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- 29th Dec, Monday.

Tralalala. Had CO today, went for prac.
As usual, me, adelene, huimin and moky went for break together.
We went to West Plaza, following behind us were Clarence and Pat .
Patrick went home to have lunch i think.
Saw Mr Khoo, followed by many other CO members.
Then Mok say they all stalkers. Lmao .

We went to 7-11, Mok bought green tea, i bought a bottle of pepsi i think.
Idk why i chose pepsi, usually drink ice lemontea. :\
Then when i finish paying, the cashier say buy one get one free.
Lols, so i gave the extra one i got to whoever is holding it.
Which is adelene, though clarence also wants it . Lmao .

Then walked back, saw Sharry and co. Stalkers? Nah .
Went back quite early, so Mok and Clarence vs Dj Max 2.
I was sitting beside Clarence watching him play.
Mok kept losing. Lols.
Then after that Mok came to sit beside clarence.
So i was somehow sitting between them and got a clear view of both their psps.

Clarence really play well, at least better then Mok. Lols.
I thought Mok suppose to play better cause he's a percussionists and have a better tempo.
But who knows ;D
Play not more than 5 mins, Clarence psp blackout-ed. No batt le.
Lmao, so he took out his charger from his bag, surprised huh.
Who would bring their psp charger to school ? Him.

So he charged his psp at the corner of the room, while i continue watching Mok play.
Mok only won once. out of 5 times. Lols, then me adelene huimin went to toilet .
Went back to have big group practice. I went to the toilet twice again .
Lmao, idk why. Drank too much pepsi i guess. Lol.

After prac took bus 358, many people were on board.
Me, adelene, mok, jon, clarence, shalote, huimin, Mr chiang, si hui, and many others.
Lol, it felt like a chattered bus, everyone was chatting loudly .
Then me huimin and adelene dropped off at whitesands.
Bascially its because huimin and adelene wanted to buy shoes .
Was suppose to meet adelene's cousin, Alvin, too.

So adelene went to bought her school shoes, den went around to look for huimin's new year slipper. But to no avail.
Then went walking around, after 1hr, her cousin FINALLY came.
Together with his friend. So we were like walking in the Popular.
Blahblahblah la, omg why monday so many things happen. I lazy type le.


The next day~ , 30th Dec, Tuesday .

Had CO practice as usual, from 10-3.
During break went to Elias Mall 7-11 .
Saw Izaac, den went to Mac eat lunch . Saw juniors. Lol.
Stalkers again? Dont think so, just coincidence .
Sat down, ate, talked, laughed .
Mok didnt eat anything, so he's like, looking at us eat .

Lmao, then i saw them laugh i also laugh . -.-
Got this guy walked pass our table, said "don't choke" .
Lols, random huh.
So we continued eating, lalalalalalaalala .
Then went back to school .

Went inside the room, waaa, almost everyone reach le .
Did they took the aeroplane back or something ? Ahah .
So had big group prac again . Yay, performance coming !
But sadly, dunno if the sec 3s next year can join anot D:
They needa go for their Sec3 camp .

After prac went to central, together with mok and adelene.
Collect skirt, Mok also collecting skirt. Lols .
There's 3 guys sitting in front of the bubbletea shop, their heads like all linked one.
When we walk pass their heads also follow.
After collecting we walk the other way their heads still facing us.Lmao .

Then i ask Mok where his skirt after we collected, he say he now wearing.
Means his school long pants is his skirt la . Lmao .
Walked home, saw 4 guys crossing the road .
Looks familiar, but who cares .
They walked behind me after crossing the road .
One guy was like, "wth??"
The other said, "Maybe she knows you but pretended not to."

Hmm, not sure if i know them, didnt look in their face.
I have this habit of walking away when i say a bunch of guys or what,
Or even walk one whole round just not to walk pass them .
So wont even bother to look how they look like .

- 31st Dec , Wed !

Today gonna for countdown, not sure whether it'll be fun !
Anyways today woke at 2plus, lmao . Had a great slp .
Woke up having headache, Big one .
Brush teeth and ate some Jap food, den used comp .
Okay, will blogged again, hopefully .

Went shopping today


Brrrr, this few days damn cold la!
Take bus, go foodcourt, drink can drinks, in fact do alot of things also will keep shivering ! D:
But its damn funny when i try to talk when i'm damn cold.

Went to cityplaza, bugis and whitesands today. Bought quite alot ;D
1 navy blue dress, 1 green stripes shirt, 1 yellow shirt, 1 navy blue shorts, 1 mini skirt and most importantly, a new backpack! :DD
Wooo, spent an exact of $97.90! :D
Plus kfc, $6.40 = $104.30! Oh my tians, shouldn't have ate huh! So ex :x
But i love crispy chicken! so it was okay ahah .

Around 7.30pm went to white sands, got alot of army men!
The newbies, their uniform are so gay la!
I prefer the old one which is much much much more nicer lo.
Eat le took 358 with huimin den went one round back to ws den go home .
My legs are super tired luh! Finally going home :D

Chatted with adelene on bus, then chat about the new year's stuff.
I sooo want to countdown with friends this year!
Those who want please go beg or what your parentssss !
The more the merrier ;D

Feliz Navidad !! :D


Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero a�o y felicidad

Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero a�o y felicidad

I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of my heart

I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of my heart

Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero a�o y felicidad

Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero a�o y felicidad

I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of my heart

I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
I want to wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of my heart

Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero a�o y felicidad

Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Feliz navidad
Prospero a�o y felicidad

I want to wish you...

Here are the two original verses:

I want to wish you a merry christmas
With lots of presents to make you happy
I want to wish you a merry christmas
From the bottom of my heart

I want to wish you a merry christmas
With mistletoe and lots of cheer
With lots of laughter throughout the years
From the bottom of my heart


Merry Christmas everyone! :D

life sucks. thats all i can say.
ahhhhhhhhhh!
!@#$%^&*
blahblah. bad day today, dont ask why .

Went to CO, had practice :D
I love CO more and more, enjoyed playing my yangqin (:
though i'm short of sngs to play, everytime play same thing.
But! i still still love my yangqin:)
can let me vent my anger on also. lols. thats why my sticks alwas got hole D:

play too hard le :\ poor sticks .
today was helping out to move the instruments in the drama room during break .
So me bryan mok and co. were somehow spared for being late for practice at 1pm.
People like yeeling, mok, were always late for CO .
The future chairman- bryanmok! still late.
If he continue like that he can forget about being the chairman la can .

After CO had meeting again, kena scolded as usual .
Then the form for the treasurer thingy was missing .
Interviewed the sec 2/3'09 . Idk who's the first .
But i saw yongwang being interviewed when i went into the room.
The adelene and huimin try to ask me go out huh! dowan me to listen. haha.

He wants to be logistics, so is terence. they both buddy sure want tgt de.
Then is adelene's turn, she want to be secretary, huimin treasurer .
Chinhwee's turn was next. She wanted secretary too i think.
But then she chose vice pres cause adelene somehow was chosen for the post.

Bryan came and sat on the table beside me den talk about chocolate milk-.-
Then patrick came in took some scores and was looking for Jon.
Bryan look at the scores, den say very hard. Lmao .
Btw Bryan's right hand is half lame.

When it's patrick's turn, he was somehow speechless.
Actually he chose student conductor, but mostly everyone said his beats not good .
So he chose sectional leader instead, MC ak why he dunno what to answer.
Lmao, den sharry tell him.

So yeah, after individuals interview me adelene and huimin left .
Chatted along the path to elias mall . Then huimin headed home .
Me & adelene went to do homework in tessa's house .
But i forgotten to bring my maths worksheet, so i just use the comp do online one.

