D oh, and if you decide to throw your computer out, let me know. i'll catch it :D haha. ps; i'm refering to laptops as well uh!
just a pretty short post today. went to chinese remedial. i was dam!@#$%^& early. buddens tht dai laoshi havent come yet. WASTE MY TIME. den me & jj go CO first. after that sharry sms us to go chinese remedial. we go up le. i just sit down, dai laoshi go out. WTF?! after that tinghui walk out. den sharry say all go tgt la. den okay lor. everyone went out. my everyone = co members la. even jj! she also pontang with us :x hahaha. then we all faster run. phew. & that stupid han cong! anyhow tell teacher we go toilet when we already tell him we go co. lols sia. den we all run to CO. she never come find us ley. den after practice, me, jon & jj chose the SYF costume thingy. also dunno why she call we three only ._. thought is everyone choose tgt.
after that they measure okay le, the 4 of us, me, jj, yl, sharry; gonna get scolding from dai laoshi. but me yl and sharry faster run out. ben lai should be nothing will happen de. buddens, jiajin still in the room. den we three dowan her to get scolded alone. so we went back & TIO MEH (hokkien = kena scolding) from her. hahaha. sharry kept laughing, make me wanna laugh also. den clarence patrick adelene huimin they all, sit at the side machiam listening to our lecture lidat.
after that. me, pat, clarence, jon, adelene & huimin, sat down discuss the CO shirt thingy. walan eh, clarence ar! you alot of opinions ley! RMB! you need to think of EVERYONE. not just yourself!!! haiyo. den he keep quarreling. after that me, adelene, huimin go eat. talk talk talk, design the shirt, den walk walk walk, continue talk. LOL. then take bus home, me and adelene talk talk. aiya, lazy type le.
nth much happened after this. whatever happened, are all sad things ): dont wish to blog about it. So long poeple, bye!
One day a father and his rich family took his son to a trip to the country with the firm purpose to show him how poor people can be. They spent a day and a night in the farm of a very poor family.
When they got back from their trip the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"
"Very good Dad!"
"Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked.
"Yeah!"
"And what did you learn?" The son answered, "I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden, they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden, they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have a whole horizon."
When the little boy was finishing, his father was speechless. His son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are!"
Isn't it true that it all depends on the way you look at things? If you have love, friends, family, health, good humor and a positive attitude towards life-you've got everything!
You can't buy any of these things, but still you can have all the material possessions you can imagine, provisions for the future, etc., but if you are poor of spirit, you have nothing!
Everyday, i would hear people complaining about how 'poor' they are, having nothing at all; when they have friends beside them to take care of them, are very healthy, etc. Count your blessings, people would say. Take time to think through everything that has happened in your life. Do you think you're still 'poor'? Poor in spirit, perhaps. But not poor in materialistic possession. To be able to have a family sit with you for a meal is something you should rejoice over for there are many others who are not so fortunate, like me. When you are healthy, rejoice over that for there are many others suffering and fighting for their dear lives out there. Your perspective is really all that matters.
Even e poorest man, with e right attitude, is e richest :D
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.
There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.
i'm sure we've all been through a situation whereby you thought someone would do it and that someone thought you would do it. it's irritating, no doubt. but it's human nature. next time, dont just wait for someone to do the job for you when you are supposed to do it and is able to do it. Fulfil what you have to do.
& today's my brother's birthday. Just wanna wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. he's 13 this year. which is sec 1 but he's still a bit childish though. he enjoys watching OKTO aka kids central =.= he stills don't wear underwear. (okay i know thats a bit too private.) but he's SEC 1 already la! lols :x & my mother.. dont know why, gave him a teddybear. i got him a shirt, which is white with golden wordings. it looks nice, but kind of shitty on him :\ oh well, had a moody day. nothing much happen, as usual.
when i woke up it was raining. everytime it rains, i noe the day wont be good :\ went online, at around 11am. only me and my mother was home. then waited till around 1 or 2pm, ate lunch. my mother then go white sands. left me alone in the house ): dam bored. sleep awhile, dont feel like sleeping. went to mini mart, buy snacks. got some stupid guy whistle when i walk to mm -.- perverts seem to be everywhere nowadays.
after that went home. enjoyed my snack. its four plus. feeling pretty down. went to bathe, eat biscuits, choco, sweets. slept awhile, chatted.
and now blogging. im bored. bored. and more bored. hai. i think i better dont get involved in any r/s now. dam 扫兴. will get sad, lonely, angry. idk, all kinds of emotions.
Summary for the 3-Day Study Camp its not as bad as how i thought it would be. had quite a fun time there. ms wee was funny, mr leong.. kinda still the same. and hor, that mr chiang.. can really keep secrets huh -.- realised that i had alot of revising to do in my chem. i dont even know the basics before i attend this camp. well, at least now i know le :D
hohoho, as for maths i finally know how to find the sinA/a = sinB/b = sinC/c thing le. last time always never listen in class. den dunno how to do. good thing there's the camp (: but throughout the camp only do trigo ley. so sian..
english. hms, they were preparing us for expository writing? dunno how to spell la. lmao. so they had this debate, we were to write down our views. amongst the classmates, 6 students were chosen for the class debate on the 2nd day of the camp. the 6 were engteck, idris, abinav, haidar, lisa and lastly... me :\ my english isnt very good. or should i say not at all... me, engteck and idris is in the proposition team; and the other three is in the opposition team. im the 1st speaker, followed by engteck and idris. lisa was the 1st speaker too, followed by haidar and abinav.
while saying out my stuffs, i was kinda shaking abit. nervous. but i manage to talk for 2 and a half min. (: then lisa rebutted, which i dont really know what. she said only like one and a half min. thats... short :\ then engteck had many things to say, he talked for like 3mins. haidar then rebutted, the points wasnt so good though.. the floor-speakers came in and say out their views. abinav and idris then rebutted to the floor speakers. then we're done with the debate.
the 3rd day, ms priya then chose one out of the six ppl. that chosen one needs to present a speech in front of the 3e classes. she go choose me sia :\ i was like wth.. =.= i mean, engteck did pretty well & so did haidar. i was expecting it to be one of them lor. or maybe idris cause he was pretty funny. xD so i then told her, that i didnt wanna do the speech. she kept persuading me. say it can help me improve my english too. but i insisted that i didnt wanna say the speech. then she said okay.. & said that her 2nd choice was et. i knew it:D engteck spoke well. just that.. his points werent so good. i told him.. but he didnt listen. then he had to write out an essay for his speech. i helped him a little cause i kinda feel bad.
so yeah.. the other two speakers from the other classes; vanessa & shao cong. which mrs jay kept pronouncing as "siao cong" lols. was not bad. they did pretty well. engteck got 3rd. i think its because he had too many awkward tones. its funny..:\ vanessa spoke the most stable one lor. thats why i think she got 1st (: then shao cong, say the speech, so long. 2 and a half page. then keep dropping things -.- but his points was good. so he got 2nd.
so this actually proves that girls actually speaks better :x
as for the class debate, my team won! :D yay. we each got a 10$ popular voucher -.- lols. nvm. its still a prize :\
haha. anyways, back to blogging on what happened today. today was the physical promotion day. the day where everyone know where they'll go to. we got back our report books. my grades werent those kind of straight As la. but still not as bad as i thought. When everything has been combined tgt, eoy marks, midyear marks, ca marks.
Comments:Well-disciplined, trustworthy and resposible girl. Able to work well with others and assumes responsibility well. Excels in self-supervision and self-improvement. Avoids motional involvement and does not overreact in any situation. Able to provide others and is committed to do her best. Has a flair for the performing arts and engages passionately in her areaas of interest.
like wow. the comments were all not true. xD teacher describe till too good le la. that doesnt sound like me -.- but it has been a very long time since i failed only 1 subject. normally fail at least 2 one :x & its because of english :\ my vocab and grammar wasnt good at all. i think is teacher help to pull me up one la :D anyways, thats all for the results. then we had the prize presentation.
meng hwee: top in basic chinese cheryl: top in art elynn: top in class farhan shah: top in poa alex: top in combine science jarel: top in d&t jianming: top in f&n
congrats to these people in my class! :D after the prize presentation.. it was time for physical promotion! we each went to our sec 4 class (: the classroom looks smaller though. the environment dam good to sleep sia. dont know how they study one. the classroom is dam neat, unlike our previous :x hahaha. bless the 3e2 next year :D
my class no one retain !! which is a good thing. yayy. and we won the best class award for this year! :D the prize was 500$ ahahhah. sad for the 3e3 ppl. since sec 1 they won us, but this time its our turn (: mr evs say want to book chalet at changi, den at night go for night walk at OCH. lmao. that place.. kinda freaky. went once. with my ex. in the afternoon also very dark luh. the stairway is dam dark. maybe that time i go is ghost festival period la :\
at night then i post again bah (: off to cook dinner with my mother now. period!
bad mood again today :\ sorry, if i've not said what you wanted to hear. won't be blogging much nowadays. only if i have something to say then will blog bah.
Just some MVs that are quite old already. lol. but still superb to me! :D
Stay With Me - 蔡旻佑
我想要说 - 蔡旻佑
沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E
猜不透 - 丁噹
enough of music, now for the real blogging. today was very very tiring. ): we had only 3 subjects for the day: English, Maths, Chemistry, from 8am-5pm -.- we had 3 breaks, which is 2 and a half hours all tgt.
English was boring, as usual. ms priya was boring. i mean not her.. her lessons. she had to rush through everything, which i dont even get a damn thing. and we have to do the debate by tmr. everything's like so rush. and that isnt good.
well, but we had some "fun" during chem though. for once, almost everyone understands chemistry. we were split into 4 groups of ten people. my group, got the worst teacher, Mr Leong. but who cares. my group are the ones who pass chem.(: there were 3 other teachers, mr lek, miss wee & mr chiang. pathetic eh? four teachers teaching in a class.
miss wee was dam cute, small small short short one. i think she's only 130+cm tall. but quite old le la :x mr lek, was the so called "girly" one. but he teach not bad ley. from what i observe (: as for mr chiang, everyone thinks he teaches good la. so i tink he's not bad too.
and then we had maths, which was quite.. boring? just do finish the worksheet. nothing do le. then mr ves talk to us stuffs on cyber wellness. tell us not to eet strangers we know online, not to cyber bully, or whatever.. but we don't really listen, do we? all this talks, like no use also. hah.
then we went to the library for the one hr break. watched movie, Night @ the Museum. which is kinda out of date already. but still interesting (: but watch till half need to go back class le. sian, then went to have english again.
when it was 5.30pm, mr ves talked to us. he told us to look on the bright side no matter what.(: then our class sing the short phrase: "always look on the bright side of life" den mr ves whistle the next part. lols. mr ves really whistles very well :D he den mentioned about what a bad week he had.. but still, wears a smile on his face to school. his pda phone hanged for more than 10 times per day, so he had to use his brother's phone.. his roller blade is spoilt, as the wheels can't roll anymore, and his motorbike has gone crazy. ahah. and he still can be so happy everyday, telling us many great great stories :D
after he finished his story, the VP talks to us.. say dunno what PLAN. lols. ask us plans got what kind of plans, etc goals, timetable, organise ourselves.. blahblahblah. den she continued with all her crap. when suddenly heng quan knock on my chair -.- starting is leechye keep tapping me, say hi. den is this hengquan.. keep knocking on my chair when the VP talk. den i use the pen i holding go poke his hand. oops. ahah. it was kinda accidentally. but sorry anw. then that !@#$%^& alif keep playing with my hair -.- its like dam irritating, but nvm la. i be 好人. see he still small kid let him play. lols. after that VP talk hao le jiu go home :D
walked home like 6.30 soon le. very very tired. on the bus saw many familiar faces. all primary school people. (: long time no see. doubt they rmb me. :\ anw, thats all for today's post. type very long le. veh tired. will post again tmr! bye.
super sad, moody too. there's this damn feeling inside me. so mixed up with lots of emotions. i dunno why am i so sad. i feel confused. so confused. for the first time in my life. i dont know what the hell am i thinking. !@#$%^&!!!!! argh. from a stranger, to a bestie. and now, i really dont know. my brain's gonna bao zha sooner or later. console console console mee. ):
hmm, today is BORING :\
In fact everyday is boring for me..
