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Random act of kindness
It was Friday, February 19, 1999. I was sitting in my car dazed, confused and very much in turmoil, because I had just buried my beloved two year old son, Jarod Charles, 15 minutes ago.

I had left in my car to get away and was completely numb to all around me. As I sat at the stop sign, I was so completely unaware that I started to proceed out of turn. The fellow across from me honked madly, gave me the "finger" and mouthed a few obscenities that I did not fail to miss.

I sat there so completely stunned and then I became so filled with spontaneous anger that I was shaking. I thought to myself, what a low life scum bag jerk to "flip me off" after I just buried my son. I peeled away and was simmering on the point of boil.

I drove back to the graveyard, have giving it enough time for the rest of the mourners to be gone, to have private time with my son. As I sat there, I became more upset that that man's single act was crowding my mind when I just wanted to weep and talk to my little boy before my flight that night.

As I thought, I came to realize something that made me fill with shame instantly. WHO AM I TO BE ANGRY AT THAT MAN?? HOW WAS HE SUPPOSE TO KNOW?? In fact, I asked myself if I could still count on both hands or if it was time to start on my toes, how many times I had done that exact thing.

Then came the reality of it. And here is my point. It is about random acts of kindness, not random acts of unaware cruelty.

Like I said, how was he to know I had just buried my baby. But the sad thing is, how I am to know that the kid I cursed a punk about 2 months ago for nearly sideswiping me wasn't on the brink of suicide and my gesture pushed him to the edge?

Or how about that little old man that I cursed until I even had to blush because he was not paying attention and missed the whole red light?? Or how about that lady that took MY PARKING spot at the mall?? How am I to know that the little old man wasn't deep in memory of a loved one past....or how about the lady simply just didn't see my blinker because she was worrying about getting her shopping done to get home to take care of her kids???

Ok, maybe I'm being overly dramatic, but really, its true...we know no one until we've walked in their shoes.

So the next time you feel anger, frustration, etc towards a stranger,
think before you act.
Try to be overtly nice. For if they are truly in the wrong, perhaps your kind gesture will set them on a kinder, more aware approach.

Life is very short. Live each minute like it is your last.

I'm born in the year of rooster! :D

studying tips!
i know now is the crucial period for thos who are taking their O levels.
& many of you are facing the same distraction; COMPUTER.

Yes. that evil technology savvy machine that's causing you your studying time.

Try this:

1) Reward system; i study for 1 hour, then i'm allowed 15mins on the computer. OR i study this chapter. after this chapter, i'll play for 1/2 hour.

2) Punishment system; if i cannot concentrate on my studies for 1 hour, no computer break.

3) Psychological system; the computer is evil. i cannot touch it. if i touch it, i will not do well. it is evil it is evil it is evil *chants*

4) Friends-help system; study together and encourage each other not to use the computer. like "eh, remind me to not touch the comp ah. if i touch, your fault hor ._. "

5) Desperate system; disconnect the computer from the internet, lock your computer, throw it away (i'm kidding). stop all communication to your computer in any way. such as seeing your computer, feeling it, etc.

i'm sure it should help :D oh, and if you decide to throw your computer out, let me know. i'll catch it :D haha.
ps; i'm refering to laptops as well uh!

just a pretty short post today.
went to chinese remedial. i was dam!@#$%^& early.
buddens tht dai laoshi havent come yet.
WASTE MY TIME. den me & jj go CO first.
after that sharry sms us to go chinese remedial.
we go up le. i just sit down, dai laoshi go out.
WTF?! after that tinghui walk out.
den sharry say all go tgt la.
den okay lor. everyone went out.
my everyone = co members la. even jj!
she also pontang with us :x hahaha.
then we all faster run. phew. & that stupid han cong!
anyhow tell teacher we go toilet when we already tell him we go co.
lols sia. den we all run to CO. she never come find us ley.
den after practice, me, jon & jj chose the SYF costume thingy.
also dunno why she call we three only ._.
thought is everyone choose tgt.

after that they measure okay le, the 4 of us,
me, jj, yl, sharry; gonna get scolding from dai laoshi.
but me yl and sharry faster run out.
ben lai should be nothing will happen de.
buddens, jiajin still in the room.
den we three dowan her to get scolded alone.
so we went back & TIO MEH (hokkien = kena scolding) from her.
hahaha. sharry kept laughing, make me wanna laugh also.
den clarence patrick adelene huimin they all,
sit at the side machiam listening to our lecture lidat.