Went home around 8pm . Can't rmb .
Bathed, onlined. Ate.
Watch tv about the balloon dresses.

The End .

Last Christmas by Ashley Tisdale


Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I’ll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
Yea yea

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special


圣诞节快要来临了!
i dont know how to write it in english la. so wrote in chinese :x
Still have some undone homeworks, what to do !!
Lazy do ley, but tmr should be going tessa's house do :D

ysd the family gathering was okay la . quite boring .
ate tang yuan at home before going! :D those with peanuts inside de . lol.
i step in, greeted them, forget how to greet some :x
i think they all too long never see me le den thought i who -.-
my cousins all go white sands . so only left adults .
they all down there playing mahjong, super noisy .
i wonder how did one of my older cousin manage to sleep .
he's 19 this year , AND SUPER BIG SIZE ! bigger than ever man!

many of my cousins who are guys their voice change le lor.
only a few months never see them they change so much . lmao .
i have one cousin who's 17. his hair is so long, plus thick .
he should really go cut his hair . he keeps staring like he never see me before .
i think he too long never see me already .
plus he keep challenging me to play DJ max la -.-
but mostly i win ! :D yayyy. hahaha. he's hands so stiff .
good thing i got practice before he challenge me . lol .

after use laptop online awhile, help sis play pet society .
lols. then entertained my niece, become entertain my cousins .
all look at me play with her, den her saliva keep dripping la!
den i have to keep clean it . she's damn funny .
she grow up, sure will like shopping alot de. she's cute lor! a chiobu-to-be!
she keep take plastic bags and a small basket hang on her arm lor!

den keep say, "shopping, shopping." lmaoo.
when she saw the 19 year old big sized uncle sleeping, she say "scared scared"
lmaooo. she actually scared of him xD and she's always very busy, holding her "shopping bag" walking around . lmao .

den i play with them uno stackers, i let them win lor! :D
haha. then drank sprite + red wine. its nice okay !
den play psp till sian, change to play ds .
there's this game brain-age. my cousin got 73, sis got 69 den i got 39.
lols, the main objective is to get a younger age, 20 is the best.
their maths not good so their brain also no good. lmao .

then played others, blahblahblah. at night hp no batt. lols.
den couldnt charge, so i switched to my mother's phone sice she doesnt really use it :x
then played a bit mahjong, lols. im on the losing streak. ==

after that its 11:48pm. we faster go take bus . midnight no bus le !
then went home bathed, eat chocolate, slept .
ohoh, welcome back derek !
didnt sms you ysd cause i totally forgotten about it.

i remember during CO today , den wanted to sms but i forgotten to bring hp -.-
had a missed call from addelene @ 10:04, she was gonna meet me i think.
but i didnt bring phone!! den mok also call me @ 12:20, for dunno what .
den he couldnt call my phone so he called adelene bah.
me, adelene and huimin were outside having our break at elias mall .
lols, they ate mac. then we went back to CO .

had big group practice. was quite squeezy . lols .
after practice end went to ava for nominations and take our CO shirt .
went to take bus 81 with rayner, mok, adelene, tonghwee, yinjia, and yongwang .
not that we take tgt la, but we're in the same direction. lols.
so called took tgt . its a miracle rayner finally come for prac . lmao.

reached home, online. chat. present.

The End.

hope it doesn't gets any worser than this
ahhhh! today woke up, super big stomach ache !!
i was like ughhhhhhhh ! stupid stomach. im trying to slp la can!
then it gets even more painful !
then i toss and turn in my bed for like 15mins, buay tahan le!
jiu wake up go bathe and stuffs .

family gathering today! will blog about it when i get back .
my sis's bf has been staying over night for 2 days le .
dont he need to go home or something??!

will be out. practically the whole day bah.
basically its just going to buy clothes and slack at granny's house (:
shall write till here .

to be continued..

What an "aching" day!
Yoooooo! Just changed blogskin, again . Lol .
I want Santa's hat! But no stock le. Noooooooo !
Boooohooooooo . I'm gonna find one sooner or later !@#$%^&*

I went to loyang dua bei gong today (It's a temple's name).
Took 109 there, at bus-stop my mother keep make me lor !
She act like small kid i need to play with her sia -.- Lols.
Then she keep lie against me, she's like so heavy lor !
When pass 3 stops she say, "okay reach le, i think" *faints*

Ahaha, my mother looks just like an apple.
She can laugh laugh laugh till her face become like apple. Lol.
We then walk there. the wind and sun both super big can !
The sun kept shining the wind kept blowing !
I learned something today.
Always enter the temple through the front door kays!
My sis blurblur go walk side door den my mother scold her .
Lucky i walk with my mother. lols..

Then we went to buy each of us the 8$ thing , inside contain oil, the paper that you take go burn (i forgotten what isit called), 6 oranges, 3 joss sticks and 1 empty red packet .
Went to light up the joss sticks first.
So dumb la me! I took like 5mins to light the 3 joss sticks?!
I was like, faster light up faster faster! But hor !
The stupid kns wind, keep blowing my direction.
I tell you ar, my hair is like flying everywhere liao la can! !@#$#%$^&*

After that went to say some blessings, then pour the oil around the dunno what.
lmao. went to drop the red packet in the box and burn the papers .
took 2 oranges home . havent eaten it till now :x
After that we went to eat at the food court just opposite .
The food court damn what la, many cheekopeks hang out there siol .

I hate them! i hate banglas too! I wanna dig their eyes out!!
Everytime see them sure will have goose bumps de ..
After that faster eat den walk to bus stop go tampines .
My mother hold my hand go bus-stop, den i keep dragging her .
Lols, damn funny. In the end she very tired but still keep laughing .
I love my mum ! idk why, but i love her! :D

took bus 19 to tamp, den after that shopshopshop .
alot things happen but my body is aching all over, and im lazy to type le .
Hate this period of the month! always have aches and cramps D:
Sorry if i have quarrelled with anyone somehow!
so if you can understand :x try to stay away from me huh !

Tmr going to my granny's house for family gathering! :D
wheee, hope its gonna be fun . ahahah .
i dont miss my nephews! noooo, they're sure gonna bully me again D:
Then i'll have to bring the kids to the play ground, blahblahblah.
Tmr will also continue my shopping with my sis :D

Now i need to stay awake till 3am cause my dear mum,
forget to bring her keys to work la !
poor me, my family all sleeping le T.T
Tmr im gonna finally see all of my cousins .
Haven't seen them for quite some time . Some sure grow fatter le :x
hahaha. can't wait till tmr !

The End .

Back At One by Brian mcknight


It's undeniable, that we should be together
It's unbelievable, how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal
Yeah-aey~

(One), you're like a dream come true
(Two), just wanna be with you
(Three), girl it's plain to seee that your the only one for me and
(Four), repeat steps one two three
(Five), make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start Back at One (yeah)

So grateful, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable, for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart

Cause,
(One), you're like a dream come true
(Two), just wanna be with you
(Three), girl it's plain to seee that your the only one for me and
(Four), repeat steps one through three
(Five), make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start Back at One

Say farewell to the dark of night, I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line, just in the nick of timeeee

(One), you're like a dream come true
(Two), just wanna be with you
(Three), girl it's plain to seee that your the only one for me and
(Four), repeat steps one through three
(Five), make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done, then I start Back at One


Today woke at 9am, bathe and went to school .
Meet adelene on bus, reached at 9.55am .
Then waited for huimin outside schoolgate .
Today practise only 4 people go siol !