Holidays coming le T.T
tmr till wednesday still got the dunno what study camp ):
will be studying in school from 8am - 5pm.
but at least there'll be 3 breaks in between.
then today, online msn..
talked to this random malay guy, named sham.
suddenly talk talk talk...
the three words "i hate you" pop out.
and there wrote Jennifer says: i hate you.
i was like wtf. i didnt type anything at all! ._.
like some thing just typed it out..
oh well, i want to watch painted skin T.T
looks so nice. horrifying o.o
tmr got schoool. sian-ed.
actually i know. i know what you're feeling..
i was really, shocked. i didnt know what to reply. so..
i said back to you what you said to me.
sorry if that wasnt what you expected..
i just didnt know how to react.
ahah. dumb me. :\
i said nothing happened, but of course..
surely there's something :\
hai, i forgive easily, but dont forget even if i never say it.
just by one word, okay maybe more of a phrase..
it kinda, made me feel real sad.
dam sad, almost made me tear.
dont feel like replying much anymore.
sorry if my replies were just one or two words,
i've got nothing to say.
when im sad, i can be real sad.
sad till no one can console me. :\
too emotional le bah.
i dont know how long more can i keep this inside me.
today mr ves told us that there'll be one person,
who'll be in the danger zone of retaining in our class.
of course i know who that is, its meng hwee.
i saw mr ves talking to him one to one today.
meng hwee look kinda disappointed.
hope he doesnt get too upset though.
he's good in nothing, but chinese.
chinese still get top in his class.
lols. though he's not higher mt.
but he sure can do better then me in chinese if he wants.
this few days, dunno why..
all the bad stuffs seems to be getting on me.
hai. feeling damn down.
i need consolation please ):
boohoooo, im really sick today. what an unlucky day it is for me :\ my taste bud is gooone D: i eat anything, its all BLAND. today stayed at home the whole day, nth much happen though. today's post is gonna be quite boring.
Some videos i watched today:
The Mean Kitty Song. Cute.
I guess thats all. now having my dinner. dont really feel like eating. fever rising, headache getting worser. but i feel that im getting better. i dont know why too, :\
Boohoo. I'm getting sick alreadys ): hai. never tkcare of myself & this is what happens.
anyways, today just got back all of our results. sadly, i failed a maths, and english compre. but glad to say that, its the only 2 i failed :D
Surprising i pass CHEMISTRY. :O yes, i pass that damn subject. i did better for chem den my physics. ): i used to score straight As for my physics. buddens end of year, quite tough :\ alot of people kinda failed. &besides i didnt study for it..
for a maths, yeah, i failed. as usual. 44.4% :\ hahaha. but i got the highest among the girls. shock huh. unbelievable. ms yong say my results like stock market. very scary. rise and fall, rise and fall. lols. but she say my foundation not bad. :D e maths, more than what i've expected, b3. (:
for humans, got 26/50 for geog & 24/50 for ss. buddens teacher never mark 2 questions for ss! :D after that i earned 8 more marks!! yayyyy. so thats like 32/50 now. wheee! ^^
f&n, got 34.5/50. quite okay. acceptable la. i just need that 0.5 mark to give me an A2. why?!?!?! sadddd.
well i guess thats about it for my results. NOW, about China products. whats wrong with china nowadays. making products that cause so much trouble?
WOW THIS LOOKS SO NICE! MADE IN CHINA! SO CHEAP! :D EFFECTS AFTER WEARING. OMGWTF!? CHINA PRODUCTS ARE DANGEROUS!
but those people also no brainer la. ownself can feel pain still wear for what? faster take off la. still wear till your feet lidat.
today we had a talk on STI,HIV,AIDS. hahaha. i tink you people should have known what isit. the talk was dam disgusting la. show girls pussy and guys penis. wth -.- but is how it looks when it's infected la. dam gross can. then the funny thing is, they still demonstrate how to wear a condom. wtf luh =.= hahaha. i tink guys should really learn this. lmao. if not when they grow up, still dunno how. xD
anyways, need to have some mass revision during dec break.. must start to study le. dont play play ar. stomach super pain now. think i blog until here bah. boohoo, falling sick ):
Be Careful when eating apples Please don't eat the skin of the apple because it's coated with wax. Check before you eat many of the fruits. WAX is being used for preservation purposes and cold storage. You might be surprised especially apples from USA and other parts, are more than one year old, though it would look fresh. Becox wax is coated, preventing bacteria to enter, So it does not get dry. Please Eat Apples after removing the wax as demonstrated below.
i didnt know that :O but i think in most apples also wont lidat. cause this is in US what. (: Thats all for now, i damn bored :\
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM ' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.' Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?'
'Yep,' the wife replied , 'in-laws'
WOMEN'S REVENGE
'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, ' but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.
W O R D S
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...
"30,000 to a man's 15,000."
The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'
CREATION
A man said t o his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.'
The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain.
God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!
WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, 'You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee.' The husband said, ' You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.' Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.' Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.'
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says..........'HEBREWS'
God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.
haha, that was an email i received from chris. thought it was pretty funny. so posted it :D
forget to post about my granny's bdae ! hm, she's 78 this year already. thats sounds quite but not very old though. she's still very healthy :D
me, my bro dad, sis & her bf went to take mrt. thn till one stop, dont know where. got 2 old women. stand in front of me. then i was like so ps, sitting down there. den i quickly let them sit. my bro saw me let the old women sit he also let the old women sit. lmao.im like so kind hearted la cans. hahaha.
then we all gathered at the cityhall mrt station. they were like one big gang or something. occupied a big space at the mrt stairs -.- i think there was more than 25 ppl there. lol. then i was wearing a tube and shorts, with cardi. when my relatives saw me, all say i change alot, till almost cannot recognise me le.. im like, huh? got meh? still the same la-.- i think is because they very long nvr see me le.
then we went to some restaurant thats suppose to be for weddings one. and ate there. the food was fabuloso! (:
the food that we ate: 1. Sharkfins 2. Crabs (Butter, Black Pepper & Chilli) 3. Prawns (麦片虾) 4. Soup (Lotus pork rib & peanuts) 5. Mango Pudding (Last item) 6. Paper Wrap Chicken (纸包鸡) 7. Some kind of tofu which i didnt eat. 8. Fish. DAM NICE ONE :D 9. Thai-style Sotong (i didnt eat)
i can't remember the rest. not so appealing to me:x and then their service was like wth. but that doesnt matter to me anyways. cause i only want to eat the food, not them. lols.
after that we sang the birthday song :D both chinese and english version. yay! lmao. haha. and we had mango cake. yumyum :P then me and my family went back home le (: i had my fill. i was dam full that day. hoho. it has been a very long time since i've eaten such good food. :\ well anyways, thats all for today's post.
freakkingg eeww. why some guys like so... urgh. hah. dont even wanna think about it. i just encountered something today. its like so unbelievable. but whatever, i shouldnt give a damn.
anyways, just came home from loyang point. walao ehs. so many fking ******** over there can. make me see le also want puke already. just went over to someone's blog. WAS DAM SHOCKED LA HOR @#%^&%(! hahaha. but whatever it is. i shall not say. to keep their privacy.
read the newspaper man. there's another case of teens stuff. this time is super french kiss in school ground! hah. unimaginable. in school compound also so hiong. hahahaha. teens nowadays ar.. all havoc already:D weehoo. hahaha. adults have no control anymore.
now damn bored. im trying to think of things to write. but i dunno what the hella to write here! as you can see, im writing rubbish. argh. anyways, for mother paper 1, i got an A :D hope that i'll have A in paper 2 and oral and listening. so that all adds u also still get A :D hoho. gotta buck up in my chinese. though exams are over, but there's still O LVL CHINESE! sian half can. but nvm la. chinese do my best can already. fail jiu fail luh, nvr get A also nvm. at least i know i've tried. anyway nect year also can take again. just that a bit waste money nia la.
wheeees~ i feel so stress-free now. hahahaha. no longer need to worry about what exam tmr having(: now the thing is ccas are resuming ): awwww. when its time for us to take a break, we gotta go back for our ccas again. only one word to say; SIAN-ED.
next tuesday going to get back our exam papers le. damn scared can D: what if i fail english?! i dont even dare to think about it man. now slacking at home, just woke up from my beauty slp. haha. going out with YJ and co. tmr i guess. it's her treat :D
im like broke, broke and broke. & holidays are like coming?! but i guess i'll be working for CIP hours anyway(: hohoho. gotta work hard to help me minus marks in O lvl. anyways, i already got A1 for my cca what :x hah. well, its still good to work for CIP hours. hope i can find a job during holidays too. earn myself some pocket money ^-^
face the facts, you dont like me, dont bother saying the word love.
i really dont know what to do with you.
first you said this, and then you said that.
no point saying the word "sorry" after that.
i've really told you what i feel inside me.
i dont deserve all this, neither do you.
i just wanted you to be more understanding.
to be able to know what time isit!
you dont need to slp, people like me, needs it.
hais, crying actually does help abit.
stress-releasing i guess. but it's tiring. :\
you were never there when i needed you.
but you want me to be there when you need me.
what is this? hai. its like sooo unfair.
don't wanna care about this shit anymore.
feeling damn crappy this few days.
exams went past fast. quite happy with it though(:
tmr's the last addmath paper, stress-ed though.
good for those who've ended their exams.
and goodluck to those who haven't.
I really feel sick already.
hohoho! only left F&N, AMATHS1&2 :D yay yay yay! im sooo happy. holidays are coming ((: im like so dam tired. today de maths paper 2, do finish still left 1/2 hr. den mr ves come wake me up. T.T very tired can. I EVEN DREAMED :D hahahaha. dam nice to slp at my place there. (: anyways, now revising F&N...... hope i can rmb everything ! ^-^
aww man ): i think chemistry gonna fail. why geog de questions always luan qi ba zao one. luckily i got revise GR, and rivers. the coast hor, die already :x plus the GM food. forget evrything le! ahhhhh. hahaha. aiya. nvm la. just hope can pass for the whole thing can le.
