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I didn't know I was causing you so much irritation.
You should've told me.

I didn't know you didn't wanna care about me anymore.
You should've let me know.

I didn't know I wasn't your priority, until yesterday.
I should've known.

At least I know where I stand now.
Irritating, unwanted, unneeded.
Broken hearted. :'(
It was FUN-TASTIC! :DDDD
Thanks baby for bringing me there! I love you :333
I really enjoyed the trip cause i laughed alot seriously.
Even though starting quite alot of people late :x
But this trip was definitely worth it!
Love the durian game. So I guess it's good to have alot of strength huh? :)
I'm sure baby enjoyed today as much as I do.
Still laugh till face red like apple & so ji dong also! Hehe I love seeing baby happy! Cause it makes me happy too. Hehe! :)))

On the other hand!
It's school time in like 3 more days.
Which also means money saving time!!!
Gonna try to save as much as I can.
Cause the next few weeks I'd probably have to spend alot :x
So yeah! That's about it for tonight.
I'm tired. Sweetest dreams baby!
Dream of me? <3


本来今天baby打算带我去吃好料的！
不过他又咳嗽又喉咙不舒服，
所以我也不想让他吃油腻的食物。。
我的kimgary啊。。(ToT)/~~~

咳，真受不了我自己。。
我的人太好了吧！
我自己也那么觉得。呵呵 (^.^)v
baby 要快快好起来哦！
然后在带我去吃好料*\(^o^)/*

早日康复亲爱的，我爱你！(^з^)-☆



When my mood gets down, do you care?
When you have to choose between your game and the sad me, obviously you chose your game and threw me to one side :'(
It really shows how much I mean to you right now..
Fk games :(


It's down to one last week of holidays! Sad much :(
But there's gonna be many outings coming up soon! Hehehehehe. And all of them with my baby:3

First it's the Kbox outing, together with Von and Jo and maybe Nat.
Then it's the mind's cafe with baby's friends.
Then it's the Halloween with my sister and maybe a few others.
Then it's the zoo with baby only! :D

So many things coming up~ Woots! :p
But have to keep spending argh D:
Don't think I can save up for my braces le.. Sigh :'(
Hehehe, went out to Jurong Point with my beloved today!!
Like damn far right! But I enjoyed it all the same :3
We went to look around for food cause I haven't eaten my lunch. Though I said I wanted to skip it in the first place. Lol :p
Hehs. Bought myself some kebabs and sushi to eat!
Jurong Point is seriously quite big. Don't even know where is where :x
We bought some cheese sausage and prata roll together with ice blend at the market place too:D
So yummmmyyyyy! Wish I had more junk food to eat :(
Then we also went to mini toons to buy sweets :D
Baby is small kid so like to eat sweet. So I pei him go buy and eat a little bit only:p

& We bought our 3rd couple tee from spade there too! Super naiseee one, :))
Maybe I'll get another one for baby some other time <3

After that we went back to Pasir Ris to catch "the thing".
Not a bad movie but still will scared when watching:x

Hehehe. && not forgetting this! Thanks baby for sending me home, many xoxos! I love you! :3333

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Thought that i'd have worked the whole holiday this sem but then again no I did not.

Job searching somehow feels more tougher as I grow. Seriously?
I mean I look young and all, probably that is why it's a harder challenge for me to find a job. I hope I didn't pull Bibi down tgt with me :/ He could have easily went to find a job with his bro but no he didn't. Hopefully there still are short term jobs left..
I just realized what a loser I have been all my 18 years of living..
Just what have I learnt all these years?
What do I know?
Which places have I been to?
What have I accomplished so far?
Or even just, what exactly is my forte???

I actually do not have any answers to all these questions.
& can only shake my head if anyone asks.
People like me just sucks in life.
No money = No life. Live with it.