after that. me, pat, clarence, jon, adelene & huimin,
sat down discuss the CO shirt thingy.
walan eh, clarence ar! you alot of opinions ley!
RMB! you need to think of EVERYONE.
not just yourself!!! haiyo. den he keep quarreling.
after that me, adelene, huimin go eat.
talk talk talk, design the shirt,
den walk walk walk, continue talk.
LOL. then take bus home, me and adelene talk talk.
aiya, lazy type le.

nth much happened after this.
whatever happened, are all sad things ):
dont wish to blog about it.
So long poeple, bye!

How Do You Really Look At Things
One day a father and his rich family took his son to a trip to the country with the firm purpose to show him how poor people can be. They spent a day and a night in the farm of a very poor family.

When they got back from their trip the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"

"Very good Dad!"

"Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked.


"And what did you learn?"
The son answered, "I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden, they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden, they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have a whole horizon."

When the little boy was finishing, his father was speechless. His son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are!"

Isn't it true that it all depends on the way you look at things? If you have love, friends, family, health, good humor and a positive attitude towards life-you've got everything!

You can't buy any of these things, but still you can have all the material possessions you can imagine, provisions for the future, etc., but if you are poor of spirit, you have nothing!

Everyday, i would hear people complaining about how 'poor' they are, having nothing at all; when they have friends beside them to take care of them, are very healthy, etc. Count your blessings, people would say. Take time to think through everything that has happened in your life. Do you think you're still 'poor'? Poor in spirit, perhaps. But not poor in materialistic possession. To be able to have a family sit with you for a meal is something you should rejoice over for there are many others who are not so fortunate, like me. When you are healthy, rejoice over that for there are many others suffering and fighting for their dear lives out there. Your perspective is really all that matters.

Even e poorest man, with e right attitude, is e richest :D

Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

i'm sure we've all been through a situation whereby you thought someone would do it and that someone thought you would do it. it's irritating, no doubt. but it's human nature. next time, dont just wait for someone to do the job for you when you are supposed to do it and is able to do it. Fulfil what you have to do.

& today's my brother's birthday. Just wanna wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
he's 13 this year. which is sec 1 but he's still a bit childish though.
he enjoys watching OKTO aka kids central =.=
he stills don't wear underwear. (okay i know thats a bit too private.) but he's SEC 1 already la! lols :x
& my mother.. dont know why, gave him a teddybear.
i got him a shirt, which is white with golden wordings.
it looks nice, but kind of shitty on him :\
oh well, had a moody day.
nothing much happen, as usual.

might be going out tmr, bye!

raining in the morning
when i woke up it was raining.
everytime it rains, i noe the day wont be good :\
went online, at around 11am.
only me and my mother was home.
then waited till around 1 or 2pm,
ate lunch. my mother then go white sands.
left me alone in the house ):
dam bored. sleep awhile, dont feel like sleeping.
went to mini mart, buy snacks.
got some stupid guy whistle when i walk to mm -.-
perverts seem to be everywhere nowadays.

after that went home.
enjoyed my snack.
its four plus.
feeling pretty down.
went to bathe, eat biscuits, choco, sweets.
slept awhile, chatted.

and now blogging.
im bored. bored. and more bored.
hai. i think i better dont get involved in any r/s now.
dam 扫兴. will get sad, lonely, angry.
idk, all kinds of emotions.

now im gonna just focus on my homework.

Results were better then what i expected (:
Summary for the 3-Day Study Camp
its not as bad as how i thought it would be.
had quite a fun time there.
ms wee was funny, mr leong.. kinda still the same.
and hor, that mr chiang.. can really keep secrets huh -.-
realised that i had alot of revising to do in my chem.
i dont even know the basics before i attend this camp.
well, at least now i know le :D

hohoho, as for maths i finally know how to find the
sinA/a = sinB/b = sinC/c thing le.
last time always never listen in class.
den dunno how to do. good thing there's the camp (:
but throughout the camp only do trigo ley.
so sian..