AHHHH. weekends at home sleep and watch tv. didnt even revise until a single thing! omgomgomg. tmr is chemistry. thats my weakest subject T.T eh, no la. a maths my weakest :x hahaha. my maths getting weaker and weaker already! sian, nvr practice. now still using comp. lmao. aiya, im slacking way tooo much ):
hoho. can't believe i'm still awake at this time of the day :B today is my granny's bdae :D wish her a very happy birthday! sad to say, she's my only grand parent left.. but she's still strong and kicking oh! haha (: wonder what should i wear.. dress? or just normal tee. it's been a long time since i visited her..
anyway, yesterday had ss and e maths paper 1. e maths was somehow okay la. hope i would pass.(: ss, didnt have time T.T for the first time in my life, i could write so much for a subject like ss. hahaha. i must've looked too much down on myself. hope that i'd would score better in my geog and e maths p2! so that i would have a better grade :DD just posting here to wish everyone;
GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EOY, OR O LVLS, OR WHATEVER LA =D
Monday we had our first exam, CME. there were questions like:
who lead the cabinet 1. Prime minister 2. MOE 3. MOH 4. Member of Parliament
what do they do on zhong yuan jie? 1. pray to the ghosts 2. feed the ghosts 3. remember the dead 4. (forget)
its like wt**** la. is this really related to CME? lols. i dont think it should be included into our moral values. besides, our CME teacher, MISS sabrina SOH, didnt even teach us a damn thing la. if i ever fail my CME exams, it will be this year's paper.
Tuesday We had our chinese and english paper 1. Chinese the topics were like super chicken feet. buddens need to think ver hard for the points you wanna write. as for english, GONE CASE ALREADY. sian. i think i'll retain this year all thanks to my english paper. hahahahaha. :\
Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do I've been stressing to fall back in love with you I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through But I can't go on this way I've got to stop it babe You've been wonderful in all that you can be But it hurts when you say that you understand me So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I love I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door Trying to take us back to where we were before But I'm done I just can't do this anymore Cause we can't be mended So let's stop pretending now We've been walking round in circles for some time And I think we should head for the finish line So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I love I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah
I, I I'm so sorry baby but I, I I've got to pack up and leave but I, I'll always remember how we came close to be And what I wanted to be I wanted you baby Oooooh Yeahh I wanted you I wanted, I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh) I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh) I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh) I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah) I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how) I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
exams are starting in 2 days. hope everyone did study for their EOY. we needa pass our english especially. i've improved quite alot in my ca2 (: maybe its because only a few topics were being tested. haha. im glad that i've got an A2 for my prelims :D im gonna try really hard for this EOY. hope that most importantly my english will pass. my english is always 50-60 and not more than that. so its like hanging on the edge. hai. really stressed this days. dont ask why. i enjoy spending time with my friends. at home, i rarely talk. when i said rarely, i meant one one sentence per day. others were like just nodding, and i dont even wanna stare at my family. just hope i'll be stress-free after exams.
the news is now in newspapers le. dont know if her parents will find out anot. wish her all the best. alot ppl waiting for tmr. to watch the drama that might happen? hai. sad for her.. if its me, i really ont know what to do. its like so obvious. girl ar girl, who ask you want lidat in public. you should have better yeah. anyways, exams are coming. don't let this matter spoil your study mood. tkcares.
this news seems to have spread throughout the web. even gaming forums are chatting about it. everyone was shocked to know. it's unimaginable.
some people say they're despo, some people think they're shameless. well i dont know.. just hope they won;t get into any big trouble. guess thats all for now.
Hey ya all! it's been a long time since i blogged huh. well just blogging here to wish all the nhco-ians all the best! tmr's the concert day (: they can do it. i know they can. chris gave jon. three free tixs so he asked me to come along :D ahah. i wonder who's the other one that's going. i guess it should be patrick. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT. he's finally 13. but still seems immature to me though. hahaha. i tink that girls are really more matured de guys. at their age la. lols. when they get older the guys then will know how to tink. anyways, gotta slp early! might be going study with jon before the concert.
cant get to sleep tired but just cant close my eyes. later this afternoon still need go out study. just hope that i dont fall aslp while studying can le. hahahaha.(: ccas standing down le. so have more time to study instead of going for ccas. pretty proud that i've made 26 cca points :D congrats to me. got 2nd for this in class. waha. cheryl got the most - 28. anyways, i tink i better go get some slp. dont wanna be like panda ! =D
Trend In School many people are now reading twilight. idk why also. i finsihed reading like last week(: thanks to jessica ;D haha. she lent me her book that she borrowed from th library. she had to reserve for 2 weeks before having th bk. it seems that many people are wanting to read it. i think its because the movie is coming out soon. on 21nov! i'm so gonna watch it !!
there's still the 2nd, 3rd and 4th book. which is new moon, eclispe and breaking dawn. i cant wait to finish reading all of the books, the book is a definitely must read ((:
Studies been having studies groups and feel that it didnt help much. lols. there's alot of questions that i still dont understand. especially in chemistry, i really cmi luh!!!!! nvm, its alrdy 12:24am as im writing this post. cause continue from just now. tmr going study again ((: hoho. needa slp early now. bye!
End Of Year Exams They are coming to attack us soon! Everyone's brain is gonna burst :D Super duper stressed but still can't seem to focus in my studies. Tried to study but i don't think it works. Today i study... Next day forget everything le! ): If i had one wish now, i would wanna have the best memory! But i know it's impossible D:
School's A Boredom Many many things happening. Can't seem to be fully updated.xD Unexpected things are poping out one by one. Watching them all fell into that, makes me wanna laugh. Weird things have been happening. But no comments. It's their way of life, i can't change anything. You, as the reader, might not understand what im saying here.. But if you were me, you would definitely know why.
Upcoming tests Anyways, there's chemistry class test tmr! & also SPA (Science Practical Assessment) at 3.30pm (: I love having spa! lols. I'm gonna pass my sciences no matter what!!! lalala.. off to study!
wheeees. now all i gotta do is study study & more study. :D
My Mother's Powerful Thunder Snore. woke up at 10+ am today. dammm sleepy. all thanks to my super duper mother ! xD she snore louder than thunder luhs. waapiang. her snore 4+am wake me up. den i shake her, she become diam diam.. lie back down she start snoring agains. dam pek cek sia. den shake her again. she never snore le faster sleep. lols hor.
Those Homeworks.. after i woke up slacked at home the whole morning. around 2+ went out walk walk with my girlf, (: den went to have lunch at 3+. reached home at 4+ slpt till 5+.. forget online. told them i'll be online by 4pm but in the end never. homework all do halfway dont feel like doing. not just dont feel like, dont know how do also.
Music's The Love ♥ found many many nice songs. it all started when this unknown guy from msn, chatted me while i was listening to leona lewis's song. he was a big fan of hers, so am i :D and we started chatting. the whole conversation was about songs and artists. lol. he sent me some songs too. it was superb. we both were r&b song lovers. i tink almost everyone is . haha. r&b songs rocks! singers like mariah carey, leona lewis, rihanna, jonas brothers; all rocks to the core :D
idk since when did i became such a r&b maniac. but oh well, better start with those homeworks! (:
today actually wan go do homework de, but den change to tmr. its already saturday people! school starts in like one more day ?!?! fast can. :\ i have do my homework! as usual. wahaha. currently listening to 如果我们能在一起 by 梁静茹! its super nice k. must listen !! :D
just finish eating dinner. dam full. why other ppl de parents got give them $$ when they never go out. but my parents so niao one. 1$ also dowan give. ): now slacking at home. bored till wan die le laaa. no mood to do homework. lazy uh me. xD i'll go back to playing my friendster de game den! might blog again later :D
boooooooo. its friday agains. one week has gone so fast, so fast. :\ i havent done my coursework, english hw which is alrdy DUED. and besides, i still have many many homeworks undone. omg omg omg. haha. ima slacker man. always leaving things to the last min. and not doing any of it. ahah. well anyway, skipped nh practice today.. didnt really feel like going. STRESS UP MAN. so many things to do, so little time. i wish time could stop and let me finish the things i need to finish! ):
its been quite some time since i last blog. forgotten that i have a blog until someone ask if i got blog. lols. well, some updates about whats happening.
Siglap Chinese Orchestra there's gonna be a camp during november i tink. cant rmb the date. it'll be for 3 days. there'll be fun & games AS WELL AS practice! cause on the last day of the camp, we'll set off to an old folk's home. & of course, it is to perform there la.
Results for CA2 i fail a maths, & yeah, i've always failed a maths. but only pass one class test la. lols. i fail a maths until very jialat. F9 - (7.3/100) =.= haha. but the good thing is that i pass the others. if only i've taken POA. then lidat pass all liao. lmao. idk why i chose a maths also, im not gonna take engineering courses anyway. ..but nvm, im gonna try and do my best for EOY ! i dont wanna retain back ):
New Horizons Chinese Orchestra now that cheyian is back, i dont have to be in charge of the scores anymore :D haha. but the sad thing is, chris told me.... that we need to play 4 songs for the performance. sian. look at the date now, its already 4th sept ! i can play zhan wang, im struggling with dao lu, i cant play qiu xu! & still have one song the scores still not out yet. sian. some more exams still coming le. where got time?!?!! they must be crazy. should have plan earlier what. after the performance im gonna back out from NH le. serious no time, gotta study for O's. but that's if i ever get promoted la. sian.
Holidays time really passes quickly when you're havin fun. its already THURSDAY. so fast. i didnt hand in the english hw though. forgotten :x oops. haha. maths haven started yet, so is a maths. i feel like my brain is exploding !!!! argh. i wanna be 18 soon. life's miserable for me now ):
NHCO everything's going fine. glad that now everyone know that im incharge of the attendance. hope that they will be auto abit. come sms me instead of me asking them. haha. well, the practice is going on well. but the new score, 道路, seems very hard for me. im worried that i dont have enough time to prac. as i have to study and prac at the same time. hais. well, thks to huimin now i have to perform. but i doubt i can make it. D: hm, not everyone's contact i have. so i'll just have to go asking for them on wed then. & thanks alot to jasmine (:
PHONE i'm currently using back my old number, which is 984753**, M1 line. using an old model. well, i should be happy alrdy. at least there's still a phone left for me to use.
SCHOOL everything still remains the same. not much happening nowadays. just that i havent completed my coursework. & im really scared i'll flunked my F&N. should i drop this subject next year ? hmmmm. next year i would really drop one subject. so that im able to have extra lessons for other weaker subjects. i haven't been studying much ): i guess i really need a tutor!
Sch was boring as usual. had a short assembly from 3n3, 3n2, 3e2 and 3e3. the short skit from 3n2 sucks la. its like telling other people that bullying is fun. just like what mr ves says. then that daniel guy, who didnt use his brains. took a sheet of paper written "LOSER", and point it to the discipline master. serve him right as he's gonna have detention everyday after sku for 2hrs. anyways, it was raining quite heavily today. sleepy for the whole day.
after sch went hm straight & bathe. den meet jon and bryan in cab. we went to CS den watch tv down dere. waited for the rest so long they still haven come. den i turned back randomly. & saw one whole row of people standing down there looking at us. it was mr chiang and the rest of the CO commitees. what the. lols. they down there stand so long den i realise. (well, at least i was the first to notice) lol. den we went to Jack's place to have our dinner. and had a short "meeting" over there.
after that i went straight to elias cc. its only like 5+pm. den waited for jon to be there. then finally pay finish the $ i owe him. den walk to the bench there, saw bryan. sat there for awhile, jon came cycling back. say its raining so not meeting henry(mr chiang) le. around 6pm chris finally came together with DOMONIC. kinda shocked, as i thought he quitted alrdy. well anyways, its good that he came back to see.
had practice for 2hrs. before that chatted awhile. adelene and huimin is backing out from the performance. dam sad. i dont know if i can cope, with my studies and NH. well, i've passed all my subjects. except eng and a maths haven take back, was happy with my results. but at the same time, disappointed that they both are deproving from their studies.
hai, well let's just let each day come and go. anything can wait.
