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Summary for the 3-Day Study Camp
its not as bad as how i thought it would be.
had quite a fun time there.
ms wee was funny, mr leong.. kinda still the same.
and hor, that mr chiang.. can really keep secrets huh -.-
realised that i had alot of revising to do in my chem.
i dont even know the basics before i attend this camp.
well, at least now i know le :D

hohoho, as for maths i finally know how to find the
sinA/a = sinB/b = sinC/c thing le.
last time always never listen in class.
den dunno how to do. good thing there's the camp (:
but throughout the camp only do trigo ley.
so sian..

english. hms, they were preparing us for expository writing?
dunno how to spell la. lmao.
so they had this debate, we were to write down our views.
amongst the classmates, 6 students were chosen for
the class debate on the 2nd day of the camp.
the 6 were engteck, idris, abinav, haidar, lisa and lastly... me :\
my english isnt very good. or should i say not at all...
me, engteck and idris is in the proposition team;
and the other three is in the opposition team.
im the 1st speaker, followed by engteck and idris.
lisa was the 1st speaker too, followed by haidar and abinav.

while saying out my stuffs, i was kinda shaking abit.
nervous. but i manage to talk for 2 and a half min. (:
then lisa rebutted, which i dont really know what.
she said only like one and a half min. thats... short :\
then engteck had many things to say, he talked for like 3mins.
haidar then rebutted, the points wasnt so good though..
the floor-speakers came in and say out their views.
abinav and idris then rebutted to the floor speakers.
then we're done with the debate.

the 3rd day, ms priya then chose one out of the six ppl.
that chosen one needs to present a speech in front of the 3e classes.
she go choose me sia :\ i was like wth.. =.=
i mean, engteck did pretty well & so did haidar.
i was expecting it to be one of them lor.
or maybe idris cause he was pretty funny. xD
so i then told her, that i didnt wanna do the speech.
she kept persuading me. say it can help me improve my english too.
but i insisted that i didnt wanna say the speech.
then she said okay.. & said that her 2nd choice was et.
i knew it:D engteck spoke well. just that..
his points werent so good. i told him.. but he didnt listen.
then he had to write out an essay for his speech.
i helped him a little cause i kinda feel bad.

so yeah.. the other two speakers from the other classes;
vanessa & shao cong. which mrs jay kept pronouncing as "siao cong"
lols. was not bad. they did pretty well.
engteck got 3rd. i think its because he had too many awkward tones.
its funny..:\ vanessa spoke the most stable one lor.
thats why i think she got 1st (:
then shao cong, say the speech, so long.
2 and a half page. then keep dropping things -.-
but his points was good. so he got 2nd.

so this actually proves that girls actually speaks better :x

as for the class debate, my team won! :D
yay. we each got a 10$ popular voucher -.-
lols. nvm. its still a prize :\

haha. anyways, back to blogging on what happened today.
today was the physical promotion day.
the day where everyone know where they'll go to.
we got back our report books.
my grades werent those kind of straight As la.
but still not as bad as i thought.
When everything has been combined tgt,
eoy marks, midyear marks, ca marks.

English: 54, C6
Higher Chinese: 65, B3 (die le)
Add.Maths: 37,F9 (dead)
E. Maths: 65, B3
Science(Chem, Phy): 59, C5
Humans(Geog,SS): 56, C5
Food & Nutrition: 71, A2
CME: A

L1R4 Aggregate: 18
L1R5 Aggregate: 24
Class: 13/39
Level: 35/118
Total: 407/700 (58.1%)
Conduct: VERYGOOD
Promoted to S4 Express

Comments: Well-disciplined, trustworthy and resposible girl. Able
to work well with others and assumes responsibility well. Excels in self-supervision and self-improvement. Avoids motional involvement and does not overreact in any situation. Able to provide others and is committed to do her best. Has a flair for the performing arts and engages passionately in her areaas of interest.

like wow. the comments were all not true. xD
teacher describe till too good le la. that doesnt sound like me -.-
but it has been a very long time since i failed only 1 subject.
normally fail at least 2 one :x & its because of english :\
my vocab and grammar wasnt good at all.
i think is teacher help to pull me up one la :D
anyways, thats all for the results.
then we had the prize presentation.

meng hwee: top in basic chinese
cheryl: top in art
elynn: top in class
farhan shah: top in poa
alex: top in combine science
jarel: top in d&t
jianming: top in f&n

congrats to these people in my class! :D
after the prize presentation..
it was time for physical promotion!
we each went to our sec 4 class (:
the classroom looks smaller though.
the environment dam good to sleep sia.
dont know how they study one.
the classroom is dam neat, unlike our previous :x
hahaha. bless the 3e2 next year :D

my class no one retain !!
which is a good thing. yayy.
and we won the best class award for this year! :D
the prize was 500$ ahahhah.
sad for the 3e3 ppl. since sec 1 they won us,
but this time its our turn (:
mr evs say want to book chalet at changi,
den at night go for night walk at OCH.
lmao. that place.. kinda freaky.
went once. with my ex.
in the afternoon also very dark luh.
the stairway is dam dark.
maybe that time i go is ghost festival period la :\

at night then i post again bah (:
off to cook dinner with my mother now.
period!
bad mood again today :\
sorry, if i've not said what you wanted to hear.
won't be blogging much nowadays.
only if i have something to say then will blog bah.

boohoo, byee.
Just some MVs that are quite old already. lol.
but still superb to me! :D

Stay With Me - 蔡旻佑


我想要说 - 蔡旻佑


沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E


猜不透 - 丁噹


enough of music, now for the real blogging.
today was very very tiring. ):
we had only 3 subjects for the day:
English, Maths, Chemistry, from 8am-5pm -.-
we had 3 breaks, which is 2 and a half hours all tgt.