Went in, search high & low for that ARX(Ang Ruixiang),
But to no avail .
Don't know what the heck he was, then DM helped us ask Ms tan(the one with a huge mole and sits in the office all day) take key .
Mok came and did nothing, the future chairman is lazy to take a key! !@#$%^&
I wonder if he's suitable for the job, nah. dont think he is .

The Ms tan must be suffering from Short Term Memory Loss .
We still needed to remind her before she gave us the key-.-
Since i was the oldest amongst the 3, i was incharge of it .

Went up the lift, den start practising .
Adelene kept laughing dunno why . Lols, too excited to see Mok .
Dunno at what time, Jon called me .
Saying that the shirts were ready and ask to go collect it .
So i asked the rest if they want .

They all like very happy, so we all agreed . Lols .
Board the bus, quite crowded, i sat beside an aunty .
She ask me to tell her when reaching white sands. So i said okay .
Lmao, random people are everywhere man .
Went to Tamp's Artserve, collect the shirts, and went to West Plaza .

Went to koufu again, they saw Mr Ang faster go chat with him .
While i went to buy drinks cause i was damn thirsty .
Then Mok went to bought drink, followed by adelene and huimin .
The funny thing is, all buy same thing as me . Choco-late. Lmao.

Then Mok went to buy mixed rice, me too, huimin three, adelene four -.-
Everybody all like to eat same thing huh. lols .
When i finish buying saw Mok walking to me holding his cup .
He complained and say:"My drink finish already sia, i bought curry chicken ley!"

I was like -.-, den go buy again la.
He say he want buy those plastic packet de but dont have in koufu .
I dont know what he said next, like mumbling,"Then later pei me go buy milk" .
Should be i guess. Buy milk?? Lols, first, he bites raw carrots, now milk. ==

Then we go 7-11 pei him buy milk and went back to school .
On the way saw the dunno what dora and lip kang .
Lols, lipkang put his shoulder on her siol, are they together ?
Maybe, she used to be kaiwen's ex though .

Then reach school le, we eat first, chatted while eating .
Lmao, Mok brought the santa's hat to school and wear while playing psp .
After eating, i was still deciding whether to go for the party cause both adelene and huimin not going .

Huimin and adelene keep psycho-ing me not to go cause they also never go. lol.
So in the end, i also say i not going .
Then Mok think for awhile, and said he also say he not going .
So in the end only clarence go, hoho, good luck to him .
He so sociable sure can survive de la .
(Just hope he dont offend too many people . lmao)

Took 358 as adelene was going to the inter .
I sms Jon me and bryan not going for the party le,
he say why siol? (i think he must have cooked alot of nuggets) lol.
Then i showed bryan the msg, he took my phone and replied jon, you eat all .
Lmao . Almost reaching whitesands i say i feel like buying the santa's hat .

Cause sunday i have a humongous family gathering ! Can wear the hat there :D
In the end i think sold out le ! So sad . But nvm la, tmr try again (:
Then sent off adelene then me and mok went to take bus back home .

Reached home, super tired, slept till 4.30 den bathe .
around 5 online . still deciding whether to go for the party though . lols .
cause its damn bored at home, den mok say dont go .
He say i'll have to tkcare of clarence, lmao .
Then ask me, "Do you want to eat nuggets and tkcare of little boys? or want to stay home and sleep?"

Lol -.- He say i can sleep then when wake up i can forget about the party.
Wth , talking to him i really feel like puking blood .
Then blahblah chatted for awhile more den didnt chat le .
Adelene pronounced twilight as tweelight . lol .
I'll post again tmr :D

Ahhhhh! Nowadays my blog so many words. I hate it!
!@#$%^&*

The End .

Surveyy from Shalote/Bryan!
1.Who is the last person who tagged you?
.Adelene!
2.The relationship between you and her/him?
.My zombie
3.Your 5 impressions on her/him?
.Joker, cute!, super on, straightforward, fun-loving !
4.If she/he becomes your enemy,you will?
.Never.
5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
.Nothingg.
6.The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is ...?
.short? Nah.
7.The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is ...?
.short!
8.For the person that pisses you off you hate you say...
.FKU!KNNBCCBWTFSHITLA,SIAM!
9.What do people feel about you?
.how the hell i know them -.-
10.Who do you have a crush to?
.i don't hold crushes.
11.The most ideal person you want to be is ...?
.Someone called "me".
12.Pass on this quiz to 10 people.
1)Adelene!
2)Clarence
3)Huimin
4)Tonghwee
5)Yinjia
6)Jonathan
7)Joycelyn
8)Mok (i was gonna ask him but he do already)
9)Jiajin
10)Debra
13.if no 5 & 7 were together,what would happen?
.[Yin Jia, Joycelyn]: If they know each other den say!
14.who does no. 5 like? [yinjia]: I don't know?
15.who does 9 like? [jiajin]: her bf, jingming.
16.say something about no.8 [Mok]: Play well in drums, but too playful.
17.Who is no.2 [Clarence]: Talkative.
18.Talk about no.3 [Huimin]: Best junior i can ever have ;D
19.Who is no.10's bestie? [Debra]: Emily.
20.Who is the sexiest person among the 10 people. Erm, idk .
21.What colour does no.4 like? [Tonghwee]: Not sure.
22.Is no .4 single? [Tonghwee]: Nope, she's attached.
23.What is your relationship with no.1? [Adelene]: Zombieeee.
24.Are no.5 and 6 best friends? [Yinjia,Jon]: Can say so.
25.What is no.9's surname? [Jiajin]: Tan
26.What is no.7's surname? [Joycelyn]: See
27.What things do you wish to say to no.8? [Mok]: Zombie at 1am .
28.What you would do to help no.9? [Jiajin]: More like she help me with studies, lol.
29.Who does no.1 admires? [Adelene]: Hmm, idk .
30.Where does no.1 stay at? [Adelene]: Pasir ris.
31.Does the 10 of them know who you like? [debra]: nah, not close to her.
32.What do you need to say to no.6? [Jonathan]: erm, nth .
33.Who is no.10's spouse? [debra]: Some guy, forgot his name.

Long but short day in school
Read some Siglap Secondary School ghost stories online .
Most of them don't sound so scary though .
'Cause after the short chat we had during CO today ,
i was just a little bit curious to find out what ghost stories my school has .
So went to do a little bit of homework on it :x
One of the stories i've read:

Siglap Hidden Truth
1) A first nightmare in Siglap occured during my NPCC camp in 1999. It was held in school. Everything went through normally but on the 2nd nite, something unexpected happened. We, juniors, we waiting for our turns for the ‘Nite Walk’. I wanted to act big so i went out alone. When i was reaching the 3rd floor, i heard a giggle. A very soft but high-pitched giggle. I dismissed it as my imagination. Then i saw it. It was right in front of me. It was like a small child but it was naked and had a very round tummy. It’s teeth were razor-sharp. I was rooted to the ground. I ran down quickly back to the parade square. I was shivering but told nobody coz i knew nobody would believe me. The it was my best friend’s turn. She was at the top floor bridge which links the classroom block to the Office block. My inspector and I saw a woman with long-hair and also a short hairy man behind my friend’s back. We were too shocked to say anything.

2)As all of us NPCC cadets knew that the whole of 3rd floor is haunted. Seniors who stationed for the nite walk had all witnessed something strange there. The Music Room and AVA Theaterette are haunted too. We could hear things moving about, screams and giggles in there, sumtimes even during the afternoon. A group of us(10-13 ppl) heard screams and sumtink being thrown inside the Music room, when we were on the way to the Library. It happened at abt 3 pm!