english. hms, they were preparing us for expository writing?
dunno how to spell la. lmao.
so they had this debate, we were to write down our views.
amongst the classmates, 6 students were chosen for
the class debate on the 2nd day of the camp.
the 6 were engteck, idris, abinav, haidar, lisa and lastly... me :\
my english isnt very good. or should i say not at all...
, engteck and idris is in the proposition team;
and the other three is in the opposition team.
im the 1st speaker, followed by engteck and idris.
lisa was the 1st speaker too, followed by haidar and abinav.

while saying out my stuffs, i was kinda shaking abit.
nervous. but i manage to talk for 2 and a half min. (:
then lisa rebutted, which i dont really know what.
she said only like one and a half min. thats... short :\
then engteck had many things to say, he talked for like 3mins.
haidar then rebutted, the points wasnt so good though..
the floor-speakers came in and say out their views.
abinav and idris then rebutted to the floor speakers.
then we're done with the debate.

the 3rd day, ms priya then chose one out of the six ppl.
that chosen one needs to present a speech in front of the 3e classes.
she go choose me sia :\ i was like wth.. =.=
i mean, engteck did pretty well & so did haidar.
i was expecting it to be one of them lor.
or maybe idris cause he was pretty funny. xD
so i then told her, that i didnt wanna do the speech.
she kept persuading me. say it can help me improve my english too.
but i insisted that i didnt wanna say the speech.
then she said okay.. & said that her 2nd choice was et.
i knew it:D engteck spoke well. just that..
his points werent so good. i told him.. but he didnt listen.
then he had to write out an essay for his speech.
i helped him a little cause i kinda feel bad.

so yeah.. the other two speakers from the other classes;
vanessa & shao cong. which mrs jay kept pronouncing as "siao cong"
lols. was not bad. they did pretty well.
engteck got 3rd. i think its because he had too many awkward tones.
its funny..:\ vanessa spoke the most stable one lor.
thats why i think she got 1st (:
then shao cong, say the speech, so long.
2 and a half page. then keep dropping things -.-
but his points was good. so he got 2nd.

so this actually proves that girls actually speaks better :x

as for the class debate, my team won! :D
yay. we each got a 10$ popular voucher -.-
lols. nvm. its still a prize :\

haha. anyways, back to blogging on what happened today.
today was the physical promotion day.
the day where everyone know where they'll go to.
we got back our report books.
my grades werent those kind of straight As la.
but still not as bad as i thought.
When everything has been combined tgt,
eoy marks, midyear marks, ca marks.

English: 54, C6
Higher Chinese: 65, B3 (die le)
Add.Maths: 37,F9 (dead)
E. Maths: 65, B3
Science(Chem, Phy): 59, C5
Humans(Geog,SS): 56, C5
Food & Nutrition: 71, A2

L1R4 Aggregate: 18
L1R5 Aggregate: 24
Class: 13/39
Level: 35/118
Total: 407/700 (58.1%)
Promoted to S4 Express

Comments: Well-disciplined, trustworthy and resposible girl. Able
to work well with others and assumes responsibility well. Excels in self-supervision and self-improvement. Avoids motional involvement and does not overreact in any situation. Able to provide others and is committed to do her best. Has a flair for the performing arts and engages passionately in her areaas of interest.

like wow. the comments were all not true. xD
teacher describe till too good le la. that doesnt sound like me -.-
but it has been a very long time since i failed only 1 subject.
normally fail at least 2 one :x & its because of english :\
my vocab and grammar wasnt good at all.
i think is teacher help to pull me up one la :D
anyways, thats all for the results.
then we had the prize presentation.

meng hwee: top in basic chinese
cheryl: top in art
elynn: top in class
farhan shah: top in poa
alex: top in combine science
jarel: top in d&t
jianming: top in f&n

congrats to these people in my class! :D
after the prize presentation..
it was time for physical promotion!
we each went to our sec 4 class (:
the classroom looks smaller though.
the environment dam good to sleep sia.
dont know how they study one.
the classroom is dam neat, unlike our previous :x
hahaha. bless the 3e2 next year :D

my class no one retain !!
which is a good thing. yayy.
and we won the best class award for this year! :D
the prize was 500$ ahahhah.
sad for the 3e3 ppl. since sec 1 they won us,
but this time its our turn (:
mr evs say want to book chalet at changi,
den at night go for night walk at OCH.
lmao. that place.. kinda freaky.
went once. with my ex.
in the afternoon also very dark luh.
the stairway is dam dark.
maybe that time i go is ghost festival period la :\

at night then i post again bah (:
off to cook dinner with my mother now.