English was boring, as usual.
ms priya was boring. i mean not her..
her lessons. she had to rush through everything,
which i dont even get a damn thing.
and we have to do the debate by tmr.
everything's like so rush. and that isnt good.

well, but we had some "fun" during chem though.
for once, almost everyone understands chemistry.
we were split into 4 groups of ten people.
my group, got the worst teacher, Mr Leong.
but who cares. my group are the ones who pass chem.(:
there were 3 other teachers, mr lek, miss wee & mr chiang.
pathetic eh? four teachers teaching in a class.

miss wee was dam cute, small small short short one.
i think she's only 130+cm tall. but quite old le la :x
mr lek, was the so called "girly" one.
but he teach not bad ley. from what i observe (:
as for mr chiang, everyone thinks he teaches good la.
so i tink he's not bad too.

and then we had maths, which was quite.. boring?
just do finish the worksheet. nothing do le.
then mr ves talk to us stuffs on cyber wellness.
tell us not to eet strangers we know online,
not to cyber bully, or whatever..
but we don't really listen, do we?
all this talks, like no use also. hah.

then we went to the library for the one hr break.
watched movie, Night @ the Museum.
which is kinda out of date already.
but still interesting (:
but watch till half need to go back class le.
sian, then went to have english again.

when it was 5.30pm, mr ves talked to us.
he told us to look on the bright side no matter what.(:
then our class sing the short phrase:
"always look on the bright side of life"
den mr ves whistle the next part. lols.
mr ves really whistles very well :D
he den mentioned about what a bad week he had..
but still, wears a smile on his face to school.
his pda phone hanged for more than 10 times per day,
so he had to use his brother's phone..
his roller blade is spoilt, as the wheels can't roll anymore,
and his motorbike has gone crazy. ahah.
and he still can be so happy everyday,
telling us many great great stories :D

after he finished his story, the VP talks to us..
say dunno what PLAN. lols.
ask us plans got what kind of plans,
etc goals, timetable, organise ourselves..
blahblahblah. den she continued with all her crap.
when suddenly heng quan knock on my chair -.-
starting is leechye keep tapping me, say hi.
den is this hengquan..
keep knocking on my chair when the VP talk.
den i use the pen i holding go poke his hand.
oops. ahah. it was kinda accidentally. but sorry anw.
then that !@#$%^& alif keep playing with my hair -.-
its like dam irritating, but nvm la.
i be 好人. see he still small kid let him play.
lols. after that VP talk hao le jiu go home :D

walked home like 6.30 soon le.
very very tired. on the bus saw many familiar faces.
all primary school people. (: long time no see.
doubt they rmb me. :\
anw, thats all for today's post.
type very long le. veh tired.
will post again tmr! bye.
super sad, moody too.
there's this damn feeling inside me.
so mixed up with lots of emotions.
i dunno why am i so sad.
i feel confused. so confused.
for the first time in my life.
i dont know what the hell am i thinking.
!@#$%^&!!!!! argh.
from a stranger, to a bestie.
and now, i really dont know.
my brain's gonna bao zha sooner or later.
console console console mee. ):
hmm, today is BORING :\
In fact everyday is boring for me..
Holidays coming le T.T
tmr till wednesday still got the dunno what study camp ):
will be studying in school from 8am - 5pm.
but at least there'll be 3 breaks in between.

then today, online msn..
talked to this random malay guy, named sham.
suddenly talk talk talk...
the three words "i hate you" pop out.
and there wrote Jennifer says: i hate you.
i was like wtf. i didnt type anything at all! ._.
like some thing just typed it out..
oh well, i want to watch painted skin T.T
looks so nice. horrifying o.o
tmr got schoool. sian-ed.

actually i know. i know what you're feeling..
i was really, shocked. i didnt know what to reply. so..
i said back to you what you said to me.
sorry if that wasnt what you expected..
i just didnt know how to react.
ahah. dumb me. :\

i said nothing happened, but of course..
surely there's something :\
hai, i forgive easily, but dont forget even if i never say it.
just by one word, okay maybe more of a phrase..
it kinda, made me feel real sad.
dam sad, almost made me tear.
dont feel like replying much anymore.
sorry if my replies were just one or two words,
i've got nothing to say.
when im sad, i can be real sad.
sad till no one can console me. :\
too emotional le bah.

i dont know how long more can i keep this inside me.


today mr ves told us that there'll be one person,
who'll be in the danger zone of retaining in our class.
of course i know who that is, its meng hwee.
i saw mr ves talking to him one to one today.
meng hwee look kinda disappointed.
hope he doesnt get too upset though.
he's good in nothing, but chinese.
chinese still get top in his class.
lols. though he's not higher mt.
but he sure can do better then me in chinese if he wants.
this few days, dunno why..
all the bad stuffs seems to be getting on me.
hai. feeling damn down.
i need consolation please ):


that phrase "DON'T REPLY" is harsh :\


boohoooo, im really sick today.
what an unlucky day it is for me :\
my taste bud is gooone D: i eat anything, its all BLAND.
today stayed at home the whole day, nth much happen though.
today's post is gonna be quite boring.

Some videos i watched today:




The Mean Kitty Song. Cute.


I guess thats all. now having my dinner.
dont really feel like eating.
fever rising, headache getting worser.
but i feel that im getting better.
i dont know why too, :\
Boohoo. I'm getting sick alreadys ):
hai. never tkcare of myself & this is what happens.

anyways, today just got back all of our results.
sadly, i failed a maths, and english compre.
but glad to say that, its the only 2 i failed :D

Surprising i pass CHEMISTRY. :O
yes, i pass that damn subject.
i did better for chem den my physics. ):
i used to score straight As for my physics.
buddens end of year, quite tough :\
alot of people kinda failed. &besides i didnt study for it..

for a maths, yeah, i failed. as usual. 44.4% :\
hahaha. but i got the highest among the girls.
shock huh. unbelievable. ms yong say my results like stock market.
very scary. rise and fall, rise and fall. lols.
but she say my foundation not bad. :D
e maths, more than what i've expected, b3. (:

for humans, got 26/50 for geog & 24/50 for ss.
buddens teacher never mark 2 questions for ss! :D
after that i earned 8 more marks!! yayyyy.
so thats like 32/50 now. wheee! ^^

f&n, got 34.5/50.
quite okay. acceptable la.
i just need that 0.5 mark to give me an A2.
why?!?!?! sadddd.

well i guess thats about it for my results.
NOW, about China products.
whats wrong with china nowadays.
making products that cause so much trouble?

WOW THIS LOOKS SO NICE!

MADE IN CHINA! SO CHEAP! :D

EFFECTS AFTER WEARING.

OMGWTF!?

CHINA PRODUCTS ARE DANGEROUS!


but those people also no brainer la.
ownself can feel pain still wear for what?
faster take off la. still wear till your feet lidat.

today we had a talk on STI,HIV,AIDS.
hahaha. i tink you people should have known what isit.
the talk was dam disgusting la.
show girls pussy and guys penis. wth -.-
but is how it looks when it's infected la.
dam gross can. then the funny thing is,
they still demonstrate how to wear a condom.
wtf luh =.= hahaha. i tink guys should really learn this.
lmao. if not when they grow up, still dunno how. xD

anyways, need to have some mass revision during dec break..
must start to study le. dont play play ar.
stomach super pain now.
think i blog until here bah.
boohoo, falling sick ):

*ahhhhhh chooo* excuse me, :\

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment.
Suddenly, the man realized that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.

Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
'Please wake me at 5:00 AM ' He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight.
Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,
when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.
The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.'
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.


WIFE VS. HUSBAND

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.