3)The boys toilet on the Classroom blk level 4 is haunted too. I used to be a prefect and was stationed there during the morning assembley to prevent late-comers to put their bags in the classes. I heard the slamming of the toilet door. As i as not allowed to go into the toilet(I’m A GuRl…), i didn’t do anytink. Then i heard the tap being on. (I could hear it because the students were reading quietly at the parade square) I went inside and saw trails of blood drop on the floor. I was very suprised because boys don have their periods and there were no no blood drops when i first inspected it(i wanted to make sure nobody wanted to escape assembly) Then i saw a bloody woman’s head hanging from the small window. It gave me a sly smile which still gave me the chills. I instantly ran down to the parade square. Then i fainted. Luckily only some students and teachers saw me faint. (It’s so embarrsing to faint in front of everybody).

When Siglap moved to it present location, we brought some antique art pieces along. Some of the art pieces are older than me. Some say the figurines are occupied by wandering spirits. We will never know the truth…



It sounds very unconvincing though. So i dont think i'll believe it .
Lols , besides i won't have any more camp in the school i guess .
Only night classes next year . Found another story about OCH , lols .


Guard at OCH
A security guard has been working at the hospital for many years…and some say HE STILL WORKS THERE EVEN THOUGH the HOSPITAL HAS CLOSED.. My Dad used to work at the hospital before its closure hence i would often visit him there. I could still remember at that time there was a old security guard who works there for many years.

Months before the hospital moves, my dad had a casual chat with that guard (i am presence too) so when they reach the topic about the movement of the hospital, the guard say things like ” I AM VERY SAD… ONCE THE HOSPITAL SHIFTED, I WILL BE OUT OF JOB…. REALLY CAN”T BEAR TO LEAVE THIS PLACE.”

Recently me and a group of friends visited the abandoned hospital at Changi. Things was still smooth when we explore the first and second level. There were 16 of us and sadly to say we only got two torch with us… THings WeNT wRoNg WHeN we Went up to the Third LeVEl…

After Exploring and found nothing we decided to leave … BUt it seems that our torch are getting weak and One was spoilt. We went round and round for 15min ++ but we still can’t find the exit. Some girls in the group started to panicked… To Our Amazed a guard came up the stairs but he was not holding any torch .. it was rather dark and we couldn’t see him clearly. I was among the last few to go down the stairs.

As we reach the ground floor, the girls IN the front STARTED shouting AND RUNING AWAY … we at the back didn’t know wat had happen but to play safe, we ran as well.. After getting to a bus stop down the hill, then the girls said that when thay reach the ground floor, they saw the SECURITY GUARD HAS NO LEGS but only the shoes attached to the pants.

THat night, I was very suspicious as in who that GUY WAS… so i casually ask my dad about him and he reply “HE PASS AWAY LIAO … ” I was shocked and till now i still wonder whether was it him that night who save us from the lost ????

Alot of people has met the security guard too. Go and ask your friends who visited the place…………………………..


Hmm, what security guard ? i didnt see anyone the previous time i went with my ex .
Lols , the place is just deserted and have many broken glass on the floor .
Too bad we dont have a torch :x cause like very scary go up the dark staircase .
So we didnt went up .

The sfogs website thing is gone ! aw man .
Lol , so long never go le . Kind of missed the old days . lmao .
Anyway , i've been addicted to hearing guitar solo's this few days!
There's this boy he's damn good . Love all the songs he play!



Today woke at 9 , went for chinese orchestra self prac .
Mok come to show off his candy sticks to me that he bought . lol .
Then he took one to eat , i think there's 10 inside bah .
Then he ask me if i want , i've never eaten one before .
So of course i took one from him .
But after i took the candy , i dont know how to remove the plastic . Lmao.
Then Mok help me open a bit -.- Lol .

Pactice and practice till like 11.30, it was break time !
Most of them went for their break except me meihui huimin and mok .
I was trying to play the erhu , but kept playing weird sounds .
Then finally try and try can play twinkle little star le!
Mok see i playing he took the erhu from me -.-
Then i go take another one . Sorry to those that left their erhus on the floor!
I just took them up to play . I think , Mok broke one of it .

Lols , but anyway , more practising, den i was kinda bored .
Went around playing other instruments . Still think that mine was easiest .
Lmao , just take 2 sticks hit can le .

After that asked huimin to call jon come learning centre.
Clarence came along too . Then he played dj max 1 .
He looked quite pro . At least better than Mok i think .
Lmao , after that i said lets go to the music room .
So all went there . Then Mok went to play the drum set in the guitar room .
(Hopefully he doesnt get a drum set for his christmas present.) :x

Jon was practising his suona, den clarence come tell me if i want go west plaza.
I say you go ask huimin. If she go then i go . Lols .
Then he faster go ask den since huimin want so i also go .
Asked meihui along too (: Cause she like very quiet .
So just trying to make her feel a little more not left out .

No one asked Mok to go but he go along anyway -.-
Then we walked along a straight road , i say lets cross the road . then point point to the road .
But everyone still continue walk straight . lmaooo .
Clarence down there laughing say,"i thought you say cross the road? why we still walking straight?"
I say, you all dont turn how i turn! lmao .
Cause they were standing nearer to the road , so we were like walking tgt.

I think meihui was walking behind . She should stand beside me la! lol .
then went to buy jon's food first .
Suddenly mok dunno do what, swing his hp den drop on the floor XD
Then he asked,"Can we like go to some other place like, koufu?"
I was like why? He say cause i just dropped my phone and alot ppl are staring at me now . lmao .

So i say you all go first la , i wait for clarence . lol .
Then i ask huimin go with mok :x
meihui den pei me wait for clarence (:

Went to 7-11 buy food then went back to music room .
The whole erhu group and yinyin down there listen to jon say story .
Lols, me and co. joined in the small gathering . lmao .
Jon then started talking about ghost stories thing .
About our school, OCH, Red house etc . I've never been to RH.
Wanna go there if possible . lol . been hearing many many stories about it . But have never really went to have a look at this creepy house .

Mok started to unpack his food when, he realised something .
He forgotten to take his spoon ! Lol .
Good thing Jon got dabao also , so he used Jon's spoon when he finished .
After sometime we kept chatting till like 1.55pm, lols.
dont need to practise le , lmao all slackers! :D

Then me Jon and Mok took bus 358, saw meihui at busstop, so sat beside her .
Then we chatted, blahblahblah, the bus came .
On the bus Meihui sat beside me, i sat infront Jon and Mok.
Surprisingly, The juniors board the bus at the next stop . lol .

Bryan went to white sands with me . He said he wanted o buy the santa's hat .
Lmao, while i need to return the library book .
First thing he said when we reaching white sands, i need to go to the toilet .
Lol , i also need, just now drink too much already .
So we both went to the toilet first thing .

Then i come out of toilet, he wasnt there .
So i just went up to 2nd floor while calling him ask where is he .
He say he at 1st floor there, but i didnt see him :x
Erm so yeah, not my fault that he didnt followed me up .
Then he ask me why dowan take lift . I say you want you go take la .
But in the end i had to wait for him at the escalator .

He then pei me go return book, i dropped 2 books at a time cause i didnt know .
Didn't know that it was suppose to drop one by one.
But anyway, i've dropped them, can't stretch my hands in and take mah .
Then we took lift go down, he complained .
Why dowan take escalator ?
I tell him, i thought you like taking lift ! you go down by escalator lor , i meet you there .
Then he say dowan. lmao .

Guys ar, really cant stand him. argh.
Then went to watsons, he bought his hat at only 2.50$ ! Damn cheap .
In the lift he was counting his money , seeing if got enough anot .
Lmao , he's like digging for money, den i ask what if not enough money sial .
He say he got 6$+ ? At first i thought how ex the hat was gonna cost,
but only 2.50$ !