Feelings are many but words are few, Clouds are dark but sky is blue, Love is a paper, Life is like glue, Everything is false only friendship like me is true.
this is what someone send me just to ask me to cheerup. haha, thks to that person anyway (: much appreciated. feel like i've had billions of family problems nowadays. hai. i yearned for a better life, but im doing nothing about it. my mother keep asking daddy for money. den daddy would go after jie for money. jie den dunno what to do. yes, she have lots of money. but she's saving up for her future. den i also sian half already. i owe many ppl money. :x owe my sis 10$, my bro 20$, yanni 10$ & ms lim 58$. D: hai, will try to return them asap.
Here's a joke (from my good friend of mine) to end my post - A Doctor said to the Patient: You will die within 2 hours. Do you wish to see anyone before you die? The patient said: Yes....................... a good doctor.
This has got to be one of the cleverest stuff that you've read in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)!
DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM
PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER
ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER
DESPERATION:
When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT
THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE
GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE
THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS
SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME
ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY
ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT
SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S
A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE
THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE
ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you rearrange the letters: TWELVE PLUS ONE
AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:
MOTHER-IN-LAW: When you rearrange the letters: WOMAN HITLER
hey all, its been a long time since i've last posted yeah. lets updated you guys about it.
MY PHONE. i've just lost my phone which is like 2 days ago, which is a friday. im so dumb ): why did i leave my hp on the bench. just made a police report. argh. sad for me. but oh well, what's gone is gone. if it's meant to be mine, it will be back to me. God bless.
NHCO. feeling more and more comfortable with the people there now. hope that i'll have a chance to know everyone. & i went for the walt disney PAYCO performance today. i felt that it was great, except for one thing, the seats. we were sitting at the corner so we couldnt get much of a view at it. but oh well, music is meant for the ears to enjoy anyway (: they had many performance, it all went so well.. if only nhco would be someting like them one day. but it seems a bit difficult. people in nh, i feel that they dont really put their heart and soul to play. maybe for some, but not all. i think its just that they should have a camp or something.. bond them together. make them bonded. so during practices they would be more into it.
SCHOOL. everything's going well in school. the happy thing is all the tests i've gotten back, i passed :D Emaths, MT, Geog, SS, Physics. haha, now waiting for Eng, Amaths, F&N and Chem. every thursday i would go to Jessica's hse to study with YJ(: her hse is like gorgeous. how i wish i was like her. practically would have all i want. but life's like that, thing's just dont go your way.
--------------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
--------------------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt. Horny. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends But rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone New and realize that you are a perfect match.
-----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous And sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up Feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you Repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your New love in 8 days.
------------------APRIL BABY ------------------- Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does Work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good Memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look For information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or Make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and Others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and Traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you Repost this in 5 mins, a Cutie that's caught your eye Will introduce themselves and you will realize that You are very much alike in the next 2 day s.
-----------------MAY BABY ----------------- Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and Highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to Dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good Imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves Literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike Being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the Next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone You do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
------------JUNE BABY ------------- You've got the best personality and are an Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt And more than likely have an a very attractive Partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely That you have a massive record collection. You Have a great choice in films, and may one day Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, You've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you Will meet someone that may possibly become One of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
----------------JULY BABY -------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to Be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily Consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's Feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive And forms impressions carefully. Caring and Loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of Sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people Through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties In studying. Loves to be with friends Always broods About the past an d the old friends. Waits for Friends. Ne ver looks for friends. Not aggressive Unless provo ked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt But takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
------------AUGUST BABY --------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
------------SEPTEMBER BABY --------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
---------------OCTOBER BABY ------------------- Loves to chat.. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
---------------DECEMBER BABY --------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly . Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. ]
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im feeling very shitty today. D: problems are everywhere!!!! how how?? dont know what to do alrdy la .
dont feel like going to school.... tmr got geog test, f&n test & physics test. ALL IN ONE DAY. sian.. made alot of ppl not happy today :x sorry, even though i know they wont be here reading this. but oh well, who cares.
my blog is getting kind of dead. nothing interesting happen-ed. so no point updating. will update whenever possible~
Girls (sorted alphabetically) Adelene : S Alexandra : MXL Chinhwee : S Huimin : ML Jamie : S Jennifer : ML Jiajin : MXL Liana : S Meihui : S Shalote : S Sharry : ML Shimin : XS Shimin.Tan : ML Sihui : ML Stella : S Tonghwee : M Yeeling : ML Yiling : MXL Yinjia : ML Yinyin : ML Yizhen : MXL Yunqin : MM
Guys Ang.RX: M Bryan.Mok : S Clarence : XS Henry.C : XS Jonathan : L Patrick : XS Rayner : M Terence : XL Yongwang : M Mr.Khoo : M Mr.Yong : M
Okays people , our CO shirt design is done ! CLICK FOR LARGER VIEW.
It costs around 20$, But we wont collect full amount because there's still some CO fund left. I need your sizes by this week . Tag or sms me, (sms would be better) .
For girl's cutting , PE t-shirt size SS = Polo tee sizeL For guy's cutting , PE t-shirt size is the SAME as Polo tee size.
However the max size for girl's is PE shirt S size, Polo tee XL. So for those who are exceeding that size, you need to take the guy's cutting XS or bigger if you want.
NOTICE:
The pink you see over there is not accurate.
The outcome will be in HOTPINK.
If there's anything you DON'T understand, sms me or chat with me online. smallgirl_12345@hotmail.com ; 96580226 .
since i have nth to blog about, im gonna do some a kind of survey thingy someone sent..
1 . Were you name after anyone? Er, no? lol. 2 . Last time you cried was..? Hmm, ysd i tink. Watched drama. I'm EMOTIONAL . :x 3 . Like your handwritng? Well, yeah . But not when i scribble , It's horrifying :x 4 . Your favourite lunch meat ? Er, human meat . LOL, jk. Chicken la . 5 . Do you have kids? Im like , 15 ?! So what do you think . 6 . If you were another person, would you be friends with you? YES . I'm like so hella talkative at night . 7 . Do you use sarcasm alot? It depends on who im talking with . :x 8 . Do you still have your tonsils? Er, idk what the hella's that. 9 . Would you go bungee jumping? Maybe, i think . lol . 10 . What is your favourtie cereal? Hmm, honey stars ! 11 . Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? My school shoes have no laces to untie. XD 12 . Do you thin you are strong? Of course ! I'm Super Woman ! LOL . 13 . What's your favourite ice cream? Chocolate ! 14 . What is the first thing you notice about ppl the way they dress themselves? Ers, i don't really comment on what ppl wear . 15 . Red or pink? RED . 16 . Least favourite thing about yourself ? Hmm, always sleepy . LOL . 17 . Who do you miss the most ? Him , :\ 18 . Colour of pants and shoes you wearing ? Black pants , at home so not wearing shoes . 19 . Last thing you ate ? CHAR KWAY TEOW ! :D 20 . What are you listening to right now? The teeveeee . 21 . If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? White . Colourless . 22 . Favourite smell(s)? Smell of rain . 23 . Who was the last person you chat with on the phone? Can't rmb . 24 . Do you like the person who sent it to you? Yeap . She's my mei ! (: 25 . Favourite sport that you watch? Badminton (: Never got bored of it . 26 . Hair colour? Brown-black . 27 . Eye colour? Black , (: 28 . Do you wear contacts? Grey ! :D 29 . Favourite food ? Anything edible . 30 . Scary movies or happy endings? Scaryyyy . 31 . Last movie you watched ? The mirror , for only 15 mins -.- 32 . What colour shirt are you wearing? Pink . 33 . Summer or winter? Summer ! 34 . Hugs or kisses? Hugs ! 35 . Favourite dessert? Ice longgan ! 36. Most likely to respond? when im happy :D 37 . Least likely to respond? when im uber sleepy or pissed? 38 . What book are you readng now? None . Hopefully i can read Eclispe soon . 39 . What's on your mouse pad? A mouse ! :O 40 . What did you watch on t.v. last night? Drama Series . 41 . Favourite sound? Ding Dong . 42 . Rolling stones or beatles? Errrrrr . 43 . Furthest place you've been from here? Hell . 44 . Any special talents? Sleeping . LOL . Playing Yang Qin lo (: 45 . Where were you born? Singapore , KKH .
don't feel like blogging about camp. cause if im gonna blog about it, it's gonna be a very long one. plus now im super duper tired already.
*yawns*
okay anyway, i had fun during the camp. (: many ppl like the amzing race ! good job tong hwee :D and rayner keep having leg cramps. dam farny sia . the night we watch the mirror, dai laoshi ask me jj and sharry out. dammit man. i wanna watch one luhs. after that didnt manage to finish watching. only like watch first 15mins nia. -.- but overall the camp was okay la :D EXCEPT, for the food wise. the food from store one is like what the hell. not nice to eat lor. eat until i now, having a bad sore throat. some online friends then tell me drink salt water. drink le throat pain sial, but getting better now. so yeah, thats all bout the camp. dowan write so much le.
i blog for so long sia, now is already 12midnight. look at how long i can post just such a short one. but its because i keep doing other things la :x i shall stop here now,
Whatever advice you give today will have more importance for its recipient than you might think it would, so be careful about how adamant you are that they follow it. They already feel like you have all the answers and know exactly what they should do -- their attachment to you is growing, and pretty much whatever you say goes. If this makes you feel uncomfortable, then say so. Make it clear that you think they are capable of making the right decisions.
well, the only i know is that,
i haven't been giving out any advice lately.
so yeah, friendster horoscope is clearly lying.
lols. xD and erm i was suppose to be packing for camp this wed.
but im a bit lazy right now.
so i thought i could do the packing later on as well.
from 1st, i think i'm gonna start doing my hw already.
so yeah, won't be chatting much anyways.
twilight the movie is coming out on 18 dec!
im sooo gonna watch it. :D
oh well, this few days like damn boring.
i've been like beating up my winnie the pooh. D:
now like flat flat already. lols :x
i tink i'm emotionally unstable somehow. lmao.
damnnnnnnn sad la. argh.
better watch more dramas to make me distracted :D
but i watch until got eyebags already luh -.-
yay, just changed my blog song.. super sad huh :\ sigh. camp is coming in 2 more days. so fast so fast~ D: these few days so cold. after camp sure sick one. been slping late these few days. also dunno during camp can tahan anot. i just cant seem to slp at night. ):
Right now, it's a good idea for you to stick close to home and focus on one or two people who matter the most to you. Things around your home, like warmth and safety, are very appealing and satisfying for you. Also, there is a huge possibility for new levels of depth in your personal relationships. A recent drama, while frustrating, has made you a lot closer with someone, and this fledgling relationship could benefit from some more attention today.
is that so? that doesnt seem to happen to me. sigh. everyday stay at home also sian. i think im gonna suffer from depression sooner or later. lols, just jking. but seiously.. im bored at home. might be going out tmr finally. currently feeling somehow bored. in fact, which day am i not bored? lols. anyway, i'll blog again during midnight or somewhere there. so... yeah.