An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?'

'Yep,' the wife replied , 'in-laws'


WOMEN'S REVENGE

'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.

As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked.
'No,' she replied, ' but my husband refused to come shopping with me,

and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)

I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.

W O R D S

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...

"30,000 to a man's 15,000."

The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'

CREATION

A man said t o his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.'

The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain.

God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;

God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT

A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, 'You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee.'
The husband said, ' You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.'
Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.'
Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.'

So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament
and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says..........'HEBREWS'


God may have created man before woman,
but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.


haha, that was an email i received from chris.
thought it was pretty funny. so posted it :D

forget to post about my granny's bdae !
hm, she's 78 this year already.
thats sounds quite but not very old though.
she's still very healthy :D

me, my bro dad, sis & her bf went to take mrt.
thn till one stop, dont know where.
got 2 old women. stand in front of me.
then i was like so ps, sitting down there.
den i quickly let them sit.
my bro saw me let the old women sit he also let the old women sit.
lmao.im like so kind hearted la cans. hahaha.

then we all gathered at the cityhall mrt station.
they were like one big gang or something.
occupied a big space at the mrt stairs -.-
i think there was more than 25 ppl there. lol.
then i was wearing a tube and shorts, with cardi.
when my relatives saw me, all say i change alot,
till almost cannot recognise me le..
im like, huh? got meh? still the same la-.-
i think is because they very long nvr see me le.

then we went to some restaurant thats suppose to be for weddings one.
and ate there. the food was fabuloso! (:

the food that we ate:
1. Sharkfins
2. Crabs (Butter, Black Pepper & Chilli)
3. Prawns (麦片虾)
4. Soup (Lotus pork rib & peanuts)
5. Mango Pudding (Last item)
6. Paper Wrap Chicken (纸包鸡)
7. Some kind of tofu which i didnt eat.
8. Fish. DAM NICE ONE :D
9. Thai-style Sotong (i didnt eat)

i can't remember the rest. not so appealing to me:x
and then their service was like wth.
but that doesnt matter to me anyways.
cause i only want to eat the food, not them. lols.

after that we sang the birthday song :D
both chinese and english version. yay!
lmao. haha. and we had mango cake. yumyum :P
then me and my family went back home le (:
i had my fill. i was dam full that day. hoho.
it has been a very long time since i've eaten such good food. :\
well anyways, thats all for today's post.

Bye.

freakkingg eeww.
why some guys like so... urgh.
hah. dont even wanna think about it.
i just encountered something today.
its like so unbelievable.
but whatever, i shouldnt give a damn.

anyways, just came home from loyang point.
walao ehs. so many fking ******** over there can.
make me see le also want puke already.
just went over to someone's blog.
WAS DAM SHOCKED LA HOR @#%^&%(!
hahaha. but whatever it is. i shall not say.
to keep their privacy.

read the newspaper man.
there's another case of teens stuff.
this time is super french kiss in school ground!
hah. unimaginable. in school compound also so hiong.
hahahaha. teens nowadays ar..
all havoc already:D
weehoo. hahaha. adults have no control anymore.

now damn bored. im trying to think of things to write.
but i dunno what the hella to write here!
as you can see, im writing rubbish.
argh. anyways, for mother paper 1,
i got an A :D hope that i'll have A in paper 2 and oral and listening.
so that all adds u also still get A :D
hoho. gotta buck up in my chinese.
though exams are over, but there's still O LVL CHINESE!
sian half can. but nvm la.
chinese do my best can already.
fail jiu fail luh, nvr get A also nvm.
at least i know i've tried.
anyway nect year also can take again.
just that a bit waste money nia la.

if anyone's online now, PEI ME CHAT !! :D
wheeees~
i feel so stress-free now. hahahaha.
no longer need to worry about what exam tmr having(:
now the thing is ccas are resuming ):
awwww. when its time for us to take a break,
we gotta go back for our ccas again.
only one word to say; SIAN-ED.

next tuesday going to get back our exam papers le.
damn scared can D: what if i fail english?!
i dont even dare to think about it man.
now slacking at home, just woke up from my beauty slp.
haha. going out with YJ and co. tmr i guess.
it's her treat :D

im like broke, broke and broke.
& holidays are like coming?!
but i guess i'll be working for CIP hours anyway(:
hohoho. gotta work hard to help me minus marks in O lvl.
anyways, i already got A1 for my cca what :x
hah. well, its still good to work for CIP hours.
hope i can find a job during holidays too.
earn myself some pocket money ^-^

sayonara~
face the facts, you dont like me, dont bother saying the word love.
i really dont know what to do with you.
first you said this, and then you said that.
no point saying the word "sorry" after that.
i've really told you what i feel inside me.
i dont deserve all this, neither do you.

i just wanted you to be more understanding.
to be able to know what time isit!
you dont need to slp, people like me, needs it.
hais, crying actually does help abit.
stress-releasing i guess. but it's tiring. :\
you were never there when i needed you.
but you want me to be there when you need me.
what is this? hai. its like sooo unfair.
don't wanna care about this shit anymore.

feeling damn crappy this few days.
exams went past fast. quite happy with it though(:
tmr's the last addmath paper, stress-ed though.
good for those who've ended their exams.
and goodluck to those who haven't.
I really feel sick already.

Boohoo, Bye.
hohoho! only left F&N, AMATHS1&2 :D
yay yay yay! im sooo happy.
holidays are coming ((:
im like so dam tired.
today de maths paper 2, do finish still left 1/2 hr.
den mr ves come wake me up. T.T
very tired can. I EVEN DREAMED :D
hahahaha. dam nice to slp at my place there. (:
anyways, now revising F&N......
hope i can rmb everything ! ^-^
aww man ):
i think chemistry gonna fail.
why geog de questions always luan qi ba zao one.
luckily i got revise GR, and rivers.
the coast hor, die already :x
plus the GM food. forget evrything le!
ahhhhh. hahaha. aiya. nvm la.
just hope can pass for the whole thing can le.