Then he tried the hat at watsons, it looks good on him though . lol .
I bet he's gonna wear it to the party tmr .
Lmao . Anyway, when going up the escalator saw emily !
Long time no seeeeee . ;D

Then her facial expression was like, eh?! :O
Quite shocked to see me .
Crap. Then we took 17 back home .

On the bus, we chat about primary school stuffs .
Lol , many memories, "weird" ones .
Then he reached his stop, when he got off, surprisingly,
he looked back into the bus and waved bye to me, for once, i think he's normal .
T think cause he's shy when adelene's there :x

Speaking of adelene ! She was still sleeping when i was on the way to school tdy!
Lolll. I thought she was gonna go sia, but ended up still slpin -.-
The next stop after Mok was mine, surprised to see my juniors! again!
Lmao, so qiao, took the same bus there and back home .
Cause they were upstairs the bus, so didnt saw them .

Then said bye to them and went home .
I hadnt eaten anythin since ysd night !
But still told my mother i eat le cause didnt want her to gimme money .
Hope that she pays finish my brother's 300$ bill first .

Currently blogging, I had trouble blogging today .
Lagged damn whole lot . So today didnt post music .
I'll stop here .

(JON! i think i know who your dear le la!)
i think only. lols.

The End .

You Can by David Archuleta


Mmmmm
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come to those who wait


Some stuffs that i read randomly from the net .

Women Are Such Complex Creatures
If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman,
If you don't you are not a man.

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying,
If you don't, you are good for nothing.

If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp,
If you don't you are not understanding.

If you visit her often, you are boring,
If you don't she accuses you of double crossing.

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy,
If you don't, she says you are a dull guy.

If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait,
If she is late, she says it is a girls way.

If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold,
If you kiss her often, she yells you are taking advantage.

If you talk, she wants you to listen,
If you listen, she wants you to talk.

IN SHORT...
So simple, yet so complex,
So weak, yet so powerful,
So confusing, yet so desirable,
So daming, yet so wonderful... WOMEN !


Secret of success
A young reporter was given the opportunity to interview a very successful, very wealthy banker. The reporter asked him, "Sir, What is the secret of your success?"

He said "Two words, young man."

"And, Sir, what are they?"

"Right decisions."

"But how do you make right decisions?"

"One word." he responded.

"And, sir, What is that?"

"Experience."

"And how do you get Experience?"

"Two words"

"And, Sir, what are they?"

The banker replied with a wry smile, "Wrong decisions."


Kiss Defined
Prof. of Computer Science: A kiss is a few bits of love compiled into a byte.
Prof. of Algebra: A kiss is two divided by nothing.
Prof. of Geometry: A kiss is the shortest distance between two straight lines.
Prof. of Physics: A kiss is the contraction of mouth due to the expansion of the heart.
Prof. of Chemistry: A kiss is the reaction of the interaction between two hearts.
Prof. of Zoology: A kiss is the interchange of unisexual salivary bacteria.
Prof. of Physiology: A kiss is the juxtaposition of two orbicular ors muscles in the state of contraction.
Prof. of Dentistry: A kiss is infectious and antiseptic.
Prof. of Accountancy: A kiss is a credit because it is profitable when returned.
Prof. of Economics: A kiss is that thing for which the demand is higher than the supply.
Prof. of Statistics: A kiss is an event whose probability depends on the vital statistics of 36-24-36.
Prof. of Philosophy: A kiss is the persecution for the child, ecstasy for the youth and homage for the old.
Prof. of English: A kiss is a noun that is used as a conjunction; it is more common than proper; it is spoken in the plural and it is applicable to all.
Prof. of Engineering: Uh, What? I'm not familiar with that term.


Difference between a boss and a worker
When you take a long time, you're slow.
When your boss takes a long time, he's thorough.

When you don't do it, you're lazy.
When your boss doesn't do it, he's too busy.

When you make a mistake, you're an idiot.
When your boss makes a mistake, he's only human.

When doing something without being told, you're overstepping your authority.
When your boss does the same thing, that's being initiative.

When you take a stand, you're being bull-headed.
When your boss does it, he's being firm.

When you overlooked a rule of etiquette, you're being rude.
When your boss skips a few rules, he's being original.

When you please your boss, you're ass creeping.
When your boss pleases his boss, he's being co-operative.

When you're out of the office, you're wandering around.
When your boss is out of the office, he's on business.

When you're on a day off sick, you're always sick.
When your boss is a day off sick, he must be very ill.

When you apply for leave, you must be going for an interview.
When your boss applies for leave, it's because he's overworked.


The cowboy
An old cowboy dressed to kill with a cowboy shirt, hat, jeans, spurs and chaps went to a bar and ordered a drink.
As he sat there sipping his whiskey, a young lady sat down next to him.
After she ordered her drink she turned to the cowboy and asked him,
"Are you a real cowboy?"
The cowboy replied,
"Well, I have spent my whole life on the ranch, herding cows, breaking horses, mending fences, I guess I am."
After a short while he asked her what she was.
She replied,
"I`ve never been on a ranch so I`m not a cowboy, but I am a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning I think of women, when I eat, work, watch TV, everything seems to make me think of women."

A short while later she left and the cowboy ordered another drink.
A couple sat down next to him and asked,
"Are you a real cowboy?"
He replied,
"I always thought I was, but I just found out that I`m probably a lesbian."


Lols, damn lame lor . Anyways on with the blogging .
Today woke up dunno what time , didn't really notice .
Only felt that the day was damn cooling and i was freezing already .

Felt hungry, so woke up and bathe den had nasi lemak for lunch .
Onlined since 4plus till now , youtubing and nothing much .
Blahblahblah . Mother's not home , daddy went out too .
Sis was like quarrelling with her bf , but went out soon after .
So bro went out buy tibits and i stayed at home .

Life is boringggg .

Went youtubing again , den listen to songs on imeem .
After that went out buy things to eat . Lol .
Now daddy's sleepin' . Will be offline earlier today .
Brother wants to play his cs -.-
& till now im still feeling coldddd !

So yeah , will be offline around 8.30pm .
Bye peeps .

The End .

A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta


Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..


This is my 100th post ! On the 12th day of the 12th month . Lols .
But the sad thing is , as usual , i don't have anythin to post about .
Lmao . So yeah , here i am , crapping again :D

Was bored for the whole day . Woke at 12.21pm .
Continue lying on bed till 1+pm . Thats so Jennifer :B
After that went to bathe , had KFC for lunch .
This few days , i've been eating heaty stuff and thats not good i know D:
Ysd had Mac for lunch , then pork chop for dinner and today ...
At night , had chicken with curry for dinner .

Seriously i don't really like eating heaty stuffs .
Though it tastes good :x But must control ~~
All these foods are damn unhealthy can .
As an f&n student i know whats good to eat and whats not ;D
Butit somehow seems to be a bad thing huh -.-

Today continued with cleaning the house , the most horrible of all ...
THE STORE ROOM .
Oh man . Everything is like so packed inside and me & my mother don't know where to start .
So we slowly took out everything then packed the storerm again .
Phew . It is damn tiring . PLUS DUSTY . oh my tians .
I feel like breathing in dust air sia . -.-
Worked from 2pm to 4.30pm . 2 and a half hours . Long huh .

I was damn exhausted . Though i felt bored today .
But now i know , cleaning the storeroom , is just a torture!!
So , now i'm here bloggin' my old usual boring posts .
Okay , shall shut my crap and end my post with a video .




The End .