P.S. I suck to the core. I repeat, the core.
喜欢一个人，你会莫名其妙的发脾气，你会莫名其妙的做你平常不会做的事，你会莫名其妙留意他的事，你会莫名其妙的在意他说的每句话。因为，你喜欢。

喜欢一个人，不管他做错什么事，也是别人的错，不管是伤害，你都有借口为他辩解，不管别人怎么说，他都是最好的。因为，你喜欢。

喜欢一个人，你会寂寞，你会失眠，你会陶醉，你会忘我。因为，你喜欢。

喜欢一个人，可以是快乐的，可以是幸福的，可以是美好的，可以是梦幻的。因为，你喜欢。

如果你都经历过以上的过程，那，你成长了。

Baby，我拥有太多太多的缺点了，根本不值得你的爱。
我真的很想让你自己一个人开开心心的，不过我好舍不得。。
舍不得你的抱，你开的玩笑，你的小孩子脾气，你的笑，你的任性，你的吵闹，总之就是你的每一部分。。咳。对不起，只能怪我太自私。


不想放下，也放不下。。
任性是因为有感情


一个人对另外一个人的感情如果很一般，就很客气，很有礼貌，很尊重人家跟你不同的东西，有一种求同存异的倾向；而感情越好，对对方越关心，求同的倾向越强，达到一个峰值，也就是最高点，就接近全面求同。


明知对方对自己有感情，感情强烈，就越不讲理、苛刻，有点专制了。 这种情况，也存在于母子之间。母亲最爱孩子，但是最难沟通。 感情好反而不讲理了。爱情就是强烈的感情。情和理是矛盾的，强烈的感情就是强烈的不讲理，这也是人性的一种缺陷，可人性的美好也在这种不讲理之中。


美国的《当代心理学》杂志有一篇文章讲美国的家庭暴力。两个人虽然相爱，但两个人不一样：第一，男人心里有鬼。据研究，男人有一种多恋的倾向。第二，女人嘴巴比较厉害，滔滔不绝，男人理短就少讲话、不讲话，或者溜了。女人偏偏要男人当场认输，男人忍无可忍，最后就用拳头来对话。这在我们中国就叫“报以老拳”。


女人为什么老揪着男人不放，就因为爱他。爱的反面不是恨，而是冷漠，你去跟别人好了——正好，我本来就不爱你了。 


关于情侣吵架的种种问题，有科学研究表明,年轻时候吵架比较多的夫妻(情侣)，以后会是最相爱,生活最幸福的。 情侣之间吵架是很常见的事情。我觉得这种事应该从下面几个方面来想： 


1:有科学研究表明，年轻时候吵架比较多的夫妻(情侣)，以后会是最相爱,生活最幸福的。


2:如果你们不是因为一些原则性很强的大问题而争吵，比如对方出轨，或者生活习惯，性格完全相互排斥什么的。如果不是为这个，只是为点小事，那么我认为你们需要更好的磨合一下。用你们的爱多包容对方一些。(磨合是基本上夫妻都需要也都必须做的事) 


3:你们经常吵架说明了你们都很非常在意对方，所以期望值过高，所以不满足就会吵。这从根上说是因为太喜欢对方。 


4:请你们好好的包容下对方，为自己喜欢的人受点委屈迁就一下对方这有什么啊。这也是件浪漫的事。 不要计较那么多，那是你心爱的人呀，为什么不能让一下他呢？ （为什么你要和我计较。。我不是你心爱的人吗？）): 


两个人在一起是多么幸福的事情呢，为什么总是吵架扰乱你们的幸福呢？ 没有不吵架的情侣，就算两个人再怎么合得来也避免不了分歧。还有，如果吵架避免不了，不要太较真，想想自己是很爱他（她）的，怎么舍得他（她）难过。 


吵架的原因是因为你们都有不一样的意见和看法。。或是对方做了某些东西让你看不惯的。。其实你想避免的话，从她身上行不通，那么就拿自己开刀吧。。这要求自己是真的有那个脾气能忍能理解他。。或者你情商好。。懂得在有矛盾的时候能很好的与他沟通协商。。自然而然你们吵架的次数就肯定会少。。是减少了。。不是一次也不吵。。


不吵架那是不可能的，多包容，多体谅，多站在他的立场、角度思考，多为他想想，不要计较你的得失。。。。 这些说着容易做着难，你自己去慢慢体验吧。


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First you pangseh me just for some scuba thingy.
Couldn't you go there later? Like what we have already said before?
I don't like last minute changes. You should know. :/
Then you started playing your game, and replies me slower.
Would you keep your word? About what we've agreed on that night?

This actually lead me to think about the past few days..
Have you been playing when you said you were doing something else?
I hope not.. :/
Sigh. You said you didn't want us to quarrel.
But at the same time I wonder did you keep your word.
I really wish you did. & I really wish you would.