bad mood again today :\
sorry, if i've not said what you wanted to hear.
won't be blogging much nowadays.
only if i have something to say then will blog bah.

boohoo, byee.

always look on the bright side of life! (:
Just some MVs that are quite old already. lol.
but still superb to me! :D

Stay With Me - 蔡旻佑

我想要说 - 蔡旻佑

沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E

猜不透 - 丁噹

enough of music, now for the real blogging.
today was very very tiring. ):
we had only 3 subjects for the day:
English, Maths, Chemistry, from 8am-5pm -.-
we had 3 breaks, which is 2 and a half hours all tgt.

English was boring, as usual.
ms priya was boring. i mean not her..
her lessons. she had to rush through everything,
which i dont even get a damn thing.
and we have to do the debate by tmr.
everything's like so rush. and that isnt good.

well, but we had some "fun" during chem though.
for once, almost everyone understands chemistry.
we were split into 4 groups of ten people.
my group, got the worst teacher, Mr Leong.
but who cares. my group are the ones who pass chem.(:
there were 3 other teachers, mr lek, miss wee & mr chiang.
pathetic eh? four teachers teaching in a class.

miss wee was dam cute, small small short short one.
i think she's only 130+cm tall. but quite old le la :x
mr lek, was the so called "girly" one.
but he teach not bad ley. from what i observe (:
as for mr chiang, everyone thinks he teaches good la.
so i tink he's not bad too.

and then we had maths, which was quite.. boring?
just do finish the worksheet. nothing do le.
then mr ves talk to us stuffs on cyber wellness.
tell us not to eet strangers we know online,
not to cyber bully, or whatever..
but we don't really listen, do we?
all this talks, like no use also. hah.

then we went to the library for the one hr break.
watched movie, Night @ the Museum.
which is kinda out of date already.
but still interesting (:
but watch till half need to go back class le.
sian, then went to have english again.

when it was 5.30pm, mr ves talked to us.
he told us to look on the bright side no matter what.(:
then our class sing the short phrase:
"always look on the bright side of life"
den mr ves whistle the next part. lols.
mr ves really whistles very well :D
he den mentioned about what a bad week he had..
but still, wears a smile on his face to school.
his pda phone hanged for more than 10 times per day,
so he had to use his brother's phone..
his roller blade is spoilt, as the wheels can't roll anymore,
and his motorbike has gone crazy. ahah.
and he still can be so happy everyday,
telling us many great great stories :D

after he finished his story, the VP talks to us..
say dunno what PLAN. lols.
ask us plans got what kind of plans,
etc goals, timetable, organise ourselves..
blahblahblah. den she continued with all her crap.
when suddenly heng quan knock on my chair -.-
starting is leechye keep tapping me, say hi.
den is this hengquan..
keep knocking on my chair when the VP talk.
den i use the pen i holding go poke his hand.
oops. ahah. it was kinda accidentally. but sorry anw.
then that !@#$%^& alif keep playing with my hair -.-
its like dam irritating, but nvm la.
i be 好人. see he still small kid let him play.
lols. after that VP talk hao le jiu go home :D

walked home like 6.30 soon le.
very very tired. on the bus saw many familiar faces.
all primary school people. (: long time no see.
doubt they rmb me. :\
anw, thats all for today's post.
type very long le. veh tired.
will post again tmr! bye.

becoming a melancholic..
super sad, moody too.
there's this damn feeling inside me.
so mixed up with lots of emotions.
i dunno why am i so sad.
i feel confused. so confused.
for the first time in my life.
i dont know what the hell am i thinking.
!@#$%^&!!!!! argh.
from a stranger, to a bestie.
and now, i really dont know.
my brain's gonna bao zha sooner or later.
console console console mee. ):

keeping something inside :|
hmm, today is BORING :\
In fact everyday is boring for me..
Holidays coming le T.T
tmr till wednesday still got the dunno what study camp ):
will be studying in school from 8am - 5pm.
but at least there'll be 3 breaks in between.