If I Were A Boy by BC Jean


If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d make out with who I wanted
And I’d never get busted for it
Cause they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think that I'd understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could just turn off my phone
& tell her that its broken
So she'll think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (waitin for me)

If I were a boy
I think that I'd understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…


Love this version! Supposedly to be sang by beyonce .
But this was the orignal version and i thought she sang a little better .
So yeah , there's also a guy's version ; "If you were a boy" .
But i don't think it's very nice, funny to see so many songs have replies xD

Anyways , THIS IS MY 99TH POST! :D
Wheee~ ahah , tmr will be the 100th , hopefully if i did post (:
Today woke up at around 10 plus, cause the room is too bright , and thats because i forgotten to pull the curtain to cover the sunlight -.-
Then woke up just to cover it so i can slp back again :x
Lols, if it wasnt for the brightness n my room , i usually would have slept till 12 .
Ahaha , after i went back to sleep had this weird dream that i was actually sleepig in the toilet =.=|| wth huh ?
I couldn't stand the dream so i forced myself to wake and have a bath .

Went to loyang point with bro to buy mac for lunch , saw jarrell . lols .
Chatted with him awhile , and asked why didnt he go to the pri class outing .
The funny thing is he ask me back =.= i was like , oh , cause im lazy ?
Lmao . I think being lazy really is my forte right now . :D
He said he was busy working so didn't went , and of course i can see that too .
He was wearing the mac's uniform . Lol .
After that went home , eat le , continued with packing the house .
Went to throw a big big rubbish to the dump downstairs , almost knocked into 2 sec 2 guys i think . they look like sec 2s anyway . lmao .

The rubbish was damn big k . 3/4 of me le .
Quite heavy also , but still managable la .
Went up , the 2 guys still standing there -.-
I think they're my neighbour's friend or something .
My neighbour he's somehow rich i guess , they just moved in this year .
His father owns this damn stylo car , like a racing car luh .
Then they just bought a puppy not long ago . For $6k+ .
So cute luhs ! Went to play a few times , his mother is prettyyy!
He also has an elder sis , 17 i think .
She okay la , a bit plump , and tall !
I think is i short -.- lmao . so yeah . ahah .

Btw , im the shortest in my family le luh :x
Hahaha , but it doesnt matter la , my family also not very tall.
Only my brother exceptional . He's 160+ l i think .
For a sec 1 should be counted quite tall le bah .

Hmm , when i finished packing the house , was 2+ going 3 .
Went to Grandma's house , did nothing , as usual .
Then 5+pm reached home . Have been online since den ,
Was bored to the core . Now the time is 19:40, i'm having my dinner .
Quite early today , i dont know why too .

I'll blog till here ! Now off to facebook to pass time -.-
Hope my primary school mates are having fun ? lol.

The End .

Not Pretty Enough by Kasey Chambers


Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I to outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breath, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough,
I try as hard as a can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I to outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe its real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as a can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I to outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try harder?
Why do you see right through me?

Why do you see,
why do you see,
Why do you see right through me?

Why do you see,
why do you see,
Why do you see right through me?

Why do you see,
why do you see,
Why do you see right through me?

Why do you see,
why do you see,
Why do you see right through me?


Oh man, I thought today was gonna have self prac .
But in the end don't have , is next week .
I'm like so bored staying at home , really wanna go out .
If not im gonna be like so stressed staying indoors all day .

I hate my family .
Hate my mother most .
Followed by my brother .
Then my dad .
My sis maybe not , but sometimes .
Argh . The longer i stay at home , the more time i will spend quarreling stupid stuffs with them .
Thats why during school days i always try to spend most of the day in school .
Like from morning till 2pm , den go Mac study till night .
So i don't have to see their faces !
They are very unreasonable ! T.T And I'm always the one at fault .
My bro would try to sabotage me everytime ,
& tries to act innocent to my mum . So i ended up getting scolded .

Damn , though i have a blog , but i don't really write everything in .
Of course , i know its meant to write about what happens everyday .
But i don't wanna remember anything related to this shit family of mine .
Plus during online , some random ppl would come arguing with me ,
Hoping to add fuel to the fire i guess so i won't even bother to reply.
So in case sometimes i didnt reply , or late reply at times ,
I'm sorry . I might just be day dreaming or something so i don't know .
I think I'm going crazy sooner or later .
& i don't really trust anyone much enough to talk to , so yeah .. :\

& This few days really have nothing to blog about cause i didn't went out .
So my posts will always be talking crap line after line .
I'll keep my post short now . Will try to blog a song everyday . (If i remember that is.)

The End .

Journey to the Past by Aaliyah


Heart don't fail me now
courage don't desert me
don't turn back now that we're here
people always say life is full of choices
no one ever mentions fear

or how a road can seem so long
or how the world can seem so vast
courage see me through
heart i'm trusting you
on this journey... to the past

somewhere down this road
i know someone's waiting
years of dreams just can't be wrong
arms will open wide
i'll be safe and wanted finally home where i belong

well starting here my life begins
starting now im learning fast
courge see me through
heart I'm trusting you
on this journey... to the past

Heart don't fail me now (oh no)
courage don't desert me (desert me)
Home, love, family there was once a time
i must have had them too
Home, love, family I will never be complete until I find you

One step at a time
one hope, then another
who knows where this road may go ooh
back to who I was
On to find my future
Things my heart still needs to know

yes let this be a sign
let this road be mine
let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
heart I'm trusting you to bring me home
(courage see me through heart I'm trusting u)


Found this song , which i last heard when i was p4 i think .
It was in this cartoon called Anastasia .
Kind of missed it . But i couldnt watch the video anywhere D:
But yeah , anyways .. I've just locked my blog this morning around 3am?
Hmm , if you people ask me why i'm locking my blog ,
I can only say i don't really need a reason to lock it .

So yeah , it has been raining since like dunno when .
The floor is damn cold and i bring my blanket wherever i go . lols.
Watched Saw V to pass time during the early noon .
Was quite grossed out plus i haven't ate my lunch yet -.-
I'm like still damn hungry now D: Someone throw me food pls .

Haven't blogged like for 2 or 3 days ?
That's because i don't really have anything to blog about .
So yeah . I'll just try to keep my blog updated if i can .

My DS de charger spoil le -.- And now can't play a thing .
I like damn bored , and no where to go . lol .
I feel like going back to school for CO !
Hopefully on Wed can go back for self prac like what Jon told me :D

I'll blog again some other time .

Too Little Too Late by JoJo


Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late
Yeah

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)


Laughed a lot today , because of many reasons .
Today woked up , because i hit my head on the wall .
Laughed at myself , weird huh ?
Then watched tv , it started raining , had to go buy dinner for bro .
Mummy gave me 10$ so i thought i'd buy each of us a bubbletea too .

Bathed , and went to Loyang Point .
Bought two packet of "shao rou fan", the uncle took a long time can .
Then went downstairs bought bubbletea for bro mum & me .
When walked outside , knn , never rain liao -.-
Should've gone later , cause the umbrella is super extra .

When reached the lift , go in press my floor number .
Almost finished closing le , "Out Of Order." WTHHH .
Then i go out , cause sometimes can work .
So i testing first, i press 9 floor , den it went up ! !@$!$#^!@%
I press the other lift, but never come down -.-
So the same lift came down again , I stepped in and press again, prepare to go up .
Close till half, "Out Of Order." Dammit !
So i just went up climbing up the stairs , poor me D:

Reached home , gave my mum the remaining 40cents .
She say: "Nvm you keep."
I was like: "Oh, okay."
She continued: "Your service charge."
I was like -.-''' dots .

While eating lunch , was watching the Crazy Funniest Home Videos show .
There this camera man , who fell into the pool , which was damn funny .
Then my mother started laughing till like witch .
I couldn't stand my mother's laughter , so i laughed a hell lot till i got stomach cramp .