:D
AHHHH. weekends at home sleep and watch tv.
didnt even revise until a single thing!
omgomgomg. tmr is chemistry.
thats my weakest subject T.T
eh, no la. a maths my weakest :x
hahaha. my maths getting weaker and weaker already!
sian, nvr practice. now still using comp.
lmao. aiya, im slacking way tooo much ):
hoho. can't believe i'm still awake at this time of the day :B
today is my granny's bdae :D wish her a very happy birthday!
sad to say, she's my only grand parent left..
but she's still strong and kicking oh! haha (:
wonder what should i wear.. dress? or just normal tee.
it's been a long time since i visited her..

anyway, yesterday had ss and e maths paper 1.
e maths was somehow okay la. hope i would pass.(:
ss, didnt have time T.T for the first time in my life,
i could write so much for a subject like ss.
hahaha. i must've looked too much down on myself.
hope that i'd would score better in my geog and e maths p2!
so that i would have a better grade :DD
just posting here to wish everyone;

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EOY, OR O LVLS, OR WHATEVER LA =D
Monday
we had our first exam, CME.
there were questions like:

who lead the cabinet
1. Prime minister
2. MOE
3. MOH
4. Member of Parliament

what do they do on zhong yuan jie?
1. pray to the ghosts
2. feed the ghosts
3. remember the dead
4. (forget)

its like wt**** la. is this really related to CME?
lols. i dont think it should be included into our moral values.
besides, our CME teacher, MISS sabrina SOH,
didnt even teach us a damn thing la.
if i ever fail my CME exams, it will be this year's paper.

Tuesday
We had our chinese and english paper 1.
Chinese the topics were like super chicken feet.
buddens need to think ver hard for the points you wanna write.
as for english, GONE CASE ALREADY. sian.
i think i'll retain this year all thanks to my english paper.
hahahahaha. :\


Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
exams are starting in 2 days.
hope everyone did study for their EOY.
we needa pass our english especially.
i've improved quite alot in my ca2 (:
maybe its because only a few topics were being tested.
haha. im glad that i've got an A2 for my prelims :D
im gonna try really hard for this EOY.
hope that most importantly my english will pass.
my english is always 50-60 and not more than that.
so its like hanging on the edge.
hai. really stressed this days. dont ask why.
i enjoy spending time with my friends.
at home, i rarely talk. when i said rarely,
i meant one one sentence per day.
others were like just nodding, and i dont even wanna stare at my family.
just hope i'll be stress-free after exams.
the news is now in newspapers le.
dont know if her parents will find out anot.
wish her all the best.
alot ppl waiting for tmr.
to watch the drama that might happen?
hai. sad for her..
if its me, i really ont know what to do.
its like so obvious.
girl ar girl, who ask you want lidat in public.
you should have better yeah.
anyways, exams are coming.
don't let this matter spoil your study mood.
tkcares.
this news seems to have spread throughout the web.
even gaming forums are chatting about it.
everyone was shocked to know.
it's unimaginable.

some people say they're despo,
some people think they're shameless.
well i dont know..
just hope they won;t get into any big trouble.
guess thats all for now.
Hey ya all!
it's been a long time since i blogged huh.
well just blogging here to wish all the nhco-ians all the best!
tmr's the concert day (:
they can do it. i know they can.
chris gave jon. three free tixs so he asked me to come along :D
ahah. i wonder who's the other one that's going.
i guess it should be patrick.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT.
he's finally 13. but still seems immature to me though.
hahaha. i tink that girls are really more matured de guys.
at their age la. lols.
when they get older the guys then will know how to tink.
anyways, gotta slp early!
might be going study with jon before the concert.

ALL THE BEST AGAIN TO NHCO-IANS! (:
cant get to sleep
tired but just cant close my eyes.
later this afternoon still need go out study.
just hope that i dont fall aslp while studying can le.
hahahaha.(: ccas standing down le.
so have more time to study instead of going for ccas.
pretty proud that i've made 26 cca points :D
congrats to me. got 2nd for this in class.
waha. cheryl got the most - 28.
anyways, i tink i better go get some slp.
dont wanna be like panda ! =D
Trend In School
many people are now reading twilight.
idk why also. i finsihed reading like last week(:
thanks to jessica ;D haha.
she lent me her book that she borrowed from th library.
she had to reserve for 2 weeks before having th bk.
it seems that many people are wanting to read it.
i think its because the movie is coming out soon.
on 21nov! i'm so gonna watch it !!

there's still the 2nd, 3rd and 4th book.
which is new moon, eclispe and breaking dawn.
i cant wait to finish reading all of the books,
the book is a definitely must read ((:

Studies
been having studies groups and feel that it didnt help much.
lols. there's alot of questions that i still dont understand.
especially in chemistry, i really cmi luh!!!!!
nvm, its alrdy 12:24am as im writing this post.
cause continue from just now.
tmr going study again ((: hoho.
needa slp early now. bye!
End Of Year Exams
They are coming to attack us soon!
Everyone's brain is gonna burst :D
Super duper stressed but still can't seem to focus in my studies.
Tried to study but i don't think it works.
Today i study... Next day forget everything le! ):
If i had one wish now, i would wanna have the best memory!
But i know it's impossible D:

School's A Boredom
Many many things happening. Can't seem to be fully updated.xD
Unexpected things are poping out one by one.
Watching them all fell into that, makes me wanna laugh.
Weird things have been happening. But no comments.
It's their way of life, i can't change anything.
You, as the reader, might not understand what im saying here..
But if you were me, you would definitely know why.

Upcoming tests
Anyways, there's chemistry class test tmr!
& also SPA (Science Practical Assessment) at 3.30pm (:
I love having spa! lols.
I'm gonna pass my sciences no matter what!!!
lalala.. off to study!
wheeees. now all i gotta do is study study & more study.
:D

My Mother's Powerful Thunder Snore.
woke up at 10+ am today. dammm sleepy.
all thanks to my super duper mother ! xD
she snore louder than thunder luhs.
waapiang. her snore 4+am wake me up.
den i shake her, she become diam diam..
lie back down she start snoring agains.
dam pek cek sia. den shake her again.
she never snore le faster sleep. lols hor.

Those Homeworks..
after i woke up slacked at home the whole morning.
around 2+ went out walk walk with my girlf, (:
den went to have lunch at 3+.
reached home at 4+ slpt till 5+.. forget online.
told them i'll be online by 4pm but in the end never.
homework all do halfway dont feel like doing.
not just dont feel like, dont know how do also.