one happy thing is, my DS is finally fixed! yay man. after so long. finally ar. gosh, maybe that's one thing to occupy me for some time. at least, ahah. oh well, i'll go back to slping then.
ahhh, eyes damn swollen. how how. gosh. ): today went out eat with sis and mum, had a pretty good time i tink. after so many months.. this is like the first time im going out with them. trying to put down sad memories, move on girl! study hard for your future, then say hello to happiness :D & right now, i really have no mood for homeworks. they're like a pile in my house, never touched.
damn, i dunno around 12:30 i was talking to a friend online. suddenly think about dunno what .. i suddenly teared. :'( awww. gosh, more eyebags. damn. i just suddenly feel so so so so sad. but nvm, someone cheer me up . thks aye.
after that im right here blogging, eyes dam swollen. dunno what to do. sian.
i got to know this Madtv, thanks to aaron. it made me laugh the whole night. also, ks intro me some of miss swan's video on youtube, she's dam dumb! god. & she can really irritate ppl damn well sia. (can learn from her) oops. ahah. but the videos kept me entertained though. (:
oh well. it's like midnight already. and im still down here blogging. have a bad stomach ache since evening. it went better for awhile. but its coming back again! awww. pain pain pain. if there's ever a next life, i wanna be born a male man! being a girl sucks, have this have that. its terrible horrible vegetable! T.T
camp is like next wed! oh god oh god oh god! so fast cannn. better slp more while i have the chance now. im gonna miss my comfy bed when im in the camp. xD hope i have a fun time (not a tiring one).
hmm, as usual, im lost for words while blogging. my life is getting more boring day by day :O now eating the dunno what takoyaki, dunno how to spell. lols. been watching drama this few days. kinda boring, staying at home all day.. luckily still have cca, so can go out walk walk a bit.
learn a bit of sign language :x dam cool. im boreddd. D: maybe going ice skate soon :D yayyy. very long never ice skate liao . next time go sure fall down alot of times one :x
i wanna watch twilighttt! should be coming out in dec? hmmm, i forgotten th date somehow :\
Okay a short post for today. Hadnt really got the time to blog this past few days. (actually is got la, but i totally forgotten tht i've actually got a blog)
Oh well, hmmm. let's talk about cca? CO camp is like 8 more freaking days to go! time really passes so fast. a pity we didnt havve enough time to make a co shirt. or else it could have been our camp tshirt! sadded. ahahah. &&! the new score, "Song of Cicada" ; is quite challenging on the tempo. Poooooor conductor. :x but overall i think it was quite easy. Just that the beats wasnt so accurate and stuffs.
Hmmmm, i dont really know what else to blog about. i don't think you as the reader would also wanna read my boring life. lols. i'll blog soon again~ (i hope)
wish everyone goodluck for tomorrow. my everyone = people who taking o lvl's chinese. oh well, im a bit nervous though. it's been quite sometime since i write any chinese compos. teacher give de homework, i from starting of the year.. never even hand in one ._. i'll just try my best for tmr bah.
gonna go offline now. goodnights everyone, sweetest dreams to all.
One day while I was shopping with my mother, we were walking past a store with a big front window. In this window there was a little boy, just standing there looking back at me. He had a black eye and bruised cheek. And the look in his eyes was so sad. They were filled with so much pain and sadness that just looking into them brought tears to my eyes. And I turned away.
Some years later, while walking past the store again, I saw that same little boy. He had grown some but it was apparant that it was the same boy. He still had bruised cheeks and his nose was taped up from being broken. In his eyes I could still see all his pain, his lonliness, his sadness. Once again it brought tears to my eyes, and once again I turned away.
In my teenage years, I walked past the store again. And again the boy was there. He had grown into a tall young man. No bruises on his face this time. But his eyes had changed. They hadn't lost their sadness or their pain or lonliness, but they had taken on a hard edge. Looking into his eyes this time scared me. This time I not only turned away but I walked faster than I had before because I couldn't bear to see this boy's eyes anymore.
Since I've grown up, I haven't gone back to that store. Maybe because I'm afraid to see the man that boy has become. I was going to go once, but I decided I didn't need that in my life at this point. I mean what is he to me anyway? I don't need it. My life is happy.
Yesterday, I was in my house and I just happened to walk by a mirror. The strangest thing happened. That boy from the window, he was a man now, and he was in that mirror staring back at me. His eyes don't have that hard look to them anymore and he actually looked happy now.
When I think back to the little boy in the window, staring into his eyes, into my eyes, I can't believe I was ever that sad. And I can't believe that his eyes, my eyes, scared me so bad that I couldn't bear to look.
It shows me that anyone's life can change for the better. If that little sad boy, who turned into a hard angry teenage boy, can change into the happy man I saw yesterday... then anyone can change for the better, given the right circumstances.
yesterday went out to meet the committee. discussed about the cca shirt thing then went off. went out with adelene & huimin (: first go plaza sing, boughts stuffs. den went to compass point. ate mos burger. dam full luh~ after that walk walk. going home tht time finding bus stop. find till leg very suan luhs. xD dam funny. chatted alot in the bus. summarised the whole thing. lazy type :x
thats all for now. going back to study my chinese~ bye.
It was Friday, February 19, 1999. I was sitting in my car dazed, confused and very much in turmoil, because I had just buried my beloved two year old son, Jarod Charles, 15 minutes ago.
I had left in my car to get away and was completely numb to all around me. As I sat at the stop sign, I was so completely unaware that I started to proceed out of turn. The fellow across from me honked madly, gave me the "finger" and mouthed a few obscenities that I did not fail to miss.
I sat there so completely stunned and then I became so filled with spontaneous anger that I was shaking. I thought to myself, what a low life scum bag jerk to "flip me off" after I just buried my son. I peeled away and was simmering on the point of boil.
I drove back to the graveyard, have giving it enough time for the rest of the mourners to be gone, to have private time with my son. As I sat there, I became more upset that that man's single act was crowding my mind when I just wanted to weep and talk to my little boy before my flight that night.
As I thought, I came to realize something that made me fill with shame instantly. WHO AM I TO BE ANGRY AT THAT MAN?? HOW WAS HE SUPPOSE TO KNOW?? In fact, I asked myself if I could still count on both hands or if it was time to start on my toes, how many times I had done that exact thing.
Then came the reality of it. And here is my point. It is about random acts of kindness, not random acts of unaware cruelty.
Like I said, how was he to know I had just buried my baby. But the sad thing is, how I am to know that the kid I cursed a punk about 2 months ago for nearly sideswiping me wasn't on the brink of suicide and my gesture pushed him to the edge?
Or how about that little old man that I cursed until I even had to blush because he was not paying attention and missed the whole red light?? Or how about that lady that took MY PARKING spot at the mall?? How am I to know that the little old man wasn't deep in memory of a loved one past....or how about the lady simply just didn't see my blinker because she was worrying about getting her shopping done to get home to take care of her kids???
Ok, maybe I'm being overly dramatic, but really, its true...we know no one until we've walked in their shoes.
So the next time you feel anger, frustration, etc towards a stranger, think before you act. Try to be overtly nice. For if they are truly in the wrong, perhaps your kind gesture will set them on a kinder, more aware approach.
Life is very short. Live each minute like it is your last.
i know now is the crucial period for thos who are taking their O levels. & many of you are facing the same distraction; COMPUTER.
Yes. that evil technology savvy machine that's causing you your studying time.
Try this:
1) Reward system; i study for 1 hour, then i'm allowed 15mins on the computer. OR i study this chapter. after this chapter, i'll play for 1/2 hour.
2) Punishment system; if i cannot concentrate on my studies for 1 hour, no computer break.
3) Psychological system; the computer is evil. i cannot touch it. if i touch it, i will not do well. it is evil it is evil it is evil *chants*
4) Friends-help system; study together and encourage each other not to use the computer. like "eh, remind me to not touch the comp ah. if i touch, your fault hor ._. "
5) Desperate system; disconnect the computer from the internet, lock your computer, throw it away (i'm kidding). stop all communication to your computer in any way. such as seeing your computer, feeling it, etc.
i'm sure it should help :D oh, and if you decide to throw your computer out, let me know. i'll catch it :D haha. ps; i'm refering to laptops as well uh!
just a pretty short post today. went to chinese remedial. i was dam!@#$%^& early. buddens tht dai laoshi havent come yet. WASTE MY TIME. den me & jj go CO first. after that sharry sms us to go chinese remedial. we go up le. i just sit down, dai laoshi go out. WTF?! after that tinghui walk out. den sharry say all go tgt la. den okay lor. everyone went out. my everyone = co members la. even jj! she also pontang with us :x hahaha. then we all faster run. phew. & that stupid han cong! anyhow tell teacher we go toilet when we already tell him we go co. lols sia. den we all run to CO. she never come find us ley. den after practice, me, jon & jj chose the SYF costume thingy. also dunno why she call we three only ._. thought is everyone choose tgt.
after that they measure okay le, the 4 of us, me, jj, yl, sharry; gonna get scolding from dai laoshi. but me yl and sharry faster run out. ben lai should be nothing will happen de. buddens, jiajin still in the room. den we three dowan her to get scolded alone. so we went back & TIO MEH (hokkien = kena scolding) from her. hahaha. sharry kept laughing, make me wanna laugh also. den clarence patrick adelene huimin they all, sit at the side machiam listening to our lecture lidat.
after that. me, pat, clarence, jon, adelene & huimin, sat down discuss the CO shirt thingy. walan eh, clarence ar! you alot of opinions ley! RMB! you need to think of EVERYONE. not just yourself!!! haiyo. den he keep quarreling. after that me, adelene, huimin go eat. talk talk talk, design the shirt, den walk walk walk, continue talk. LOL. then take bus home, me and adelene talk talk. aiya, lazy type le.
nth much happened after this. whatever happened, are all sad things ): dont wish to blog about it. So long poeple, bye!
One day a father and his rich family took his son to a trip to the country with the firm purpose to show him how poor people can be. They spent a day and a night in the farm of a very poor family.
When they got back from their trip the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"
"Very good Dad!"
"Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked.
"Yeah!"
"And what did you learn?" The son answered, "I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden, they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden, they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have a whole horizon."
When the little boy was finishing, his father was speechless. His son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are!"
Isn't it true that it all depends on the way you look at things? If you have love, friends, family, health, good humor and a positive attitude towards life-you've got everything!
You can't buy any of these things, but still you can have all the material possessions you can imagine, provisions for the future, etc., but if you are poor of spirit, you have nothing!
Everyday, i would hear people complaining about how 'poor' they are, having nothing at all; when they have friends beside them to take care of them, are very healthy, etc. Count your blessings, people would say. Take time to think through everything that has happened in your life. Do you think you're still 'poor'? Poor in spirit, perhaps. But not poor in materialistic possession. To be able to have a family sit with you for a meal is something you should rejoice over for there are many others who are not so fortunate, like me. When you are healthy, rejoice over that for there are many others suffering and fighting for their dear lives out there. Your perspective is really all that matters.
Even e poorest man, with e right attitude, is e richest :D
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.
There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.
i'm sure we've all been through a situation whereby you thought someone would do it and that someone thought you would do it. it's irritating, no doubt. but it's human nature. next time, dont just wait for someone to do the job for you when you are supposed to do it and is able to do it. Fulfil what you have to do.