then today, online msn..
talked to this random malay guy, named sham.
suddenly talk talk talk...
the three words "i hate you" pop out.
and there wrote Jennifer says: i hate you.
i was like wtf. i didnt type anything at all! ._.
like some thing just typed it out..
oh well, i want to watch painted skin T.T
looks so nice. horrifying o.o
tmr got schoool. sian-ed.

actually i know. i know what you're feeling..
i was really, shocked. i didnt know what to reply. so..
i said back to you what you said to me.
sorry if that wasnt what you expected..
i just didnt know how to react.
ahah. dumb me. :\

girls dont mean what they say
i said nothing happened, but of course..
surely there's something :\
hai, i forgive easily, but dont forget even if i never say it.
just by one word, okay maybe more of a phrase..
it kinda, made me feel real sad.
dam sad, almost made me tear.
dont feel like replying much anymore.
sorry if my replies were just one or two words,
i've got nothing to say.
when im sad, i can be real sad.
sad till no one can console me. :\
too emotional le bah.

i dont know how long more can i keep this inside me.

today mr ves told us that there'll be one person,
who'll be in the danger zone of retaining in our class.
of course i know who that is, its meng hwee.
i saw mr ves talking to him one to one today.
meng hwee look kinda disappointed.
hope he doesnt get too upset though.
he's good in nothing, but chinese.
chinese still get top in his class.
lols. though he's not higher mt.
but he sure can do better then me in chinese if he wants.
this few days, dunno why..
all the bad stuffs seems to be getting on me.
hai. feeling damn down.
i need consolation please ):

She's soo cute!

that phrase "DON'T REPLY" is harsh :\

If i were a boy

boohoooo, im really sick today.
what an unlucky day it is for me :\
my taste bud is gooone D: i eat anything, its all BLAND.
today stayed at home the whole day, nth much happen though.
today's post is gonna be quite boring.

Some videos i watched today:

The Mean Kitty Song. Cute.

I guess thats all. now having my dinner.
dont really feel like eating.
fever rising, headache getting worser.
but i feel that im getting better.
i dont know why too, :\

Bring on that marathon then.
Boohoo. I'm getting sick alreadys ):
hai. never tkcare of myself & this is what happens.

anyways, today just got back all of our results.
sadly, i failed a maths, and english compre.
but glad to say that, its the only 2 i failed :D

Surprising i pass CHEMISTRY. :O
yes, i pass that damn subject.
i did better for chem den my physics. ):
i used to score straight As for my physics.
buddens end of year, quite tough :\
alot of people kinda failed. &besides i didnt study for it..

for a maths, yeah, i failed. as usual. 44.4% :\
hahaha. but i got the highest among the girls.
shock huh. unbelievable. ms yong say my results like stock market.
very scary. rise and fall, rise and fall. lols.
but she say my foundation not bad. :D
e maths, more than what i've expected, b3. (:

for humans, got 26/50 for geog & 24/50 for ss.
buddens teacher never mark 2 questions for ss! :D
after that i earned 8 more marks!! yayyyy.
so thats like 32/50 now. wheee! ^^

f&n, got 34.5/50.
quite okay. acceptable la.
i just need that 0.5 mark to give me an A2.
why?!?!?! sadddd.

well i guess thats about it for my results.
NOW, about China products.
whats wrong with china nowadays.
making products that cause so much trouble?






but those people also no brainer la.
ownself can feel pain still wear for what?
faster take off la. still wear till your feet lidat.

today we had a talk on STI,HIV,AIDS.
hahaha. i tink you people should have known what isit.
the talk was dam disgusting la.
show girls pussy and guys penis. wth -.-
but is how it looks when it's infected la.
dam gross can. then the funny thing is,
they still demonstrate how to wear a condom.
wtf luh =.= hahaha. i tink guys should really learn this.
lmao. if not when they grow up, still dunno how. xD

anyways, need to have some mass revision during dec break..
must start to study le. dont play play ar.
stomach super pain now.
think i blog until here bah.
boohoo, falling sick ):

*ahhhhhh chooo* excuse me, :\

random stuffs

No Pok [Part1]

What drink you want? [Part2]

Be Careful when eating apples
Please don't eat the skin of the apple because it's coated with wax.
Check before you eat many of the fruits.
WAX is being used for preservation purposes and cold storage.
You might be surprised especially apples from USA and other parts,
are more than one year old, though it would look fresh.
Becox wax is coated, preventing bacteria to enter, So it does not get dry.
Please Eat Apples after removing the wax as demonstrated below.

i didnt know that :O
but i think in most apples also wont lidat.
cause this is in US what. (:
Thats all for now, i damn bored :\

women vs men

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment.
Suddenly, the man realized that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.

Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
'Please wake me at 5:00 AM ' He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight.
Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,
when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.
The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.'
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.


A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.

An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?'

'Yep,' the wife replied , 'in-laws'


'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.

As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked.
'No,' she replied, ' but my husband refused to come shopping with me,

and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.'


I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.


A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...

"30,000 to a man's 15,000."

The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'


A man said t o his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.'

The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain.

God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;

God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!


A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, 'You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee.'
The husband said, ' You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.'
Wife replies, 'No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.'
Husband replies, 'I can't believe that, show me.'

So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament
and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says..........'HEBREWS'

God may have created man before woman,
but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece

haha, that was an email i received from chris.
thought it was pretty funny. so posted it :D

forget to post about my granny's bdae !
hm, she's 78 this year already.
thats sounds quite but not very old though.
she's still very healthy :D

me, my bro dad, sis & her bf went to take mrt.
thn till one stop, dont know where.
got 2 old women. stand in front of me.
then i was like so ps, sitting down there.
den i quickly let them sit.
my bro saw me let the old women sit he also let the old women sit.
lmao.im like so kind hearted la cans. hahaha.

then we all gathered at the cityhall mrt station.
they were like one big gang or something.
occupied a big space at the mrt stairs -.-
i think there was more than 25 ppl there. lol.
then i was wearing a tube and shorts, with cardi.
when my relatives saw me, all say i change alot,
till almost cannot recognise me le..
im like, huh? got meh? still the same la-.-
i think is because they very long nvr see me le.

then we went to some restaurant thats suppose to be for weddings one.
and ate there. the food was fabuloso! (:

the food that we ate:
1. Sharkfins
2. Crabs (Butter, Black Pepper & Chilli)
3. Prawns (麦片虾)
4. Soup (Lotus pork rib & peanuts)
5. Mango Pudding (Last item)
6. Paper Wrap Chicken (纸包鸡)
7. Some kind of tofu which i didnt eat.
8. Fish. DAM NICE ONE :D
9. Thai-style Sotong (i didnt eat)

i can't remember the rest. not so appealing to me:x
and then their service was like wth.
but that doesnt matter to me anyways.
cause i only want to eat the food, not them. lols.

after that we sang the birthday song :D
both chinese and english version. yay!
lmao. haha. and we had mango cake. yumyum :P
then me and my family went back home le (:
i had my fill. i was dam full that day. hoho.
it has been a very long time since i've eaten such good food. :\
well anyways, thats all for today's post.


guys are weirdos
freakkingg eeww.
why some guys like so... urgh.
hah. dont even wanna think about it.
i just encountered something today.
its like so unbelievable.
but whatever, i shouldnt give a damn.

anyways, just came home from loyang point.
walao ehs. so many fking ******** over there can.
make me see le also want puke already.
just went over to someone's blog.
hahaha. but whatever it is. i shall not say.
to keep their privacy.

read the newspaper man.
there's another case of teens stuff.
this time is super french kiss in school ground!
hah. unimaginable. in school compound also so hiong.
hahahaha. teens nowadays ar..
all havoc already:D
weehoo. hahaha. adults have no control anymore.

now damn bored. im trying to think of things to write.
but i dunno what the hella to write here!
as you can see, im writing rubbish.
argh. anyways, for mother paper 1,
i got an A :D hope that i'll have A in paper 2 and oral and listening.
so that all adds u also still get A :D
hoho. gotta buck up in my chinese.
though exams are over, but there's still O LVL CHINESE!
sian half can. but nvm la.
chinese do my best can already.
fail jiu fail luh, nvr get A also nvm.
at least i know i've tried.
anyway nect year also can take again.
just that a bit waste money nia la.