Music's The Love ♥
found many many nice songs.
it all started when this unknown guy from msn,
chatted me while i was listening to leona lewis's song.
he was a big fan of hers, so am i :D
and we started chatting.
the whole conversation was about songs and artists.
lol. he sent me some songs too. it was superb.
we both were r&b song lovers.
i tink almost everyone is . haha.
r&b songs rocks!
singers like mariah carey, leona lewis, rihanna, jonas brothers;
all rocks to the core :D

idk since when did i became such a r&b maniac.
but oh well, better start with those homeworks! (:
today actually wan go do homework de,
but den change to tmr. its already saturday people!
school starts in like one more day ?!?!
fast can. :\ i have do my homework! as usual.
wahaha. currently listening to 如果我们能在一起 by 梁静茹!
its super nice k. must listen !! :D

如果我们能在一起 - 梁静茹

夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沈入海底
投入灼热的光影

对话都结束了
胸口的悸动还没停
今天我更喜欢你

好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的 我的好心情
心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了
你鼻尖微湿的汗滴
蒸发了我的体温

好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比 以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的 我的好心情
心电感应
让所有的心愿不怕来不及

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比 以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀
就连太平洋也静静在聆听

just finish eating dinner. dam full.
why other ppl de parents got give them $$ when they never go out.
but my parents so niao one. 1$ also dowan give. ):
now slacking at home. bored till wan die le laaa.
no mood to do homework. lazy uh me. xD
i'll go back to playing my friendster de game den!
might blog again later :D
boooooooo. its friday agains.
one week has gone so fast, so fast. :\
i havent done my coursework, english hw which is alrdy DUED.
and besides, i still have many many homeworks undone.
omg omg omg. haha. ima slacker man.
always leaving things to the last min. and not doing any of it.
ahah. well anyway, skipped nh practice today..
didnt really feel like going. STRESS UP MAN.
so many things to do, so little time.
i wish time could stop and let me finish the things i need to finish! ):
its been quite some time since i last blog.
forgotten that i have a blog until someone ask if i got blog.
lols. well, some updates about whats happening.

Siglap Chinese Orchestra
there's gonna be a camp during november i tink.
cant rmb the date. it'll be for 3 days.
there'll be fun & games AS WELL AS practice!
cause on the last day of the camp, we'll set off to an old folk's home.
& of course, it is to perform there la.

Results for CA2
i fail a maths, & yeah, i've always failed a maths.
but only pass one class test la. lols.
i fail a maths until very jialat. F9 - (7.3/100) =.=
haha. but the good thing is that i pass the others.
if only i've taken POA. then lidat pass all liao. lmao.
idk why i chose a maths also, im not gonna take engineering courses anyway.
..but nvm, im gonna try and do my best for EOY !
i dont wanna retain back ):

New Horizons Chinese Orchestra
now that cheyian is back, i dont have to be in charge of the scores anymore :D
haha. but the sad thing is, chris told me....
that we need to play 4 songs for the performance.
sian. look at the date now, its already 4th sept !
i can play zhan wang, im struggling with dao lu, i cant play qiu xu!
& still have one song the scores still not out yet.
sian. some more exams still coming le. where got time?!?!!
they must be crazy. should have plan earlier what.
after the performance im gonna back out from NH le.
serious no time, gotta study for O's.
but that's if i ever get promoted la. sian.

Holidays
time really passes quickly when you're havin fun.
its already THURSDAY. so fast.
i didnt hand in the english hw though.
forgotten :x oops. haha.
maths haven started yet, so is a maths.
i feel like my brain is exploding !!!!
argh. i wanna be 18 soon. life's miserable for me now ):
NHCO
everything's going fine.
glad that now everyone know that im incharge of the attendance.
hope that they will be auto abit.
come sms me instead of me asking them.
haha. well, the practice is going on well.
but the new score, 道路, seems very hard for me.
im worried that i dont have enough time to prac.
as i have to study and prac at the same time.
hais. well, thks to huimin now i have to perform.
but i doubt i can make it. D:
hm, not everyone's contact i have.
so i'll just have to go asking for them on wed then.
& thanks alot to jasmine (:

PHONE
i'm currently using back my old number,
which is 984753**, M1 line.
using an old model. well, i should be happy alrdy.
at least there's still a phone left for me to use.

SCHOOL
everything still remains the same.
not much happening nowadays.
just that i havent completed my coursework.
& im really scared i'll flunked my F&N.
should i drop this subject next year ? hmmmm.
next year i would really drop one subject.
so that im able to have extra lessons for other weaker subjects.
i haven't been studying much ):
i guess i really need a tutor!
Sch was boring as usual.
had a short assembly from 3n3, 3n2, 3e2 and 3e3.
the short skit from 3n2 sucks la.
its like telling other people that bullying is fun.
just like what mr ves says.
then that daniel guy, who didnt use his brains.
took a sheet of paper written "LOSER",
and point it to the discipline master.
serve him right as he's gonna have detention everyday after sku for 2hrs.
anyways, it was raining quite heavily today.
sleepy for the whole day.

after sch went hm straight & bathe.
den meet jon and bryan in cab.
we went to CS den watch tv down dere.
waited for the rest so long they still haven come.
den i turned back randomly.
& saw one whole row of people standing down there looking at us.
it was mr chiang and the rest of the CO commitees.
what the. lols. they down there stand so long den i realise.
(well, at least i was the first to notice) lol.
den we went to Jack's place to have our dinner.
and had a short "meeting" over there.

after that i went straight to elias cc.
its only like 5+pm. den waited for jon to be there.
then finally pay finish the $ i owe him.
den walk to the bench there, saw bryan.
sat there for awhile, jon came cycling back.
say its raining so not meeting henry(mr chiang) le.
around 6pm chris finally came together with DOMONIC.
kinda shocked, as i thought he quitted alrdy.
well anyways, its good that he came back to see.

had practice for 2hrs. before that chatted awhile.
adelene and huimin is backing out from the performance.
dam sad. i dont know if i can cope, with my studies and NH.
well, i've passed all my subjects. except eng and a maths haven take back,
was happy with my results. but at the same time,
disappointed that they both are deproving from their studies.

hai, well let's just let each day come and go.
anything can wait.
Feelings are many but words are few,
Clouds are dark but sky is blue,
Love is a paper, Life is like glue,
Everything is false only friendship like me is true.

this is what someone send me just to ask me to cheerup.
haha, thks to that person anyway (: much appreciated.
feel like i've had billions of family problems nowadays.
hai. i yearned for a better life, but im doing nothing about it.
my mother keep asking daddy for money.
den daddy would go after jie for money.
jie den dunno what to do. yes, she have lots of money.
but she's saving up for her future.
den i also sian half already. i owe many ppl money. :x
owe my sis 10$, my bro 20$, yanni 10$ & ms lim 58$. D:
hai, will try to return them asap.

Here's a joke (from my good friend of mine) to end my post -
A Doctor said to the Patient: You will die within 2 hours.
Do you wish to see anyone before you die?
The patient said: Yes....................... a good doctor.

hey all,
its been a long time since i've last posted yeah.
lets updated you guys about it.

MY PHONE.
i've just lost my phone which is like 2 days ago, which is a friday.
im so dumb ): why did i leave my hp on the bench.
just made a police report.
argh. sad for me. but oh well, what's gone is gone.
if it's meant to be mine, it will be back to me. God bless.