& today's my brother's birthday. Just wanna wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. he's 13 this year. which is sec 1 but he's still a bit childish though. he enjoys watching OKTO aka kids central =.= he stills don't wear underwear. (okay i know thats a bit too private.) but he's SEC 1 already la! lols :x & my mother.. dont know why, gave him a teddybear. i got him a shirt, which is white with golden wordings. it looks nice, but kind of shitty on him :\ oh well, had a moody day. nothing much happen, as usual.
when i woke up it was raining. everytime it rains, i noe the day wont be good :\ went online, at around 11am. only me and my mother was home. then waited till around 1 or 2pm, ate lunch. my mother then go white sands. left me alone in the house ): dam bored. sleep awhile, dont feel like sleeping. went to mini mart, buy snacks. got some stupid guy whistle when i walk to mm -.- perverts seem to be everywhere nowadays.
after that went home. enjoyed my snack. its four plus. feeling pretty down. went to bathe, eat biscuits, choco, sweets. slept awhile, chatted.
and now blogging. im bored. bored. and more bored. hai. i think i better dont get involved in any r/s now. dam 扫兴. will get sad, lonely, angry. idk, all kinds of emotions.
Summary for the 3-Day Study Camp its not as bad as how i thought it would be. had quite a fun time there. ms wee was funny, mr leong.. kinda still the same. and hor, that mr chiang.. can really keep secrets huh -.- realised that i had alot of revising to do in my chem. i dont even know the basics before i attend this camp. well, at least now i know le :D
hohoho, as for maths i finally know how to find the sinA/a = sinB/b = sinC/c thing le. last time always never listen in class. den dunno how to do. good thing there's the camp (: but throughout the camp only do trigo ley. so sian..
english. hms, they were preparing us for expository writing? dunno how to spell la. lmao. so they had this debate, we were to write down our views. amongst the classmates, 6 students were chosen for the class debate on the 2nd day of the camp. the 6 were engteck, idris, abinav, haidar, lisa and lastly... me :\ my english isnt very good. or should i say not at all... me, engteck and idris is in the proposition team; and the other three is in the opposition team. im the 1st speaker, followed by engteck and idris. lisa was the 1st speaker too, followed by haidar and abinav.
while saying out my stuffs, i was kinda shaking abit. nervous. but i manage to talk for 2 and a half min. (: then lisa rebutted, which i dont really know what. she said only like one and a half min. thats... short :\ then engteck had many things to say, he talked for like 3mins. haidar then rebutted, the points wasnt so good though.. the floor-speakers came in and say out their views. abinav and idris then rebutted to the floor speakers. then we're done with the debate.
the 3rd day, ms priya then chose one out of the six ppl. that chosen one needs to present a speech in front of the 3e classes. she go choose me sia :\ i was like wth.. =.= i mean, engteck did pretty well & so did haidar. i was expecting it to be one of them lor. or maybe idris cause he was pretty funny. xD so i then told her, that i didnt wanna do the speech. she kept persuading me. say it can help me improve my english too. but i insisted that i didnt wanna say the speech. then she said okay.. & said that her 2nd choice was et. i knew it:D engteck spoke well. just that.. his points werent so good. i told him.. but he didnt listen. then he had to write out an essay for his speech. i helped him a little cause i kinda feel bad.
so yeah.. the other two speakers from the other classes; vanessa & shao cong. which mrs jay kept pronouncing as "siao cong" lols. was not bad. they did pretty well. engteck got 3rd. i think its because he had too many awkward tones. its funny..:\ vanessa spoke the most stable one lor. thats why i think she got 1st (: then shao cong, say the speech, so long. 2 and a half page. then keep dropping things -.- but his points was good. so he got 2nd.
so this actually proves that girls actually speaks better :x
as for the class debate, my team won! :D yay. we each got a 10$ popular voucher -.- lols. nvm. its still a prize :\
haha. anyways, back to blogging on what happened today. today was the physical promotion day. the day where everyone know where they'll go to. we got back our report books. my grades werent those kind of straight As la. but still not as bad as i thought. When everything has been combined tgt, eoy marks, midyear marks, ca marks.
Comments:Well-disciplined, trustworthy and resposible girl. Able to work well with others and assumes responsibility well. Excels in self-supervision and self-improvement. Avoids motional involvement and does not overreact in any situation. Able to provide others and is committed to do her best. Has a flair for the performing arts and engages passionately in her areaas of interest.
like wow. the comments were all not true. xD teacher describe till too good le la. that doesnt sound like me -.- but it has been a very long time since i failed only 1 subject. normally fail at least 2 one :x & its because of english :\ my vocab and grammar wasnt good at all. i think is teacher help to pull me up one la :D anyways, thats all for the results. then we had the prize presentation.
meng hwee: top in basic chinese cheryl: top in art elynn: top in class farhan shah: top in poa alex: top in combine science jarel: top in d&t jianming: top in f&n
congrats to these people in my class! :D after the prize presentation.. it was time for physical promotion! we each went to our sec 4 class (: the classroom looks smaller though. the environment dam good to sleep sia. dont know how they study one. the classroom is dam neat, unlike our previous :x hahaha. bless the 3e2 next year :D
my class no one retain !! which is a good thing. yayy. and we won the best class award for this year! :D the prize was 500$ ahahhah. sad for the 3e3 ppl. since sec 1 they won us, but this time its our turn (: mr evs say want to book chalet at changi, den at night go for night walk at OCH. lmao. that place.. kinda freaky. went once. with my ex. in the afternoon also very dark luh. the stairway is dam dark. maybe that time i go is ghost festival period la :\
at night then i post again bah (: off to cook dinner with my mother now. period!
bad mood again today :\ sorry, if i've not said what you wanted to hear. won't be blogging much nowadays. only if i have something to say then will blog bah.
Just some MVs that are quite old already. lol. but still superb to me! :D
Stay With Me - 蔡旻佑
我想要说 - 蔡旻佑
沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E
猜不透 - 丁噹
enough of music, now for the real blogging. today was very very tiring. ): we had only 3 subjects for the day: English, Maths, Chemistry, from 8am-5pm -.- we had 3 breaks, which is 2 and a half hours all tgt.
English was boring, as usual. ms priya was boring. i mean not her.. her lessons. she had to rush through everything, which i dont even get a damn thing. and we have to do the debate by tmr. everything's like so rush. and that isnt good.
well, but we had some "fun" during chem though. for once, almost everyone understands chemistry. we were split into 4 groups of ten people. my group, got the worst teacher, Mr Leong. but who cares. my group are the ones who pass chem.(: there were 3 other teachers, mr lek, miss wee & mr chiang. pathetic eh? four teachers teaching in a class.
miss wee was dam cute, small small short short one. i think she's only 130+cm tall. but quite old le la :x mr lek, was the so called "girly" one. but he teach not bad ley. from what i observe (: as for mr chiang, everyone thinks he teaches good la. so i tink he's not bad too.
and then we had maths, which was quite.. boring? just do finish the worksheet. nothing do le. then mr ves talk to us stuffs on cyber wellness. tell us not to eet strangers we know online, not to cyber bully, or whatever.. but we don't really listen, do we? all this talks, like no use also. hah.
then we went to the library for the one hr break. watched movie, Night @ the Museum. which is kinda out of date already. but still interesting (: but watch till half need to go back class le. sian, then went to have english again.
when it was 5.30pm, mr ves talked to us. he told us to look on the bright side no matter what.(: then our class sing the short phrase: "always look on the bright side of life" den mr ves whistle the next part. lols. mr ves really whistles very well :D he den mentioned about what a bad week he had.. but still, wears a smile on his face to school. his pda phone hanged for more than 10 times per day, so he had to use his brother's phone.. his roller blade is spoilt, as the wheels can't roll anymore, and his motorbike has gone crazy. ahah. and he still can be so happy everyday, telling us many great great stories :D
after he finished his story, the VP talks to us.. say dunno what PLAN. lols. ask us plans got what kind of plans, etc goals, timetable, organise ourselves.. blahblahblah. den she continued with all her crap. when suddenly heng quan knock on my chair -.- starting is leechye keep tapping me, say hi. den is this hengquan.. keep knocking on my chair when the VP talk. den i use the pen i holding go poke his hand. oops. ahah. it was kinda accidentally. but sorry anw. then that !@#$%^& alif keep playing with my hair -.- its like dam irritating, but nvm la. i be 好人. see he still small kid let him play. lols. after that VP talk hao le jiu go home :D
walked home like 6.30 soon le. very very tired. on the bus saw many familiar faces. all primary school people. (: long time no see. doubt they rmb me. :\ anw, thats all for today's post. type very long le. veh tired. will post again tmr! bye.
super sad, moody too. there's this damn feeling inside me. so mixed up with lots of emotions. i dunno why am i so sad. i feel confused. so confused. for the first time in my life. i dont know what the hell am i thinking. !@#$%^&!!!!! argh. from a stranger, to a bestie. and now, i really dont know. my brain's gonna bao zha sooner or later. console console console mee. ):
hmm, today is BORING :\
In fact everyday is boring for me..
Holidays coming le T.T
tmr till wednesday still got the dunno what study camp ):
will be studying in school from 8am - 5pm.
but at least there'll be 3 breaks in between.
then today, online msn..
talked to this random malay guy, named sham.
suddenly talk talk talk...
the three words "i hate you" pop out.
and there wrote Jennifer says: i hate you.
i was like wtf. i didnt type anything at all! ._.
like some thing just typed it out..
oh well, i want to watch painted skin T.T
looks so nice. horrifying o.o
tmr got schoool. sian-ed.
actually i know. i know what you're feeling..
i was really, shocked. i didnt know what to reply. so..
i said back to you what you said to me.
sorry if that wasnt what you expected..
i just didnt know how to react.
ahah. dumb me. :\
i said nothing happened, but of course..
surely there's something :\
hai, i forgive easily, but dont forget even if i never say it.
just by one word, okay maybe more of a phrase..
it kinda, made me feel real sad.
dam sad, almost made me tear.
dont feel like replying much anymore.
sorry if my replies were just one or two words,
i've got nothing to say.
when im sad, i can be real sad.
sad till no one can console me. :\
too emotional le bah.
i dont know how long more can i keep this inside me.
today mr ves told us that there'll be one person,
who'll be in the danger zone of retaining in our class.
of course i know who that is, its meng hwee.
i saw mr ves talking to him one to one today.
meng hwee look kinda disappointed.
hope he doesnt get too upset though.
he's good in nothing, but chinese.
chinese still get top in his class.
lols. though he's not higher mt.
but he sure can do better then me in chinese if he wants.
this few days, dunno why..
all the bad stuffs seems to be getting on me.
hai. feeling damn down.
i need consolation please ):
boohoooo, im really sick today. what an unlucky day it is for me :\ my taste bud is gooone D: i eat anything, its all BLAND. today stayed at home the whole day, nth much happen though. today's post is gonna be quite boring.
Some videos i watched today:
The Mean Kitty Song. Cute.