if anyone's online now, PEI ME CHAT !! :D

exams finally ended!
i feel so stress-free now. hahahaha.
no longer need to worry about what exam tmr having(:
now the thing is ccas are resuming ):
awwww. when its time for us to take a break,
we gotta go back for our ccas again.
only one word to say; SIAN-ED.

next tuesday going to get back our exam papers le.
damn scared can D: what if i fail english?!
i dont even dare to think about it man.
now slacking at home, just woke up from my beauty slp.
haha. going out with YJ and co. tmr i guess.
it's her treat :D

im like broke, broke and broke.
& holidays are like coming?!
but i guess i'll be working for CIP hours anyway(:
hohoho. gotta work hard to help me minus marks in O lvl.
anyways, i already got A1 for my cca what :x
hah. well, its still good to work for CIP hours.
hope i can find a job during holidays too.
earn myself some pocket money ^-^


to think this kind of guy existed ):
face the facts, you dont like me, dont bother saying the word love.
i really dont know what to do with you.
first you said this, and then you said that.
no point saying the word "sorry" after that.
i've really told you what i feel inside me.
i dont deserve all this, neither do you.

i just wanted you to be more understanding.
to be able to know what time isit!
you dont need to slp, people like me, needs it.
hais, crying actually does help abit.
stress-releasing i guess. but it's tiring. :\
you were never there when i needed you.
but you want me to be there when you need me.
what is this? hai. its like sooo unfair.
don't wanna care about this shit anymore.

feeling damn crappy this few days.
exams went past fast. quite happy with it though(:
tmr's the last addmath paper, stress-ed though.
good for those who've ended their exams.
and goodluck to those who haven't.
I really feel sick already.

Boohoo, Bye.

3 more papers to go!
hohoho! only left F&N, AMATHS1&2 :D
yay yay yay! im sooo happy.
holidays are coming ((:
im like so dam tired.
today de maths paper 2, do finish still left 1/2 hr.
den mr ves come wake me up. T.T
very tired can. I EVEN DREAMED :D
hahahaha. dam nice to slp at my place there. (:
anyways, now revising F&N......
hope i can rmb everything ! ^-^

Chem & Geog paper today
aww man ):
i think chemistry gonna fail.
why geog de questions always luan qi ba zao one.
luckily i got revise GR, and rivers.
the coast hor, die already :x
plus the GM food. forget evrything le!
ahhhhh. hahaha. aiya. nvm la.
just hope can pass for the whole thing can le.


Someone HELPPPP!
AHHHH. weekends at home sleep and watch tv.
didnt even revise until a single thing!
omgomgomg. tmr is chemistry.
thats my weakest subject T.T
eh, no la. a maths my weakest :x
hahaha. my maths getting weaker and weaker already!
sian, nvr practice. now still using comp.
lmao. aiya, im slacking way tooo much ):

I'm missing everything
hoho. can't believe i'm still awake at this time of the day :B
today is my granny's bdae :D wish her a very happy birthday!
sad to say, she's my only grand parent left..
but she's still strong and kicking oh! haha (:
wonder what should i wear.. dress? or just normal tee.
it's been a long time since i visited her..

anyway, yesterday had ss and e maths paper 1.
e maths was somehow okay la. hope i would pass.(:
ss, didnt have time T.T for the first time in my life,
i could write so much for a subject like ss.
hahaha. i must've looked too much down on myself.
hope that i'd would score better in my geog and e maths p2!
so that i would have a better grade :DD
just posting here to wish everyone;


Start of eoy exams
we had our first exam, CME.
there were questions like:
who lead the cabinet
1. Prime minister
2. MOE
3. MOH
4. Member of Parliament

what do they do on zhong yuan jie?
1. pray to the ghosts
2. feed the ghosts
3. remember the dead
4. (forget)

its like wt**** la. is this really related to CME?
lols. i dont think it should be included into our moral values.
besides, our CME teacher, MISS sabrina SOH,
didnt even teach us a damn thing la.
if i ever fail my CME exams, it will be this year's paper.

We had our chinese and english paper 1.
Chinese the topics were like super chicken feet.
buddens need to think ver hard for the points you wanna write.
as for english, GONE CASE ALREADY. sian.
i think i'll retain this year all thanks to my english paper.
hahahahaha. :\