NHCO.
feeling more and more comfortable with the people there now.
hope that i'll have a chance to know everyone.
& i went for the walt disney PAYCO performance today.
i felt that it was great, except for one thing, the seats.
we were sitting at the corner so we couldnt get much of a view at it.
but oh well, music is meant for the ears to enjoy anyway (:
they had many performance, it all went so well..
if only nhco would be someting like them one day.
but it seems a bit difficult. people in nh,
i feel that they dont really put their heart and soul to play.
maybe for some, but not all.
i think its just that they should have a camp or something..
bond them together. make them bonded.
so during practices they would be more into it.

SCHOOL.
everything's going well in school.
the happy thing is all the tests i've gotten back, i passed :D
Emaths, MT, Geog, SS, Physics.
haha, now waiting for Eng, Amaths, F&N and Chem.
every thursday i would go to Jessica's hse to study with YJ(:
her hse is like gorgeous. how i wish i was like her.
practically would have all i want.
but life's like that, thing's just dont go your way.

--------------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.


--------------------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal.Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.Too sensitive and easily hurt. Horny.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
But rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
New and realize that you are a perfect match.


-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and
Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
And sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
Feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you
Repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
New love in 8 days.


------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
Work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
Memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
For information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
Make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
Others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
Traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
Repost this in 5 mins, a Cutie that's caught your eye
Will introduce themselves and you will realize that
You are very much alike in the next 2 day s.


-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
Highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
Dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
Imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
Literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
Being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
Next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
You do not speak to much in the next 4 days.


------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an
Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
And more than likely have an a very attractive
Partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
That you have a massive record collection. You
Have a great choice in films, and may one day
Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
You've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
Will meet someone that may possibly become
One of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.


----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
Be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
Consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
Feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
And forms impressions carefully. Caring and
Loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
Sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
Through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
In studying. Loves to be with friends Always broods
About the past an d the old friends. Waits for
Friends. Ne ver looks for friends. Not aggressive
Unless provo ked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
But takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days


------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every
thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'.
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming'
or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.


------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins, someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.


---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat.. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will
not meet the love of your life for 10 years.


---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.


---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly . Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. ]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im feeling very shitty today. D:
problems are everywhere!!!! how how??
dont know what to do alrdy la .

dont feel like going to school....
tmr got geog test, f&n test & physics test.
ALL IN ONE DAY. sian..
made alot of ppl not happy today :x
sorry, even though i know they wont be here reading this.
but oh well, who cares.

my blog is getting kind of dead.
nothing interesting happen-ed.
so no point updating.
will update whenever possible~

Today went to temasek poly,
congrats to alif, idris, and haidar who got 1st place :D
they'll sure get into the finals.
for the girls, 4 x 400m is also in the finals alrdy =.=
wth. lmao. mie, dorothy, nadhirah and faryal will be running 4 x 400m...
tmr still got NHCO. sian. so i wont be smsing anyone from 7-10pm.

Anways, Just some things NOT to do during ghost festival.
Its starts at midnight sharp TONIGHT. (:
#1.Dont anyhow pick up things from the floor outside.
#2.Dont anyhow scold ppl who you DO NOT KNOW when you're out.
#3.If there's ppl burning paper money dont walk over it.
#4.Its not safe to go swimming or cruising.

wheee. today had a maths test.
went quite okay actually. hope i can pass. lmao =.=
should i do e maths hw ? hmmmm.
dont care la, tmr's thing, tmr den say.
got back geog test, & yay. I PASSED. lmao.
as well as e maths test :B haha.
leechye tyco luh, 29/30. highest in class.
great job man. he's really improving alot now. (:
just now went running with a few friends.
but i run one round only, den need to rush back hm.
sad D: cant train more. argh.
before tha got co, still cant get the notes right.
its like dam fast for me, while others so slow.
sian. den toked about the genting trip.
not many ppl want to go actually.
meeting esther & jasmine on friday (:

ps: if you guys noticed, my post is like getting lesser everyday.
lols. hackcares la:x

Today mrs jay didnt come, mr ves didnt come.
School was boring. after school, went for CO.
Before that, me, adelene & huimin go the notice board there.
Then see the finalists for the field events.
& guess what ? MY NAME IS LIKE INSIDE.
Omg luhs. I didnt thought that i would get into the finals.
Woohoo :B Haha. Anyways, have 4 x 400m run on thurs.
Gotta do my/our class proud yeah (:

Anyways, gonna be real busy soon.
Tests, exams all coming my way at this time of the year.
Packed with remedials and all this kind of stuffs.
Sian can. Eyebacks are popping out. ):

Shall end here for today then.
Off to studying A maths now~

Haha. M. finally msged me. (:
Okay, im know im a retard. Lol.
Fancy me being happy for something like that.
Erm, i dont really know what to blog about alrdy.
Hms, had E Math. common test today.
It was okay la. Anyhow did quite alot of questions :x
And many of the guys say its easy. wait till they get their results.
Lols. Im so bad. Then there's A Math. test this coming Wed.
I WANNA PASS THIS SUBJECT MAN.
For once, i wanna pass it with flying colours. XD
Okay. Maybe not now, cause i know i still cant do it.
But at least i'll try to do my best in EOY exams :D

Today during CO, glad to see that Chris came (:
Well, personally, i feel that its better if she comes.
Cause some of the people will still practice rather den no one at all.
Lmao. I practiced the songs Mandala, Zhan Wang & my grade 5 song.
For my grade 5 song, there seems to be no improvement :x
I just didnt feel like continue-ing when i reached the hard part.
But for the other two songs, im doing great :B
Cause its like dam hell easy instead of my grade 5 one.

Anyways, we gonna have a new cca shirt soon.
So, gonna save money !! & most probably we'll have a camp soon.
I mean not soon, like during November or so.
We might be having it tgt with NHCO as well. YAY (:
&, Chris said if NHCO expands, it will split into Annex A&B.
Plus, she wants me to be the chairman(or chairwoman, whatever) for Annex B.
Im like O.M.G luh. How can i lead ?
No way man, i seriously think that im not suitable to lead & stuffs.
Well, lets drop that topic anyway.

Okay. You guys should probably know that im weak in my english looking at my posts.
& Jonathan decided that maybe we should have a study group.
So that we can help each other if we dont know how to do our hw etc.
I tink it can really help. Cause i really cant study alone!
I prefer study groups more, especially when its ppl teaching me,
and nt vice versa. lols. XD
Cause thats when i can understand more easily 1 to 1.
& my chem really sucks, need loads of help too.
Now currently studying for A Maths.
Praying hard that i can pass this test. (:

Labels: Fading love

Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most,
adored him with rich robes,
and treated him to the finest of delicacies.
She gave him nothing but the best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much,
and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms.
However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend.
He was her confident and was always kind,considerate and patient with her.
Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him,
and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner
and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom.
However, she did not love the first boyfriend.
Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short.
She thought of her luxurious life and wondered,
I now have four boyfriends with me,
but when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend,
'I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing
and showered great care over you.
Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!', replied the 4th boyfriend,
and he walked away without another word..