I guess thats all. now having my dinner. dont really feel like eating. fever rising, headache getting worser. but i feel that im getting better. i dont know why too, :\
Boohoo. I'm getting sick alreadys ): hai. never tkcare of myself & this is what happens.
anyways, today just got back all of our results. sadly, i failed a maths, and english compre. but glad to say that, its the only 2 i failed :D
Surprising i pass CHEMISTRY. :O yes, i pass that damn subject. i did better for chem den my physics. ): i used to score straight As for my physics. buddens end of year, quite tough :\ alot of people kinda failed. &besides i didnt study for it..
for a maths, yeah, i failed. as usual. 44.4% :\ hahaha. but i got the highest among the girls. shock huh. unbelievable. ms yong say my results like stock market. very scary. rise and fall, rise and fall. lols. but she say my foundation not bad. :D e maths, more than what i've expected, b3. (:
for humans, got 26/50 for geog & 24/50 for ss. buddens teacher never mark 2 questions for ss! :D after that i earned 8 more marks!! yayyyy. so thats like 32/50 now. wheee! ^^
f&n, got 34.5/50. quite okay. acceptable la. i just need that 0.5 mark to give me an A2. why?!?!?! sadddd.
well i guess thats about it for my results. NOW, about China products. whats wrong with china nowadays. making products that cause so much trouble?
WOW THIS LOOKS SO NICE! MADE IN CHINA! SO CHEAP! :D EFFECTS AFTER WEARING. OMGWTF!? CHINA PRODUCTS ARE DANGEROUS!
but those people also no brainer la. ownself can feel pain still wear for what? faster take off la. still wear till your feet lidat.
today we had a talk on STI,HIV,AIDS. hahaha. i tink you people should have known what isit. the talk was dam disgusting la. show girls pussy and guys penis. wth -.- but is how it looks when it's infected la. dam gross can. then the funny thing is, they still demonstrate how to wear a condom. wtf luh =.= hahaha. i tink guys should really learn this. lmao. if not when they grow up, still dunno how. xD
anyways, need to have some mass revision during dec break.. must start to study le. dont play play ar. stomach super pain now. think i blog until here bah. boohoo, falling sick ):
Be Careful when eating apples Please don't eat the skin of the apple because it's coated with wax. Check before you eat many of the fruits. WAX is being used for preservation purposes and cold storage. You might be surprised especially apples from USA and other parts, are more than one year old, though it would look fresh. Becox wax is coated, preventing bacteria to enter, So it does not get dry. Please Eat Apples after removing the wax as demonstrated below.
i didnt know that :O but i think in most apples also wont lidat. cause this is in US what. (: Thats all for now, i damn bored :\
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM ' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.' Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?'
'Yep,' the wife replied , 'in-laws'
WOMEN'S REVENGE
'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, ' but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.
W O R D S
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...
"30,000 to a man's 15,000."
The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'
CREATION
A man said t o his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.'
The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain.
God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!
WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, 'You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee.' The husband said, ' You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.' Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.' Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.'
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says..........'HEBREWS'
God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.
haha, that was an email i received from chris. thought it was pretty funny. so posted it :D
forget to post about my granny's bdae ! hm, she's 78 this year already. thats sounds quite but not very old though. she's still very healthy :D
me, my bro dad, sis & her bf went to take mrt. thn till one stop, dont know where. got 2 old women. stand in front of me. then i was like so ps, sitting down there. den i quickly let them sit. my bro saw me let the old women sit he also let the old women sit. lmao.im like so kind hearted la cans. hahaha.
then we all gathered at the cityhall mrt station. they were like one big gang or something. occupied a big space at the mrt stairs -.- i think there was more than 25 ppl there. lol. then i was wearing a tube and shorts, with cardi. when my relatives saw me, all say i change alot, till almost cannot recognise me le.. im like, huh? got meh? still the same la-.- i think is because they very long nvr see me le.
then we went to some restaurant thats suppose to be for weddings one. and ate there. the food was fabuloso! (:
the food that we ate: 1. Sharkfins 2. Crabs (Butter, Black Pepper & Chilli) 3. Prawns (麦片虾) 4. Soup (Lotus pork rib & peanuts) 5. Mango Pudding (Last item) 6. Paper Wrap Chicken (纸包鸡) 7. Some kind of tofu which i didnt eat. 8. Fish. DAM NICE ONE :D 9. Thai-style Sotong (i didnt eat)
i can't remember the rest. not so appealing to me:x and then their service was like wth. but that doesnt matter to me anyways. cause i only want to eat the food, not them. lols.
after that we sang the birthday song :D both chinese and english version. yay! lmao. haha. and we had mango cake. yumyum :P then me and my family went back home le (: i had my fill. i was dam full that day. hoho. it has been a very long time since i've eaten such good food. :\ well anyways, thats all for today's post.
freakkingg eeww. why some guys like so... urgh. hah. dont even wanna think about it. i just encountered something today. its like so unbelievable. but whatever, i shouldnt give a damn.
anyways, just came home from loyang point. walao ehs. so many fking ******** over there can. make me see le also want puke already. just went over to someone's blog. WAS DAM SHOCKED LA HOR @#%^&%(! hahaha. but whatever it is. i shall not say. to keep their privacy.
read the newspaper man. there's another case of teens stuff. this time is super french kiss in school ground! hah. unimaginable. in school compound also so hiong. hahahaha. teens nowadays ar.. all havoc already:D weehoo. hahaha. adults have no control anymore.
now damn bored. im trying to think of things to write. but i dunno what the hella to write here! as you can see, im writing rubbish. argh. anyways, for mother paper 1, i got an A :D hope that i'll have A in paper 2 and oral and listening. so that all adds u also still get A :D hoho. gotta buck up in my chinese. though exams are over, but there's still O LVL CHINESE! sian half can. but nvm la. chinese do my best can already. fail jiu fail luh, nvr get A also nvm. at least i know i've tried. anyway nect year also can take again. just that a bit waste money nia la.
wheeees~ i feel so stress-free now. hahahaha. no longer need to worry about what exam tmr having(: now the thing is ccas are resuming ): awwww. when its time for us to take a break, we gotta go back for our ccas again. only one word to say; SIAN-ED.
next tuesday going to get back our exam papers le. damn scared can D: what if i fail english?! i dont even dare to think about it man. now slacking at home, just woke up from my beauty slp. haha. going out with YJ and co. tmr i guess. it's her treat :D
im like broke, broke and broke. & holidays are like coming?! but i guess i'll be working for CIP hours anyway(: hohoho. gotta work hard to help me minus marks in O lvl. anyways, i already got A1 for my cca what :x hah. well, its still good to work for CIP hours. hope i can find a job during holidays too. earn myself some pocket money ^-^
face the facts, you dont like me, dont bother saying the word love.
i really dont know what to do with you.
first you said this, and then you said that.
no point saying the word "sorry" after that.
i've really told you what i feel inside me.
i dont deserve all this, neither do you.
i just wanted you to be more understanding.
to be able to know what time isit!
you dont need to slp, people like me, needs it.
hais, crying actually does help abit.
stress-releasing i guess. but it's tiring. :\
you were never there when i needed you.
but you want me to be there when you need me.
what is this? hai. its like sooo unfair.
don't wanna care about this shit anymore.
feeling damn crappy this few days.
exams went past fast. quite happy with it though(:
tmr's the last addmath paper, stress-ed though.
good for those who've ended their exams.
and goodluck to those who haven't.
I really feel sick already.
hohoho! only left F&N, AMATHS1&2 :D yay yay yay! im sooo happy. holidays are coming ((: im like so dam tired. today de maths paper 2, do finish still left 1/2 hr. den mr ves come wake me up. T.T very tired can. I EVEN DREAMED :D hahahaha. dam nice to slp at my place there. (: anyways, now revising F&N...... hope i can rmb everything ! ^-^
aww man ): i think chemistry gonna fail. why geog de questions always luan qi ba zao one. luckily i got revise GR, and rivers. the coast hor, die already :x plus the GM food. forget evrything le! ahhhhh. hahaha. aiya. nvm la. just hope can pass for the whole thing can le.
AHHHH. weekends at home sleep and watch tv. didnt even revise until a single thing! omgomgomg. tmr is chemistry. thats my weakest subject T.T eh, no la. a maths my weakest :x hahaha. my maths getting weaker and weaker already! sian, nvr practice. now still using comp. lmao. aiya, im slacking way tooo much ):
hoho. can't believe i'm still awake at this time of the day :B today is my granny's bdae :D wish her a very happy birthday! sad to say, she's my only grand parent left.. but she's still strong and kicking oh! haha (: wonder what should i wear.. dress? or just normal tee. it's been a long time since i visited her..
anyway, yesterday had ss and e maths paper 1. e maths was somehow okay la. hope i would pass.(: ss, didnt have time T.T for the first time in my life, i could write so much for a subject like ss. hahaha. i must've looked too much down on myself. hope that i'd would score better in my geog and e maths p2! so that i would have a better grade :DD just posting here to wish everyone;
GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EOY, OR O LVLS, OR WHATEVER LA =D
Monday we had our first exam, CME. there were questions like:
who lead the cabinet 1. Prime minister 2. MOE 3. MOH 4. Member of Parliament
what do they do on zhong yuan jie? 1. pray to the ghosts 2. feed the ghosts 3. remember the dead 4. (forget)
its like wt**** la. is this really related to CME? lols. i dont think it should be included into our moral values. besides, our CME teacher, MISS sabrina SOH, didnt even teach us a damn thing la. if i ever fail my CME exams, it will be this year's paper.
Tuesday We had our chinese and english paper 1. Chinese the topics were like super chicken feet. buddens need to think ver hard for the points you wanna write. as for english, GONE CASE ALREADY. sian. i think i'll retain this year all thanks to my english paper. hahahahaha. :\
Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do I've been stressing to fall back in love with you I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through But I can't go on this way I've got to stop it babe You've been wonderful in all that you can be But it hurts when you say that you understand me So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I love I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door Trying to take us back to where we were before But I'm done I just can't do this anymore Cause we can't be mended So let's stop pretending now We've been walking round in circles for some time And I think we should head for the finish line So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I love I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah
I, I I'm so sorry baby but I, I I've got to pack up and leave but I, I'll always remember how we came close to be And what I wanted to be I wanted you baby Oooooh Yeahh I wanted you I wanted, I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh) I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh) I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh) I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah) I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how) I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
exams are starting in 2 days. hope everyone did study for their EOY. we needa pass our english especially. i've improved quite alot in my ca2 (: maybe its because only a few topics were being tested. haha. im glad that i've got an A2 for my prelims :D im gonna try really hard for this EOY. hope that most importantly my english will pass. my english is always 50-60 and not more than that. so its like hanging on the edge. hai. really stressed this days. dont ask why. i enjoy spending time with my friends. at home, i rarely talk. when i said rarely, i meant one one sentence per day. others were like just nodding, and i dont even wanna stare at my family. just hope i'll be stress-free after exams.
the news is now in newspapers le. dont know if her parents will find out anot. wish her all the best. alot ppl waiting for tmr. to watch the drama that might happen? hai. sad for her.. if its me, i really ont know what to do. its like so obvious. girl ar girl, who ask you want lidat in public. you should have better yeah. anyways, exams are coming. don't let this matter spoil your study mood. tkcares.
this news seems to have spread throughout the web. even gaming forums are chatting about it. everyone was shocked to know. it's unimaginable.
some people say they're despo, some people think they're shameless. well i dont know.. just hope they won;t get into any big trouble. guess thats all for now.