I just hate how insignificant I am to you. SUPER ABHOR.
Teeheeee, it's two down and one to go!
Thankfully, our toughest paper is over so we have nothing to fret about already x)
MKTCS paper was pretty tough today man~
But oh wells. Over already :)

Gonna go gaigai with me love on Monday after exams! Woots :D
Hope we can find something yummy to eat there too :P
Now I feel like spending ALL my money on foooooddddd and I mean ALLLLLL D:
Hungry hungry. Never eat dinner againzxc.

Blahhhhh, wish I had something interesting to blog about.
My posts are like boring... ):
Ciao~!
You must be reading my blog now! Hehehehe :3
Just changed my blog skin. Itchy hand again! :p
Exams in a few days timeeeee, zomgzomgzomgodddd.
Baby must jiayous, waiting for you to beat my c.gpa! :p

Anyways, I wanna thank you, for now our problem with your game has finally resolved!!!!!!!! :)
& I hope that it will stay this way. >.<
You know I won't exactly know how long you play your game, but do keep your promise okay.
I trust you ♥

&, sorry for the quarrels, as usual I did not kept my word ):
I just wanted attention, probably a little too much..
I don't like quarreling over minor stuffs, but I don't know why I do it all the time. :/
I know I haven't changed. I never did. I realized how immature I was, ever since the beginning of our relationship.
I always cry, and asked myself why this happens all the time. But I never knew the answer.
Again & again, I know I've failed you.
But again & again, you gave me chances..

I just wish.. that I could do better.

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Hehehhe! Thanks baby for bringing me thereeee~ Even though I paid myself. LOL :D

Soooo glad the weather was nice enough, but then again sad cause baby's neck pain. ):
Awwww.

Places we went and rides we took there:
#1. Accelerator @Sci-Fi !
#2. Revenge of the Mummy @Ancient Egypt !
Only bad thing about pyramid is that I can totally see nothing. LOL!But oh wells, the speed was preetty good though;)
#3. Enchanted Airways @Far Far Away !
Not bad for a Junior Roller Coaster I guess :)
#4. Canopy Flyer @The Lost World !
So did not expect the ride to be that fast and that insecure! But it was definitely fun :D
#5. Rapids Adventure @The Lost World !
Was pretty good, but I didnt get to sit with bibi ): He was soaked wet! :p
#6. A Crate Adventure @ Madagascar !
Interesting and pretty scenes inside :D
#7. HUMAN & CYCLON @Sci-Fi ! :D
It was damn crazy! Couldnt not think of final destination 4 when I was on it. XD
Human is less secure and scary I suppose? Love the Cyclon ride (L)
#8. WaterWorld @The Lost World !
Great show that can make you wet! :x
#9. Shrek 4-D Adventure.
Aircondition-ed and gret seats were the best thing. :p
#10. Monster Rock @Hollywood !
Best show of all with comfy seats and good views :D Love it!

Ate @ Goldilocks in Far Far Away , was pretty good but "if only there were fries" - Quoted by bibi :p

Hahaha, anyways I enjoyed meself a lot baby ! (L)
Hope you did too despite your neck pain! I love you tons!
XOXO :3

Oh, and did I mention how expensive the locker was?
It's like free for 30-50mins depending on the numbr of lockers available.
the next 20mins cost us like 3$. !@#$%^&* Scammers. xD

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Babyyy, I'm sorry I made you feel neglected yesterday. ): I hope you can understand some times ): I doing project.. I will find for you but you have to let me. I'm sorry. I wish I could see you today. I wish )':

I know we might not be happy every day, but I hope you won't let it affect you through our days together. I really wish you will be happy with me everyday. I know it is possible but sometimes we let our feelings overtake us and make ourselves more sad. I hope it will happen lesser in future? :)

Happy 10th month my baby, I may not be the best girl in the world for you, but I'll always be trying. (L) Loving youuu forever & alwaysssss. :3 Please be happy okay? Sarang hae. <3

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Hehehe babi came my house today, thanks for your laptop (L) A pity I cant press enter now so everything will be in a line :x Hahah. I always enjoy myself when Im with you, you should know that (: Enjoyed laughing at your funny way of talking, idk why its just so funny !! xD but i loikeeee. hehehe. baby can you come my house more oftennnn, pleaseeee? :) i love youuuuu forever & always baby, i promise you that :3

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IM VELI NAUGHTY!!!!

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Burning, humid, stuffy, totally on fire!!! :(

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2 hours plus of cycling with babi ysd can really kill me. LOL.
Sometimes there are just some things that even words can't describe.. ):
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