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend,
'I loved you all my life.
Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!', replied the 3rd boyfriend.
'Life is too good!
When you die, I'm going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend,
'I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me.

When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the 2nd boyfriend.
'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning,
and the girl was devastated.

Then a voice called out:
'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go..'

The girl looked up, and there was his first boyfriend.
He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said,
'I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!'

In truth, you have 4 boyfriends in your lives:

Your 4th boyfriend is your body.
No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good,
it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.
When you die, it will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends.
No matter how much they have been there for you,
the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul.
Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

However,
your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go.
Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you
that will follow you and continue with you throughout Eternity.

Pass this out to people you care about,
so im posting it in my blog so that everyone can read it (:

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect,
It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

Today during pc Mr Ves chat with us about our sch and stuffs.
Siglap is actually a school which many ppl thinks that its a gangster sch..
But he also mentioned that Siglap was once a very good sch,
as it was located between rich housing estates.
But they shifted here, and students nowadays are getting worser by the minute.

There's a education programme now called "TLLM" (teach less learn more).
It is when the teacher teach lesser but students learn more.
I mean like, "how is it possible?"
Den mr ves say, got one student say:
"Cher, how can lidat? you still take your same pay, how can teach lesser?
If lidat you also take lesser pay la!"
Lols right. then another student say:
"But cher, you normally teach we learn very little already.
If you teach lesser we dont need to learn liao." XD
haha. so damn funny luhs.

Mr Ves den say, if student will change,
den it will help change the school's reputation.
but, like who cares ?!
we're leaving in two years' time anyway..
thats why Mr Ves say other schools, tell them to;
"Read Example 10."
-They will be READING.
But tell our sch students to;
"Read Example 10."
-They will be TALKING.

So as you can see, thats why our sch's reputation is so low.
Tmr is friday, have NH practice :DD
haha. okay, just took height and wake again.
my height is still 153, weight is still 40kg.
haha. meihua last time go around telling ppl she's 154.
i thought she taller den me siah.
but she only 152 la, or isit 151. lols.
whatever. who cares. yay, i gain one kg. lmao.
anyways, time to go slp and be fresh awake for sch ! (:

Mr Ang said the the friends that you have in your ccas,
would be the ones you would have for life.
well, kind of agree, but disagee in another way.
haha. when we grow up, everyone would take different paths.
we wont know who are the ones who will be with us for life..

today, had chemistry test, everyone tried copying.
but the teacher kep taking their notes away.
lol. everyone's flunking chemistry man!
anyway, tmr sec 3s are having their heats.
cheer us up yeah! im doing high jump tmr.
(hope i dont get leg cramp) lol.
i'll also be doing the 4 x 400m run.
but its not tmr la. lmao.

had english remedial today,
miss hendon asked us to draw out a character,
with a short paragraph she has given us.
it was dam fun. always enjoyed her lessons(:
haha. tmr got CO. those who haven paid the CO fund,
bring 2$ tmr & pay up hors!

thats all folks :B
What do you expect from such simple creatures?
Your last name stays put.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5000.
Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
You almost never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
Everything on your face stays its original color.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.

You can play with toys all your life.
One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one color for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier. =.=
To sit and actually think about what happened.
To notice you never said a thing.
To think it could be possible that you never gave it a thought.
Or were you lying to yourself?
To believe you couldn't even admit the truth you already knew.
To hide the thought inside your head. To keep it to yourself.
Or were you lying to yourself?
To feel the sadness that I feel.
To do the same you always have.
To hang your head in disappointment from the corner of my eye.
To have a reason to lie, to lie to yourself..

having a shitty day due to some reasons.
today nothin much happened though.
just heard meihua said what baotou kia always dunno what.
hackcares also. went for mother tongue remedial.
not realy a remedial, but still took us 1/2 hr.
after that went for co, till 5.30pm.
den went central with jon and adelene.
jiu go home le luhs.
today dam tired, althoug nvr do anything.
lols. thats all for todays post.

this is gonna be a dam short post.
so.. here i go,

ysd had the Racial Harmony Carnival.
it has been pouring cats&dogs.
so stand for like whole day.
after the carnival, around 6 plus.
went to the beach with adelene & huimin.
took some pictures. :D
will upload them soon.
its getting late! off to slp now (:


anyway, today nothing much happened.
so wont be writing much.
tmr is racial harmony celebration.
i dont know should i go to sku D:
sian-ed. many ppl wearing luhs.
but i cant find. xD hackcares also.

patrick say he tmr will be going to NHCO.
buddens in the end sms mie say what;
"all percussionist not going, i also not going."
wth luh. everytime last min say dont wan go de -.-

going to slp now ~
An amazing Love Story
He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her;
While he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party,
He invited her to have coffee with him.
She was surprised.
But due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop,
he was too nervous to say anything.
She felt really uncomfortable;
She thought, please, let me go home....
Suddenly he asked the waiter;
'Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still;
he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; Why, you have this hobby?

He replied: 'When I was a little boy,
I was living near the sea and I like playing in the sea.
I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood,
think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much.
I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling,
from the bottom of his heart.

A man who can tell out his homesickness,
he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home.

Then she also started to speak,
spoke about her faraway hometown,
her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk,
also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands;
he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him! ;
Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story,
the princess married to the prince,
then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him,
she put some salt in the coffee,
as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away,
left her a letter which said:
'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie.
This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated?
I was so nervous at that time,
actually I wanted some sugar,
but I said salt.
It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,
but I was too afraid to do that,
as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time,
still want to know you and have you for my whole life,
even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is
Not to forget but to forgive,
Not to see but to understand,
Not to suspect but to trust,
Not to hear but to listen,
Not to let go but to HOLD ON.

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.


a friend of mine sent it to me,
i find the story quite nice (:
so posted in my blog for everyone to read.

today had e maths test,
kind of forget everything.. plus didnt revise much :x
den it was a maths remedial..
ms yoong said there was a test on 12 august.
chapters 1-6 sia o.o
i totally forget log le lahhh. sian.

anyway, sports day is on the 8 of august.
everyone asked mie to join high jump =.-
so 'll be participating in the high jump & 4 x 400m run :D
going with adelene to bedok this friday (:
i hate thursdays. and i dontknow why. lol.

and im so random in today's blog =.=
well, thats all. nothing to blog about le.