Then , ate finished lunch , packed my room again .
I brought all the rubbish from my room to the living room .
Now it looks hella messy . Lmao :x

After that blah blah blah , 4.30pm . Fell asleep on the sofa .
Too tired i guess . Woke at 5.30pm , used the comp .
Busy with some stuffs , so didn't really chat much with anyone . Sorry!
Went to bathe around 6. Then at night , ate mixed rice , its alot lor !
My father buy back then say: "I bought alot for you, you can split it eat two times."
I was like: "Wth -.- I not that hungry can , plus it looks like an all vege meal la."

So i took almost 1hr to finish my dinner . & its already 9pm .
After that listen to songs etc . Did nothing much .
I stop blogging now .

The End .

T-Shirt by Shontelle


Hey, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Tryna decide, tryna decide if i
Really wanna go out tonight i
Im not used to going out without you
Im not sure i remember how to.

Gonna be late, gonna be late but,
All my girls gon have to wait cause
I don't know if i like my outfit
I've tried everything in my closet.

(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missin you.
Im gonna step out this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
And there i lay
With nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

Gotta be strong, gotta be strong but I'm
Really hurting now that your gone. I
Thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldn't get past the door and,

Now i dont know, now i dont know if I,
Ever really gonna let you go.
And I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

(Chorus)
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missin you.
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
And there i lay
With nothing but your t-shirt on (I'm all by myself with)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (oh~)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (cause i miss you, cause i miss you)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (said I missed you baby)

Tryna decide, tryna decide if i
Really wanna go out tonight i
Couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Cause~

Chorus
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missin you. (when i'm missing you)
Imma step out this lingerie,
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes. (oh, ooo)
And there i lay ..

(heyhey)
Nothing feels right when i'm not with you
I'm sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's.
Taking them off cause i feel a fool,
Tryna dress up when i'm missin you. (cause i miss you)
Imma step out this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes, (promise if you do)
And there i lay (imma be in bed)
With nothing but your t-shirt on
Said i got nothing but your t-shirt on (cause i wanna be close to you)
With nothing but you t-shirt on (I remember when you liked to see me with)
With nothing but your t-shirt on
Nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, lemme tell ya now
Nothing but your t-shirt on


Someone sent me this email , quite touching . Worth reading .

今天期中考,学校早一点放学,我打了通电话给他。   
女:喂,我今天比较早放学,你来载我回家好不好?   
男:好,等我五分钟。   
女:五分钟?我学校就在你家旁啊。
男:我总要打扮一下啊。   
女:好啦,快一点喔。
下午2:00,太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血
我站在树荫下挥动着手,虽然没凉到哪里去,但是煽总比不煽好。
五分钟过了,他还没来,我看看手表,有点不高。
十分钟过了,他还没到..,该不会出了什么事吧?呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴。
十五分钟过了,他总算到了。
女:怎么这么慢?   
他一副无所谓的样子说:没啊,看个电视。  
女:什么?看个电视?你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来?
我没有说话,没有拿安全帽,没有上车的瞪着他。   
男:对不起。
这是他第一次对我说对不起,他是一个很大男人主义,爱面子的男生,
所以他从不像女生低头说对不起,我看着他,好吧,似乎面有惭。
我带上安全帽,让他载我回家。
 
他总是这样,从来不解释,不争论,不跟我吵架,只跟我说对不起。
有些事,不是一句对不起就能解决的,但是他都跟我道歉了,我也就没再追究下去。
他说,我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。
 
认错需要很大的勇气,但是他从来都没有改进他的错误,对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。
在他说第59次对不起时,
我流着泪,低下头说:你不要再跟我说对不起了,如果你无法改变,
就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会,相信你会改变。
他轻轻的拥着我,说了第60句对不起。

虽然如此,他还是没有改变,不做任何的解释,我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。   
女:你最近怎么了?   
男:没有啊。   
女:那你为什么心情不好?   
男:没有啊。   
女:又是没有啊,你除了这句话以外没有别的吗?你知不知道我很担心,很没有安全感,你到底有没有当我是你女朋友?   
男:...对不起。   
女:我不要听你说对不起。   
我挂了电话,他也没有打来,他根本就不在乎我,也许,我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。

从那天开始,我再也没有找过他,他也没有打电话给.
有时候,我会接到一通无声的电话,但是我喂了几声,就挂了.
有一种直觉是他,但是他为什么都不说话?

一个月之后,我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他,
我在教室外东张西望的,就是没有看到他的人影,我随便抓了一个男生来问。   
女:同学,请问一下,梦伟今天有来吗?   
同学:他休学了。   
女:啊?为什么?什么时候的事?   
同学:他已经一个月没来了。   
女:...喔..谢谢。
一个月..一个月没来,怎么会呢?

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机:您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱,请在嘟一声...。
我挂了电话,打到他家,响了好久都没有人接,怎么会?全家移民吗?
他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样,没有一点痕迹。

他该不会另结新欢了吧?我开始胡思乱想,我找不到他..,
正当我烦恼的时候,电话突然响了,是阿立打来的,他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。   
阿立:喂,你还在干嘛啊?   
女:什么?   
阿立:ㄚ伟在医院啦。   
女:真的?他怎么了?   
阿立:没有啦,他在**医院,就是你上次住的那一家。   
女:我马上去。   
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院,在医院看到了他****和妈妈,
我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后,就急忙的飞奔而去。
  
他躺在床上,眼睛看着我,没有说话,没有起床,一动也不动的。   
女:喂,你怎么了?为什么不通知我呢?   
他没有回答我,只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。   
女:回答我啊,你为什么不说话?   
他眼角留下了一滴泪,身体仿佛用了最大的力气,牵动着嘴角 。  
男:...对不起...。说完,他闭上了眼睛。   
女:喂,你别装了好不好,为什么要说对不起,我不要你说对不起啊,你起来啊,回答我啊。   
我哭倒在他床边,拉着他的衣服哭喊着:你为什么要说对不起,连说服我的理由都没有?我不会原谅你,你起来啊,你说对不起没有用啊,你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你,我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。   
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我,开始抢救他
我全身没有力气再站起来,我的头脑一片空白,眼前一片漆黑..。
  
他没有离开这个世界,只是我永远都无法触摸到他,
但他有时也会在我的梦中出现,告诉我他过的好不好。   
他还是陪着我,还是活着,在我心里,他依然如昔,
还是会笑着叫我咏熙,叫我老婆,只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。
  
过了几个月,他妈妈来找我,给了我一个盒子,
里面装的,是一百张照片,每一张照片的背面,都写着它让我生气的事情。
 
第一次对不起,老婆,我今天不是故意迟到的,我也知道理由很烂,
但是我真的不忍心说实话,我在出门前突然心脏绞痛,
但是我已经尽量赶了,原谅我好吗?

第二次对不起?老婆,我..........  

第三次对不起,老婆,我...   
................................   
............................   
...................   
................   
...........   
.........   
.....   
第一百次对不起,老婆,我不是狠心要丢下你,只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子,为你带上戒指,你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩,也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩,原谅我不能给你幸福,我会化作天使,守护着你,看着你得到幸福,答应我,别哭,我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子,我爱你。
再见了, 梦伟。 
我怎么可能不哭,你的要求太严苛了,最后一张照片,是他在医院理拍的。
照片上他笑的很灿烂,他变的好瘦,脸色好苍白,
但是他还是露出了笑容,拍这第百张照片。   
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候,我没有陪着他。   
对不起。   
我抱着他的照片,泪流不止!