Hey ya all! it's been a long time since i blogged huh. well just blogging here to wish all the nhco-ians all the best! tmr's the concert day (: they can do it. i know they can. chris gave jon. three free tixs so he asked me to come along :D ahah. i wonder who's the other one that's going. i guess it should be patrick. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT. he's finally 13. but still seems immature to me though. hahaha. i tink that girls are really more matured de guys. at their age la. lols. when they get older the guys then will know how to tink. anyways, gotta slp early! might be going study with jon before the concert.
cant get to sleep tired but just cant close my eyes. later this afternoon still need go out study. just hope that i dont fall aslp while studying can le. hahahaha.(: ccas standing down le. so have more time to study instead of going for ccas. pretty proud that i've made 26 cca points :D congrats to me. got 2nd for this in class. waha. cheryl got the most - 28. anyways, i tink i better go get some slp. dont wanna be like panda ! =D
Trend In School many people are now reading twilight. idk why also. i finsihed reading like last week(: thanks to jessica ;D haha. she lent me her book that she borrowed from th library. she had to reserve for 2 weeks before having th bk. it seems that many people are wanting to read it. i think its because the movie is coming out soon. on 21nov! i'm so gonna watch it !!
there's still the 2nd, 3rd and 4th book. which is new moon, eclispe and breaking dawn. i cant wait to finish reading all of the books, the book is a definitely must read ((:
Studies been having studies groups and feel that it didnt help much. lols. there's alot of questions that i still dont understand. especially in chemistry, i really cmi luh!!!!! nvm, its alrdy 12:24am as im writing this post. cause continue from just now. tmr going study again ((: hoho. needa slp early now. bye!
End Of Year Exams They are coming to attack us soon! Everyone's brain is gonna burst :D Super duper stressed but still can't seem to focus in my studies. Tried to study but i don't think it works. Today i study... Next day forget everything le! ): If i had one wish now, i would wanna have the best memory! But i know it's impossible D:
School's A Boredom Many many things happening. Can't seem to be fully updated.xD Unexpected things are poping out one by one. Watching them all fell into that, makes me wanna laugh. Weird things have been happening. But no comments. It's their way of life, i can't change anything. You, as the reader, might not understand what im saying here.. But if you were me, you would definitely know why.
Upcoming tests Anyways, there's chemistry class test tmr! & also SPA (Science Practical Assessment) at 3.30pm (: I love having spa! lols. I'm gonna pass my sciences no matter what!!! lalala.. off to study!
wheeees. now all i gotta do is study study & more study. :D
My Mother's Powerful Thunder Snore. woke up at 10+ am today. dammm sleepy. all thanks to my super duper mother ! xD she snore louder than thunder luhs. waapiang. her snore 4+am wake me up. den i shake her, she become diam diam.. lie back down she start snoring agains. dam pek cek sia. den shake her again. she never snore le faster sleep. lols hor.
Those Homeworks.. after i woke up slacked at home the whole morning. around 2+ went out walk walk with my girlf, (: den went to have lunch at 3+. reached home at 4+ slpt till 5+.. forget online. told them i'll be online by 4pm but in the end never. homework all do halfway dont feel like doing. not just dont feel like, dont know how do also.
Music's The Love ♥ found many many nice songs. it all started when this unknown guy from msn, chatted me while i was listening to leona lewis's song. he was a big fan of hers, so am i :D and we started chatting. the whole conversation was about songs and artists. lol. he sent me some songs too. it was superb. we both were r&b song lovers. i tink almost everyone is . haha. r&b songs rocks! singers like mariah carey, leona lewis, rihanna, jonas brothers; all rocks to the core :D
idk since when did i became such a r&b maniac. but oh well, better start with those homeworks! (:
today actually wan go do homework de, but den change to tmr. its already saturday people! school starts in like one more day ?!?! fast can. :\ i have do my homework! as usual. wahaha. currently listening to 如果我们能在一起 by 梁静茹! its super nice k. must listen !! :D
just finish eating dinner. dam full. why other ppl de parents got give them $$ when they never go out. but my parents so niao one. 1$ also dowan give. ): now slacking at home. bored till wan die le laaa. no mood to do homework. lazy uh me. xD i'll go back to playing my friendster de game den! might blog again later :D
boooooooo. its friday agains. one week has gone so fast, so fast. :\ i havent done my coursework, english hw which is alrdy DUED. and besides, i still have many many homeworks undone. omg omg omg. haha. ima slacker man. always leaving things to the last min. and not doing any of it. ahah. well anyway, skipped nh practice today.. didnt really feel like going. STRESS UP MAN. so many things to do, so little time. i wish time could stop and let me finish the things i need to finish! ):
its been quite some time since i last blog. forgotten that i have a blog until someone ask if i got blog. lols. well, some updates about whats happening.
Siglap Chinese Orchestra there's gonna be a camp during november i tink. cant rmb the date. it'll be for 3 days. there'll be fun & games AS WELL AS practice! cause on the last day of the camp, we'll set off to an old folk's home. & of course, it is to perform there la.
Results for CA2 i fail a maths, & yeah, i've always failed a maths. but only pass one class test la. lols. i fail a maths until very jialat. F9 - (7.3/100) =.= haha. but the good thing is that i pass the others. if only i've taken POA. then lidat pass all liao. lmao. idk why i chose a maths also, im not gonna take engineering courses anyway. ..but nvm, im gonna try and do my best for EOY ! i dont wanna retain back ):
New Horizons Chinese Orchestra now that cheyian is back, i dont have to be in charge of the scores anymore :D haha. but the sad thing is, chris told me.... that we need to play 4 songs for the performance. sian. look at the date now, its already 4th sept ! i can play zhan wang, im struggling with dao lu, i cant play qiu xu! & still have one song the scores still not out yet. sian. some more exams still coming le. where got time?!?!! they must be crazy. should have plan earlier what. after the performance im gonna back out from NH le. serious no time, gotta study for O's. but that's if i ever get promoted la. sian.
Holidays time really passes quickly when you're havin fun. its already THURSDAY. so fast. i didnt hand in the english hw though. forgotten :x oops. haha. maths haven started yet, so is a maths. i feel like my brain is exploding !!!! argh. i wanna be 18 soon. life's miserable for me now ):
NHCO everything's going fine. glad that now everyone know that im incharge of the attendance. hope that they will be auto abit. come sms me instead of me asking them. haha. well, the practice is going on well. but the new score, 道路, seems very hard for me. im worried that i dont have enough time to prac. as i have to study and prac at the same time. hais. well, thks to huimin now i have to perform. but i doubt i can make it. D: hm, not everyone's contact i have. so i'll just have to go asking for them on wed then. & thanks alot to jasmine (:
PHONE i'm currently using back my old number, which is 984753**, M1 line. using an old model. well, i should be happy alrdy. at least there's still a phone left for me to use.
SCHOOL everything still remains the same. not much happening nowadays. just that i havent completed my coursework. & im really scared i'll flunked my F&N. should i drop this subject next year ? hmmmm. next year i would really drop one subject. so that im able to have extra lessons for other weaker subjects. i haven't been studying much ): i guess i really need a tutor!
Sch was boring as usual. had a short assembly from 3n3, 3n2, 3e2 and 3e3. the short skit from 3n2 sucks la. its like telling other people that bullying is fun. just like what mr ves says. then that daniel guy, who didnt use his brains. took a sheet of paper written "LOSER", and point it to the discipline master. serve him right as he's gonna have detention everyday after sku for 2hrs. anyways, it was raining quite heavily today. sleepy for the whole day.
after sch went hm straight & bathe. den meet jon and bryan in cab. we went to CS den watch tv down dere. waited for the rest so long they still haven come. den i turned back randomly. & saw one whole row of people standing down there looking at us. it was mr chiang and the rest of the CO commitees. what the. lols. they down there stand so long den i realise. (well, at least i was the first to notice) lol. den we went to Jack's place to have our dinner. and had a short "meeting" over there.
after that i went straight to elias cc. its only like 5+pm. den waited for jon to be there. then finally pay finish the $ i owe him. den walk to the bench there, saw bryan. sat there for awhile, jon came cycling back. say its raining so not meeting henry(mr chiang) le. around 6pm chris finally came together with DOMONIC. kinda shocked, as i thought he quitted alrdy. well anyways, its good that he came back to see.
had practice for 2hrs. before that chatted awhile. adelene and huimin is backing out from the performance. dam sad. i dont know if i can cope, with my studies and NH. well, i've passed all my subjects. except eng and a maths haven take back, was happy with my results. but at the same time, disappointed that they both are deproving from their studies.
hai, well let's just let each day come and go. anything can wait.
Feelings are many but words are few, Clouds are dark but sky is blue, Love is a paper, Life is like glue, Everything is false only friendship like me is true.
this is what someone send me just to ask me to cheerup. haha, thks to that person anyway (: much appreciated. feel like i've had billions of family problems nowadays. hai. i yearned for a better life, but im doing nothing about it. my mother keep asking daddy for money. den daddy would go after jie for money. jie den dunno what to do. yes, she have lots of money. but she's saving up for her future. den i also sian half already. i owe many ppl money. :x owe my sis 10$, my bro 20$, yanni 10$ & ms lim 58$. D: hai, will try to return them asap.
Here's a joke (from my good friend of mine) to end my post - A Doctor said to the Patient: You will die within 2 hours. Do you wish to see anyone before you die? The patient said: Yes....................... a good doctor.
This has got to be one of the cleverest stuff that you've read in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)!
DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM
PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER
ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER
DESPERATION:
When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT
THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE
GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE
THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS
SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME
ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY
ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT
SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S
A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE
THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE
ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you rearrange the letters: TWELVE PLUS ONE
AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:
MOTHER-IN-LAW: When you rearrange the letters: WOMAN HITLER
hey all, its been a long time since i've last posted yeah. lets updated you guys about it.
MY PHONE. i've just lost my phone which is like 2 days ago, which is a friday. im so dumb ): why did i leave my hp on the bench. just made a police report. argh. sad for me. but oh well, what's gone is gone. if it's meant to be mine, it will be back to me. God bless.
NHCO. feeling more and more comfortable with the people there now. hope that i'll have a chance to know everyone. & i went for the walt disney PAYCO performance today. i felt that it was great, except for one thing, the seats. we were sitting at the corner so we couldnt get much of a view at it. but oh well, music is meant for the ears to enjoy anyway (: they had many performance, it all went so well.. if only nhco would be someting like them one day. but it seems a bit difficult. people in nh, i feel that they dont really put their heart and soul to play. maybe for some, but not all. i think its just that they should have a camp or something.. bond them together. make them bonded. so during practices they would be more into it.
SCHOOL. everything's going well in school. the happy thing is all the tests i've gotten back, i passed :D Emaths, MT, Geog, SS, Physics. haha, now waiting for Eng, Amaths, F&N and Chem. every thursday i would go to Jessica's hse to study with YJ(: her hse is like gorgeous. how i wish i was like her. practically would have all i want. but life's like that, thing's just dont go your way.
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------------SEPTEMBER BABY --------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
---------------OCTOBER BABY ------------------- Loves to chat.. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
---------------DECEMBER BABY --------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly . Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. ]
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im feeling very shitty today. D: problems are everywhere!!!! how how?? dont know what to do alrdy la .
dont feel like going to school.... tmr got geog test, f&n test & physics test. ALL IN ONE DAY. sian.. made alot of ppl not happy today :x sorry, even though i know they wont be here reading this. but oh well, who cares.
my blog is getting kind of dead. nothing interesting happen-ed. so no point updating. will update whenever possible~