Pearlene ask me to do this quiz .[:

1.The person who last tag you is:
-Pearlene Sugar
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
-Sugars for life! :D
3. Your five impression of him/her:
-Chio, sociable, sweet, lovable, loyal to friends.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
-I dont really know but who cares! :D
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
-Love & misses from her (:
6.If he/she become your lover, you will :
-haha. if she's a guy i'll love her till eternity man! but she's s SHE.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
-nothing actually. doesnt matter :D
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
-nah. even if we might quarrel one day, still will become bestest sugar again ! (:
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
-not sure. but currently, no one's stopping us from getting closer.
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
-anything, as long as im free (:
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
-BAGUS :D
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
-dont know, who cares about what they tink.
13. The characters you love of yourself are:
-nothing.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
-erm, lots.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
-DOREAMON :D whatever i want can be taken out from my tummy pocket :B
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
-I LOVE YOU GUYS :D

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about youWanted include many others,but cant tag them!
any passerbys want to do , can just do in their blogs.

Here's a lame joke:
There were these 4 guys: a Russian, a German, an American and a French,
who found this small genie bottle. When they rubbed the bottle, a genie appeared.
Thankful that the 4 guys had released him out of the bottle,

He said, "Next to you all are 4 swimming pools, I will give each of you A wish.
When you run towards the pool and jump, you shout what you want the pool of
Water to become, then your wish will come true."

The French wanted to start. He ran towards the pool, jumped and shouted"WINE".
The pool immediately changed into a pool of wine. The Frenchman was so
Happy swimming and drinking from the pool.

Next is the Russian's turn, he did the same and shouted, "VODKA" and
Immersed himself into a pool of vodka.

The German was next and he jumped and shouted, "BEER". He was so
Contented with his beer pool.

The last is the American. He was running towards the pool when suddenly
He steps on a banana peel. He slipped towards the pool and shouted, "SHIT!!!!!!!........."

haha. quite a "shit"ty joke yeahs.
but also quite lame. lmao.

anyways, tdy went out with adelene and huimin(:
first, went to TM & CS.
after that go Bedok walk.
den go Bugis buy things.
around 6pm went to have dinner at Simei.
lmao. summarising everything. lazy type.
just that in Bugis alot ppl,
adelene stepped on my slippers alot alot of times. xD
huimin also got step a few times.
ARE MY SLIPPERS VERY NICE TO BE STEPPED AT ?? lol.

gahhh. tmr need to go school le.
sian half. hope that mr ves dont ask us to hand in hw.
cause i still havent touch until it. :x
i wanna slppppp. im like dam tired.
slept at 2am ysd, or should i say tdy. xD
den 11 woke up. now dam sleepy. going offline soon(:
hope tmr dont rain D:

WORD OF THE DAY
Triskaidekaphobia (tris-kai-dek-a-pho-bic)
fear or a phobia concerning the number 13.

slacked from 5-9pm around ahpoh hse.
totally forget that i was supposed to go out with my family -.-
den kena called by sis, den daddie say he buying back.
so nvm le luh. haha. reached hm, online-d, slp.

WORD OF THE DAY
Brobdingnagian (Brob-ding-nag-i-an)
of huge size; gigantic; tremendous.

To meihua:
Hey, so what if i paoto you?
Just think who are you to me anyway.
I dont paoto you also no advantage.
Tell teacher the truth also wont die what.
So i chose to tell the teacher the truth.
I don't care if I lose a friend like you,
besides you weren't even one to began with. :)
Anyway its not like you're scared of getting scolded bah?
Lmao. who ask you wan pontang anyway.
You're just a hypocrite to me. tsk.

today went to co after a maths remedial.
saw chris shoe !!! den went in the rm. haha.
during break time, mie and chris played "jumping bean" tgt.
we couldnt quite rmb the notes.
so it didnt sound very good but the song is still dam nice!
after co, mr chiang came in and brief the orchestra some things

Committee Members
*Jonathan: President of co.
*Jia Jin: Vice Pres. & wind section leader.
*Sharry: In charge of musical scores.
*Stella: In charge of instruments loaning.
*Me: Student condutor & string section leader.
*Bryan: Vice student conductor & percussion section leader.
*Tong Hwee: Erhu/Cello/Double bass section leader.
*Yeeling: Secretary/Treasurer. In charge of welfare.

outside school, at bus stop, huimin reminded us about the co shirt.
we're suppose to wear the co tshirt and jeans bottom.
everyone disagree on the co shirt. (Y)
so mie, jon, huimin, bryan kind of discussed what we wanna wear.
we decided on white polo tee and jeans.
so next tues during co den confirm with the members(:
1Today was just like any other typical school day. Nothing special happened. Stayed back for Math remedial but...i don't even see a single soul there lor -.- After that 1530-1630 was English remedial. Mh didnt go, she could have just tell teacher she didn't wanna go. But instead she lied saying she got tuition. But I paoto her. I didn't knew why I did that, but I guess I just won't help ppl like her keep this kind of stupid secrets. You dont wanna go either tell the teacher or just dont turn up la. simple as that. why did you have to lie? Seriously can't stand liars nowadays.

after that went for a short meeting with the other cca sectional leaders.
talk about some stuffs that we were suppose to take note.
and we might be having a camp with the outside co! cool or what!? :D
wheee. however~~~ the date's not confirm yet.
anyways, i'm posted as the student conductor and sectional leader??!
wth. i dont even know how to conduct! lmao.
ahatted with the juniors after that and that stupid clarence keep kicking my leg -.-
like i not enough blueblacks lidat. lols.
den went to bus stop at 6.30 lidat, started raining. ):
pei adelene wait for bus 39 den go home le~

saw engteck's toe today.
lol. how suay can he be! the last class outing,
leechye fell.. and now, engteck. lmao. xl
the next class outing.... ?? xD

gahhhh. my maths still undone.
english also, all my homeworks are incomplete!!!!!
i dont see the use in doing homeworks. seriously.
lmao. aiya. whaever la. at most stay back do can already.
not gonna give a damn about homeworks! keep me after school if you want! xp
Edited on 17.06.10

Edited on 18.10.10

True love is really hard to find. I won't ask for much, just cherish everything I've got now.

I'm sorry for this past few days.
I really am sorry. I just miss you alot now.
& you wouldn't even notice me.
When you kept quiet for that 3 whole hrs,
then suddenly said you gtg, bye and stuffs.
I was really really depressed..
& I guess you don't have a thing for me anymore..


EM-OH-OH-DEE-WHY. :(
Meihui came along too, & I thought that the performance went very well :D
Haha, saw my school de guzheng members there. Quite shock-ed..

Had my oral last friday, the reading is like dam easy.
BUT, the conversation is hell. D:
Did very badly.. lets hope that i can do well for others:)

Blahblah. Now at home nothing to dooooo !
Someone ask me out plssssss D:
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