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演
'如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開,
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好,
在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~'

Sad ending but still, wonderful story :D

Today woke up at 1pm, den tidy up my room .
Realised i had many junks hidden here and there . lols .
But also found many stuffs that i've hadn't touch for a long time.
For example, my long lost diary . ahah .
I used to have a habit of writing diaries before i sleep .
But after like half a year , slowly never write le . =x
Now reading back my old diary its like so funny la . Haha .
Also found many photos of my childhood , but very dusty . *coughs*

After tidying for like 2 hours, *POOF!* My room become spick and span le :D

Chinese New Year lies on 25-27 January .
Early right ? But its good , can get ang baos earlier too. LOL !
ahah , i blog till here can le bah, tkcares peepo :D

The End .

Crush by David Archuleta


I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to knooow

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy


Winning Means Giving It All

As I approached the final mile of the race I realized there were only three opponents left. Obstacles standing between my goal and me.....the finish line.

As I reached the first opponent, I closed my eyes and heard this message: "You only fail if you fail to try." I peddled with all my might and took his place. One down, two to go.

As I neared number two I once again closed my eyes. Knowing this one would be harder, I searched for strength. Not only was I more tired than before, but this opponent was the second strongest. Suddenly I heard the voice from within: "You only see the obstacle when you take your mind off the goal." I visualized the finish line and continued to push my body to it's limit and took position number two.

My last opponent, my last obstacle was in first place for a reason. He symbolized every goal that I hoped to achieve. Knowing this would be the toughest moment of the race, I again closed my eyes. This time I waited for the message. But it didn't come. As the fear rose from inside I realized it was up to me, not this voice, to win the race. With that in mind, I opened my eyes and it hit me.

On the back of my opponent's shirt was the message. It read, "If you can read this........I'm winning!!!"

Then with every ounce of energy in my body and soul, I peddled and fought the toughest battle of my life. As I crossed the finish line, I realized that first place means nothing if you haven't given 150%. There is always someone out there who is a little faster or a little stronger, but the real champion is the one who reaches the finish line with nothing more to give.

Copyright © Jay K. Duplessie --- Colorado

A short inspiring story i found on the net,
thought it was quite inspiring so i posted it in my blog .

Here's an email i received come time ago, it's about what happens in an everyday life between a female and a male, quite interesting but not really true hor !









































Do girls really take so much time just to prepare?
Hmm, i don't think so . Okay maybe just for some, lols .
If I'm ever late, there'll be a reason . Maybe cause i woke up late :x
Haha , anyways , i dunno what to blog about le .
Nothing much happened today , so yeah , boring post today .

The End .

If I Open Up My Heart To You by Deestylistic


It's still too soon to call it love
But I know it's more than just a crush
We're getting closer everyday
And when you look at me that way
All I can say...

Chorus
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one to make my dreams come true
If I, if I open up my heart to you.

I got a feeling this could be
Something I thought I'd never see
You're on my mind, night after night
Something keeps telling me
It's alright
So give me a sign, so...

Chorus
If I open up my heart to you,
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open up my heart to you.

You could be everything
That I've needed
But I can't take that chance
Till I know that you're with me
Till I know what you are feeling
Till I know just where you stand

Till I, I, till I, know just where you stand, till I
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open my heart to you

Will you be the one there?
To help me get through
If I, if I open up my heart to you.


Aww i can't find Crush by David Archuleta, but this will do :D

Early morning go out with family to E!hub, den go downtown walk walk .
Ate brunch, then went walking around wild wild wet there .
Saw some small boys peeing at the side of the drain lor.
EWW HUH . What an obscene . The toilets are just like nearby ?!?!
After that we went to beach ! :D
Woohoo , its windy and sunny at the same time so okok la .
After that i flew a kite , had to run and run before it fly up in the sky .
Phew, dam tiring one can !

After i've had my fun, it was like 3plus le , my family tired . ):
but i still wanted to stay out . so me and my jie went out.
& yes, my family went home -.-

Had "late lunch/2nd round" with my ahjie at Bento Box (Jurong Point)
Far huhs ! i ordered chawanmushi :) But....
It wasn't that great. Quite standard la. hmmm.
& also an ice lemon tea. Erm, it's too sour and sweet. LOL :X

Then i ordered pasta with ham and mushroom too ! Quite substandard though..
& yes, you may say that if i go to a restaurant specialising in bento boxes,
Of course the other food selling there wont be that nice la.
But ar, we must be all rounded right? XD Hahaha.

Then my jie ordered seafood ramen :) I guess it's edible la huh.
Cause i dont really like seafood though, so yeah ....
Plus the seafood isnt that fresh & the mussels felt like those frozen type =.=

Ohoh, and when i was ordering my food right,
I asked the counter lady: "What do you recommend?"
Counter lady asked: "you want rice or noodle?"
I was like thinking in my mind "-.-, you ask me like that, how do i answer?"
I mean, i expect you to tell me the range of food what.
Easier for me to make my decision also luhs.
So in the end, i just looked at the menu and randomly picked a dish =.=
& that's the chawanmushi i ordered @ $4.50 .

Woooo, den we had dessert at Anderson's!
Hot waffle w/ belgium chocolate chip , YUMMMMYYY !
But it was $9.90 T.T dam expensive can D:
Then it was like 6+ going 7 when we finished having our dessert .
Went shopping , my sis bought alot laaaa . I didnt buy that much :x

Then when going home that time , Bought cheese and tiramisu cake at starbucks ! :D
I had it during my bdae , long time no eat le . Mmmmmm .

As you can see, we did little shopping . Lols.
& This is the first time that i ate so much in my life !
I feel like my stomach's gonna burst lor :x hahaha .
But had much fun going round eating . LOL !
Now go play Word Challenge le, :D

The End .

When by Nikki Flores


It's been a while since you've been gone
And nothings ever been the same
Only in dreams will I feel your embrace your Smiling face again
And i dont know if i'll, get through another night
Alone, theres no one who make me feel the way you do

When will my longing for you end?
When will the sun rise up again?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over.
When will this pain ever subside?
When will i be strong enough to fight?
It's time to realize that your gone,
And theres nothing I can do.

Sometimes I close my eyes to see,
The ways things use to be .
It's all for me to let it all go this way to end the story here.
But I will always hold on, to what we used to have inside .
Cause I, I know eventually my life will carry on .

When will my longing for you end?
When will the sun rise up again?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over.
When will this pain ever subside?
When will I be strong enough to fight?
It's time to realize that your gone,
And theres nothing I can do.

When ever a light is barely coming through .
The glammour of hope desipates when I think of you .
Tell me where do I go .
Tell me when will I know .

When will my longing for you end ?
When will the sun rise up again ?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over .
When will this pain ever subside ?
When will I be strong enough to fight ?
It's time to realize that your gone ,
And theres nothing I can do .

When will my longing for you end ?
When will the sun rise up again ?
The voices in my head got me asking over and over .
When will this pain ever subside ?
When will I be strong enough to fight ?
It's time to realize that your gone ,
And theres nothing I can do .


& yes its Nikki Flores againnnn ! :D
woots , her songs are really damn nice ,
only some a bit sucky :x well i shall not say about those not nice ones .

anyways , im currently addicted to facebook man !
ahahah :x there's this game called the "word challenge" .
damn difficult to play , needa practice more before can get high scores.
then there's this RI guy , who scored 50k over sia !
he's totally inhuman .
compared my 6k and his 50k score , wtf sia ! :O

i realise im getting addicted to many things nowadays ! Nooooo ~

current status: SLEEPY
yes, im damn sleepy for now . like DAMN sleepy k.
but nvm , still have energy left for blogging :D
today stayed at home the whole day le !
but nvm , tmr im gonna enjoy myself yeahhh ((:

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